59 Chapter 59

Yu Wei couldn't answer for a while, like a wall stuck in her chest, making it difficult for her to catch her breath and speak.

She obviously has more than a simple "understanding" of Bu Xiao, these days, she feels sorry for him, is not angry for him, feels guilty for him, suffers for him, and also feels a little relieved when he makes a decision, at every moment, she brings into his feelings without any gaps, and empathizes with him every second, even if Bu Xiao says she wants to leave, she doesn't have many thoughts for herself.

Yu Wei calmed down her emotions and said calmly: "You really don't have to worry about me, the whole world doesn't understand you, and there will be me who understands you, and besides, I'm really not uncomfortable." ”

Bu Xiao looked at her tenderly, and saw that Yu Wei's violent ups and downs had calmed down, and she said every word slowly and sincerely: "With you, even if it's only one day, I'm already very satisfied, not to mention that I've spent so many days, I've done everything with you, and I've tried so many firsts that I've never tried, I have no regrets in my life." ”

Hearing her unabashed truth, Bu Xiao's eyes were like a lake blown by the wind for a moment, and a piece of light swayed, her words sounded so silly, so simple and straightforward, but it made him feel very distressed to hear it, he clasped her five fingers tightly and continued to listen to her.

"I've completely survived the hardest days, and after being with you, there really won't be any more suffering, it's even more bitter than that time." Yu Wei continued to tell the truth, eager to pour out all the feelings in her heart, and let Bu Xiao know: "The problems you are most worried about do not exist, I will definitely get myself right, not only myself, but also your store and home, I will go...... When you come back, we still have a long, long time, and we can do whatever we want. ”

Hearing this, Bu Xiao smiled and exhaled softly, he has forgotten a little recently, she is such an independent person, when he was in the past, she hated to trouble herself the most, and now that he is not around, she will only take care of herself better......

"Oops, I'm hurt, you don't need me like that, huh?" Bu Xiao's whole person spread back, because the topic was too heavy, and he made a joke.

Yu Wei shook her head very seriously, there is a sentence that she has always taken as a motto: "Of course I don't need you, it's just that I want to live well without you, and I will only get better with you." If I live like a puddle of mud just because you're not with me, why do you like me? ”

Bu Xiao lowered his head with a smile, laughed at the truth of her life, turned his face to look at her again, her expression was still so firm and calm, he suddenly had a hunch that she would become what he had never expected in the future, after so many years of trading, the best treasures he had picked up were not as good as one ten-thousandth of her.

"Why do I think I'm going to be a strict wife in the future?" Bu Xiao raised his eyebrows, stretched out a hand and touched Yu Wei's face: "I can see it, in the future, my sister-in-law can take a back seat, you can just take care of things at home......"

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That night, Buxiao did not stay at home for the night, and returned to Wubao Zhai, Yuwei knew that he might have something to deal with, and he came to her house early in the morning the next day, saying that he had bought a plane ticket for the next day, and there have been many exhibitions and exchange meetings at home and abroad recently, and he could pass more than half a year just by running these. He chatted with her for a word or two, and Yu Wei realized that his business really needs to run all over the world, go to various places to receive goods, and all kinds of interesting stories will happen, and he will know a lot of interesting people.

This is the first time Buxiao has talked to her about doing business, and he has said a lot of unashamed things.

"If I can't earn 100 million, I won't come back." Buxiao Jiaoerlang said this to Yu Wei locally, Yu Wei really didn't hear whether it was true or not, but no matter how she thought about it later, she felt that he was talking nonsense......

She was originally worried that he would leave G City and not go home for a long time, and he would not have a good time outside, but when she heard him talk like this, she was suddenly much more relieved, he had been on a business trip often, Bu Xiao said that he had been too lazy recently, and he hadn't run for a long time, so it was okay to run.

Throughout the day, the two of them never mentioned the next day's separation, and Yu Wei actually didn't know if he said those words deliberately to comfort her and worry about her, but as time passed, she didn't want to think about it anymore, she just wanted to finish the day well.

Bu Xiao took her to a few places, first went back to the store to explain some odd things to her, Yu Wei offered to help him look after the store, after all, there was Lao Huang in charge of the store, Bu Xiao agreed.

Then the two went to a supermarket, went shopping all afternoon, bought a lot of things and went home, and soon Nana and Qi Miao were going back after the eleventh holiday, Yuwei bought a lot of ingredients, and planned to make delicious food for the two of them at that time......

Finally got everything done and packed the luggage, Yu Wei asked Buxiao where he wanted to go at night, and he said with a faint smile: "Eat the food you cooked." ”

So she went into the kitchen, made a few very simple home-cooked dishes, three dishes and one soup, and the two of them sat facing each other, and ate the last dinner between the two in a while, when it was already dark, late at night, and dawn was approaching, and it would be the shortest night.

