Chapter 183: Considerations of Love

"Xiaoxue, I seem to have told you that except for my grandmother, no one has treated me as well as you. There is no one else in my heart who has the same place as you. Xiaoxue, I really can't live without you in my world. You don't want to be separated from me again, okay? Zhong Youcheng said emotionally, in the end, he shed tears.

"Actually, in fact, ......" Li Xiaoxue still wanted to refuse, but the words of refusal turned in her throat for a long time, but she couldn't say it in embarrassment.

Zhong Youcheng saw Li Xiaoxue stumbling like this, and with Zhong Youcheng-like thinking, he said for Li Xiaoxue again, which was already very different: "Xiaoxue, I know, what you want to tell me is that you don't actually want to leave me." You always have me in your heart, it's not because of your aunt, it's not because your aunt dislikes me for not having a serious job, you will still be with me. Now, I've got a job, and it's hard, but as long as we can be together, it's nothing. On my aunt's side, I don't think I'll be so opposed to our business anymore. ”

Zhong Youcheng would say such a thing, Li Xiaoxue didn't feel strange at all, and wanted to justify, knowing that Zhong Youcheng's thinking had always been difficult to turn, so he could only shake his head helplessly.

"Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng really continued to move towards his set goal, "I, Zhong Youcheng, have not studied seriously for a few years. But I know that I always have to make decisions for myself. If you don't treat yourself well, no one will treat you well. It's not someone who said, go your own way and let others say go. ”

Zhong Youcheng's last sentence was a little bit said into Li Xiaoxue's heart at the moment.

Such a good girl who asked her mother to arrange her life for more than 20 years, and what she wants to do with a new life is actually to get out of her own way.

Walking her own way, Li Xiaoxue feels that it is not difficult, but it is not easy to say it to others.

Spit stars can drown people.

If you want to get rid of the shackles of the world, you must first get rid of some worldly relationships. And isolation from worldly relationships can only make it difficult for one to move forward.

It is too easy for a person to care about what others think of him, and it is too easy to live for others.

The Zhong Youcheng in front of him seems to have done it, although he has become what he is now. It's not that I'm willing to settle for the current predicament, but in fact, this skinny guy is really difficult to do.

Too many people really find it difficult to understand this self-proclaimed master of great talent. Fortunately, he doesn't mind other people's incomprehension.

is more like Zhong Youcheng himself said, if he succeeds, it will definitely be extraordinary.

He can be recognized by the world, or only the works that he is actually still brewing in his life.

The more top-level people are, the more difficult it is to be accommodated by the world, and the things left by these top-level people often ask future generations to bow and worship. Li Xiaoxue can really cite a lot of such examples, like Van Gogh, like Mozart, and now, she also thinks that Zhong Youcheng is, at least in the future.

Van Gogh's success, Mozart's success, and even Zhong Youcheng's success, although it is inevitable that people will sigh a little, but, in the final analysis, it is unmatched.

Li Xiaoxue remembered that she once read in a book that there are generally two kinds of people who are not accommodated by the world, one is outdated and has fallen far behind the wheel of history, and the other is a pioneer and has left the people of the present world far behind. These two kinds of people are not understood by the world, but the essence of what they cannot understand is very different. A person's life, only once, can be left eternal, is the big man.

The big guys are tempered.

Tempered into steel, I don't know if it can be used on Zhong Youcheng's body, if it is really possible, Li Xiaoxue feels that Zhong Youcheng's success is really only a matter of time.

Don't say that it's like gold always shines, such a person who has come over without an expected result, God is really unfair to him.

A person who has suffered a lot, once accomplished, should be extraordinary.

These complicated thoughts are not because of Zhong Youcheng, Li Xiaoxue only occasionally had them when she was studying.

Li Xiaoxue loves Zhong Youcheng or not, and doesn't say it, she doesn't want Zhong Youcheng to fall into the layman because of herself in the first place. She never thought that she would be a woman behind a successful man. She didn't know if she was lucky or a disaster for Zhong Youcheng after she really walked into Zhong Youcheng's life. If she had strangled this future giant, she would not have become a sinner of history.

She didn't know how to make Zhong Youcheng successful, at least, she didn't want Zhong Youcheng's success to be ruined in her own hands. In ancient and modern times, too many women have been saddled with such trumped-up charges.

What Zhong Youcheng needs is at least a woman who allows him to concentrate on his own creation. Li Xiaoxue felt that she couldn't do it. In order to be with himself, such a genius painter, has not this become a cross-stitch craftsman?

……

"Xiaoxue, did you hear my words?" Seeing that Li Xiaoxue was just stunned, and there was no word for a long time, Zhong Youcheng asked again.

