Li Xiaoxue got out of Cao Yingying's car, like a gust of wind, and stopped Hu Li halfway before she arrived at the crew.

Hu Li, who was shy, was already quite inconvenient to move, but she still looked left and right, pulled Li Xiaoxue to a corner where no one was around, and asked unhappily: "Hey! What's going on? ”

Li Xiaoxue could see that Hu Li at least knew about the "scene" that Zhong Youcheng made in the crew yesterday, and aside from that scene, she didn't know what else to say to Hu Li, and how to say it, so she said helplessly: "When I have time, I'll talk to you again, okay?" ”

"Li Xiaoxue," Hu Li's face stiffened, "I really don't know what's going on with you!" No matter what happens, there should always be a word. Why don't you even answer a phone call? Also shut down! Do you know how anxious, hurtful, and disappointing you are! ”

"I," Li Xiaoxue looked embarrassed, "My phone is broken, broken!" ”

Hu Li obviously didn't believe it, glanced at Li Xiaoxue, and said angrily: "Li Xiaoxue, let me tell you, you are filming, not a child's play." ”

"Hu Li, I, I really ......" Li Xiaoxue finally understood what it meant to be dumb and eat Coptis chinensis, and she couldn't say what it was like.

Hu Li also said: "At the beginning, classmate Li Xiaoxue, but you begged me, I relied on the face I have earned here in the past few years to get you such a role." Otherwise, even if you have this Peugeot face, it will be difficult for you to spell it out by yourself for three and five years. ”

With Hu Li's number like this, Li Xiaoxue could only say: "I know."

"Don't say I'm being harsh. I'm pregnant here, and I don't want to be angry. But, as an old classmate, I still have to say what I should remind you. Hu Li was obligated to warn Li Xiaoxue, "If you drop the chain, don't say that the two of us have lost face in this circle, you have a contract with others." Black and white, you should understand, it's not a joke. If anything happens, I won't be able to protect you. ”

Li Xiaoxue assured Hu Li: "Don't worry, something like that yesterday will never happen again." ”

"Speaking of which, I can't help but want to ask you," Hu Li said, frowning, "where did you get such a living treasure?" What does he do? ”

Li Xiaoxue looked embarrassed again, sighed, and said, "Speaking of which, this will be a long time." Or, if you have time, let's talk about it again? ”

Hu Li nodded slowly: "Okay." Director Lin's side, when you have time, you can also accompany others well. You don't even know how angry he and I are! Over the years, he has never spoken loudly to me. ”

"I'm sorry." Li Xiaoxue said guiltily.

"What are you talking to me about?" Hu Li wondered, "What kind of relationship do we have?" It's Director Lin, really, no wonder people are unhappy. A man has a good face, and he is the core of the crew, you have been here for a few days, you should also be able to see it, here, only he annoys others, everyone and him, it is not easy to say a word. ”

Li Xiaoxue's eyes were red again, and her voice became weaker: "I know." ”

"Okay," Hu Li brought out some of the elder demeanor again, and gently patted Li Xiaoxue's arm twice, "You can go over." ”

……

Zhong Youcheng really looked for a morning job, but he was hungry and depressed.

There is indeed a lot of work that can earn a hundred yuan a day, but he can't do it.

He has no diploma, no technology, no strength. There is also a job that does not require a diploma, skills and strength, housekeeping and cleaning the glass, at the end of the day, he can get nearly 200 wages, but he only stands on the ground, looks up and looks up, and is confused.

He laughed, laughing at himself that it was difficult for a talented artist to find an ordinary job. Could it be that God wouldn't allow him to spend his life on things that don't have much value?

He hated again, hated Li Xiaoxue's material, hated himself for falling in love with someone he shouldn't love.

Without this "love", how could he have ended up in the current situation? Without this "love", he would still live proudly as he once did. He can also think of painting as the whole of his life, even if it is food that has expired or will expire, or even things that have been stolen and robbed from others. Either way, as long as he was by his muse's side, he felt that his life was worthwhile.

However, the so-called people who should not be loved must be the ones who can't let go.

He couldn't let go of Li Xiaoxue, even if there was a Yueyue who followed him without asking for anything.

He had not eaten much for almost thirty hours, he was extremely tired, and when he walked to the door of a snack store again, he felt that there were dozens of dollars in his pocket, and then walked in with heavy steps.

It's not that he yells for a recipe when he enters, and the people in the store have reason to suspect that he is a beggar.

After taking a seat at a table, he ordered two vegetarian dishes, and both of them were small plates.

The dishes in the restaurant, he always thought they were sky-high. He never understood how a few dollars of things could be turned over more than ten times, or even dozens of times, if they were cooked here. A plate of shredded potatoes costs ten yuan, and the potatoes used are actually less than a dollar.

"Some people make money, how can it be so easy?" In this way, he doesn't know how many times he has asked himself in his heart, and the answer he has been able to get so far is that these people are not right-minded and make some money without their hearts.

"Would you like to have something?" The waiter asked again.

"Scattered." Zhong Youcheng has the impression that there is only one yuan for a cup of loose whiteness, which is quite reasonable.

