Lin Zhao cried and fell asleep in Qin Muyang's arms. He didn't sleep soundly, he would shout cold and hot in his dreams, and from time to time he would cry "Dad" twice.

Qin Muyang never slept, so he stayed next to him, acting as a quilt when he shouted cold, pretending to be an air conditioner when he shouted hot, and when he shouted "Dad" with a crying voice, he hugged him and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

It's a pity that Qin Muyang's tenderness gave the wrong time, he was gentle for most of the night, but he squinted for a while when it was almost dawn, and then returned to the pre-liberation period - Lin Zhao didn't know when he left his embrace, and woke up a meter away from him.

Qin Muyang: ......

Lin Zhao looked at Qin Muyang on the other side of the bed, annoyed that he had once again lost a great opportunity to eat tofu: "Morning." ”

"Early." Qin Muyang sat up and asked, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

Lin Zhao then remembered what happened last night, and suddenly a thunderbolt hit his head on a sunny day. He must have had his brain flooded when he was soaking in the hot springs, and he actually told Qin Muyang all the in his heart.

The moonlight that went to TM was beautiful, and I cried so much that my tears and snot flowed together, a beautiful fart!

"Do you still want to sleep?" Qin Muyang saw that Lin Zhao had not moved, and spoke again.

"No, no, no, no sleep." Lin Zhao sat up and took the clothes on the bedside table and changed them. He wanted to explain to Qin Muyang about last night's incident, but he didn't know how to speak.

Because of something in his heart, Lin Zhao's attention has not been very concentrated.

Qin Muyang shook his hand in front of him: "What's wrong with you, you were absent-minded early in the morning?" ”

"No, not really." Lin Zhao smiled dryly, "The meat buns here are really delicious, hehe, I'm sorry I didn't control last night's affairs, you forgot about it, hehe." ”

Lin Zhao: ...... What if you feel more embarrassed?

Qin Muyang stopped what he was doing and looked at Lin Zhao: "Why do you want to apologize?" ”

Lin Zhao lowered his head, not daring to look at Qin Muyang's eyes: "I always feel that I have said so many things that I don't have, which is very disappointing." ”

"I don't think it's a bad thing, on the contrary, I'm glad that you're willing to tell me what is on your mind. Friends are used to talk, and although I can't help much, if confiding in me makes you feel better, I'd love to be your listener. ”

Lin Zhao was a little happy to hear Qin Muyang say this, and couldn't help but say another problem that had plagued him for many years: "But I think that as a man, it seems too hypocritical to be obsessed with such a trivial matter for so long." ”

"It may be a small thing to someone else, but not to you as a person. We, as bystanders, can analyze this matter rationally and objectively and find a solution, but you are different. What we see is that the father has no money to pay for his son's tuition, but what you feel is that the father who is dependent on each other has given up on you. ”

In Qin Muyang's words, Lin Zhao's heart knot, which had been entangled for many years, was instantly untied.

"However," Qin Muyang changed his words and continued, "There is no problem with you being stubborn, but you should not be willing to fall. Using one's own future to punish others is just to make relatives hurt and enemies happy. ”

In fact, Lin Zhao didn't think about this problem, he also wanted to study hard, get ahead, and then go back to "pop" Zheng Xiufen's face.

But he was discouraged at the thought that even if he was admitted to university, no one would pay him tuition, he had already been hurt by that person once, and he didn't want to be hurt by him a second time.

"Tuition fees are not a problem at all," Qin Muyang analyzed, "Isn't there a student loan for college students now, you can just apply for one when the time comes." ”

"Student loans for college students, and this thing?" Lin Zhao didn't think about going to university, and he didn't know about it.

Qin Muyang nodded, introduced the details of the student loan to Lin Zhao, and by the way, he also talked about the part-time jobs that can be done at the university and the scholarship system of the university.

Lin Zhao listened very carefully, and his admiration for Qin Muyang rose to another level.

is also a sophomore in high school, Qin Muyang's plan for college life can be described as comprehensive, but he is still complaining and degrading because his family does not pay tuition.

"That way, your college tuition and living expenses won't be a problem. At that time, even if your family loses your financial resources, you can still finish college smoothly. After Qin Muyang finished speaking, he took a sip of the soy milk on the table.

Lin Zhao nodded thoughtfully, and had a new plan for the future. He raised his head, looked at Qin Muyang, and said seriously: "Qin Muyang, thank you, I know what to do." ”

The word "thank you" is often on his lips, but he has never said it so solemnly.

Qin Muyang smiled and shook his head: "I can only help you come up with ideas, and you still have to go the next way." ”

"I know, but thank you anyway."

If it weren't for you, my whole life might have been like this. After graduating from high school - or not waiting for high school to graduate - find a job with no future but to sell coolies, and get up early every day and work late to barely support yourself. Because of the special sexual orientation, I can't even find someone to live with like ordinary people. Living insensitively every day, with no hope in sight and no future in sight.

Thank you for keeping me away from that life, and thank you for giving me a glimpse of the future.

After breakfast, Lin Zhao suddenly remembered something when he followed Qin Muyang out: "By the way, Qin Muyang, how do you know so much about student loans?" "He doesn't look like a person who needs a loan.

Qin Muyang's movements paused obviously, he looked into the distance, his face expressionless: "Be prepared." ”

Lin Zhao thought of Qin Muyang's mother's big belly, and then remembered Qin Muyang's father's lukewarm attitude towards him, and suddenly understood: Qin Muyang must have a bad relationship with his father, maybe when the one in his mother's belly comes out, he will be given up like himself.

Thinking of this, Lin Zhao's eyes when he looked at Qin Muyang suddenly filled with pity. With a second child, the first child became a cabbage. He is like this, Liu Weiwei is like this, but I didn't expect Qin Muyang to be like this.