When Li Xiaoxue returned to Li's mother's ward, her mood was a little heavier.

Li's mother, who was sitting on the hospital bed, seemed to be waiting for Li Xiaoxue deliberately. And finally saw Li Xiaoxue, his face sank again, and he fell down with his back.

Li Xiaoxue didn't have the heart to say hello to Li's mother again, and lazily walked to the bed opposite Li's mother and lay down, all in her mind were the experiences she had just had with Han Haitao.

Li Mu only thought that Li Xiaoxue was running for work, and when she was tired of running, she muttered angrily: "It's getting more and more unpleasant." I went out for most of the day, and when I came back, there was no movement. ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't know if she heard it, but she didn't react at all.

Li Mu deliberately sighed again, with a somewhat gloating look, raised her voice and said, "Money is hard to earn, is hard to eat." How's that, this time, you're convinced, right? ”

This time, Li Xiaoxue not only didn't say a word, but also closed her eyes.

"Haitao has come to you again." This sentence seems to be what Li Mu really wants to say to Li Xiaoxue.

- Li Mu, who was bent on thinking that Li Xiaoxue and Han Haitao would get better again, was just worried that this line was broken.

"See." Li Xiaoxue finally spoke, but she was weak.

"See?" Li Mu asked rhetorically, what kind of traction was given, and she sat up.

"See." Li Xiaoxue agreed again, and twisted her face inside.

Li Mu glared at Li Xiaoxue, and asked again with some hesitation: "He is looking for you, is there anything wrong?" ”

Li Xiaoxue said in her heart that Li's mother asked knowingly, and said again: "We have already made it clear." ”

Li Mu once again heard something bad in Li Xiaoxue's words: "What is clear?" ”

"What should be made clear, it has already been made clear." Li Xiaoxue said as she seemed to be sighing.

Li Mu finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked Li Xiaoxue directly: "You still can't be better with him, can you?" ”

"It's been like this for a long time. Why do you ask? Li Xiaoxue said, and her whole body turned inside.

Li Mu frowned tightly at Li Xiaoxue's back: "What do you think?" It turned out that Haitao was stirring up inside, and now, aren't people already accepting you again, what else are you going to do? I really don't understand you! ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't want to explain any more, lazily, and just said, "Mom, I'm tired, go to sleep first." ”

"Sleep, sleep," Li Mu said angrily, "But let me emphasize to you again, the matter of marriage is never up to you alone!" ”

Li Xiaoxue really couldn't stand Li's mother's strength, so she couldn't help but sit up, looked at Li's mother, and asked with a confused face: "Why, Mom?" What age is this? ”

Li Mu snorted and said unceremoniously: "Why? Just because you can't afford to think like that! According to you, your life will be completely finished! ”

Listening to Li's mother's words, and thinking that her emotions were really unsatisfactory, Li Xiaoxue was aggrieved like a child, and while she said, she shed tears: "I said, I am poor and tired, I am happy!" I can listen to you for everything else, emotionally, I have to choose for myself! ”

Li Mu said without flinching: "It's still the same sentence, unless I'm dead, I can't see it!" Otherwise, you don't think! ”

"Mom," Li Xiaoxue knew that it would be difficult for her to change her mother's attitude, so she simply wiped away her tears again and said, "We really talk too much about similar things." You must mean that, okay, I don't say I'm in charge anymore, and you don't want to say that you give me ideas. From now on, Xiaoxue will always be by your side, and I will never talk about emotional matters again. ”

Li's mother was all Li Xiaoxue and still played with the child's temper: "What are you?" Do you cure qi with me? ”

"No," Li Xiaoxue said seriously, "I don't know how long I've had this idea." ”

Li Mu shook her head, as if she didn't know Li Xiaoxue: "You really didn't say angry words, hurry up, just stop such thoughts." You should know how naïve and dangerous your ideas are! You're already a big man, and I remember that it's not the first time you've told me, and this thought, really, can't be had for a day. ”

Li Xiaoxue did say such things unconsciously again, and when she said it again, she didn't know why, she was unusually relaxed, as if she had taken some kind of panacea: "Mom, I have to look for a job tomorrow, let's rest early." ”

"What do I mean, did you hear me?" Li Mu still asked uneasily.

Li Xiaoxue carried Li's mother on her back and lay down on her side, very calm and down-to-earth.

There is a lot of Li Mu's words, and seeing Li Xiaoxue like this, she had to be as calm as possible: "Xiaoxue, Mom's words may not be listened to, but there is no sentence that is not for your good." You are at the age when you value feelings more than anything else. Naturally, there is nothing wrong with this. But, little by little, you will always understand that feelings are at least not as you feel in your heart. Compared with the life of firewood, rice, oil and salt day after day, the feelings are really insignificant. In your life, there are so many things to go through and deal with. A real marriage is such a life. In the future, if you have children, all the focus will be on the growth and education of your children, and there will be almost no time to take a good breath, so where will you have any thoughts to talk about feelings? Don't believe the things in those romance dramas. It's like a fool's dream, creating a world that is too idealistic. In life, the most important thing is the conditions. If the conditions are good, it will be smoother to do something, otherwise, you will wait for the sin. It's not that mom has to go against your heart, it's really Haitao's sincerity to you, Haitao's family, compared to the top, there is more than the bottom......"

