Chapter 183: Long-Lost Greetings (1)
The bean sprouts carried the basket and went to deliver food to Haoran, leaving Wanruo alone at home and crying. Haoran's sentence "You still have the face to say", a seemingly ordinary sentence, is like a knife cut. A face is the most precious thing for a woman, more precious than life, especially for a woman like Wanruo, it is even bigger than the sky! This sentence touched the depths of Wanruo's heart at once, making her unbearable! She buried herself in the quilt and cried loudly!
The sudden change completely broke the peace of the family. Wanruo understands very well what everything she is facing at the moment means, either she can tell everything and save her family; Either the jar will be broken and screwed to the end, and the family will be broken and the body will be incomplete! Go left and right, just in the middle of your own thoughts!
The child is Lao Yao's, this fact is only known to me, Zhang Rongfeng is no matter how capable she is, she is not as convincing as my words, no one will believe her little tricks, although her set is very scientific! I know we've been fighting all the time, what are we fighting? Is it the belonging of true love? Now all this is not important, the important thing is that God favored me and made me unexpectedly pregnant with Lao Yao's child, which is my biggest wish in my life! I can now say to Lao Yao without shame, Lao Yao, we have a son, it's yours, I'm not with you in vain, I have fulfilled the responsibility of a wife, you can be blind in this life, you have a future, you can glorify your ancestors!
Lao Yao, one day I will tell you this secret, but not now. I will let the dog be left to call your father, and after a few decades, I will also let the dog be left in your ancestral grave, his surname is Yao, not Xie!
Lao Yao, have you hated me all these years? I know that your union with Zhang Rongfeng is forced to be helpless! I understand you, you couldn't help it at that time, Da Zhuang Dad, the old secretary, Haoran, Qiao'er Niang, at that time, everyone's happiness was maintained on you alone, you nodded, everyone was happy, if you didn't nod, you would ruin the happiness of the three families, and you couldn't explain it to the old secretary, although the old secretary knew that you were suffering huge grievances at that time!
You fulfilled everyone and swallowed the bitter fruit silently! Lao Yao, have you had a good time all these years? Zhang Rongfeng didn't let you down, she didn't let me down, she gave birth to a big fat boy for you after all, and achieved my ultimate goal, she really fought for me! Old Yao, do you know? When I learned that she gave birth to a big fat boy for you, I happily said to myself, Lao Yao, I succeeded in borrowing seeds! Our separation pains were not in vain!
Lao Yao, we haven't seen each other alone since we separated, we are separated by a wall, and I am alone at home every day, do you know what it's like to have only one person in your heart? I know, you know, and I know. But we are destined to live like this for the rest of our lives, and when I walk out of your house, it is all doomed!
But it's okay, Lao Yao, you kid is really blessed, your two wives have fought for you, and they have given birth to a big fat boy for you, be content! Look at our dog, how smart he is, his natural root nature is good, you look like you, it is simply your reinvention talent, true nature, spirituality, dare to act, full of pride! You are looking at Yao Jian, smart and studious, born steady, with lofty ambitions, he is exactly what I imagined my married child to look like, I want to give you a child like this, neither like you who fight and kill all day long, but also like me who is naturally intelligent and knows how to be motivated! Lao Yao, look at these two children, one is one and one is martial, you just wait for the children to give you the glory of your ancestors!
Lao Yao, I was wronged today! I've grown so big, my parents haven't scolded me, but Haoran scolded me today, and I was hurt deeply! Old Yao, do you hear me crying? I don't even know how many times I've cried, but I'm crying today as if I'm saying goodbye! Especially when I was wronged like this, I couldn't even rely on a man's chest, how sad you think a woman should be!
Lao Yao, do you remember? When we met, what I liked was that you were a man who stood up to the sky, and your thick chest was what I wanted to rely on in my life, and I finally got it! Old Yao, you know how much I want to make a hole in this wall, then there will be no obstacles, and we can stay together for the rest of our lives like before! However, I don't dare, even if this wall is a layer of window paper, I don't dare to touch it, even if it is broken by itself, I will take the initiative to plug it, because the wall can collapse, but the wall in my heart must not have a crack because of this!
This is the life of man. No matter how big the difficulties in life are, we can try our best to overcome them and make up for them, but only the cracks of this relationship cannot be stitched up, it cracks in the heart, the pain is on the tip of the heart, there are tears dare not flow, there is pain dare not say!
"Wanruo."
Just when Wanruo buried her head in the quilt and cried secretly, she suddenly heard a call, this voice is so familiar!
Wanruo suspected that she had misheard, and suddenly stopped crying, and listened carefully under the covers.
"Wanruo."
This time, Wanruo heard it clearly, it was indeed someone calling her name at home, and this one was a little louder than the one just now.
