Chapter 182: The Hidden Pain Behind the Applause

"Hey, uncle, are you back?" Bean Sprouts stood in place, looking at Haoran in front of him with both hands still holding the posture of drying clothes just now, and asked.

Yes, Haoran is back, he doesn't dare to face the old secretary, he really wants to tell the old secretary about the pain in his heart, but he thinks that this matter is useless to anyone, and there is only one final result - he took the initiative to surrender and acquiesce to all this, this is his only choice!

Clear-eyed people don't need to explain, the dog is not his own child at all, this point, Haoran at this moment can no longer understand, no matter how much rhetoric and concealment, he has to admit this fact!

So why is all this? Is Wanruo unfaithful to herself? She forced me to marry her, is it all fake? She loves Lao Yao so much, the reason why he resolutely left Lao Yao is really as noble as she said that she couldn't give birth to Lao Yao, and the noble righteousness is awe-inspiring? Could it be that she really didn't know that she was pregnant with Lao Yao's child?

Now Haoran really doesn't understand all this, even if you didn't know that you were pregnant with Lao Yao's child, then you knew afterwards, but why didn't you tell me directly, why do you still want to quibble? What motivates you to get to where you are? What are the hurdles in your heart that you can't get over?

That chaotic era created a lot of chaotic people and things, this is a product of the times, everyone understands, why not say it honestly and unfairly? I'm a hard-working child, I'm my age now, what more do I want? I struggled in pain in the first half of my life, didn't I just ask for peace and happiness in the second half of my life, and live a life in harmony and peace of mind as a family?

The people closest to me can't treat themselves well, and they don't treat me well, so what's the point of my life?

My children have been raised for so many years but they are someone else, and my wife seems to be separated from herself, and it seems to be a complete and happy home, and I only know that this is the result today, God, where can you let me fall in love?

"Uncle, what's wrong Uncle? Why are you looking at me like that? Seeing that Haoran didn't reply for a long time, why did she always look at herself like this, she felt very panicked, so she asked again.

"Oh." At this time, Haoran came to his senses from deep thought, and quickly said with an "oh" sound: "It's okay, it's okay." Your aunt gave you clothes? ”

The bean sprouts said "um", "Isn't it pretty?" ”

"Well, it's good-looking, I don't even know you anymore. This dress is worn on you, and this hairpin is matched on your head, it is simply a heavenly maiden descending to earth, so beautiful! Haoran said.

The face of the bean sprouts is red, pink, and the charm in the shyness is the purest subtle beauty of the girl, she can melt everything, and make people think about being in it and can't extricate themselves!

"Uncle, stop talking! The dog said that I can stand it, and my aunt said that I can stand it too. But why do you say that I can't stand it? It's really a different feeling from them! The bean sprouts put their hands together and writhed their bodies, and the delicate and delicate posture was even more difficult to let go! The feeling of the bean sprouts now suddenly reminded her of the scene when Haoran went to buy her bean sprouts, and at that time she felt that there was an irresistible aura on this person, and whenever she saw him, she would have a heart-pounding feeling!

"Really? What's the difference? Who doesn't love others to praise themselves, you are already beautiful, I am not exaggerating? ”

"Oh uncle, hurry up, you're hungry, hurry up and eat, I'll give you a hot meal." Bean Sprouts said and quickly ran to the stove to heat the rice.

Haoran glanced at Wanruo's house, turned his head and turned to the house where the dog was left. He didn't want to face her, he had nothing to say, and when he spoke, he choked up, and it was almost out of place!

Haoran didn't want to see those sharp eyes, that pair of self-respecting expressions he was used to, at first, he thought that it was the majesty of a big sister's care for her younger brother, because she was indeed stronger than herself, this kind of obedient recognition is based on a happy family of mutual trust, which is the law that every family should follow.

And now, where? This feeling has come to a 180-degree reversal! He was disgusted at the sight of this domineering face, because she had deviated from the concept of affection, and the inherent pyramid of the family had collapsed, everything had changed beyond recognition, nothing had ceased to exist, and she had lost the unbreakable majesty she had before!

