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Lin Sijin watched Qi Ke's face change back and forth, and she didn't want to be alone with him anymore, she coughed lightly, and then said, "Then, you walk slowly, I'll go first." With that, he turned around and was about to leave.

"Ningning." Qi Ke called out to stop her.

Lin Sijin paused and didn't look back, but he didn't leave either.

Qi Ke asked her, "Do you have time?" Let's go for a cup of tea. ”

Lin Sijin has no other feelings for Qi Ke for a long time, but her principle is that if they are separated, they should be strangers. The practice of being able to be friends after a breakup doesn't apply to her.

She turned around, just about to refuse, "I'm sorry, I think we-"

"Ning Ning, you listen to me first." Qi Ke knew that she was going to refuse, so he immediately interrupted her. His tone was a little harsh, even a little pleading, "Just a moment, I have a few words that I want to tell you." ”

"......" Lin Sijin's eyes were calm, she looked at him and did not speak.

"One last time, okay?"

*

When the two of them just entered the teahouse and sat down, Li Guangyu also made a phone call.

Lin Sijin picked up the phone in front of Qi Ke like this, and he didn't shy away from it. Li Guangyu cared about her for a few words, and then began to babble and told her to pay attention to safety and not to be too tired.

Qi Ke just listened to the two of them mixing oil on the phone, and he was very affectionate.

Lin Sijin didn't hide it from him, she told Li Guangyu on the other end of the phone very calmly, and told him that she was sitting with Qi Ke in the teahouse on the first floor of the mall.

After listening to this, Li Guangyu didn't say anything. Instead, he told her not to drink this and that, and to pay attention to the tea. As soon as he was instructed, he began to talk endlessly.

Lin Sijin listened speechlessly, and outsiders looked impatient. But if you look closely, you can see that there is a constant smile on her face and a happy glow in her eyes.

……

After the two finished talking on the phone, Lin Sijin put the phone in his bag and sat upright.

"Want to have a drink? You're pregnant and can't drink herbal tea......"

Lin Sijin shook his head and said, "I'm not thirsty, Mr. Qi, let's get to the point." ”

Qi Ke was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, "It's the same." He called the waiter and asked him to serve a pot of oolong tea.

Then, there was a silence.

Lin Sijin gave him a few minutes, but Qi Ke didn't speak. After a while, she looked back from the window and said to him, "If you don't have anything to say to me, I'll go first." After that, he was really ready to get up.

"Do you have to be so unfamiliar with me?" Qi Ke couldn't stand her like this, he was completely like a stranger to himself, and he couldn't see the slightest affection in the past.

“……”

Lin Sijin sighed helplessly, and she sat back in her chair.

Then, without waiting for Qi Ke to speak, she spoke first, "Then I'll say it." First of all, I want to say to you on behalf of my mother, I'm sorry. ”

Qi Ke looked at her in surprise, his eyes full of doubts.

This sentence should have been said to you a long time ago. Because of my mother's selfishness, it has caused you a lot of damage. I believe that if there is no such thing as changing children, your life will be smoother and your development will be more exciting. But all this is irreparable. So, I'm going to ...... for her I'm sorry to you very solemnly. ”

In fact, there are some things that should have been said a long time ago. Lin Sijin thought that as long as she resolutely rejected Qi Ke, it would be okay, but in fact, the last layer of window paper between the two people was still not pierced, which led to him still not being able to give up now.

Qi Ke listened to her words quietly and did not make a sound. He knew she wasn't done yet.

"That day, when I left the Qi family, to be honest, I blamed you, but I didn't hate you. After all, in a situation like that, there is nothing wrong with choosing your biological parents, choosing to develop your career, and choosing a better lover, and no one is qualified to blame you. ”

Qi Ke looked at her, his eyes were a little obscure, "I know, you blame me for giving up on you." ”

Lin Sijin listened to his words, but shook his head, "No, I can understand this matter." She stroked the pattern of the teacup with her hand, then continued, "When you know my mom she...... When you weren't your biological mother, you didn't feel a little sad in your heart, but you felt very lucky, didn't you? ”

"Because the mother who raised you from childhood to adulthood, in your eyes, is just a dusty woman. I know, you look down on her......"

Lin Sijin took a deep breath, she thought of the mother who pulled out the breathing tube herself in order not to drag her down, and felt a little uncomfortable, "Mom, she did something wrong, dragged you down, and made you suffer." But later, her feelings for you are true. I know, you take the money she earns and feel unclean. Still, she raised you all the way to adulthood, didn't she? Are you really so ...... to her? Unfeeling? ”

“……”

Lin Sijin looked out the window, "Later, I experienced a lot of things, and I figured it out." Whether it's the Qi family or you, I've long forgotten about it. ”

"Don't talk about it." Qi Ke's voice trembled slightly.

