When his consciousness gradually blurred, he felt that something was close to him, and Su Yu cheered up himself - is it a water monster in the river?

Come on, come on, devour her, eat her alive, eat her so that there are no bones left, she deserves to die with such a scourge and such a sinner, there is no place to die, not even a tomb should be left, and probably no one will care about her anyway.

Something was attached to her body from behind, Su Yu saw that it was a pair of hands, shook her head, and wanted to break free from the other party, but the person who came was stubborn, no matter how Su Yu struggled, he didn't let go of his hand.

Su Xuan's head was forced to descend from the water to the surface of the water, and the river water in her mouth was spit out, and Su Xuan wanted to turn around to see who was so short-sighted that dared to stop her from dying—she couldn't remember who among the people she brought with her was water-sensitive, but if it was a boatman, this person would have been too bold and frivolous.

She doesn't care about fame, she's not afraid of death, but that doesn't mean she doesn't mind being ruined by others.

However, she turned her back to the man, and even if she wanted to kick him, she couldn't do it.

It's just that in the end, they still dragged it and didn't let the other party save themselves, but the two of them were washed farther away by the river together.

The voices of the people on the ship were even harder to hear.

After a long time, he seemed to understand why Su Yu was struggling, and the person behind him moved his hand away, but the whole person was close to Su Yu's body:

"Ah, it's me."

Su Yu couldn't help but be stunned, she really didn't expect Xue Muqing to jump down-

Xue Muqing didn't know water, and even, as she knew in her previous life, Xue Muqing was a little afraid of water, although she didn't know why at that time.

Later, thinking that he had saved Xue Muqing in Chengjiang, and Xue Muqing had almost died in the river, Su Yu could understand why Xue Muqing was afraid of water.

This time they chose the waterway to find Tang Yun, in fact, Su Yu was originally under the idea of deliberately scaring Xue Muqing, she was also very happy to see Xue Muqing's face turned pale because of the river, and now that she thinks about it, she was probably deceived by Xue Muqing again, Xue Muqing looks like he is afraid of water, he even dares to jump into the water, he even knows water.

I guess I made that appearance before, just to deceive her.

Before Su Yu came back to her senses, Xue Muqing had already taken her to the riverside, took off her coat to cover Su Yu's body, and Xue Muqing helped Su Yu to the shore.

The surrounding area is not a place where the boat can be parked, so Mama She and they will not be able to come to them for a while, the sun is in full bloom, the sun is shining on people, and the wet clothes on their bodies are steaming out a faint mist, Su Yu felt that Xue Muqing stretched out his arm to wrap around his shoulder, and Xue Muqing's voice was soft: "Don't be afraid, it's okay." ”

Both of their clothes were wet, the clothes in the summer were thin, he was close to her, the heat on the two of them faintly spread to each other, Su Yu came back to his senses, avoided his contact, and looked down at the river: "Who said I was afraid." "If she was afraid, why would she seek death.

She was just shocked that Xue Muqing actually dared to jump down, but she just wondered when Xue Muqing would be able to swim.

"In the last life, you ...... I learned it after leaving, but I didn't expect it to be useful......" As if she knew what she was thinking, Xue Muqing explained to her softly, Su Yu seemed to be a little wrong when she heard his tone, and glanced at him suspiciously, Xue Muqing packed up her mind and avoided Su Yu's gaze: "Ah Yu, why are you looking for death?" ”

His voice was a little bleak: "Tang Yun is to you...... Is it really that important? When he dies, do you want to go with him? ”

"What about me? Where have you placed me? He lowered his head: "One day husband and wife for one hundred days, you and I have been married for several years, don't you have any friendship with me?" ”

"Of course there is," the corners of Su Yu's mouth hooked into a smile, and said into Xue Muqing's eyes, "I hate you." ”

