38. Dismantle the cabinet door

"Qianxuan, do me a favor, please~"

"Are you really mentally prepared? I'm not optimistic about the outcome of this. ”

"Well, I'd like to take a gamble."

"I'll help you, by the way, I also have a business called post-traumatic psychological counseling."

"I'm sorry, I don't want to increase your business at all."

Xu Qianxuan chuckled: "I'm also happy and relaxed, I wish you good luck." ”

Qin Luan hung up the phone, thinking about Xu Qianxuan's words just now: Human nature can't stand the test, no matter what way you use it, what kind of attitude you use to test human nature is extremely stupid, if you want to use this method to test your parents' love for you, just wait to witness the end of both sides.

Qin Luan is still willing to gamble, her family's parent-child relationship is healthy and good, and there is a big premise for a good parent-child relationship: parents are happy themselves, so that parents will not use their children to make up for their inner regrets, such a family, everyone is independent, not a borderless symbiotic relationship. Based on the confidence of understanding, she trusted that her parents would not let her down.

At eight o'clock on Sunday night, Shi Feiwan was watching TV in the living room with the Qin family's parents, Kong Mansu and Qin Tian both have persistent feelings for TV, more precisely, they like to watch the free time between the programs with advertisements, which can be used for communication and complaining.

When Kong Mansu complained about TV countless times and inserted TV series in commercials, Qin Luan sat down next to Kong Mansu.

Kong Mansuna squinted at the corner of her eyes: "Do you have time to accompany us today?" ”

Kong Mansu complained about the Qin family's sisters and brothers who were unwilling to accompany him to watch live TV, and they were not as intimate as Shi Feiwan's goddaughter.

"Mom, Dad, I have something to tell you." Qin Luan didn't talk about the past with a hippie smile like usual, she was very strict, and her face was even dignified.

Kong Mansu and Qin Tian saw that Qin Luan also followed Yan SΓΉ like this, they pricked up their ears and sat down looking at Qin Luan: "What's wrong?" What's the trouble again? ”

Qin Luan muttered: "Yes, it's a big disaster." ”

Shi Feiwan looked at Qin Luan suspiciously, wasn't it okay yesterday? What trouble can you get out of if you don't go out today?

Kong Mansu quickly judged Qin Luan's words with years of experience, she looked normal but a little nervous, just a little nervous, people are fine, Kong Mansu breathed a sigh of relief, and asked softly: "What about the other party?" What happened? Is it strict? ”

Qin Luan shook his head slowly, took a deep breath and looked at Kong Mansu: "Mom, I like women." ”

Kong Mansu blinked, a little stuck: "I like women...... What does that mean? ”

Qin Luan calmed down: "That's what you think." ”

Shi Feiwan looked at Qin Luan with a shocked expression, and suddenly became so nervous that it was difficult to breathe, and her heartbeat was so fast that it seemed like she was about to burst through her chest.

Kong Mansu was still shaking her head, Qin Tian was afraid of her hand, looked at Qin Luan and said sternly, "Are you messing around again?" ”

"I didn't." Qin Luan said, "I really like someone of the same gender as me, the kind of love I want to spend my life with her." ”

Kong Mansu's voice trembled a little, Qin Luan's heart twitched a little when he listened, and it hurt a little, Kong Mansu said, "Do you know what you're talking about...... ”

Qin Luan gritted his teeth: "I know!" ”

"I also know it's a bit sudden for you, but it's a decision I made after careful consideration, I also thought about whether this is abnormal, and it took me a lot of time to find myself, and then I found out that I'm still the same me, the part I've been looking for has just been ignored and denied by myself, sexual orientation is not optional, I keep learning to accept myself, recognize myself, I know that keeping it a secret will only make me suffer every day, and now I finally muster up the courage to show you the real me, maybe you can't accept it now, But I want you to try to understand. ”

Kong Mansu slowly calmed down, and her attitude was vague: "It's too sudden, give us a little time to digest." ”

Qin Luan wanted to say something, but was stopped by Shi Feiwan, she shook her head slightly: "Let your parents think about it, don't push them too hard." ”

Qin Luan nodded, and after saying goodbye to his parents, he was obediently pulled away by Shi Feiwan.

Shi Feiwan hurriedly took Qin Luan to his room, and just brought the door to glare at her fiercely and asked, "What the hell were you doing just now?!" ”

"How?" Not in front of his parents, Qin Luan didn't see a serious attitude at all, "Just allow you to like women, can't I?" ”

"You're tooβ€”too!" Shi Feiwan didn't know how to describe her current mood, as if she was the one who suddenly came out of the closet, anxious and tormented like a prisoner waiting for the verdict, what was even more annoying was Qin Luan's attitude, what kind of words were it?!

