The most useless thing in the world is regret.

The favor of fate is even more difficult to find. Zhong Zizhen has always understood this, so he knows that even if he is lucky enough to be reborn once, he will be cautious along the way, and not all misfortunes will have a chance to be redeemed - afraid that Zhong Liwu will suffer misfortune again, afraid that Du Yiming will be plotted, in this last world, there are dangers everywhere enough to die.

It's not that I haven't imagined the possibility of Josh dying. This is never the case. So Zhong Zizhen never thought that Josh's death would make him so sad, didn't he...... Josh's letter completely explains Josh's distress and struggle, as well as the innocence of Josh in this life, he used his indifference and defense to murder Josh, who is full of self-blame, is it because of the mistakes and guilt he made in this matter that he is so sad?

Or, in the past few days of getting along, I had a strange feeling for Josh, but I didn't admit it or face it squarely, which led to the pain in my bone marrow now? Zhong Zizhen didn't know, he only felt extremely cold, even if his two most important people were by his side now, he also felt that it was terrible to be alone in the huge world.

He's ...... Did you kill someone you like?

I don't know how long it took, Zhong Zizhen felt that his whole body was going to freeze, and when he couldn't feel anything except the suffocating dullness, a hand reached over, put it on Zhong Zizhen's shoulder, and shook it hard.

Zhong Zizhen slowly raised his head, it was Du Yiming. But there seems to be something more, a little strange.

"Zizhen, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself......" Du Yiming lowered her eyelids, and her subordinates slowly exerted herself from Zhong Zizhen's arms, and gently put it on the bed, straightened Josh's clothes, put Josh's arms on her sides, took two steps back and stood beside Zhong Zizhen, her voice was dull, "Josh must not want to see you like this." ”

If that's Josh's own choice.

Du Yiming looked at Josh's serene expression as if he was asleep, if such Josh could really rest in peace, then what else could he do? Du Yiming's hands were clenched into fists at his sides, and the sorrow in his heart almost overwhelmed him, as if he had lost the whole world......

This time, he still couldn't save Josh.

Why can't such a good person have a good ending? Du Yiming's eyes were red, and she remembered what should have been called her previous life, and she saw Josh's concealment and suppression more clearly, and while feeling more and more sorry for Josh, she also understood Josh...... Living like this, the life that quilt Zhen has been guarding against may not be as good as it is now.

died in order to save Zizhen, and it can be regarded as a well-deserved death?

He should be glad for Josh to finally be able to free himself from his sins and end everything with the end of his life. Even his undeclared love will be sealed forever with Josh's departure. He couldn't blame him.

At the end of the previous life, Josh also had a trace of hesitation, but he didn't find that trace of struggle, let himself die, and failed to save Josh, so that he was dragged into the swamp by life. He can't blame Zhong Zizhen, Zhong Zizhen is his best brother, and it is not a matter of course to return with his memories and guard against Josh?

The grievance is extreme, but there is not even an outlet. Du Yiming wanted to laugh, but his heart became more and more painful, this is his punishment, right? He would have had a chance, a chance in both lifetimes, to be able to help Josh...... Du Yiming closed her eyes, suppressed all her emotions in her chest, and when she raised her eyes, the fluctuations in the center of her eyes had returned to calm, and only one clear thought remained-

This last world that took Josh's life, he will let it end and return the beautiful world that Josh longs for, although that world does not bring Josh much warmth.

But that's what Josh wants. He will do anything. Josh also doesn't want to see anyone blame himself for his death, and he doesn't want his death to turn into torture for his friends. Although Josh never said it, Du Yiming knew that he would do what he had to do according to Josh's wishes.

Although there is no Josh's world, it is only a painting that has lost its color, and all that remains is black and white.

Zhong Zizhen's fist slammed on the ground, clenching his teeth tightly Zhong Zizhen knelt on the ground and let out a low roar like a beast being injured, there was a heart-piercing pain from his fist, and tears fell to the ground in large pieces, wasn't it his fault? How could it not be his fault? If it weren't for his self-righteous desire to make one last temptation, how could Josh follow them on that dangerous mission? If he hadn't been so, so bastard, and prioritized using spiritual spring water on Josh, how could Josh be-

Wait! Spiritual spring water! Zhong Zizhen had a stirring spirit in his heart, he obviously used spiritual spring water on Josh, he had experimented, as long as he was not completely dead, even if there was still a breath of air, he could save it!

But only for a moment, Zhong Zizhen was deflated again, living people will not have such a cold temperature, freezing people's blood as cold. Spiritual spring water is not omnipotent, and there is no way to bring the dead back to life...... Zhong Zizhen was disheartened, but the people around him moved, Zhong Zizhen raised his head, but found that Du Yiming had hugged Josh.

Finding Zhong Zizhen's gaze, Du Yiming paused and explained, "Josh's last wish...... After cremation, drift with the sea. "Out of selfishness, he'll keep a small portion so that Josh can be treated as if he's still around him and less lonely, right?

Zhong Li nodded hurriedly, it was not a way to keep Josh here...... When a person dies, it always rots, and he doesn't want to see that. Josh should always be so clean, not contaminated by the nasty microbial parasite and slowly rotting away.

Zhong Zizhen's eyes widened in surprise, he looked at Du Yiming in disbelief, and found that Du Yiming's face was full of seriousness, and immediately dodged in front of Du Yiming, kneeling for too long, and under the sudden action, Zhong Zizhen stumbled under his feet, but he still stopped Du Yiming, he almost said word by word, looking at Du Yiming's eyes can be called fierce, "Impossible!" You are not allowed to do that! ”

Du Yiming didn't speak, Zhong Lifu looked at Zhong Zizhen sadly, almost crying again, and said mournfully, "Brother, but...... Josh, he's dead......"

Boom. Zhong Zizhen trembled, but his feet still didn't move, and he didn't say anything when he moved his lips. 166 Reading Network