"Haoran, come over for a moment." Wanruo knew that Haoran was back when she heard him talking to the bean sprouts in the yard, and she heard it really. It is said that the ears of the blind are Trane, and that is because they have been trained over many years. Wanruo is no exception, over the years, she can't get off the kang, and the movements outside are all based on her long-term attention, and she has already practiced it.

There was no response. Wanruo saw that Haoran had made up his mind not to come to my house, he was determined to fight me to the end, and he wouldn't believe me anymore. He felt that he had been deceived, and he felt that he had been humiliated like he had never been in his life! He can tolerate anything, the only thing he can't tolerate is the deception of feelings!

"Haoran, I'm talking to you. There is always a problem to be solved, is it the solution to the problem that you avoid like this? Even if it's a big thing, you have to sit down and talk about it, right? You didn't come back last night, I didn't sleep last night, after so many years of getting along day and night, there was suddenly one less person on my pillow, you couldn't sleep well, and I couldn't live in peace, why do you have to torture each other like this? ”

The north house is three big houses, and they live in the east room, with a bright living room in the middle, and the dog is usually in the west room. After Wanruo finished speaking, she vaguely heard the sound of the dog turning over impatiently in the room.

"I don't believe you can sleep like this. Why don't you eat first, and then you can sleep. Judging by the time, the old secretary asked you to come back, right? He asked you to come back just to let you eat and sleep well, I won't bother you anymore, I know how big things are in the brigade headquarters now, the old secretary can't leave you, you will be the one who will take the lead in the future, and the whole village is still counting on you. I don't care if you make trouble with me, but if you have an awkward relationship with the old secretary and can't get along with the whole village, then it's really your fault, I hope you can think about this problem clearly! ”

Wanruo's words are sincere and sincere, and every sentence is reasonable. She heard the sound of turning over in the house again.

"Uncle, get up and eat." The bean sprouts were hot, and he brought them to the house and said to Haoran: "Eat it, uncle, eat it while it's hot, you see that there are bean sprouts you love to eat, they are fragrant and crispy, make sure you love to eat them." ”

"Well, let's put it there first, leave it alone, I'll eat it in a while."

"Bean sprouts, no, tell your uncle to get up and eat, he didn't eat last night." At this time, Wanruo in the east room said.

"That's it, uncle, you didn't eat last night, this person is iron rice and steel, no matter how strong a man is, he can't live without eating! Hurry up, you see my aunt has called you. ”

As soon as the bean sprouts' words fell, I saw Haoran sit up from the kang and said, "It's because she spoke that I didn't eat it!" ”

It came so suddenly, so scared that Bean Sprouts almost threw away her rice bowl, Bean Sprouts stared at Haoran with wide eyes, so scared that she didn't dare to speak anymore.

"What are you yelling at the kid? People's bean sprouts have worked hard all day long to recruit you and provoke you? Kick your nose in the face? Tell you well, who are you blowing your beard and glaring at? ”

"Do you need to say it? Are you making it clear? I haven't said you yet, but you yelled at me, and you still have the face to say! ”

"What did you just say? Okay, you're Haoran, you dare to say such ugly things, are you still a man? ”

"Oh, uncle, aunt, what are you two doing? Okay, why is that, why are you still arguing? Seeing that the two of them were getting higher than the other, the bean sprouts hurriedly shouted at Haoran and Wanruo.

Bean Sprouts really doesn't know what they're arguing about, he only knows what the dog is leftover, but no matter what, they won't be so angry, just like the enemy!

Haoran looked at the bean sprouts and forcibly suppressed the anger in his heart. His chest rose and fell violently, and he really wanted to quarrel with Wanruo, but he looked at the bean sprouts in front of him and held back. Haoran put on his shoes, rushed out of the house angrily, and walked out of his house.

Haoran left, and there was a sobbing sound of "whining" from the east room. Bean Sprouts hurriedly ran to the house and said to Wanruo: "Auntie, don't cry, don't cry, okay?" You're not in good health, if you cry badly, what's the matter? ”

This is the first time Wanruo has cried sadly when she comes here, she has never felt so wronged, she knows that sooner or later there will be such a day, but this day came too suddenly!

But who is to blame for all this? What a sin! I regret not being at the beginning, I shouldn't have chosen to leave at that time! Not to mention giving up his beloved to his rival, he also conceived his child without knowing it, and planted a curse for himself! It's really retribution, who is to blame for the sins you have done? What reason do I have to yell at Haoran?

