195 May the devil be obscured
Lu Jin has dropped out of school, he doesn't think there is any point in continuing to study in school, at first there was a teacher who persuaded him, of course Lu Jin refused, and after him, he got the Lu family to control the situation with lightning speed, and no one came to persuade him, but there were more people with a wait-and-see attitude - to see if this young man really had the ability to support the Lu family, and then decided whether to befriend or stay away in order to bring the greatest benefit to himself.
Lu Jin dropped out of school, but Xiao Mu was still in Huajing No. 1 Middle School, and when he returned to school from injury, it was just in time for the last day of the final exam, Xiao Mu simply did not take the exam - even if the last three exams were full marks, it was impossible to avoid the name appearing in the lower position of the middle, and the white jade added flaws, which made people very repulsive.
The winter vacation came like this, and it was very dull - Lu Jin was very busy, the Lu family had just changed the helm, and experienced such a storm, many things need to be done by Lu Jin himself, fortunately, Lu Jin has been able to deal with these with ease, originally he had this talent and courage, plus the advantages brought by rebirth to him, so that he could accurately position the development direction of the Lu family, the company's development is very smooth on the whole, and the rapid rise occupies a certain share in the market, as long as it is maintained for a period of time, it can develop steadily. Such means, long-term vision and decision-making power, put on a person of Lu Jin's age, is actually frightening, and it also makes people look up a few times, even the old foxes, they need to objectively say that Lu Jin does have some ability.
There are no really stupid people in the circle of Huajing's wealthy family, compare yourself, Huajing No. 1 Middle School has been with Lu Jin's classmates, and they can't help but weigh it more in their hearts, as far as the current development situation is concerned, the Lu family must be thriving, which is enough for them to maintain respect and friendship with Lu Jin, and this attitude naturally passed to Xiao Mu.
Lu Jin's attitude towards Xiao Mu is very clear, so that the company is polite to Xiao Mu, and it is also reflected in the attitude of the classmates after Xiao Mu returns to school in the spring - people go to high places and water flows to low places, this is common sense, Xiao Mu's identity was just a stepson in the past, even if there is a hidden Xiao Mu, it is only the identity of an illegitimate child, how much better than a stepson? And I haven't been around for so many years, and the space for development is too limited; And now, the Lu family, no, the Xiao family, including Xiao Liling, have been put into a sanatorium by Lu Jin, leaving Xiao Mu alone, not spoiled and tired of being wasted, nor does it look like indifferent torture, it is not much worse than when the relationship between the two was good in the past, or even better, and there is a great plan to cultivate Xiao Mu, which has to be solemn.
Whether it is brotherly love, or Lu Jin's game of cat and mouse, or Xiao Mu's dormant in order to take revenge, or both, are all people's inner thoughts, but on the surface they are ordinary, and even because of Xiao Yushi's words of sarcasm in the past, I can't even hear Xiao Mu's sarcastic words before, I don't have to do those superfluous actions, when I have a good show to watch, I can watch it too, why bother to play it myself.
He Shuoran looked for Xiao Mu once after the start of school, saying that he was also going to follow Lu Jin's footsteps to exercise, originally he wanted to say something, but looking at Xiao Mu with a soft smile on his lips, as soft as ever, as if he was listening, encouraging him to say all the boredom in his heart, He Shuoran suddenly felt that the distance between him and Xiao Mu was suddenly widened, and thousands of mountains and rivers instantly appeared in the space separated by a body, he thought of the "" to Zuo Rui at the beginning, Xiao Mu smiled innocently and said that he understood the meaning, because Xiao Mu didn't care when he said that, he never thought about it...... The bitterness in his heart was indescribable, He Shuoran still didn't say anything, just smiled wryly and shook his head, as if he had been hit by something, his eyes lingered on Xiao Mu for a long time, and finally turned around and left.
It's funny, he always thought it was moisturizing and silently gentle, why did he never think that it was careless indifference, He Shuoran smiled and left, but the corners of his eyes were a little moist, he felt that Lu Jin was right, he was really selfish, and ...... I've never understood that beautiful boy.
The heat in his eyes faded, He Shuoran's back became resolute, and when he came back again, he was qualified to stand by Xiao Mu's side, to interact with him truly and on an equal footing, and then to understand Xiao Mu. No matter what happened in the middle, he couldn't turn back.
He Shuoran never looked for Xiao Mu again, and his sense of presence in the school became very weak, even if he saw it, he just passed by in a hurry, like a passerby, and it didn't take long to hear the news that He Shuoran had gone abroad.
Of course, these things are like pebbles falling into the sea, and the ripples disappear in an instant, and the impact on others is negligible.
Life is still as calm as ever.