Just like the sentence in Buxiao's love letter, "Time is very long for a while, and very short for a while", time has really become a notion of no great deal, it can be very long, it can also be very short, and when you are with him and apart, the theory of relativity is so obvious.

If a person's presence tampers with your time, then there is a good chance that he will wantonly encroach on every moment and every corner of your heart for the rest of your life.

"What time is your plane tomorrow?" Before going to bed, Yu Wei asked Chong Buxiao when she lay down on the bed, she didn't ask this question all day today, but the closer she got to that time, the more panicked she became.

"It's past eight o'clock in the morning." When Bu Xiao sat down on the edge of the bed, his voice became a little tired.

So early, almost as soon as it was dawn, he was leaving, Yu Wei was lying on the bed with him now, only to realize that taste, light pressure and slow twisting, long and difficult to fade, everywhere in her heart, swimming, flowing, she gradually changed that feeling to complain, why did she bear this, Bu Xiao did not miss it from beginning to end, she did not miss it, why was he forced to leave......

Bu Xiao hugged Yu Wei, slowly felt that her breathing in her arms had become a little disordered, turned around, pulled her little head with one hand, and looked down at her: "What's wrong?" ”

Yu Wei gritted her back molars, she almost had to endure it until tomorrow after he left, she broke out alone, she restrained herself and slowly gritted the words: "You know, you are not wrong about anything......"

vaguely saw the water in her eyes, Bu Xiao originally knew that she would not feel so good at all, and she was almost distressed to death at this time, rubbed her hair and smiled: "It's really okay, I'll be back soon, when I make a big profit, take you all over the world, let's play with the earth as a globe, how about it?" ”

Yu Wei listened to him joking, saying that where the scenery is good, where you must go, she hugged Buxiao tightly, feeling his body temperature and taste, and didn't want to waste a second.

"Go to sleep, it's late." Bu Xiao looked at her with dark eyes and reminded.

By the time she goes to class tomorrow, he's gone, and it's almost dawn, and the night will only be shorter when she falls asleep.

But she still accidentally fell asleep, so when she opened her eyes again, there was a blue light sprinkled through the gap in the curtains, it was like the sky was about to light up, there was no one on her side, and the sound of water came from the bathroom, which was the sound of Buxiao washing.

The feeling at that moment was really something she had never experienced, Yu Wei lifted the quilt and quickly got up, she knew that there was not much time left, when she walked to the bathroom, she saw the suitcase of Buxiao in the living room, she pretended not to see anything, but her stomach seemed to be caught, and she suddenly felt like she wanted to vomit.

Pulling open the bathroom door, Bu Xiao looked at her, he was shaving, and smiled evilly as usual: "Baby, woke up?" ”

He was like he was going to leave for a while, he washed up with her, changed clothes, and had breakfast, Yu Wei looked at the wall clock on the wall, five o'clock, six o'clock, almost seven o'clock, the three needles walked so fast that they couldn't stop...... Bu Xiao finally checked his luggage, stood up and said, "Let's go." ”

The sky was blue, it was the time when the sun was the warmest and brightest, everything in the picture was clearly illuminated, he was wearing a long black coat, he opened his legs, and walked towards the door, the smile on his face was bad and frivolous, and every detail she was so familiar with was seen in her eyes, and she greedily wanted to imprint all the details in the depths of her mind.

Walking to the door, Bu Xiao stopped and asked her, "Don't you hug me?" Yu Wei walked over and hugged him tightly, burying her face in his chest, it seemed that she had been hugging for a long time and it seemed to be only a second, so his body temperature disappeared in an instant.

didn't say goodbye, as if it was just a simple departure from home and would come back in the afternoon, Bu Xiao took a deep look at Yu Wei with bright and cunning eyes, raised his eyebrows and smiled at her, and after going out, he closed the door for her.

There was a "click", and the door was slammed shut.

The whole world, suddenly, there was a dead silence.

Suddenly it was empty, and there was only one room left, but she could clearly smell the smell of him, the faint smell of tobacco and ironing, the smell mixed together.

Buxiao is gone, and she doesn't know when she will come back, she won't see him for an unknown time from this moment...... Yu Wei suddenly had an impulse, wanted to open the door, run down the stairs, grab him, and let the whole world go to hell, everyone is selfish, why can't he do it himself? If they all knew what Buxiao meant to her, she was at this moment, the whole world was cut off, the light was withdrawn, and only this closed door was left, and everyone would understand her pain.

Yu Wei stood quietly in place for a while, and the sudden silence was the most cruel kind of reality, and the overwhelming pressure on her could not be relieved.