Li Xiaoxue let out an "ah", came back to her senses, and couldn't help but ask Zhong Youcheng: "What?" What are you talking about? ”

Zhong Youcheng doesn't like to repeat what he has said. He felt that this was a great disrespect for himself from the other party. Now, in the face of people who think they can stay together for the rest of their lives, he really has some patience: "Xiaoxue, I'm telling you, let you make your own decisions." ”

In this case, Li Xiaoxue heard it. The reason why he asked like that again was because when he was deep in thought, he thought that Zhong Youcheng had said something else.

"As Dante said, go your own way and let others say go!" Zhong Youcheng said a little excitedly.

"Go your own way and let others say go......" Li Xiaoxue also repeated softly, as if she wanted to imprint this sentence that was not unfamiliar with it in her heart.

"Not bad!" Zhong Youcheng nodded firmly, "Only in this way, when our hair is gray, we won't have any regrets in this life." ”

"Regrets?" Li Xiaoxue made these two words chuckle in her heart. In the past 20 years, she can't say where Li's mother has arranged her badly, but she has always had a little bit of grievance in her life.

There were too many things she wanted to do that she didn't do, and too many things she didn't want to do, she did. From study to work, and then to the relationship with Han Haitao, which once made everyone around her optimistic, many people think that she is going very smoothly, but her heart, she feels that she has always stumbled.

"Xiaoxue, let's be together." Zhong Youcheng said, and gently pulled Li Xiaoxue into his arms.

Li Xiaoxue hadn't completely come out of her thoughts at this moment, and it wasn't until her cheek touched Zhong Youcheng's shoulder that she noticed it, and hurriedly took two steps back.

"Xiaoxue, what's wrong?" Zhong Youcheng asked puzzled.

Li Xiaoxue didn't know how to answer Zhong Youcheng, so she only shook her head slowly with Zhong Youcheng, turned around, and walked slowly.

Zhong Youcheng followed in two steps, walked beside Li Xiaoxue, and whistled the "Autumn Whisper".

Li Xiaoxue lowered her head, looked at the tiptoes she stepped onto, and listened to Zhong Youcheng's whistle.

It was still early autumn, and occasionally one or two yellowish leaves fell on Li Xiaoxue's body, decorating Li Xiaoxue in the autumn street scene.

……

Cao Yingying was making a form in the unit, and a message entered her mobile phone on the desk.

"Hmph," Cao Yingying said in her heart as she looked at her phone, "Who still sends these things out of the land?" ”

When she picked up her mobile phone to look at it, Cao Yingying's heart suddenly rose to her throat.

It turned out that it was an MMS message sent by Xiao Zijun, and the picture was Zhong Youcheng and Li Xiaoxue standing face to face on the side of the street.

Cao Yingying just glanced at it, as if she had done something shady, she hurriedly turned off her mobile phone, and subconsciously glanced around again.

The colleagues around were busy with their own work, and no one noticed this.

Cao Yingying stroked her chest and slowly let her heart return, and then, the mobile phone "buzzed" twice, and a new MMS message came in.

Cao Yingying's hands trembled, and she didn't dare to open it, but she still opened it, and when she looked at it again, it was still a photo of Zhong Youcheng and Li Xiaoxue.

Cao Yingying couldn't sit still. got up and walked out of the workshop, until there was no one in the place, tremblingly turned out Xiao Zijun's number and called.

"Miss Cao," Xiao Zijun's tone was a little cold, "you have a good chance of winning." ”

"I don't understand what you mean." Cao Yingying said, her heart still pounding.

Xiao Zijun "hummed" and smiled: "You don't understand? What else can I tell you? We can't do business like this. We don't just think about Li Xiaoxue and Miss Cao's heart Prince Charming parting ways. ”

After Cao Yingying calmed her heart as much as she could, she said seriously: "This kind of thing, at all, is not forced. Xiaoxue is a person who takes feelings very seriously, I think, you guys, you better forget it. ”

Xiao Zijun laughed again and said, "Do you take your feelings very seriously? Not bad, not bad. This is also where my brother is interested in Li Xiaoxue. ”

Hearing that Xiao Zijun's mouth could also say words that valued feelings, Cao Yingying couldn't help but laugh softly: "Then, you can use your sincerity and fight for it." ”

"We don't have that much time to waste on the so-called love of you crazy men and women. I just want to remind Miss Cao once again that we are also underachieved, and we are more than defeated. If Miss Cao doesn't want to have a ditch and bump in the road of relationship with her beloved, let's do what we should do well according to our plan. After Xiao Zijun finished speaking, he laughed again and hung up the phone.

"What should be done? And you guys? Go to hell! Cao Yingying knew that Xiao Zijun had hung up the phone, but she still said angrily.

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