Zuo Dashao is much more difficult to deal with than Zuo Sanshao, he is cautious and careful, acting obscurively and leaving no evidence, most of them are business traps, and most of them are directly shot at Zuo Rui's company, plus the key is also under Zuo Rui's lead, and it was returned to the Zuo family by Lu Jinjiao through the confidants of the head of the Zuo family, and after a long time, it seems that the Lu family, Lu Jin and Xiao Mu have withdrawn from the circle of their struggle. The threat to personal safety is also getting farther and farther away from Lu Jin and Xiao Mu.
This made Lu Jin breathe a sigh of relief slightly.
Although he is still just as busy, at least he doesn't have to worry about Xiao Mu going to suffer the same thing as before, as long as he looks forward to the future, Lu Jin will not be mentally tired at all, and when he sleeps with Xiao Mu in his arms at night, it is extremely sweet. Although Lu Jin was busy, he did not ignore Xiao Mu, he shared the same bed at night, and took Xiao Mu to the company from time to time during the winter vacation...... Lu Jin was a little afraid that loneliness would make Xiao Mu fall deeper and deeper into the abyss.
Lu Jin thought that he had done well enough, and Xiao Mu was also doing well, the two sometimes looked at each other and smiled, and when they were having fun, he could see the real smile on Xiao Mu's face, and the starlight in his eyes was shining. He thought he had lit up the darkness in Xiao Mu's heart.
But it turned out that he was wrong.
Finally, the company was on the right track, and Lu Jin, who had reduced the pressure on his body a little, carried the burden again, his heart seemed to be pressed by a huge stone, and all the ease disappeared - the shadow was like a curtain in his heart, surrounding his thoughts.
It was a beautiful night and a fresh night breeze.
Lu Jin was half-asleep, his arms contracted but he didn't feel the person in his arms, he looked at the night-vision clock at the bedside, Ling Chen was obviously the time to dream, originally thought that Xiao Mu was going to the toilet or drinking water or something, Lu Jin waited for a while and didn't hear any movement, there was no light in the bathroom, and there was no sound in the whole house. Suddenly, Lu Jin's heart lifted, he lifted the quilt, put on his coat, pushed open the door and walked out.
There was no light in the house.
Lu Jin's heart seemed to fall into the water, as time lengthened, like his body exposed in the slightly cold air, it gradually became cold, after the company was on the right track, his body was out of the edge of exhaustion, where was it a gift to get into bed before, every minute of sleep was precious, he didn't wake up in the middle of the night like this, so he didn't know if such a scene was the first time it appeared, or the first time he found out.
Like a ghost, Lu Jin carefully looked for Xiao Mu's figure in the house.
In the end, Lu Jin found Xiao Mu on the open-air balcony on the second floor, Xiao Mu stood on the edge of the guardrail, standing with his hands on the guardrail and his back to Lu Jin, the night breeze pressed the wide pajamas tightly against his thin body, raised his shoulder-length hair, revealing his fair cheeks and dark eyes.
There was no light, and Xiao Mu's beautiful eyes were empty, looking at the ground not far away lifelessly. For a moment, Lu Jin felt that Xiao Mu was about to jump, such a thought made his heart tingle, and his feet accidentally kicked the decorative cabinet, breaking the silence of the room.
Xiao Mu turned around when he heard the sound, Lu Jin suppressed the panic in his heart, and tried his best to show a smile, his voice was soft, with a hint of hoarseness, "Mu Mu, why did you come here?" I can't sleep to look at the scenery, I'm not busy lately, how good it is to call me together, so I missed such a good romance. ”
Lu Jin tilted his head jokingly, naturally walked to Xiao Mu's side, took off the coat on his body, draped it on Xiao Mu's shoulders, and took Xiao Mu into his arms. I don't know how long the wind has been blowing, Xiao Mu's body is so cold that Lu Jin's hands are a little trembling, pressing Xiao Mu's cold smiling face on his neck, Lu Jin hissed a breath of cold air, but his hand hugged Xiao Mu tighter, with his wide embrace and body temperature, desperately warming the people around him, "The night breeze is very good, it's just a little cold, or I'll take the quilt and wrap us together, by the way, you can wait for the sunrise, and when the first rays of the sun shine on your face, it must be the best beauty in the world......"
Hugging Xiao Mu, Lu Jin said some small wishes in his beautiful voice, there was a trace of laughter in his voice, real and warm, no different from usual, how to pretend to be calm on his face, but the trembling fingertips showed his truest thoughts - he was afraid! He panicked!
That kind of look is a look that is bent on death!
