37. Disclosure
"So what do you think love should look like?"
Shi Feiwan's expression was too calm, the corners of her mouth were slightly curved, and her eyes reflected her helpless appearance, Qin seemed to be suddenly, when did she become like this?
I can't tell at all that she was a shy girl who was tied up when she was a child, and their positions seem to be in the opposite direction over the years, the child who needs her to protect everything has grown up and can take charge of herself, but he has turned back to take care of her, for some reason, Qin seems to be a little sad about this cognition.
Shi Feiwan saw that Qin seemed to be a little depressed, and hurriedly said with relief: "It's okay if you can't think of it, it's okay for us to be like this." ”
Qin Ru shook her head and shook away the unknown sadness, she grabbed Shi Feiwan's hand and muttered: "I just thought it was strange for us to ask you." ”
Shi Feiwan couldn't cry or laugh: "Don't you have so many love experiences that you don't have any reference at all?" ”
It's really not a reference at all, Qin seems to remember that Qin Luan has complained more than once that she is in love in name only, but dating is the only way for her to maintain a long-term stable relationship with outsiders, the women around her are always estranged from her for some reason, and the men around her always want to become her boyfriend.
"There are a lot of people who say they like me." Qin didn't seem to care, "But I don't see anyone sincere." ”
So you never give your heart either, do you? That's a terrible character.
"I like you." Shi Feiwan said, "Sincerely." ”
People compare their hearts to their hearts, and those who can't see their sincerity often can't get their sincerity. But Qin seemed to be too lucky, when no one of them understood the meaning of guarding, there was such a person who would stand up for her when she needed it at any time.
The words she said were like water spilled out, Shi Feiwan had no regrets, her gaze was gentle and firm, even if Qin seemed to let her break her bottom line and uncover her dignity of strict guarding, even if as long as Qin seemed to show a little resistance, she would face the pain of fragmentation.
But she cares more about Qin, and Qin's loss will drag her into a deep, helpless and painful introspection, making her struggle in self-denial and unable to extricate herself. What Shi Feiwan did was just follow her own heart, and when Qin seemed to need it, stand in front of her and tell her that she was loved, and that was enough.
Qin seemed to blink, a little surprised at first, and then she laughed, looking a little disapproving, she said jokingly: "Then can you prove it?" ”
How do you prove your sincerity? If being stabbed can prove her sincerity, then she can endure a thousand cuts. Shi Feiwan picked up Qin's face and sighed, Qin seemed to panic, she saw real sadness in Shi Feiwan's eyes, she wanted to struggle, but the astringency that seemed to be born in the damp corner spread to the joints of her body, freezing her in place, her feet seemed to be rooted, and she couldn't move.
"If you had ever looked at me, you would have known that what I said was true." Shi Feiwan gave a gentle kiss at the corner of Qin Ru's mouth, let go of her, turned around cleanly, and walked away.
Qin seemed to be at a loss to stay where he was, his heart beating like a drum.
At the same time, Qin Luan was teasing the little short legs at Ji Weishuang's house, while complaining that her ruthless sister had left her alone in the hall.
There was another thing Qin Luan couldn't let go, she raised her head and asked Ji Weishuang: "Ji Weishuang, am I like a sausage?" ”
"Dawrsurst?" Ji Weishuang's first thought was a dog with short legs and a long body that ran almost close to the ground, she shook her head, "It's not." ”
And what Qin Luan said was a kind of air-dried meat products that people with high blood lipids should not eat, so their thinking diverged more and more unrelated, Qin Luan kept talking: "That's it, how can I be like a sausage, can the sausage have a vest line." ”
Ji Weishuang was still thinking about what the relationship between the sausage and the vest line was, and when Qin Luan looked up at Ji Weishuang again, she just looked at herself in a trance.
Qin Luan stood up and raised her eyebrows, looking like an invincible compass, she snorted angrily: "Don't you believe it? ”
Ji Weishuang smiled and didn't answer.
Qin Luan spontaneously took the initiative to pick up his clothes: "Don't believe it, look at it!" ”
Just take a look, don't touch it! Qin Luan didn't expect Ji Weishuang to be a man of action without saying a word, and her fingertips were attached to the shallow lines of Qin Luan's waist and abdomen, all the way to the lower abdomen.
Qin Luan snorted, his legs were weak and he almost knelt down, Ji Weishuang reached out to help Qin Luan, his face was full of confusion, maybe he was a little worried.
