The next day, Xiao Mu and Lu Jin tacitly agreed, or pretended that nothing had happened at the same time, and kept silent about what happened last night, just like a dream, and they didn't remember anything after waking up.

It's just that after breakfast, Lu Jin didn't go to work as usual, but stayed at home, Xiao Mu was surprised and laughed, and joked that Lu Jin should not "make a mistake because of color", Lu Jin smiled and slapped Xiao Mu's head, and kissed it by the way, Xiao Mu smiled like a little fox, looking at Lu Jin with a smile.

Lu Jin's heart melted when he saw it, and replied seriously that the boss is also a human being, and he also needs to rest, and the boss should have privileges, and he should rest. Regarding this set of statements, Xiao Mu just pouted, what should he do.

Since this day, Lu Jin has been at home, no, it should be said that he has spent more time with Xiao Mu, the Lu family has been on the rails, and there are no longer as many things that he needs to worry about as before, besides, the reason why he is so anxious to stabilize the company is to allow himself and Xiao Mu to live a stable life, and now that Xiao Mu's situation is so bad, he doesn't want to put the cart before the horse.

The gardener, the cook, and the housekeeper, because of the "departure" of the Xiao family, the Lu Mansion that has become empty and deserted has once again added vitality, Lu Jin hopes that this can also make Xiao Mu thank him for his vitality, even if he can't, he can help him look at it, after all, he is not a god, even if he pays attention, it is impossible to notice it all the time, and excessive attention is too unnatural, which will make Xiao Mu notice.

In addition, Lu Jin often takes time out to take Xiao Mu out to play and relax, regardless of the form, the nearest location has water parks, theme parks, labyrinth rooms and other man-made landscapes, when the time is long, he will choose some places of interest with different scenery to travel, hoping to let Xiao Mu open his mind a little bit, and scatter the depression.

This is also the first piece of advice given to him by Xiao Mu's psychiatrist.

You can play to your heart's content, try to let Xiao Mu participate in it, experience the joy and beauty of life, and reduce the gloom in his heart, but extreme sports and projects must be banned - some sayings on the Internet say that extreme sports are a good vent, which will make people vent their accumulated pressure and depression, in fact, it is very dangerous for people with suicidal tendencies. For example, bungee jumping, for ordinary people, will indeed be very excited, and then will also reminisce about the psychological relief brought by weightlessness and falling, but people with suicidal tendencies have watched it, which is very likely to make him more inclined to suicide, and suicidal tendencies will be more serious.

For these, of course, Lu Jin fully complied with.

Truth be told, he's more afraid of the unexpected than anyone else.

This is also the reason why Xiao Mu has a psychiatrist. Lu Jin originally didn't want Xiao Mu to be dissected as a medical case, at that time he didn't realize the seriousness of the problem, and later found out that Xiao Mu's strange behavior, standing on the balcony in the middle of the night, looking at the kitchen knives would be stunned, and the trance when the traffic light changed, at that time Lu Jin didn't know that this behavior was called "suicidal tendencies", but he simply felt that it was dangerous, Xiao Mu was like leaving him, to this extent, Lu Jin had to let go of his concerns - he recorded Xiao Mu's situation in detail, including Xiao Mu's usual performance, Xiao Mu told him about his childhood, Xiao Mu's paranoia, etc., and then contacted the top psychiatrist in China, and the two made an appointment to meet, Lu Jin handed over these materials to the doctor for a look, and the doctor looked solemn, and he had already concluded that Xiao Mu's condition was very serious just by words, and if he wanted to be treated, he also needed to get close to Xiao Mu himself.

So that day, the middle-aged son of the old gardener of the family came to see him.