Old Yao? No way? But I really hear it?! Isn't he?
Wanruo suddenly lifted the quilt and looked at the voice. She saw clearly, it was indeed Lao Yao! She sat up with a "pout".
"Lie down, lie down and talk." Lao Yao said.
Wanruo leaned against the wall, wiped a handful of tears and said to Lao Yao: "Lao Yao, you sit, you sit." ”
"Okay." Lao Yao sat on the kang and said, "What's wrong?" I heard you two arguing. ”
"Woo woo woo ......" Wan Ruo didn't want to cry, but somehow it happened, after Lao Yao didn't ask, she couldn't help but cry "woo". This is a long-lost greeting, this is a voice of her heart that she is looking forward to day and night through the wall, and this is a key to open the emotional floodgates!
"Do you want to cry, or do you want to talk? If you want to cry, then I'll leave, and if you want to talk, then I'll stay. Lao Yao said.
"Don't, don't, stay with me, I listen to you, I don't cry, I don't cry." Wanruo took out a handkerchief from under the pillow, wiped a handful of tears, glanced at Lao Yao, sighed and said, "Lao Yao, I can't hide it!" ”
This sentence was originally Wanruo didn't want to say, this sentence is the proudest thing in her life, and she also knows that what she wants to hear most now is this sentence! This secret is speculation, and I am the only one who understands it best, and only I can characterize it!
"What do you mean? What can't be hidden? Lao Yao asked.
Wanruo never felt that every word she said at this moment was so difficult! Don't say it's panicked, let's talk about it, and I don't know where to start, it feels like a fish in the throat, and people who are suffocated are uncomfortable! She tried several times, but she just couldn't say the words! "Woo woo woo ......" Wanruo finally couldn't hold it back, and cried again and again!
"Look, why are you crying again, didn't I come to see you cry?" Lao Yao's expression became serious.
Lao Yao's serious expression was a kind of majesty, and this expression was something that everyone didn't dare to face! Wanruo still vaguely remembered that when she first saw Lao Yao, she was fascinated by Lao Yao's irresistible expression, and from that moment on, she decided that this person was the person she wanted to pursue in her life!
"Lao Yao, I can't hide it, the dog is leftover, the dog is your child, it's our child!" Wanruo mustered up the courage to finally say this most difficult sentence!
Lao Yao didn't speak, just looked at the side and nodded slightly, as if he expected it.
"What, you know?" Wanruo saw that Lao Yao was not surprised at all, so she asked.
"Well, okay, I got it." Lao Yao looked at Wanruo and said, "He knows?" ”
"Well, it looks like I do."
"You're still hiding it from him? So he's angry with you? ”
"Hmm."
"Is it useful for you to die like this? You ask everybody, look at what others say, if there is one person who doubts that the dog is my child, who wouldn't believe it? ”
"Lao Yao, I don't have an idea, help me, I don't care, Haoran can also care, but what should we do with our children."
"You asked me to tell Haoran the truth? Have you ever thought about what that would be? He'll let me go, right? Does he still have the courage to live? Will this home still exist? ”
"It is precisely because of your thinking logic that Haoran is fighting with you! There is no even the most basic honesty between husband and wife, what do you think he has left? The child is not his, doesn't it mean that you have a ghost in your heart? I can't spare you! ”
"Tell him all the truth? Ask for his forgiveness? ”
"You're smarter than anyone else, do you need to ask me about this?"
But would he believe it? Will he tolerate all this? He's a man, he's the same as you, I'm not able to have children now, which means that he can't give him the heir to his unjustly dead father, and he has completely cut off the incense since his generation, and he can't even do the only hope in his life, what should you think if you? ”
Yes, Wanruo's words completely touched Lao Yao! This fact he had to admit that Wanruo's consideration was right, when I was with Wanruo, didn't I just worry about this matter all day long? Otherwise, what are men marrying for purpose? Isn't the purpose of the family to reproduce? It couldn't be easier!
If you want to keep this family, it is not impossible, then only Lao Yao will make a sacrifice, although this decision is against his will, but he must do it for the sake of Wanruo, in order to protect this family!
"Wanruo, you are too idealistic, there is nothing wrong with your pursuit of perfection, but after all, we are ordinary people, we deal with firewood, rice, oil and salt all day long, and we must do things in line with the logic of life. I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, but after all, we are separated, and if we have a family, we must be responsible for this family, and each of us in the family has its own responsibilities, and each of us has its own responsibilities in order to maintain the peace of this family. ”
"Wanruo, I remember your kindness to me, but after all, it's different from before now, the relationship has changed, we have to acquiesce to all this, otherwise this is called perverse, you will not only destroy your family, but also have an impact on my family, I hope you will be very aware of this!"
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