What exactly happened to make Xiao Mu ...... in just a few months Or is it that the truth that Xiao Mu showed in front of him is only the tip of the iceberg, and the real madness is still suppressed in Xiao Mu's heart, until one day it erupts and completely destroys Xiao Mu?
The heart seemed to be twisted by a hand, and the painful Lu Jin almost spasmed, but he still smiled and tried his best to appease Xiao Mu - even if he had to admit that he knew too little about Xiao Mu, it was all told by Xiao Mu, and he didn't know how much Xiao Mu had hidden, but he was sure of the feelings between him and Xiao Mu - now Xiao Mu was standing in this place, which was Xiao Mu's most affectionate confession to him; All of Xiao Mu's expressionless faces were the fiercest struggles in the thorn-ridden hell.
Xiao Mu has such a strong suicidal tendency, which is a kind of torture for him, and for Xiao Mu himself, how easy is it?!
The nose was unbearable, and the eye sockets seemed to be hot, Lu Jin pretended to be cold and sniffed and smiled, hugged Xiao Mu into his arms, and sighed softly, "Mu Mu, it's really cold outside, go back to the bedroom with your brother?" Let's go back to the bedroom and get ready for me to see the scenery with you tomorrow night, okay? ”
In the end, the warm words unconsciously revealed a hint of pleading, listening to it made people's hearts throb, originally for revenge and rebirth happy revenge, also made a wish in this life is not willing to compromise again, how could you ever have thought that there could be such a weak time?
All his weaknesses and happiness are tied to this one person.
Lu Jin knew that Xiao Mu's problem should not be underestimated, he didn't dare to take the risk of taking Xiao Mu to see a psychiatrist, Xiao Mu never thought that he was sick, and even had a faint feeling of excitement for his abnormality, and bluntly explaining the situation was undoubtedly one of the worst ways to deal with it, so Lu Jin squeezed out his scattered time in addition to being busy, read some academic materials on psychological research, and analyzed the psychology after behavior, in addition, the psychologist learned some very moderate and small psychological intervention methods, which would not have any immediate effect, but insisted on it for a long time, It has a good effect on relieving emotions, there have been many successful precedents in clinical practice, and the effect is also good after application, whether it is a method that works or something else - since Xiao Mu recovered from his injury, Xiao Mu's desire to kill has disappeared, and he will not suddenly use force to suppress him to speak, and the two will exchange a kiss at night, and the unhappiness in love will also be spoken, and even once he kicked him out of bed angrily, and slept angrily - Lu Jin almost felt that in addition to his own busyness, This is the ideal state of life he is pursuing.
has always been good, he still thinks that Xiao Mu is slowly overcoming himself and slowly coming out of the shadow of the past. Obviously, he was thinking too simply, so it seemed that Xiao Mu was still playing perfection in addition to being in love with him, but he relaxed his vigilance because of the little true self that Xiao Mu showed in love, and he didn't find that Xiao Mu was just getting sicker and sicker-
What a terrible mistake, he almost lost him! Lu Jin's fingertips couldn't stop no matter what, he didn't dare to imagine, if he hadn't woken up in the middle of the night today, how long would it take him to find out about this dangerous situation, Lu Jin hugged Xiao Mu tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to melt Xiao Mu into his body, nervous and cherished.
Lu Jin's excessively strong straining Xiao Mu's shoulder also made his stagnant eyes flicker, and he reached out and pinched the clothes on Lu Jin's waist, Xiao Mu buried his face in Lu Jin's chest and shrunk his cold body.
There is a response! Lu Jin was happy in his heart, kissed the top of Xiao Mu's hair, and said something softly, although he didn't get a response, Xiao Mu came back from his own world to respond to him, in fact, it was an affirmation of his words, he knew that Xiao Mu could hear his words, he just wanted to do this, weave a net with gentleness and warmth, trap Xiao Mu in it, make Xiao Mu feel guilty, and he was reluctant to leave this world.
After saying that, he kissed Xiao Mu lightly on the cheek, Lu Jin picked up Xiao Mu, went all the way back to their room, and re-covered the quilt, Lu Jin hugged Xiao Mu, and the feeling of regaining it made him as tired as if he had fought a battle, but he wanted to cry with joy like that, so joy.
Xiao Mu stretched out his hand to touch Lu Jin's cheek, there was no emotion in his cold-like eyes, he leaned to Lu Jin's side and sent his lips up, Lu Jin's hands and feet became more and more entangled, kissing is indeed a good way to soothe emotions, and ending a kiss with all his heart, Lu Jin pressed Xiao Mu into his arms and said with a smile, but the burden in his heart was not a lot.
After Xiao Mu fell asleep, Lu Jin let out a long breath at the ceiling, Xiao Mu couldn't go on like this, he had to change his strategy. 166 Reading Network