Li Xiaoxue, who was tightly wrapped in a blanket, was lying on her bed alone, as if she was still crowded in the bus.

For a day, even if Li Xiaoxue sat down, she would feel that she was still sitting on that man's lap. Every time such a feeling appeared, her heart was first shy, uneasy and disgusted, and then it was an indescribable burning heat.

She lived with Li's mother when she was a child, and at most she had extraordinary physical contact with two men, Han Haitao and Zhong Youcheng. And whether it is the honest and loyal Han Haitao or the arrogant Zhong Youcheng, they have not made such an excessive move towards her. Especially, and such a stranger. Just accidentally touching her hands is enough for Li Xiaoxue to be ashamed for a long time, but she is so unscrupulous, so hurtful, how can she stand it?

That sinful hand seemed to have injured the place where Li Xiaoxue had been touched. Inexplicably, it seemed to tremble a few times, and such a "trembling" made her skin swell again.

Several times, she also pressed to her "trembling" parts, but each time, she felt that it was not her own hand that pressed her, but the dirty salty pig hand.

Whatever groping pig can reach, it has become her sensitive place. In the tightly wrapped blanket, she didn't know why, but she repeated the action of the groping pig's hand to herself.

Such an action made her heart feel guilty again, and even so, she still couldn't stop herself.

She touched, rubbed, and clawed, and her blood continued to heat up in her body, fearing that it would boil.

The more she didn't want to do anything, the more she did. She didn't know what was making her so irresistible, she didn't know what she was doing.

She felt the heat in her body more and more, and she suddenly pulled the pillow into the blanket and tucked it between her legs.

Her throat was hot, too. A voice, a voice that made her shy to the bone, a voice that made her embarrassed again!

She didn't dare to let such a voice come out, she was afraid that Li Mu outside the door would listen to it. She had to bite her lower lip and endure it even harder, and her head seemed to be congested and swollen because of it.

Bouts of vertigo reappeared instinctively. In her body, there is more like a rising column of water. This water column seems to have a peak that she wants to reach, but can't reach, making her so uncomfortable that she is about to suffocate.

She kept working hard towards such a peak, but it seemed that she lacked something, and she couldn't succeed.

She was in so much pain, but she couldn't, or didn't want it to stop.

Her body became more and more twisted, more and more trembling, and more and more unbearable.

She kept twisting the pillow between her legs until it looked like a man's legs.

She rubbed more violently on such a "man's leg", until the water column in her body went straight to the top. There was another great tremor that almost shook the bed beneath him.

She finally vented the swelling feeling in her body, and the pale pink nightdress and grass-green blanket made her sweat wash thoroughly.

Her body regained its composure, and the lower lip she had let go, which had been clenching, already had several deep tooth marks.

She really didn't expect that she would be like this, she felt innocent and helpless, and tears flowed slowly.

……

In this way, Li Xiaoxue hardly slept much for a night, until dawn, Li Mu knocked on the door again and told Li Xiaoxue to get up, Li Xiaoxue was still like a pile of meat without bones, unwilling to move.

was called several times by Li's mother, and she was a little upset, so Li Xiaoxue agreed and got up.

After eating a little breakfast in a daze, Li Xiaoxue said lazily to Li's mother "It's time to go to work" and walked out of the house.

Li Xiaoxue, who was walking on the road, had endless thoughts about what happened in bed last night.

Pedestrians and vehicles on the street are unusually hurried. The whole world, in Li Xiaoxue's opinion, is so boring to be alone.

"It's time to find a new job." Li Xiaoxue, who tried her best to return her thinking to the right path, thought so again.

Speaking of Li Xiaoxue's last job, it was a contract she signed when she was an intern in her senior year.

In her previous life, except for normal holidays, there was almost no such gap. The last time she came out of the company where she had worked for several years, Li Xiaoxue really wanted to relax for a while and think about the next job, but she didn't think of it, but it was only two days before she came up with the idea of looking for a job.

Working, sometimes really isn't just for the paycheck. Especially for some people, there is really no blessing of being at ease.

Li Xiaoxue knows what she can do, but others may not know.

Li Xiaoxue found a café, and after sitting down, she turned on her mobile phone and looked at the recruitment information on the Internet.

After watching it for most of the day, Li Xiaoxue gradually had such a feeling: Why is the position suitable for herself so scarce in the world?

When I was in college, what kind of pride did I do in heaven and earth was wiped out? Time? Experience? However, Li Xiaoxue, who has only worked for a few years, often regards herself as an old workplace. And where is the youth that can be used as the capital to make mistakes?