Xue Muqing's eyes dimmed, but Su Yu didn't intend to let him go: "I said a long time ago, between marrying you and dying, I choose to die, today is just an attempt, don't think that you will be fine if you save me, there are thousands of ways to die in this world, you can prevent it once, can you prevent it for a lifetime?" ”

"Why bother," Su Yu shook his head, "You still want to see how I die?" ”

"Ah Yu......" Xue Muqing's expression was a little depressed: "You really ...... So reluctant? ”

Su Yu was noncommittal: "Why do you knowingly ask? ”

"I understand," Xue Muqing's shoulders fell slightly: "I understand." ”

Su Yu glanced at him: "What's the use of you understanding." "Anyway, he won't let her go, so why bother to look like he understands her.

"Let's go back to Beijing," the people on the shore almost ran to their side, and Xue Muqing, who was relatively silent about Xu Jiu, finally spoke: "I will...... Make it clear to them...... Since you don't want to, then I won't force you, Ah Yu, I said, I don't want to force you. ”

Su Yu didn't believe him: "You would be so kind? ”

"No matter how unbearable you think of me-" Xue Muqing smiled bitterly: "I can't see you embarrassed, I can't see you hurt yourself." ”

"Don't worry," Xue Muqing repeated again: "After returning to Beijing, I will make it clear to my grandfather...... If you really don't want to marry me...... Then I won't force you. ”

"Say it clearly, you can say it clearly," Su Yu had a "long known" expression on his face: "So, there is nothing that will happen if I don't marry you, what did you mean when you said such a thing in the first place?" ”

As a result, it hurt others to believe it, and she almost believed it, but it turned out to be just a lie.

Xue Muqing bowed his head: "In short, you can rest assured." ”

Su Yu shook his head: "I won't go back to Beijing, I'll stay in Chengzhou, since the matter was caused by you, then you go back to Beijing and solve the matter—"

"No," Xue Muqing suddenly became insistent: "You must go back." ”

"Why?" Su Yu didn't understand: "What are you thinking?" ”

Xue Muqing raised his eyebrows: "If you don't go back, how can I prove to you that I am telling the truth?" ”

Su Yu shook his head: "Without a marriage contract, someone in the family will naturally tell me, what does it matter if I am here or not?" ”

Xue Muqing pursed his lips: "But I don't want you to stay in Chengzhou." ”

Su Yu was amused: "Where am I staying, and what does it have to do with you?" Or is it that you said that you want to quit your relatives are just talking and lying to me? Stabilize me for the time being, and when you get to the capital, you won't mention it again, and when you deny it, we will get married directly? ”

Xue Muqing lowered his head: "You don't believe me like this." ”

Su Yu shook his head: "After all, there are too many lessons from the past, Xue Muqing, I can't believe you." ”

"I can't trust you either," Xue Muqing didn't care, and looked at Su Yu: "Ah, I can't trust you either." ”

Su Yu didn't laugh angrily: "This is probably the first time you and I have reached an agreement." ”

"Here in Chengzhou...... It's not a good place," Xue Muqing refused to say why Chengzhou was not a good place, Su Yu could understand, she "was" die here, Tang Yun also disappeared there, even Xue Muqing himself almost died in the river, Xue Muqing stared at the river: "Chengzhou within a year or two, I'm afraid it will be difficult to be peaceful, it's not safe for you to stay in Chengzhou, not to mention ......"

Xue Muqing paused: "You stay in Chengzhou, I'm afraid that you will seek death again, with your temperament, no one is in charge of Chengzhou, what do you really want to do, those subordinates can't stop you." ”

"The condition I promised to withdraw from your family is that you can't stay in Chengzhou, you must go back to Beijing, in this way, there will be no shortage of people around you, even if you want to do something stupid, someone can stop you," Xue Muqing paused: "If you don't want to, then forget it, anyway, you and I still have a marriage contract, even if you die, I will fulfill the marriage contract, and we will still be husband and wife at that time-"

Su Yu thought about it, if she died, she would not be able to avoid being involved with Xue Muqing, just thinking about it, she felt that her scalp was numb and wanted to gause, she believed that Xue Muqing was the one who did such a thing, she frowned, knowing that she should come down, but she didn't want to call him what he wanted.