When the psychiatrist saw Xiao Mu for the first time, he couldn't see any psychological problems with Xiao Mu at all - his smile was sincere, polite and polite. At that time, the psychiatrist just chuckled, and sure enough, as Lu Jin said, "the normality of the appearance hides the madness of the heart". The psychiatrist lived in Lu's house for a week, and then went to Lu's house from time to time to help the "gardener father", and the contact with Xiao Mu became more, and he gradually discovered Xiao Mu's problem - Xiao Mu's situation is not only a personality disorder, his situation is more complicated, but also more tricky, faintly with symptoms of schizophrenia, but after careful viewing, he feels that it is not, consistent with Lu Jin's intuition, the doctor also wants to avoid Xiao Mu, that is, Xiao Mu's condition should be kept secret from Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu behaves like a normal person, and his subconscious is resisting treatment, the more normal, The more his heart was guarded, he was actually very surprised, how did Xiao Mu let Lu Jin find out about his condition.

Xiao Mu's resistance made it impossible for the doctor to intervene and treat him, let alone find out the cause of Xiao Mu's symptomatic treatment through intervention.

For this reason, Xiao Yushi and Liu Xianshan in the sanatorium were brought up again and forced to be questioned, which made Lu Jin very annoyed, and he couldn't wait to slap Liu Xianshan a few times - this woman, he was blind at the beginning to think that she could be called a mother! Regarding Xiao Mu's childhood, she couldn't say any other details except for being obedient, sensible and quiet! It was Xiao Yushi, who broke down emotionally and said a lot of things that I didn't know whether they were true or false-

For example, Xiao Mu's dead-like eyes, such as Xiao Mu being bullied when he was a child, such as Xiao Mu hating her and hating them, such as Xiao Mu sneaking into her room with a sharp knife one night to threaten and intimidate her......

Xiao Yushi was originally a little nervous, there was no evidence for what she said, and her personal emotions were too strong, about Xiao Mu's childhood, nearly ten years have passed, except for his parents, how can others remember so much. The psychiatrist was silent for a long time, probably judging whether it was true or false......

Driving the psychiatrist home, the doctor let out a long sigh before going upstairs, and his frowning brows never relaxed, he said that he would go all out to treat Xiao Mu, but he still suggested that Lu Jin find a time early to let Xiao Mu receive comprehensive treatment.

Lu Jin didn't want to. The psychiatrist also knew this, and said that he was a little strong, so let Lu Jin adapt and not act rashly, he would formulate a corresponding treatment plan as soon as possible according to Xiao Mu's situation, and follow up the whole process.

It's just that what makes Lu Jinxin anxious is that such a gentle treatment is becoming more and more ineffective, just like a fast-acting painkiller, half a pill has a miraculous effect at the beginning, and after more than that, you have to increase the dose, and the last bit is useless - two years have passed, Xiao Mu still resists this treatment, but the time of shaking his mind is getting longer and longer, and he makes more and more actions under his distraction, but after "waking up", he will react quickly and cover up the past with a few words.

Is it normal? It's probably normal. It's not normal, and it's really weird, making people's hairs stand on end.

Lu Jin was lying on the bed, holding Xiao Mu in his arms, and it did not alleviate the worry in his heart at all, the feeling of losing Xiao Mu has been haunting his heart, making him unable to sleep peacefully at night, for fear that after he falls asleep, Xiao Mu will leave him quietly like last time, and will never be able to find it again.

Lu Jin looked at Xiao Mu in his arms through the bright moonlight outside the window, sleeping calmly, he could imagine that if Xiao Mu woke up now, what he could see was a pair of eyes that made people depressed to breathe. At this time in his last life, what was Xiao Mu like? I only remember the figure on the fencing field, but the face has long been blurred, the previous life, it is really the previous life, so far away...... And now in his eyes and heart, there is only this person in his arms.

Even if he no longer has a sunny and well-behaved smile from time to time, and the indifference and gloom he unconsciously shows are frightening, in two years, Xiao Mu's disguise has become less, which is progress, but it is also frustrating progress. Lu Jin put his lips on Xiao Mu's forehead, one day, Xiao Mu will come out of all the haze and smile sincerely. The most beautiful is just a dark orchid rising from the abyss, guarding a small green snake, hovering its stems and leaves, although they are two things, but they are one.

