Chapter 200: The Recurrence of Love
Cao Yingying saw that Li Xiaoxue didn't say a word for a long time, and she couldn't help but wonder in her heart: "Is it possible, she really still can't let go of her relationship with Han Haitao?" Yes, no matter what aspect it is, Han Haitao is much superior and better than that Zhong Youcheng, Xiaoxue and Han Haitao together, no matter how you look at it, they are also as good as that Zhong Youcheng. If it weren't for Aunt Han's stalk in the middle, Xiaoxue would definitely not be able to separate from Han Haitao, even if she was really a little tempted by that Zhong Youcheng. This is no longer an era when you can talk about love, at least not just love. The widening gap between people directly leads to a change in the concept of marriage and love. How many mandarin ducks, because they can't withstand the constraints and influences of external conditions, eventually go their separate ways. Xiaoxue has a lot of love for that Zhong Youcheng, and it's hard to say, how can she not be shaken when compared with Han Haitao? What women value and lack the most is a sense of security. Xiaoxue and that Zhong Youcheng are together, and as far as life itself is concerned, it still makes people tug at their hearts. Why can you live without money? This is not yet the time when she Xiaoxue really needs money, but the hard days spent with her aunt will always give her something to take care of. She's not a person who doesn't care when her brain is hot. She really wants to start over with Han Haitao, and it's a good time to do it at the moment, but if that's the case, how can I be embarrassed? Hey, what do you want to do with all this? It's mine, and I can't run away if I want to, and if it's not mine, I can't get it if I want to. Now, at most, I'm just playing a sideshow, and I'm really getting mixed up in it, and then there's nothing left, so I'm really bored. I can help Han Haitao at this time, or, it's the only thing I can do to him. If you like someone, isn't it just to make them happy? ”
Li Xiaoxue and Cao Yingying have been silent for so long, and it is really very rare for two people to be silent. Seeing that Cao Yingying also looked thoughtful, Li Xiaoxue stood up and said to Cao Yingying, "I should go to fetch water." ”
Cao Yingying grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm and forced Li Xiaoxue to sit down again.
Li Xiaoxue saw that Cao Yingying's expression became more and more serious, as if she had read everything she had just thought clearly, and she panicked a little in her heart: "What are you doing?" If you have anything to say, let's talk while walking. ”
Cao Yingying shook her head a little stiffly, and asked very seriously: "Xiaoxue, you tell me the truth, is the unhappiness between you and Zhong Youcheng because of Han Haitao?" ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't know why Cao Yingying asked so directly, but although it can't be said that it is related to Han Haitao, but more importantly, at least in Li Xiaoxue, it is no longer possible to say this, and the matter between Zhong Youcheng and Zhong Youcheng has not been directly related to any third person since that moment last night: "I really don't understand what you mean." ”
"Is there something wrong with my words?" Cao Yingying asked again.
"Han Haitao and I are over. It's over completely. Li Xiaoxue said with certainty.
"Thoroughly?" Cao Yingying was still skeptical.
Li Xiaoxue nodded solemnly again and said, "Thoroughly." ”
Cao Yingying was even more puzzled and said, "Then, which one did you and Zhong Youcheng sing just now?" I could tell he was going mad! A man would not be so angry with a woman alone, especially with the woman he loves. It's not because of Han Haitao, I said it's weird. ”
Li Xiaoxue said helplessly: "Yingying, when did you become so arbitrary?" ”
Cao Yingying said without backing down: "You don't want me to be arbitrary, you can tell me to hear it, what are you making such a fuss for?" ”
"We ......" Li Xiaoxue only opened her mouth again, and the following words were stuck in her throat again.
Cao Yingying stared at Li Xiaoxue's face, waiting for Li Xiaoxue's unspeakable words.
Li Xiaoxue held back for a long time, and saw that Cao Yingying was still staring at herself, with a little irritability, and said: "In short, I have nothing to do with Han Haitao!" ”
"I-no-believe!" Cao Yingying said in a long voice.
Li Xiaoxue only felt that Cao Yingying was bent on getting something out of her mouth: "You just asked me to say it, and I said it, you have such an attitude." What do you call me? ”
Cao Yingying continued to ask: "Do you dare to say that there is really no Han Haitao in your heart?" Xiaoxue, anyway, you've been dating for so long. ”
"Why do you have to pull him up? I've made it very clear, you don't believe it, it's your business! After Li Xiaoxue finished speaking angrily, she stood up again.