"Bean sprouts, you go to dinner, I'm fine, I think I'll be quiet."

"Oh, okay then, don't worry, Auntie, your body is important."

"Got it, go ahead."

The bean sprouts served the bowl of rice to Hao Ran Sheng and walked out of the house, this scene just now made her feel very uncomfortable, her uncle left, she didn't even eat a meal, and it is estimated that she will not come back tonight. My aunt was crying alone in the house, a good home, why did it suddenly become like this?

No, I have to bring food to my uncle, he is so busy with work, how can he do if he doesn't eat. I remember that he often told me that the body is the capital of the revolution, and we must have enough to eat, no matter how tired we are from work, and how poor our life is, we can't leave this meal behind!

Thinking of this, the bean sprouts took a basket with a round bottom, reheated the rice, filled a big bowl of rice, a large bowl of bean sprouts, and two cakes, and walked out of the house.

When Haoran came to the brigade headquarters, the old secretary and they were already in a meeting. His arrival alarmed everyone, and all the cadres in the conference room stood up. Because Haoran walked from the team headquarters early in the morning, other cadres came to the team headquarters one after another, and when the meeting was held, people asked the old secretary, why Haoran was late today? No, he never arrives late or leaves early, right? Then the old secretary told everyone about Haoran not coming home last night.

"Have you eaten it?" The old secretary asked Haoran.

"Hmm."

"Come on, come on, come and sit down, write a report for the night, don't come when you're tired, look at your eyes, look at how bad your face is."

"Come on, Haoran, hurry up and drink saliva."

"Haoran, the old secretary of the report you wrote told us, let us be convinced, it's really good, with you in the future, we all have hope, you have to pay attention to your body! The old secretary said, we are still waiting for you to lead the big guy to do that in the future! ”

The big guy greeted warmly, praising Haoran's goodness, and they felt that they saw the hope of making a fortune from Haoran.

"Haoran, come, you wrote the report, it just so happens that you are here, you can explain it to everyone. I can only talk to everyone while watching and discussing together, but it is too hard. The old secretary said to Haoran.

"Thank you for your recognition. The side hustle projects I wrote are all familiar to everyone, and there is nothing unusual. To say that what I wrote can be recognized by everyone is just an extension of the development technology that everyone knows, so that it is more operable, durable, comprehensive, and more developable, so that all our projects can be one step ahead of others and more forward-looking, which is our advantage. Haoran said.

"Yes, yes, yes, that is. Just now, the old secretary also explained to us what you mean, and we understood it as soon as we heard it, it was really good, we could understand it as soon as we heard it, and it was also very easy to operate. A cadre said.

"yes, there's nothing technical about it, I just thought of something that others didn't expect. In the future work, we will train a hard professional and technical personnel, play a brand name, must not make mistakes, to let others think of us as soon as they mention it, this is the key! At that time, we won't have to worry about running out of work! Haoran said.

"Haoran, you just do it boldly, we will support you. There are no rules, there are rules and regulations to do business, and the system can be guaranteed first! A cadre said.

"Yes, you're right. I emphasized this point at the end of the report, no matter how good the project, no matter how perfect the planning, it is inseparable from the rules and regulations, he is the protector of success or not, no matter who violates the rules and regulations, we must take this as the criterion, otherwise we can't do anything! Actively and willingly, rewards and punishments are clear, cadres take the lead, carry forward the glorious tradition of our older generation, speak with benefits, promote with actual benefits, and twist everyone into a rope. ”

Whoa, whoa, whoa......

As soon as Haoran's words were finished, there was continuous applause in the conference room!

"Okay, good, that's really good, this is what our talented students should do!" At this time, the old secretary spoke: "Haoran, I can praise you to the sky in front of Secretary Jiang, don't you drop the chain!" You see that the big guys have pinned all their hopes on you, as long as you give an order, you will be invincible! Come on, lad! ”

Once again, there was warm applause in the conference room!

At this moment, the old secretary suddenly felt something, and he couldn't help but look out the door. It didn't matter what he looked at, and everyone's eyes followed him towards the door.

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