As a trip for Xiao Mu's eighteenth birthday, Lu Jin took Xiao Mu to the Netherlands, living in the Dutch countryside, without the busy fast-paced life in the city, some are blue sky, vast land, peaceful and leisurely life, and large tulips in full bloom. It's just that the gardener is old and can't take a plane, and instead of the gardener, it is the gardener's "son" who comes.

I have to say that there are such conditions as now to treat Xiao Mu, Lu Jin has put a lot of effort, just to persuade the persistent suitor Zuo Rui to give up Xiao Mu, he let Lu Jin rack his brains, and use all the means and attitudes, but also because Zuo Rui was also busy at that time, and the spearhead of Xiao Shao's troublemaking was aimed at Zuo Rui, and Xiao Mu's attitude towards Zuo Rui was really cold, Lu Jin also confessed Xiao Mu's condition, put everything on the balance of the bright side, and let Zuo Rui weigh - he gave up pursuing Xiao Mu, Lu Jin will strengthen the company as his loyal Baidao background after taking control of the Zuo family; He didn't give up and let Xiao Mu go black, in terms of Xiao Mu's condition, it was to destroy Xiao Mu, and Lu Jin would not let him go even if his whole family worked hard.

Of course, Zuo Rui was not so easy to convince, he felt that Xiao Mu was born for him, but Lu Jin made his words clear, and after weighing it again and again, he made concessions, Zuo Rui reluctantly agreed, temporarily put down his thoughts, once Xiao Mu recovered, he would still pursue Xiao Mu.

He didn't lack that little time to wait.

So in the past two years, Zuo Rui's attitude has returned to the time when he was not picky before, although he appeared beside Xiao Mu from time to time, those ambiguous actions and flirtatious words also disappeared completely after witnessing Xiao Mu's changes, he didn't believe what Lu Jin said, they have been in the dark for a long time, and killing is just the same thing, and human life has become worthless, maybe Xiao Mu was just born like this? But watching Xiao Mu reveal the darkness in his heart day by day, Zuo Rui felt frightened-

What a pair of eyes that is! The darkness of the night is dark, thick and can drown people.

During a boat trip, Zuo Rui also saw Xiao Mu standing on the side of the deck guardrail, staring at the sea fixedly, the scene was too depressing, even the bright blue in the sky was dyed with a trace of ink and dimmed, or Lu Jin went over and brought Xiao Mu down with the same attitude as usual, Xiao Mu's face finally changed a little, and the despair and death revealed in the flickering of his eyes, and then realized Zuo Rui's existence, recovered and smiled and said that his watch fell into the sea, and then stood on the side to watch.

Such a change made Zuo Rui clearly realize that what Lu Jin said was light, and he was glad that he did not insist on going his own way at that time, otherwise what he would get was not a lady who stabilized the interior for him, but ......

At this point, Zuo Rui also understood that he no longer had a chance.

Those two people have a world of their own.

But fortunately, Lu Jin is already a general under him, and when the old man steps down and he goes back to control the Zuo family, he has a loyal and strong Bai Dao assistant, no worse than himself. Zuo Rui put out his mind about Xiao Mu, not that he was not disappointed, but he understood what he wanted more, he did not alienate Xiao Mu and the two because he gave up Xiao Mu, but offered help very sincerely, the most prestigious doctor of neurology and psychology in country M, was stunned and asked him to move, and he was responsible for Xiao Mu's treatment together with Lu Jin's psychiatrist, Dr. Zhang.

It's just that the doctor of country M is a foreigner, and his appearance characteristics are obvious, so it is difficult to have the opportunity to get close to Xiao Mu, so the two work together, even so, Xiao Mu's situation is still not optimistic.

After sightseeing in the Netherlands for nearly ten days, the group packed up and returned, this time back, I am afraid there will be twists and turns, Lu Jin rubbed his eyebrows, but at this time, Zuo Rui, who returned to China three days ago, told him the news - the head of the Zuo family is seriously ill, and the Zuo family is going to be turbulent. 166 Reading Network