Zhong Zizhen only deliberately concealed the matter of space from Josh alone, so when he said it, Zhong Liwu and Du Yiming were not too surprised, but when they had a dull long conversation that could not be called relaxed, they were inevitably shocked when they understood the special and magical space.

What kind of creation can be favored by fate?

Living water fertile soil, fruit trees shady, showing a positive and potential vitality, as his strength grows stronger, the space in the function and extension of the perfect and broad aspect of expansion-at the beginning is a wilderness, in addition to the flowing spring water, almost static space, gradually under the care of Zhong Zizhen to show the appearance of the holiday holy land, now the grass and trees can be called prosperous, can also be produced in the space of the land, vegetables, fruits, rice, medicinal materials, and the product because of the moisturization of the spring water, the quality of the quality is on a higher level. Such changes also allow the space to withstand living beings from within, which is tantamount to the only magic weapon for survival in this apocalyptic world where production chain resources are scarce.

With space, they at least don't have to worry about running out of materials and dying, becoming the last guarantee, no matter what time the psychological state is, they will not fall into a desperate situation because of materials and other problems, and safety is naturally guaranteed. In this last days, do they see less about a group of people driving people crazy because of a loaf of bread?

Although it is not possible to bring alive creatures from the outside, no, it should be said that there are thinking and conscious creatures into the space, animals are not good, people are not good, even zombies whose mental activities are weak to a certain extent, are not accepted by the space, but from the beginning of only the spring, to the current vitality did not take long, maybe the road behind is getting more and more difficult, but the road that can see hope, always makes people forge ahead, isn't it?

It is also thanks to this evolution of the space that Josh has a place to live, if a miracle can really happen, then Josh wakes up from the inside of the space, it should be the same as this time to accept Josh into the space, although there is a sense of resistance, but there is no resistance, and it will be accepted in the end.

And if Josh wakes up, he will definitely know as soon as possible, and he can also react immediately to enter the space to ensure that there are no extraneous complications. Zhong Zizhen sat on the chair with his back hunched, his elbows propped up on his knees and his hands clenched into fists, and let out a long exhale, trying to relax a little, everything had been arranged, but why? My heart is still empty, and I don't feel relaxed at all.

Zhong Zizhen knew in his heart that although he had such a beautiful plan, it was not impossible in theory, but too little hope was no different from self-comfort, except for a trace of tolerance on his conscience, it had no effect.

It is shameful and pathetic to hope for miracles in order to escape the responsibilities and interrogations that should have been endured.

Wiping his face, Zhong Zizhen looked at the two people who were also silent, obscure emotions flashed in his heart, and finally decided to make the other one, the secret he thought he could only reveal before he died-Josh's death made it difficult for both Liwu and Yiming to accept, and said that at this time, Zhong Zizhen naturally understood that Zhong Liwu needless to say, his infatuation with Josh was written on his face and engraved in his heart, and Yiming was obviously ...... I also have a different kind of joy for Josh.

In fact, how could he not be like this? It's just that I found out too late, and I never want to face it.

The two of them have the right to know all the truth, and only in this way can he face it himself, face the loss of his two beloved brothers. Zhong Zizhen naturally knew that neither Du Yiming nor Zhong Liwu had ever put the responsibility on him, and despite the pain, he never blamed him, even if he knew how terrible the demon was that his defense of Josh affected Josh's psychology, he might not part ways with him, but.

As people who love Josh, they have the right to know the truth; As their closest friend and brother, it is his duty to tell the truth. After clearing his throat, Zhong Zizhen's voice was still hoarse, like two rusty pieces of iron rubbing, and the rust slowly peeled off with the obscure voice after the startling, "And all along, my defense against Josh has been for a reason. It may sound like I'm crazy – but that's how crazy it is...... This space of mine also comes from this......"

The shock added to the shock, and the mood was like riding a roller coaster, and when Zhong Zizhen finished telling everything slowly, Zhong Liwu was like the last high-altitude dive of the roller coaster and the colorless passenger behind him, and he couldn't slow down for a long time.

Is it absurd? Is it weird? Unbelievable? But often this is the reality. Not to mention that Zhong Zizhen disdains to make up such a story to excuse himself, and he doesn't need to do it - what's more, what Zhong Zizhen said is so specific and true, as if it was his own experience, and there are many details that can be consistent with reality, everything tells Zhong Liwu that what Zhong Zizhen said is true.

The world he experienced as he was now was undoubtedly real.

