Li Xiaoxue walked around the street for most of the day, until it was a little dark, she bought a bag of apples, and returned to Han Haitao's ward listlessly.

In Han Haitao's ward, only Han Haitao sat alone on the hospital bed, and when he saw Li Xiaoxue coming back with fruit, his two eyes suddenly widened, as if he had been waiting for his mother for a long time.

Li Xiaoxue didn't expect Han Haitao to be alone in the ward, and when Han Haitao looked at him with wide eyes, he trembled all over, and he had an indescribable feeling.

"What's wrong? The face is not good-looking. Han Haitao took out the concern that had been hidden for a while and asked.

"Really?" Li Xiaoxue said, raised her hand and touched her face, and found that it was a little cold.

Han Haitao nodded again, and found an excuse for Li Xiaoxue: "The first day of work, maybe, it's still a little unaccustomed, right?" ”

Li Xiaoxue hurriedly nodded and said, "It's possible." ”

"How's it going, did you guys ask us? I said I was out of the door, but I ended up staying here for a while. They didn't bring back any gifts for them to share, they didn't embarrass you, did they? Han Haitao asked again, his emotions even higher.

Li Xiaoxue just lowered her head and said "um", then walked to Han Haitao's bedside and put the apple on the dining table at the bedside.

"Buy me this again." Han Haitao said, smiled, smiled happily, can melt a person's heart.

Li Xiaoxue didn't know how many times she saw this kind of smile on Han Haitao's face, and when she looked at it again this time, she just felt uncomfortable, buried her face, and asked again in a low voice: "Have you eaten?" ”

Han Haitao kept looking at Li Xiaoxue's face, as if he wanted to make up for what he had missed for a while.

"I've eaten it. The dumplings that my mother brought me, the three fresh fillings, and your portion. Han Haitao said, pushing a thermos bucket on the dining table to Li Xiaoxue.

"I, I've eaten." Li Xiaoxue lied.

Han Haitao actually didn't tell the truth. The dumplings with three fresh fillings were indeed sent by Han's mother, but where would there be a share of Li Xiaoxue? It was Han Haitao who knew that Li Xiaoxue liked to eat, so he was hungry again and left it for Li Xiaoxue.

Hearing Li Xiaoxue say that he had already eaten it, Han Haitao couldn't help but be a little disappointed. However, no matter how disappointed he is, he can't resist the joy of Li Xiaoxue returning to him.

It was only a few seconds of work, and Han Haitao asked Li Xiaoxue with a smile: "Xiaoxue, there is nothing wrong with my aunt, right?" ”

Li Xiaoxue only shook her head again.

"Oh, that's right," Han Haitao suddenly remembered something again, and asked Li Xiaoxue, "I called you a few times just now, but you never answered." ”

"Really?" Li Xiaoxue said, only to remember that her mobile phone was still charging at home, and she woke up in her heart, "No wonder there is no phone either." Mom should at least ask. ”

"Don't have a phone?" Han Haitao asked with a smile again.

Li Xiaoxue also smiled, and her cheeks were slightly hot with laughter.

Han Haitao looked at Li Xiaoxue's flushed face a little bit, and couldn't help but touch Li Xiaoxue's hand.

Li Xiaoxue's hand was inadvertently touched by Han Haitao, and then suddenly shrank to the side as if it had been electrocuted.

Han Haitao was stunned, and then, inexplicably, another sour feeling arose.

Li Xiaoxue's hand, he Han Haitao has touched, grabbed, held, and pulled it I don't know how many times, like this, he only ,——touched it lightly, oh, he also experienced it when he stretched out his hand to Li Xiaoxue for the first time. - It's the second time.

It's been a few years since the second time, and the feeling is very different.

——

It was also an early autumn evening.

Han Haitao and Li Xiaoxue, who had only established a relationship for a short time, walked along the side of the road together.

Han Haitao put his hands in his trouser pockets very gentlemanly, but forgot to let Li Xiaoxue walk inside gentlemanly.

Li Xiaoxue was wearing a snow-white dress, half-bowing her head, looking at her toes, listening to Han Haitao speak unhurriedly.