I don't know how many people envy the job she quit, but she quit without taking it seriously. If she doesn't feel sorry for herself, it's all self-deception. In the increasingly scarce social resources, it is no longer easy to occupy a position, and it is even more worthy of celebration to have a position that makes you happy.

"How? You're in a hurry, aren't you? Li Xiaoxue was looking intently at the information on her mobile phone, and someone behind her suddenly said something, which immediately made her heart chuckle.

Li Xiaoxue turned her head and saw Cao Yingying's face.

"Nasty! It scared people! Li Xiaoxue blamed Cao Yingying, and lightly punched Cao Yingying's body.

Cao Yingying smiled and sat down opposite Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue was also a little tired of looking at her eyes, leaned back on the back of the chair, pressed Qingming with her fingertips, and breathed a few long sighs of relief.

Cao Yingying also asked for a cup of coffee, and after taking a sip, she was a little sarcastic, and said to Li Xiaoxue, "How is it?" I've been watching it for a long time, right? Is there a suitable one? ”

Li Xiaoxue glanced at Cao Yingying unhappily and did not say anything.

"I think there's a job for you." Cao Yingying said with a serious face again.

The more Li Xiaoxue looked at Cao Yingying's seriousness, the more she felt that she was joking with herself, and asked angrily: "What job?" You're serious, that's all. If you make fun of me with this, even if it's just one word, I won't spare you! ”

"Welcome! With such a fairy-like welcome as you, it's not full of guests? Cao Yingying said, couldn't help it, and laughed.

Li Xiaoxue saw that Cao Yingying was really joking with herself, and stretched her foot under the table, so she kicked Cao Yingying's leg.

Cao Yingying dealt with Li Xiaoxue, naturally she didn't have a problem, raised some legs, gently blocked Li Xiaoxue's feet to the side, and then kicked back with a color.

Li Xiaoxue hurriedly put her legs together and sandwiched Cao Yingying's feet in the middle.

Cao Yingying saw that her feet were clamped by Li Xiaoxue, so she couldn't help but smile again and said, "Okay!" Long endurance. ”

Li Xiaoxue blushed and slowly let go of her legs.

Cao Yingying didn't know why Li Xiaoxue reacted like this, and after slowly retracting her feet, she said to Li Xiaoxue: "Didn't you see it, the graduate students have all gone to see the gate." I'll just say that you, when your brain is hot, you can do anything out of the ordinary. Now, got it? ”

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want to talk about this stubble, no matter what, she couldn't move back: "I really wanted to change the environment for a long time." ”

Cao Yingying smiled, took another sip of coffee, and said, "If you really want to change the environment, you have to find the next one before you can talk." It's like having a boyfriend, and with a new one, you can ...... the old one."

Li Xiaoxue knew that Cao Yingying was not pointing at herself, and her face still sank.

Cao Yingying did say it casually, and when she saw that Li Xiaoxue's face was not good-looking, she stopped talking.

Li Xiaoxue took another sip of coffee, but she didn't feel the slightest bitterness.

"Xiaoxue," Cao Yingying was extremely serious this time, "You really might as well develop in the entertainment industry." ”

"The entertainment industry?" Li Xiaoxue was shocked and asked Cao Yingying puzzled.

Cao Yingying still said seriously: "Really, Xiaoxue, you have such good conditions, if you don't give it a try, you are really blind." ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said disappreciably: "Then where is a place like us?" ”

Cao Yingying insisted: "If you don't do it, how do you know that you definitely can't do it?" ”

Li Xiaoxue still shook her head and said, "Youth rice, I'm not happy to eat it." Coupled with intrigue and unspoken rules, I can't do it. ”

"In the world, you Li Xiaoxue is the only one who is white, okay!" Cao Yingying said, glancing at Li Xiaoxue again, "Virtue! How many girls, squeezed their heads and rushed in, it's good to come to you, intrigue, unspoken rules? ”

"As for me, what I'm most afraid of is squeezing with others." Li Xiaoxue also said half-jokingly, and felt as if she was crowded in the bus, and she felt a little uncomfortable.

Cao Yingying felt that Li Xiaoxue was a little weird, but she couldn't say what was wrong.

"Okay, I've been sitting for a long time, what's the matter, don't you have to go to work anymore?" Li Xiaoxue said and was about to get up.

"Sit down!" Cao Yingying said, as if she was a little anxious.

Li Xiaoxue stared at Cao Yingying's face and sat down again.

Cao Yingying also felt that she was a little out of shape, paused slightly, and said, "I'm not joking with you!" Now is a very rare opportunity. ”

Li Xiaoxue really didn't expect Cao Yingying to have such a "magical power": "A rare opportunity? Yingying, I really don't know what you're talking about. ”

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