The waiter seemed to glance at Zhong Youcheng with his eyes and walked away.

In the past, such a glance would have made him Zhong Youcheng immediately take the case, but now, he has no heart to care about these anymore.

After being with Li Xiaoxue, he could feel that he had been sharpened to the point that he was not as rigid as he was once proud of.

The food was quickly served, and the waiter asked what the main dish was. Zhong Youcheng has always refused to eat staple food after drinking, squinted at the waiter, and only waved his hand impatiently.

At that time, he had already had some meals, and he was only a customer in the store. This is what he couldn't ask for. He hates chaos, and he hates the noisy and noisy people who eat.

He was alone, and when he took a sip of wine, his heart burned like his heart was on fire.

- How good it would be if this fire could burn away the troubles and anguish in the heart.

He took another sip, and there was only half of the wine left in the cup.

Looking at the remaining half of the wine, he couldn't help but think of the topic of the enduring half-glass of wine he had seen in a magazine.

This half glass of wine is about optimism and pessimism, and about looking at the problem from an angle.

While he devoted his life to painting, he always felt that he was an optimistic person.

Every minute and every second of his life is extremely precious to him.

He felt that his life would be as rich as the oil paint he painted, and that his life itself was a work of art.

And since he met Li Xiaoxue, he has been peeled off little by little from the previous self.

Without Li Xiaoxue's rental house, it is his studio and a paradise for him to realize himself.

Since Li Xiaoxue entered his life, his life is different from before, and it is even more different from what he thought was after Li Xiaoxue.

He thought that after being with Li Xiaoxue, he could devote more time and energy to his paintings.

- If nothing else, at least, he doesn't have to distract his mind from his stomach.

He even thought that Li Xiaoxue would bring him a stronger desire to create. It's like, that rainy night, when he saw Li Xiaoxue for the first time.

And the fact is that after the two really lived together, Li Xiaoxue not only became the protagonist of his brush again, but also, for Li Xiaoxue, he didn't know how much time and energy he used to make him a treasure, thinking that his daughter would be difficult to change.

Once, he worked on a painting for three days and two nights, and he didn't feel tired, and even if he had a moment of emotional trouble with Li Xiaoxue, he would feel tired.

"Why is this happening? Why is it not at all the same as I envisioned? He asked bitterly in his heart, and took another sip of wine.

He wanted to think optimistically about his present, with the logic of half a glass of wine.

He looked at the wine that was already half a glass left, and slowly, turned the glass a little bit more.

- He thought that he could see a different kind of sky from a different angle, but after only turning the wine glass a few times, what he saw was still the same.

Then he felt that the cup in his hand was not good. He called the waiter.

The waiter came lazily for a long time: "What else do you want?" ”

Zhong Youcheng shook the wine glass in his hand and said, "I want to change the glass." ”

"What's wrong with this cup?" The waiter asked, puzzled.

Zhong Youcheng felt that the waiter had too many words, and said impatiently: "I'm uncomfortable with it." ”

The waiter couldn't, and at a table next to him, he took another cup.

Zhong Youcheng looked at the cup that the waiter brought over and was exactly the same as the one he used, and asked even more unhappily: "Is there only such a cup in your house?" ”

The waiter was confused.

"I don't want to be round!" Zhong Youcheng emphasized, and gestured with one hand in the air again, "Understood? ”

The waiter let out an "oh", took the square white porcelain teacup in front of Zhong Youcheng, and asked, "Is this okay?" ”

Zhong Youcheng glanced at it and nodded reluctantly.

The waiter put the teacup in front of Zhong Youcheng again: "Do you need anything?" ”

Zhong Youcheng poured the remaining wine into the teacup, handed the wine glass to the waiter, and said, "I'll call you again." ”

The waiter answered, turned around and left, and Zhong Youcheng started the game of half a glass of wine again.

However, after only half a circle, he found that this porcelain cup was even more unsatisfactory.

- He couldn't even see the rest of the wine.

That's really what he's overlooked. And in real life, what he ignored was more than one or two!

Not seeing the wine in the glass, he turned on his imagination.

- A self-proclaimed artist, he has no doubts about his imagination.

In this way, he imagined the wine in the cup, looked at the cup for a while, and suddenly realized that the change in this angle came more from his own heart and his own inner self.

- All changes have to start from the heart, right?

"Could it be that I'm not doing well enough?" Zhong Youcheng asked himself, shook his head again, and put down the cup in his hand, "I'm waiting for Xiaoxue wholeheartedly." For the sake of Xiaoxue, I can literally give up everything.

"But why are we in such a mess today?

"Or do I care too much about her, so she doesn't know how to cherish it?

"Yes, this kind of thing, at all, is not new.

"Didn't someone say that men are not bad and women are not loved? Also, beating is kissing, scolding is love, and there is no intention to plant flowers and flowers, and there is no intention to plant willows and willows.

"I also wanted her to be good, but as a result, it backfired.

"This should also be what I didn't do well. It turns out that I don't know a woman's heart too well.

"If I go down like this, I can fall, or I just can't do it well......"