I don't know how long it took, but when she felt that the whole house was surrounded by sunlight in an almost false brightness, Yu Wei walked to the balcony and looked downstairs, Buxiao's black car was no longer there, the place where the original parking place was empty, and he was really gone.

Suddenly, the feeling of wanting to vomit was even stronger, she quickly ran back to the house, rushed into the bathroom and hugged the toilet, and vomited all the breakfast she had just eaten, and her whole body seemed to be turned out from the inside out.

Buxiao went downstairs and got into the car, a series of movements were very coherent, until he started the car and felt out the cigarette case, and his movements became a little stagnant......

With his hands on the steering wheel, staring at the black cigarette case, he didn't have a smile on his face.

This is his own old rule, after saying goodbye to her, light a cigarette to wait for her, this is what he has secretly agreed with a long time ago, and he really hasn't left it down once.

In the past, he was downstairs at her aunt's house, at the gate of her school, and later he sent her to various places, and the mood of this cigarette was different, sometimes it was worry, sometimes it was pain, sometimes it was relaxation and happiness, he had so many moods for her, but he had not felt this way.

He hoped that the cigarette would never be smoked.

"Bang", the lighter lit the cigarette, he smoked, watching the flames burn the tobacco little by little, burning out the black and gray edges and constantly burning towards the tail, a little bit turned into ash and fell, uncontrollably burned to the end, when the cigarette was extinguished, Bu Xiao showed a somewhat empty smile, is this the shortest cigarette in his life? Why so quickly, it burned out mercilessly.

Bu Xiao raised his head, looked at the balcony of Yu Wei's house with deep eyes, the two pots of azaleas were still there, she didn't come out, he looked at it for a while, put a smile on his face again, and then started the car and left.

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The day Bu Xiao left, the sunshine was really too good to be true, the next day was the first day of the National Day holiday, Yu Na came back from boarding school in the afternoon, and happily helped her cook together, she seemed to see that she was in a bad mood, and asked the reason, Yu Wei said that Bu Xiao was gone, she gasped and covered her face: "Sister, did you break up with your brother-in-law?" ”

Nana's expression was full of eagerness and worry, Yu Wei shook her head, and said lightly when she served the pork rib soup: "How can you break up, he is on a business trip." ”

Yu Na let out a "whew" and blew out a long breath: "It's really scared to death, why are you so sad on a business trip?" It's good to be separated for a while when you're in love, Xiao Beisheng is newly married, you two are tired of being together all day long, and my single dog is going to be abused to death. ”

Seeing that her sister was in a bad mood, Yu Na washed the dishes very diligently, but when she was working, she turned around the house a few times, only to find that there were things everywhere, and she was just away from home for a week to live in school, and her sister bought so many brother-in-law's supplies at home, what slippers, water cups, toothbrushes, all have a set of brother-in-law, as if she was not at home, she lived with him, and then saw Yu Wei sitting on the sofa at this time, drinking water in a daze, looking like she was going to die, she couldn't help but ask: "Sister, What do you do with your brother-in-law every time, is there any measure? ”

Yu Weimeng was stunned for a moment when she heard her sister ask such a strange question, and when she said this, she really remembered another thing, the last time she was in the bathroom with Buxiao, she really didn't do anything...... But she should have had her period before that day, it was the safe period, and in addition, she was indeed a little crazy that time, and secretly remembered Buxiao's unreliable suggestion of "getting on the bus first and then buying a ticket".

She was suddenly mentioned at this time, and couldn't help but start to be nervous, half expectant, half worried, and finally she simply thought, that would be good, if she was really pregnant, Bu Xiao would not have to leave......

Yu Na saw that her expression was cloudy, and she leaned up and asked, "Sister, your eldest aunt hasn't come yet?" ”

"It's okay, it's just a few days of postponement once in a while." Yu Wei didn't know what her mood should be at this time, she vomited in the morning, but she only vomited because she was in a bad mood and had an upset stomach, even if she reacted, it couldn't be so fast......

With this matter in her heart, Yu Wei was faintly worried, but because of the low probability, she didn't take it seriously, just as the National Day came as scheduled, Qi Miao returned to G City, and the two of them made an appointment to go to dinner and shopping together the next day, and she was in a slightly better mood.

On the first day of the holiday, she made an appointment with Qi Miao to meet at the café where the two used to go, Yuwei arrived first and ordered a drink, but after a while, the door of the store was pushed open and the bell rang, and when she looked up and saw the person who came in, she suddenly had a long-lost smile on her face.

"Tail!" Sure enough, far away, she heard the very familiar Qi Miao shouting at herself, sweet and crisp, and saw the familiar figure running towards the booth excitedly.