“…… I know it's hard to believe," Zhong Zizhen's voice was full of exhaustion and weakness in the end, and every word he said was like a knife on his heart, cutting his blood flowing, and his heart hurt, his throat was dry, and he struggled to present the last piece of evidence, "Josh he ...... There's a notebook on it, and I think there's going to be some records on it. ”

Josh has the habit of taking notes, they all know this, Josh never hid it when he wrote, because he probably knew in his heart that it was a diary, and no one would deliberately peep into other people's privacy, if it was really as Zhong Zizhen said, Josh was gradually awakening to the memories of his "past life", and Josh's performance never made people feel abnormal, then in the face of such a strange thing, it is very understandable to pour out the diary, and only by venting the diary can Josh be quiet - Josh is too introverted, He wouldn't trust others to tell such a secret story, and he wouldn't relax and be under so much pressure just because there was no one around him, what else could he do but keep a diary?

Zhong Liwu raised his head and was about to say something, but suddenly found that Du Yiming's expression on the opposite side was ...... It's a bit too bland, as if what his brother said, he already knows it, so he is not surprised at all. Zhong Liwu thought so, and his face naturally brought out.

Du Yiming nodded in Zhong Li's shocked expression, "Me too." ”

Zhong Zizhen was also taken aback, "When?" ”

"Just yesterday," Du Yiming's expression darkened, "I vaguely remembered it when my ability was overdrawn, and then I remembered it completely." "If we had been able to see everything earlier, the situation would not have become as powerless as it is now.

But now that I think about it, it's all futile to increase sorrow.

In his "previous life", he didn't have much contact with Josh, and when he got along, he also found that Josh was very deep in his thoughts, he just thought it was an ordinary eschatological syndrome, and it was difficult to reach a state of trust in anyone, but he didn't expect it...... Forget it, don't want to. Taking a deep breath, Du Yiming walked to the desk and opened the drawer, among the drawers were some needlework and sundries, Du Yiming had mixed tastes in his heart, and finally turned through it carefully, but he did not find the unpretentious thick black notebook.

"He's too defensive to put his secret diary there." Zhong Zizhen looked at Du Yiming and said slowly, "One is the safest, the most hidden, and the most unexpected." Zhong Zizhen said and stood up, walked to Josh's bed, stretched out his hand to grope, and only after a while did he touch a splint composed of two wooden planks under the bed, pulled out the wooden square outside, and then pulled out the notebook that spread out in the middle.

Looking at the blank paper that was opened, Zhong Zizhen fell silent again, and wiped the paper with his sleeve, as if rubbing Josh's cheek through the paper, what would be written in it, all the hesitation and loneliness and fear? Or is it a painful self-condemnation? Is the word of atonement recorded in it?

Zhong Zizhen's eyes turned red again unconsciously.

Josh. I really...... It's true......

"Brother." Zhong Lifu's voice startled Zhong Zizhen, and he quickly came back to his senses, closed the notebook with both hands, the cover of the notebook was very clean, and it could be seen that Josh often used it, and did not let the notebook fall into dust.

Zhong Liwu took two steps forward, his eyes staring at Josh's notebook, "Brother, can you ...... Can you give me this notebook? I think...... Josh has said before that he hopes to record what he has seen and heard in the last days and use it as historical materials in the future, and I want to take over this task from him. ”

His fingers tightened, and he finally handed the notebook to Zhong Liwu's hand. When Zhong Liwu withdrew his hand, it was a little difficult to let go, which attracted Zhong Liwu's surprised eyes, Zhong Zizhen loosened his fingers and lowered his eyes, "...... Josh's diary you ......"

Originally, I talked about the diary as evidence. Now Du Yiming also thinks of the past, this diary is not read, but it can't be decided. Even if he's gone, Josh doesn't want this content to be seen, right-

"Zizhen." Du Yiming raised his eyes, his eyes were a little sharp, Zhong Zizhen looked at it and sighed, and there was a trace of fear in his heart for a moment, "Zizhen, the things of the past must always be put down, even if it is Josh himself, it will be like this." He paused, his tone a little cold, "What's more, I already know that there is this thing, put it here, who can guarantee that it won't be opened?" ”

Bang tom - bang - like striking a bell, the sound exploded in the heart.

One day and two days are simple, a month and two months, a year or two, or longer, who can guarantee it? It is impossible for anyone, almost tacitly, several people, all have different feelings for Josh, understand Josh better, experience the torment he has suffered, witness his torture, and walk with him. As they missed Josh more and more, it became more and more intense, and it was impossible not to look at the diary.

And this proves that the diary that Josh has walked through will not be destroyed.

Isn't it any different than running away from the agreement now, and quietly watching it from each other one day? Death is like a lamp going out, and Josh can't care about these things anymore. Du Yiming selfishly thought, let Josh's mark be deeper, and it will not go away with time, so that Josh will also be erased. 166 Reading Network