Li Xiaoxue listened, and after drawing a tear stain from the corner of her eye, she fell asleep.

"You marry into their family, don't say anything else, you don't have to worry about anything......" I finally heard Li Xiaoxue snoring softly, and Li's mother's words, after a heavy and helpless sigh, gradually stopped.

……

Li Xiaoxue opened her eyes again, but it was almost because of the "cooing" of her stomach.

Looking at the time, it was only three o'clock in the morning, and there was still some time before breakfast.

If you do the math, you haven't eaten anything for more than ten hours. The feeling of hunger, which had not been felt in many years, hit her more and more intensely.

Li's mother was still asleep, and her nasal voice made Li Xiaoxue, who had an empty stomach, even more impatient.

"Hey." Li Xiaoxue knew that she would never be able to sleep again, sighed, got up, and then got out of bed lightly, and only when she walked to the door, she clearly heard the "creak" of the bed on Li's mother's side.

Li's mother, who had a bad heart, didn't sleep well, but she sensed that Li Xiaoxue was going out in her sixth sense, so she woke up.

"Where are you going at this time?" Li Mu asked, already owing to get up.

"I, I'll go to the bathroom." Li Xiaoxue said a little nervously, then stood down and turned around.

Li Mu, who had never seen Li Xiaoxue get up for the night, shook her head and asked directly, "Are you hungry?" ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't want Li's mother to say anything, so she casually agreed: "Yes." ”

Li's mother was like talking about an ignorant child, and said to Li Xiaoxue: "It's so late, where are you going to eat and what?" I still have snacks in the cupboard. I'm feeling a little hungry too, so let's eat a few pieces together. ”

Li Xiaoxue just wanted to go downstairs to buy bread to eat, and when she heard Li's mother say something sweet, she said "um" and walked back.

As soon as Li's mother's cabinet door opened, in addition to the snacks that Li's mother said, there was also a whole carton of pure milk.

Li Xiaoxue saw it, realized something, immediately frowned, and asked Li Mu: "Who bought it?" ”

"Haitao sent it in the afternoon." Li Mu said unabashedly.

Li Xiaoxue's mind was "buzzing", and after shaking her body twice, she asked Li Mu again: "Why do you want these things from him?" ”

Li Mu said disapprerovingly: "Why, people kindly sent it, do I still want to leave it out?" ”

"I don't eat it!" Li Xiaoxue said, "bang", and closed the cabinet door.

Li Mu said unhappily: "You kid, what do you want me to say about you again?" ”

"I'm not going to eat anyway!" Li Xiaoxue reiterated again, turned around, and was about to go out.

"Light snow! Stop! Li Mu called Li Xiaoxue sharply.

Li Xiaoxue had no choice but to stand down again, and then turned around, already looking helpless: "Mom, what else do you want me to do?" ”

"Did I say everything to you again?" Li Mu glared and asked Li Xiaoxue again.

Li Xiaoxue took a deep breath and said, "I heard it all." ”

"Did you hear it all?" Li Mu became more and more unhappy, "I haven't finished talking yet, you said you heard everything?" ”

"Anyway, I know what you mean." Li Xiaoxue said, and pouted with Li's mother.

Li Mu glanced at Li Xiaoxue and said, "I also know that you understand what I mean, and I really don't want to say anything more." I really feel a little hungry, you don't eat, bring a snack, I'll eat! ”

Li Xiaoxue had no choice, so she opened the cabinet door again and took out the dim sum, but found that the dim sum sent by Han Haitao was her favorite one.

——

"Where did you buy it?" Li Xiaoxue, who had eaten such a sweet and delicious snack for the first time, couldn't help but ask Han Haitao.

Han Haitao smiled slightly and asked rhetorically: "How is it, is it delicious?" ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded slightly: "The taste is really different from what I usually eat." Where did you buy it? ”

Han Haitao shook his head and said, "Keep it secret!" ”

"What's the secret?" Li Xiaoxue said with a smile.

"If you knew," Han Haitao said very seriously, "you would buy it yourself." ”

Li Xiaoxue was even more puzzled: "So what? ”

Han Haitao first smiled slightly, and then said solemnly: "I will buy it for you forever." ”

——

"What's the matter? You just hold it, what do you think? Seeing Li Xiaoxue stunned, Mother Li guessed whether she remembered the past, or asked deliberately unhappily.

Such a question made Li Xiaoxue startled, and she returned to reality.

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