When there were still four weeks before the due date, the family was very busy, Uncle Qin was busy preparing this, and Aunt Lan was busy preparing that. The baby's room at home is all arranged, and the clothes, shoes, toys, and pacifiers are all piled up into a hill.

Especially Li Guangyu, not only does his whole heart go up and down when he is about to become a father, but even when he sleeps at night, he can't stop sleeping.

For example, in the past few days, Lin Sijin woke up from her sleep in a daze, and she would be speechless to find that Li Guangyu always stared at her stomach in the middle of the night. The eyes shone brightly around the pitch black.

And once he looks, it's all night, sleepless, sleepy and sleepy.

Once, Lin Sijin's stomach was a little uncomfortable, which frightened Li Guangyu. He almost didn't pick someone up and flew through the window to the hospital.

And then there is that, sometimes when he falls asleep, he suddenly laughs out loud. As a result, as soon as he asked him, he happily said that he dreamed that his wife and son were riding together and peeing on his neck.

Lin Sijin, "......"

Uncle Qin and Aunt Lan both laughed at him, and it was inevitable that he would be a little nervous when he was a father for the first time.

And at this festive time, something happened to Mrs. Sheng's side.

When Li Guangyu received the call, his face was completely bloodless, and his whole person was frozen. Even the phone clenched tightly in his hand was thrown to the ground by him.

Lin Sijin has only seen this kind of emotion once, and that is when he thought she was on the crashed plane.

After putting down the phone, Li Guangyu and Lin Sijin said simply, and then told Aunt Lan to take care of her. After that, he hurried to the hospital, and Uncle Qin also went with him.

Although Aunt Lan also wanted to go and see Mrs. Sheng's situation, after all, Lin Sijin was now close to giving birth, and now was the time when someone needed to take care of her. So, instead of going with her, she stayed at home.

Lin Sijin learned that Mrs. Sheng had fainted, and he was also anxious. Her body is inconvenient, and she can't toss it casually now, lest something happen. So, she had to stay at home and wait for news.

"Aunt Lan, mother, what kind of disease does she have?"

Aunt Lan sat on the sofa, peeling apples for her, sighed sadly, and then told her.

Mrs. Sheng's illness was stomach cancer.

Li Guangyu has never known about this matter, and in fact, few people know about it. Madame Sheng had instructed the people around her not to know about it, nor to let Li Guangyu know about it.

This concealment has been concealed for a long time.

The year before last, that is, when Li Guangyu had an accident, Mrs. Sheng was concentrating on treatment in the hospital, and she had surgery at that time, and she had recovered well.

However, when I went for a check-up last month, I found that the cancer cells had metastasized.

Today, I fainted due to sudden breathing difficulties, so I was rushed to the hospital for treatment.

After Aunt Lan said these words, her tears couldn't stop falling.

After all, she has always helped in the Sheng family, and when it comes to her feelings for Mrs. Sheng, they are also very deep. Since Sheng Jiaguang died, Mrs. Sheng has no children and no daughters, and she has always lived a very lonely life.

The only thing that is fortunate is that later, she found her biological son. It can be regarded as filling the biggest regret in her life.

After listening to Aunt Lan's narration, Lin Sijin felt even more uncomfortable. She never imagined that the person who had always been gentle and noble would now suffer from this disease.

*

Since entering the hospital, Lee Kwang-yu has been sitting in the intensive care unit, and he has never left this place except to go to the director's office.

Mrs. Sheng's body is very weak, and now, she can only rely on medical equipment to maintain the basic functions of her body. She wasn't awake much, more in a coma.

Li Guangyu just sat beside her, silently guarding.

In the past two days, Mrs. Sheng kept muttering back and forth, just a few words back and forth, "Son...... Son...... Mom misses you ......", "Jiaguang ......", "Baby ......".

“……”

At this time, Mrs. Sheng was still half-conscious and half-conscious. Although the body is depleting a little bit, the brain is also a little messy. But intermittently, she still remembered a lot of things.

reminds me of the days when I was young and with Li Zhenhua. also remembered that when she was abandoned by him and lost her son, Sheng Jiaguang's timely appearance and love and help to her.

Later, Jiaguang passed away, and she inherited the Parkway Group, but she did not have any relatives by her side. Later, she met a nice young man, and in the process of contact between the two people, she found out his identity, and then went further to investigate, and only found out...... It turns out that there is really that kind of spiritual fit between mother and child.

After all these years, Mrs. Sheng has no feelings for Li Zhenhua for a long time. As I get older, I slowly understand who is worth thinking about, and I can't remember the people and things that hurt me.

Suddenly, a voice came from her ear, "Mom." ”

Madame Sheng frowned, and within a few seconds, she coughed violently. Her hands kept shaking, trying to lift them up to touch the sound.