"Don't be in a hurry." Qin Luan hugged Shi Feiwan comfortingly, stroked her back and said, "You also know what kind of character our parents are, they will figure it out, and they won't even make us wait for a long time." ”

"It's too nonsense......" Shi Feiwan felt Qin Luan's comfort, slowly raised his arm to hug her back, and said in a choked voice: "I also watched you grow up, honestly, I don't want you to take this road, not because I can't understand you, but I understand how much harm there will be on this road, what I'm afraid of is that you will go through your life in a strange light, I'm afraid that your relationship will be bumpy and unhappy, I'm afraid that you will be old and helpless, and I will even hate why I can't help you make society accept you, To expose you and your partner to so much gossip ...... "Is homosexuality wrong?" No, but homosexuality is the original sin, and the crime is "different from the majority".

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, Qin Luan wants to ask Shi Fei to say a word to Shi's mother, what she is afraid of is also what she has to face. She patted Shi Feiwan on the back, like Shi Feiwan had coaxed her countless times when she was a child, "Be optimistic, you don't always think about taking the responsibility on yourself, you can occasionally try to fight for your own happiness, if I am as strong as you, then I will not be afraid of those gossips, you want me to be happy, right?" I also have the same idea, no matter which path you take, as long as it can make you happy, I will support you. ”

When you stand from the protected position to the protector's position, you will also be stronger when you have protection in your heart. Understanding is one thing that needs to be supported by strength, Qin Luan is extremely glad that his parents did not regard their children as spiritual pillars, and it is extremely cruel to simply and rudely stifle the sustenance of their parents.

The Qin family has always been a free-range education method, the biggest expectation for children is not to grow crooked, brave and kind is the most basic requirement of the Qin family for their children, the good thing is that several children who grow up in this environment are very competitive, even if it is easy to crook Qin Luan, he has always grown up with Shi Feiwan as an example.

As for Qin Luan's sudden coming out, Kong Mansu and Qin Tian are also reflecting on whether they are usually too laissez-faire in their relationship.

Early the next morning, the four people who knew about it all got up early, Qin Luan and Shi Fei woke up earlier, watched their parents walk down from the upstairs, and got up tacitly.

Kong Mansu calmly said good morning to them and walked to the kitchen, Qin Luan chuckled in her heart, she was not afraid of any overreaction, she was afraid of her parents' attitude as if nothing had happened.

Shi Feiwan followed into the kitchen, leaving Qin Luan facing Qin Tian, Qin Tian didn't care about the majesty of the head of the family even in front of his own children, and he couldn't take off the hat of his wife and slave, he smiled generously and patted Qin Luan's shoulder: "Mansu and I thought all night yesterday, we think you have no problem, we won't force you, do what you like, don't let yourself regret it, you are working hard, we will work hard." ”

Qin Luan looked at Qin Tian's bloodshot eyes, but her spirit was still undiminished, and for the first time she had the urge to cry, she hugged Qin Tian and howled exaggeratedly: "Wow, Dad, I love you to death!" ”

Shi Feiwan listened to Qin Luan's movements, smiled from the bottom of her heart, she took out the invitation letter that Qin Luan gave her yesterday and handed it to Kong Mansu: "Mother Qin, this is an invitation to a lecture on LGBT that will be held in City B in the near future, I hope you can take the time to find out." ”

"That girl is already ready." It can be said that he is not unaware of his daughter Kong Mansu, "We are not so pedantic people, yesterday I checked the information with Lao Qin all night, some children are indeed too bitter, and we don't want to become like that." ”

"No, it won't." Shi Feiwan smiled gently, "She is stronger than many people." ”

After Qin You and Qin You went downstairs, they were very confused when they saw a happy atmosphere below, until after Kong Man and Su Qin Tian went out, Qin You asked Qin Luan curiously: "What happened?" Why are Mom and Dad smiling like they are turning on the light today? ”

"Go, did you say that about your parents?" Qin Luan knocked on Qin You and said with a smile: "It's not a big deal, it's just that I came out of the closet, and my parents expressed their support for me." ”

"Poof!" Qin You was shocked, "Come out?!" ”

Even Qin seemed to look at him with a surprised face: "Why are you too?" ”

"This kind of practice that can expand the scope of mate selection by 300 million at once is in line with my style." Qin Luan joked, of course she knew that her parents tried their best to be tolerant and gentle with her in order not to put pressure on her, and when they really accepted it, it was estimated that they would dislike her boyfriend for not having one, and her girlfriend would not see her bring one back.

"That's right." Qin Luan stabbed Qin You with his elbow, "Your three sisters all like women, you must like women." ”

"What? All three sisters?? "Qin You is messy.

"Maybe not all." Qin Luan looked at Qin Ruan, raised his eyebrows and said, "But people, you have to figure out what you like." ”