She Mama and they had already rushed over, and hugged Su Yu to the carriage with a distressed face, Xue Muqing also got into another carriage and changed her clothes, She Mama asked Su Yu if she wanted to continue to look for it downstream - she didn't dare to mention to Su Yu that she wanted to go back to Beijing or something like not looking for it, for fear that Su Yu would not be able to think about it.

Su Yu sighed and shook his head: "That's it, let's go back to Beijing." ”

*

When she returned to Beijing, the road was much calmer than when she came out, and when Su Yu saw the walls of the capital again and saw the Su family's mansion, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart, she was still back again.

Xu cried when he saw her, holding her hand and just crying, but he never refused to say the words of reprimand, and in the end it just turned into self-blame, self-blame for not letting Su Yu be alone so that he was not close to his parents, and blamed himself for not fulfilling his responsibilities as a mother-

In Su Yun's ears, he actually accused Su Yun of being separated from his family, and accused Su Yun of treating Tang Yun more seriously than his family.

Su Yu didn't answer, just cried with Xu's family, although Xu and her were not as close as in the previous life, but probably because of guilt and uneasiness, Xu's connivance with her was more than in the previous life, Su Yu had the intention to test Xu's: "What did Xue Muqing tell you at the beginning?" ”

She remembered that she had also gone to Dajue Temple to find Mingxin before she came back, but she learned that Mingxin had arrived in the capital: "Did Mingxin also tell you something?" ”

Xu Shi avoided Su Yu's gaze: "We just closed the Geng post for you." ”

Whether she and Xue Muqing's Geng post are compatible or not, Su Yu doesn't care, and now Xue Muqing is discussing with Su Hui in the study about rejecting his family.

Su Yu asked Xu tentatively: "What if I don't want to marry him?" ”

Xu still didn't dare to look at Su Yu: "Ah Yu, don't be willful. ”

Su Yu shook his head: "Why does it have to be him?" ”

Xu opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

Su Yu sighed: "Mingxin has long colluded with him, even if they say something, they can't believe it, you would rather trust an outsider than believe me-"

"It's just that I'd rather believe it than not," Xu Shi also sighed: "Ah Yu, we hope you are well." ”

"But I don't want to marry, how can I be 'good' if you force me to marry?" Su Yu gave up her plan to convince her family, in her previous life, she knew that she would not be able to convince her family in her marriage to Xue Muqing, and it would be the same in this life: "Marry him, I will die." ”

"Don't put that on your lips!" Xu reprimanded softly, and at the end, he felt that his tone was a little heavy, and lowered his head: "Ah Yu, why don't you want to marry him?" Now there are rumors outside, but he treats you with sincerity—"

"There are rumors outside, and it is also because of him," Su Yu shook his head: "Why should I marry someone I don't want to marry because of a little rumor?" The heart belongs, the heart is unwilling, even if you get married, it is just a grudge couple. ”

Xu Shi sighed when he heard her say "The heart belongs", and when Su Yu stopped, Xu Shi said: "I knew that I shouldn't have set up a family affair for you earlier, otherwise I wouldn't have made it like this." ”

Su Yun was noncommittal, even if she and Tang Yun did not settle on a family affair at the beginning, there was no difference to her.

"What's wrong with the Xue family," Xu sighed: "Why don't you want to marry?" ”

Su Yu thought for a while: "What did you think of him when he was courting in front of the palace, although I don't know why you have changed, but I have never changed. ”

"We didn't know the truth at the beginning, if we had known earlier...... will not refuse this marriage," Xu still wanted to persuade her: "Ah Yu, it is rare to have a lover who is easy to get a daughter, no matter what, he treats you at least sincerely, he is willing to do such a situation for you, and there is no second person in this world who is more sincere to you——"

"What does it matter to me what he did, I only saw his calculations, and I just didn't want to be calculated," Su Yu still shook his head: "Sincerity is such a thing, in fact, it is useless at all." Xue Muqing has sincerity to her, Su Yu knows, but what about sincerity, after getting married, it is not enough to support it with a little sincerity, and sincerity has nothing to do with whether two people can live in the same place.