Cao Yingying tugged at Li Xiaoxue's shirt again: "I didn't want to watch you go on like this, so I told you this!" ”
Li Xiaoxue's heart was on fire, and she said bitterly: "If it goes on like this, if it goes on like this, I don't know how I want to go down!" ”
Cao Yingying also stood up, and her voice talking to Li Xiaoxue was also raised a lot: "You have the ability to shout to me for a while, what did you do when he threw you fruit?" ”
Cao Yingying's words seemed to make Li Xiaoxue more sad than Zhong Youcheng throwing the fruit to the ground: "Which one shouted with you again?" He is such a temperament, you don't know it! ”
Cao Yingying shook her head and said a little coldly: "Who has what kind of temper, I don't have any interest in exploring it." What I want to know most now is who you think you take more seriously. ”
Li Xiaoxue really suspected that Cao Yingying's tendon was in the wrong place, otherwise, now, Cao Yingying, who has always only "matched" her and Zhong Youcheng, is like a change of face on the stage that attracted everyone's applause, and she will change when she says it: "Yingying, I really didn't expect you to say such things again, can this be compared like this?" ”
"Haven't you ever compared it like that in your heart?" Cao Yingying said as if arguing.
Why hasn't Li Xiaoxue been compared like this. After all, it is a major event related to life, although it cannot be said to be a shop around, there are really two men who occupy the heart, and it is impossible to make trade-offs, and it is impossible not to weigh them.
As Cao Yingying said, without Han's mother single-mindedly blocking her, Li Xiaoxue should be able to choose Han Haitao without hesitation.
Don't say that Han Haitao is stronger than Zhong Youcheng from the outside and inside, Zhong Youcheng's life is not acceptable to ordinary people in the first place.
However, especially when Zhong Youcheng did not appear in Han's mother's field of vision, Li Xiaoxue seemed to be in a dilemma between the two people, but in fact, she had no choice.
It is not so much that Zhong Youcheng is Li Xiaoxue's own choice, but that life has given Li Xiaoxue such a choice.
Even when she gave her most precious thing to Zhong Youcheng, she felt that it was life that pushed her hard.
It's not that life pushes her, no matter how crazy she is, she will never change and destroy the concept she has always adhered to.
The scene that happened yesterday was, in a way, more proactive.
"What, why don't you answer me?" Cao Yingying saw that Li Xiaoxue just had a stunned expression, chased after her, and asked again.
"I admit it," Li Xiaoxue knew that Cao Yingying would probably not give up if she didn't hear such an answer, "I've compared." But, that's all in the past. Now, Han Haitao and I really won't have anything to do with each other. Not to mention anything else, just to keep in touch with him as much as possible, I quit my good job. If you still don't believe what I'm saying, there's really nothing I can do. ”
"Yes, if she is still duplicitous now, she quit her job that makes people envious and jealous, and there is really no way to explain it. However, does this mean that there is no Han Haitao in her heart? The more she did it so deliberately, didn't it show from the side that she still cared about Han Haitao? Cao Yingying thought so in her heart, and said to Li Xiaoxue, "You don't think it's self-defeating to do this?" It only shows more that you are deliberately circumventing. The more you pay for it, the more you can't let it go. ”
Li Xiaoxue felt more and more that Cao Yingying only needed to lead her to the road: "Cao Yingying, what are you going to say?" ”
Cao Yingying said politely: "What I want to say is, Xiaoxue, no matter who you really love, you can't go on like this." Aren't you tired of repeating yourself over and over again? ”
"Repeatedly?" Li Xiaoxue really didn't expect these four words to come from Cao Yingying's mouth, specially, they were still used on herself, "Sometimes, it seems that I may be more indecisive, but this is also my concern is always bigger." I have always been serious and responsible for my feelings. ”
"You misunderstood what I meant," Cao Yingying said, "no one said that you were not serious and irresponsible." I also know who you are worried about and what you are worried about. But, feelings can't help you like this. You want to do things as much as possible so that everyone around you can accept and recognize, but the ideal is plump, and the reality is skinny. The more you think about it, the more often it turns out like that. ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said, "I can see, Yingying, what you really want to tell me is definitely not these truths." ”
"Han Haitao came to me." Cao Yingying said dryly.
"I think so." Li Xiaoxue said, she couldn't help but be happy, "Why, does he always have to use such a method to redeem it?" He's really good at everything, but this one, he's too ......."
Cao Yingying kept shaking her head, and her expression was many times more serious than when she looked at it before: "Xiaoxue, although you have been in love for a few years, it turns out that you really don't know him. ”
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