In the early days of love, Han Haitao talked significantly more than Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue also likes to listen to Han Haitao very much, Han Haitao at that time, saying a sentence is like reciting a poem.

Of course, Han Haitao's recitation of the same voice will only appear when he is with Li Xiaoxue.

Han Haitao didn't pretend to be stubborn, in front of Li Xiaoxue, he seemed to be able to only speak like this.

Han Haitao was facing the slowly coming evening breeze, telling Li Xiaoxue about his interesting stories when he was a child, suddenly, the sixth sense hit, and he felt that an electric car was driving from behind, and instinctively, he stretched out a hand, wanting to pull Li Xiaoxue, who was already listening to him. However, the tip of the hand touched the back of Li Xiaoxue's hand, and Li Xiaoxue hurriedly shrank back, and the electric car drove around Li Xiaoxue's left side.

Han Haitao had a false alarm, but Li Xiaoxue didn't know what was going on, just because of Han Haitao's touch, his face was red.

Han Haitao also reinserted his hand into his trouser pocket when Li Xiaoxue withdrew his hand. In this way, although the body returned to its original state, a heart beat like a deer, and it spoke unusually, and some stammered.

Li Xiaoxue was more like she was infected, and her heart was beating suddenly. Han Haitao said something again, and he almost couldn't hear it.

In this way, after walking out of the road for a while, Han Haitao finally mustered up the courage and stretched out his hand again, pulling Li Xiaoxue's soft hand into his palm.

Li Xiaoxue's heart was about to jump out of her throat, and she hurriedly struggled back, but she didn't break away.

Han Haitao actually didn't dare to exert too much strength, and Li Xiaoxue, even if she had a little more strength, she could completely break free of her hands.

It was such a just right force that made the hands of the two people finally pull together.

——

That kind of moment is only for Han Haitao to recall, and that feeling, no matter what, Han Haitao can't feel it anymore.

The first time to hold hands, not inferior to the first kiss in love.

The first time the two people held hands and kissed for the first time, they were both given to each other.

And this time Li Xiaoxue's avoidance made Han Haitao embarrassed again.

After sending Li Xiaoxue "to work", Han Haitao, who returned to the hospital bed, was already preoccupied.

It is impossible for Han Haitao not to know why Li Xiaoxue came. "forced" Li Xiaoxue back like this, and his heart could not get rid of guilt after all.

However, he really can't live without Li Xiaoxue. He thinks about Li Xiaoxue's emotional return all the time, but his determination to die is true.

He didn't want to scare people with death, threaten death with death, and achieve his goals. Without Li Xiaoxue, he really couldn't live. Li Xiaoxue is his everything, without Li Xiaoxue, his whole person is blank.

Even when he was almost dying, he did not regret his actions. He knew what his life was for, and when he really died, he died well.

And Li Xiaoxue's final appearance made him go around the ghost gate and come back.

In his own words, he was not dead, but reborn.

He was not a theist, and he did not believe in resurrection from the dead. What he is talking about is, of course, a feeling of his.

He didn't dare to believe it, at least not completely, that Li Xiaoxue was really back to his side, but he was willing to believe it, and hoped that Li Xiaoxue would come back with luck.

However, no matter how you look at Li Xiaoxue, you feel that Li Xiaoxue is just doing her best. I don't understand what kind of heart it is, in short, looking at it, it has nothing to do with their emotions in the slightest.

Just took the bag of apples in front of him, and after such a while, Li Xiaoxue didn't take it out and hand it to him to eat.

If it had been, Li Xiaoxue would have skillfully cut one for him, and sent it to him lightly.

"Or is that knot not opening?" Han Haitao asked secretly.

really wants to find a reason to explain Li Xiaoxue's tepidness to himself at the moment, and he, Han Haitao, really only wants to think about it like this.

As for that Zhong Youcheng, he really didn't want to think about it.

"No matter what, Xiaoxue, I will definitely cherish our relationship doubly, and I will never let you suffer a little grievance, and I will never let you leave me again." Han Haitao said in his heart again.

This book was first published on Kanshu.com