Now, she is no longer the Su Yu who thought she could be fearless if she had affection, because she had experienced it, she knew that the front was too dangerous, and she didn't dare to try.

She spit on the former self, and even more spurned the so-called "sincerity" that Xue Muqing was useless at all. ”

Knowing that neither the Xu family nor she could convince each other, Su Yu also calmed down: "Xue Muqing is talking to his grandfather about retiring from his family in the study. ”

Xu Shi looked uneasy: "He retired from his family, so what should you do?" ”

Su Yu shook his head: "He quit his family, just as I wished." ”

Could it be that he regretted it? Yes, he regretted it...... It's also excusable," Xu muttered, but got up a little unwillingly:

"No, I'll take a look, I'll beg him not to quit-"

Su Yu stopped her: "Mother! ”

Su Yu begged her: "Mother, you can save face for Ah Yu and the Su family-why did our Su family need to ask others?" ”

"How can face be more important than your life?" Xu Shi burst into tears again as he spoke: "We just ask you to be good, even if it is in exchange for our lives, it doesn't matter, as for the rest, how can we care." ”

Su Yu couldn't stop Xu's pace in the end, so he had to follow them and walk towards Su Hui's study.

When they passed, Xue Muqing happened to come out of it, and Xu originally wanted to ask him something, but because Su Yu was on the side, the words came to his mouth and swallowed again.

Su Hui seemed to know that they were coming, and ordered someone to invite the Xu family in, Su Hui wanted to follow, but the maid next to Su Hui stopped Su Hui.

Su Yu was about to ask why, but Xue Muqing said on the side: "Ah Yu, you can stay and say a few words to me." ”

Su Yu watched Xu Shi enter with someone, frowned, and stopped to look at Xue Muqing: "What do you want to say?" "Could it be that he has changed his mind again?

Xue Muqing looked at her deeply: "Don't worry, I said to move him." ”

Su Yu breathed a sigh of relief: "Grandfather agreed?" ”

Xue Muqing nodded, Su Yu saw that he had rarely kept his word, his face couldn't help but slow down a little, and Xue Muqing's voice was low: "Ah Yu-"

"Since you and I don't have a marriage contract, it's too inappropriate for you to call me by my maiden name again," Su Yu was in a good mood, which didn't mean that she could let Xue Muqing take advantage of herself in words again: "You should also avoid it." ”

Xue Muqing glanced at her, shook his head and smiled, "Miss Su." ”

Su Yu nodded, then ignored him and let people send him off, which was polite.

After waiting for a while, Xu finally came out, and sighed when he saw Su Yu: "You-"

But she didn't say anything, as if she was not the one who was so nervous about Xue Muqing's retreat.

Su Yu was a little suspicious, and saw an old monk coming out of it, who Mingxin was, and couldn't help but be a little nervous: "Why is he here?" ”

Mingxin ignored Su Yu and walked away.

Su Yu turned his gaze to Xu's family: "Mingxin, what did he say inside?" ”

Xu's eyes dodged slightly: "This marriage was originally arranged with a clear heart, and if you want to withdraw from the marriage, you must have asked him about it." ”

"And what does he mean?" Su Yu faintly felt a little uneasy.

"It's okay to quit your family, but Ah Yu, you have to find someone to marry as soon as possible," Xu said softly: "Ah Yu, you-"

"That's it, as long as you withdraw from your family," as long as that person was not Xue Muqing's flat shape, Su Yu decided not to argue too much with his family in this matter: "As long as it's not Xue Muqing, anyone can do it, you can do it, I don't care." ”