Ji Weishuang asked, "What's wrong?" Upset stomach again? ”
Qin Luan grabbed Ji Weishuang's clothes, shook his head, and slowed down without biting, it was too embarrassing! Just touched it and exploded in the head, like eating ten people's jumping candy at once, and now there seems to be a crackling and popping sound in the eardrums.
Ji Weishuang didn't think much about it, she hadn't seen the vest line, but it was the first time she touched it, and she was in the same mood as when she touched her little short legs, but she didn't expect Qin Luan to be so sensitive, and she would be soft when she touched it.
Qin Luan finally eased up, but she didn't want to come out in Ji Weishuang's arms, no wonder the little short legs like to drill into Ji Weishuang's arms, the temperature of the air conditioner in her house was low, and it was warm on her!
Qin Luan settled down, hugged his little short legs, sat next to Ji Weishuang, and changed the topic: "By the way, how have you been learning to drive recently?" ”
Ji Weishuang can reach out and touch the little short legs, so she has no opinion on this seat, and there is a formula in her heart that is gradually taking shape-
Cute + clingy + shedding + glass stomach + canine attribute feline = small short legs
Cute + clingy + no shedding + glass stomach + canine attribute feline = Qin Luan
The best toy for a cat is another cat, and the little short legs seem to have taken Qin Luan as a playmate, and Ji Weishuang is also happy to have a playmate for the little short legs, so he also loves Qin Luan.
Ji Weishuang thought about the coach's evaluation that seemed to be not psychologically tolerant, and said honestly: "The coach said that I am suitable for flying." ”
"Huh?" That must mean a lot of power, right? Qin Luan thought and said, "Then find a chance to try the car." ”
Ji Weishuang nodded: "Is there a recommended model?" ”
"Let's try my car first." Qin Luan said, "Try it casually, let's not slap it." ”
At the beginning, Qin Luan's purchase of the car was the result of their family's discussion, because they were worried that Qin Luan would impulsively use the car as a murder weapon, so safety was the first consideration.
Qin Luan said: "Then buy a German car, the German car is safe, the beam is thick, and you will suffer a loss by hitting the wall, but you still have to hit a Japanese car." ”
Kong Mansu slapped Qin Luan on the forehead on the spot, "It's best not to bump into it, my stupid girl." ”
In the end, I chose Volvo, whose brand positioning is safety, and the most important thing is that I fell in love with the pedestrian safety system that will apply full braking before a collision, and everyone agreed that this system is very suitable for Qin Luan.
Qin Luan didn't hesitate at all when she gave the car keys to Ji Weishuang, she was even happier that Ji Weishuang accepted her kindness, and didn't have to worry about repaying the debt, which made her feel sunny for a few days.
It wasn't until he went home for dinner on the weekend that he noticed that the atmosphere between Shi Feiwan and Qin Qi was a little more restrained.
After dinner, Qin Luan pushed Qin You to his parents and dragged Shi Feiwan into the garden, intending to spy on the news.
"Sister Yufei, did something happen between you and Sister Yi?" Qin Luan got straight to the point, how did she feel that Qin seemed to be weird with Shi Feiwan at night, Qin didn't seem to be as domineering as usual to compete with them for mascots, but there was a sense of distance from the mascot.
"Nothing." Shi Feiwan pulled Qin Luan around to avoid mosquito bites, she was as calm as ever, "Don't worry." ”
It's often this rhetoric that makes people more worried. Qin Luan grabbed Shi Feiwan and sprayed her exposed skin back and forth three or four times with the flower water spray she brought out, until Shi Feiwan couldn't help but pull back her hand and push her: "Are you going to bathe me?" ”
Although the fragrance of the flower water is quite good, it can't be sprayed like this, it can't be dispersed for a few days, Shi Feiwan looked at Qin Luan with a calm face, pinched her ears and said, "Even if Qin and I can't be together, I won't leave you." ”
"Really?" Qin Luan asked, "You won't leave?" ”
"It's more real than real gold." Shi Feiwan said, "I'm here, not going anywhere." ”
Qin Luan was puzzled, since Sister Yu Fei had always had this determination: "Then why don't you just refuse to open your heart to Sister Yi?" ”
"Didn't you think about your parents?" Shi Feiwan smiled, "They treat me like my own daughter, if this matter may hurt them, I won't do it." ”
Qin Luan snorted, and in silence led Shi Feiwan and walked slowly away along the stone road.
Shi Feiwan glanced back, Qin seemed to be still standing on the balcony, and the light coming from behind her made Shi Feiwan only see a black silhouette, and she couldn't see her expression drowning in the darkness clearly.