Li Guangyu held Mrs. Sheng's hand with some trembling, her eyes became red, and her eye sockets were also wet. His lips moved, and he didn't say anything else, just screamed, Mom.

Mrs. Sheng was already a little awake at this time, and felt tears dripping on the back of her hand, so she laboriously groped her hand to his face, and then wiped his tears for him, "Mom is fine...... Son ......"

Li Guangyu tried his best to restrain all the depression and pain on his face, he wiped his eyes vigorously with his hand, and then said softly, "Mom, I'm here." ”

"Good...... Okay......" Mrs. Sheng nodded effortlessly.

"Don't be afraid."

"Hmm."

They didn't tell anyone about Mrs. Sheng's sudden illness. Therefore, when Li Zhenhua appeared outside the ward, not only Uncle Qin, but even Li Guangyu was stunned.

Li Zhenhua's expression was also haggard, his beard was unkempt, and he looked like he had come in a hurry.

After Li Zhenhua changed into a sterile suit, he said to Li Guangyu, "Dad wants to talk to her." His tone was no longer as tough and domineering as before, but weakened, even with a bit of pleading.

“……”

Li Guangyu glanced at his father, he patted Mrs. Sheng's hand gently, and then got up and walked out.

Li Zhenhua sat on the chair, and then, he slowly held up Mrs. Sheng's hand and held it in the palm of his hand.

Mrs. Sheng was awake at this time, but she was wearing an oxygen mask and a respirator, and there was no way to speak. And from her eyes, Li Zhenhua can't see resentment or doubt, and some are just indifferent.

Li Zhenhua said, "Xiaoguang, I've come to see you." ”

Mrs. Sheng's real name is Yu Guang, a very heroic name. Over the years, almost everyone has called her Mrs. Sheng and Mrs. Sheng, and it has probably been a long time since anyone called her by her name.

"......" Mrs. Sheng looked at him with a guilty and worried expression, her lips just moved, but she didn't mean to speak.

Li Zhenhua looked at her weak face, and the feeling in his heart was very uncomfortable, "All these years, really, I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry for this one, it's been decades late.

Both of them are already over fifty years old, and their moods have long matured, and they think about things differently than they did when they were young. He abandoned his lover and took away his son, although he succeeded later, but the missing piece in his heart could not be filled.

So much so that every time Li Zhenhua saw Li Guangyu, his mood was complicated. Moreover, he is ashamed of Qin Ruping. Because Qin Ruping didn't know about Yu Guang, besides, she was really good to Li Guangyu.

Because of this, once Li Guangyu and her son have a conflict, Li Zhenhua will not hesitate to scold him, and will not blame Li Zhetang.

and Qin Ruping over the years, even if there is no love, family affection does exist.

"Xiaoguang, I'm sorry for this, I should have said it a long time ago. I'm sorry because of my negativity, which has made you miserable for so many years. And then you and your son were separated. ”

Mrs. Sheng listened to his words, and there was no special expression on her face. She knows all this, but now she is sorry, and nothing can be undone.

Suddenly, she felt something wet on the back of her hand.

Decades have passed, and Mrs. Sheng has long been downsized, without love, resentment and ruthlessness, so she can't talk about forgiveness. My life is coming to an end, where do I still have the heart to trace the past?

So, she opened her mouth with some difficulty, "Son...... Call him ......"

At this moment, Mrs. Sheng just wants to see her son. And grandchildren or granddaughters...... But the due date hasn't come yet, and she won't survive that time.

Should...... I can't see it.

Li Zhenhua's eyes were red, and in the end, tears still fell and cried bitterly. He was in his fifties, but he cried like a child.

When he abandoned her when he was young, he thought in his heart that this strong woman, the only woman he had lived up to and loved, would eventually live strongly.

Maybe one day, the two of them can meet again, maybe he will say to her: Our son is very promising, very good.

But now, nothing is too late, and there is no way to get it back.

*

In the middle of the night, Lin Sijin sat on the bed, looking at the night outside, unable to sleep.

Uncle Qin called back, and he said that the doctor had already issued a critical illness notice, and Mrs. Sheng could only hold on for two or three days at the latest.

In about two weeks or so, the baby will be born. Lin Sijin hopes that Mrs. Sheng can wait until that time and survive that time.

After all, she was so looking forward to the birth of this child, the baby's room at home, the room was full of baby products, and the stew and supplements that were delivered almost every day. It is all her deep love and expectation for this child.

But...... But......

Lin Sijin closed his eyes, stretched out his hand, and gently touched his round belly. As if he could sense her, the baby in her belly also moved slightly, which was considered to be a response to her.

After thinking about it for a long, long time, Lin Sijin took a deep breath, then opened his eyes and made a great determination. 166 Reading Network