Lin Sijin looked at him and was not happy. He still has a chance to listen to her, and a chance to repent. But her mother, who has gone to heaven, will never have any chance again.

No one is to blame for all this. It can only be said that life is like this, the past is the past, and regret cannot be repeated.

She had already let go, but Qi Ke didn't let go, but imprisoned herself in this dead end and couldn't get out.

Qi Ke calmed down his emotions for a while, he raised his head, and then his eyes were a little red, "However, if you hadn't met Li Guangyu at that time, then now, I wouldn't be with Song Huiyan a long time ago, and you wouldn't be with anyone else." We're still going to be together. ”

Lin Sijin listened to his words, shook his head and smiled, "From the day I met him, my life has been destined to have no ifs." ”

"No matter how enthusiastic the emotion, with the growth of time, it will slowly tend to be dull, just like we did at the beginning, it was beautiful at the beginning, but slowly, it became firewood, rice, oil and salt, and worried about trivial matters. So, you ...... with him"

Qi Ke has always had his own set of logic, Lin Sijin used to think it was ridiculous, but now, he only feels a little pathetic.

She put down the teacup in her hand, then folded her hands together, and said word by word, "This is just like us laymen in the world, knowing that we will die sooner or later, but we still work hard to prolong our lives and live well." ”

Qi Ke was completely stunned after hearing her words.

"Your current life is what you once longed for, and maybe you chose to fight for. Now, now that it's been realized, let's live it well. ”

"Me and you, it's already over."

*

At ten o'clock in the evening, Lin Sijin was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, but he did not sleep.

After Li Guangyu came out of the bathroom, he first walked to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and kissed her on the forehead. Only then did he go and turn off the headlights in his bedroom.

After he got into bed, Lin Sijin slowly opened his eyes. She couldn't see anything in the darkness, except that she could see someone's back towards her.

Lin Sijin moved his body a little heavily, and snorted subconsciously in his mouth, after all, his stomach was a little in the way.

Sure enough, before she could move for half a minute, Li Guangyu immediately turned over, and then hurriedly approached her, expecting to ask anxiously, "What's wrong, daughter-in-law?" Uncomfortable? ”

Lin Sijin felt that he was worried and anxious, and his heart suddenly became sweet. She cleared her throat, then said in a small voice, "You move a little more." ”

When Li Guangyu heard this, he didn't think much about it, so he moved some more.

Then, he felt his head close to him. Lin Sijin stretched out her hand and touched his face, and when she found her chin, she pinched it with her hand, then turned her head and kissed his lips accurately in the darkness.

“……”

was stimulated by his wife like this, Li Guangyu's reaction in the next second was to immediately come to a deep French kiss. However, considering her physical condition, he did not act rashly, but carefully held her face and pecked her lips carefully.

Then, kissing like this, Lin Sijin suddenly said, "Child, father, I love you, I really love you, I love you all my life." ”

Li Guangyu was carefully gnawing on his wife's soft little mouth, but as soon as he heard this, a firework immediately exploded in his heart, which was gorgeous.

As a result, as soon as my heart was moved, my body was immediately moved.

Lin Sijin probably sensed his reaction, she chuckled, and then slowly moved her right hand down, touching the place where he was not too angry.

"Baby......" His voice was a little hoarse, obviously emotional.

She coughed in a low voice, and then said glutinously, "Husband, do you give it ......?"

“……”

The little woman, who has always been shy about this, actually took the initiative to ask once, if it weren't for the fact that she was pregnant with a baby, Li Guangyu's next action would probably be to pounce directly on her, and then start gnawing.

Li Guangyu smiled in a low voice, and his voice was a little hoarse and gentle, "For you, it's all yours." ”

He said sultry love words as he carefully picked her up from the bed. Then, Lin Sijin obediently held his shoulders with both hands and slowly sat on his lap.

……

When he entered, he moved very lightly and carefully, for fear that she would be uncomfortable and that he would hurt the baby in his belly.

Lin Sijin grabbed his shoulders tightly, and his body only moved quite slightly. Although his movements are light and the amplitude is small, the depth of the combination of the two is not shallow.

Li Guangyu kissed her, carefully adjusting the depth and strength, and also taking care not to press her stomach.

The night seemed to be particularly long. 166 Reading Network