"Your name is Linnaeus."

"Linnaeus."

"Your age is eighteen."

"Eighteen."

"When this candle goes out, you forget what happened after the age of eighteen, because you are just an ordinary girl of eighteen years old, who has just been admitted to a prestigious film school, and you don't know anything about what will happen in the future."

"Whew-"

The candle went out.

×××

It turned out that Cen Ruxi was the person he admired in high school.

It was a feeling she still remembers—a frosty expression.

But how exactly did they get together, and now they are even dating, and strictly speaking, it should be considered - cohabitation?

Linnaeus's heart is very complicated, she still remembers what she did when she was eighteen years old after she lost her memory, she remembers that she kissed Cen Ruxi, and then confessed everything, and she also remembers sormine and the strange things that happened.

But there are some things that she will not do at all now, and there are also things that she will not believe.

That feeling...... When I think about it, I don't know what it's like.

Linnaeus always felt that the meeting between himself and Cen Ruxi at that charity dinner after amnesia was not the first time they met as adults.

Moreover, Cen Ruxi made people feel that she was so unattainable and had such a huge attraction.

Now Cen Ru in the past, even if the attraction is huge, Linnaeus feels that she is not as rejecting people as she was back then.

Even with this node of Yu Jinghe, Linnaeus's memory in his mind at the moment is still a mess - this part of the memory that is now regained is not the same as a completely lost memory, and when thinking about some specific things, you will find that it is a blank.

Have you ever had such an experience?

But when you try to think about something (like where to put something), your memory seems to suddenly fail, your mind goes blank, but of course you don't actively think about it, it suddenly comes out again.

Linnaeus felt this way at the moment.

She tried to make sense of the logic, but the terrible thing was that a lot of things were flying around like wireless hydrogen balloons, and she couldn't put them in order.

Linnaeus began to wonder if he should go to a psychiatrist.

In some of the memories she recovered, Yu Jinghe was a very gentle person, and he helped himself to rediscover the feeling of "brother".

Lin He is indeed her brother, but after she broke up with her family, the disgust expressed by Lin He was so strong in her mind that when she wanted to find a reliable role similar to "father and brother", she actually found Yu Jinghe in the same crew.

It's so incredible when I think about it now, but I may have really been too deep into the drama at the beginning.

Linnaeus was fully aware of the state of his filming.

Fortunately, Yu Jinghe is a very trustworthy person.

He introduced himself to a psychiatrist, not Chinese, but settled in China, very professional, confidential, and has very rich experience.

He was an American, named Jeff Green, and Linnaeus was doing talk therapy at his house.

Humans are quite amazing creatures, and the human brain is a very rigorous thing, but even so, even if memory is magical, it can be rewritten by man.

It's scary, but sometimes, it saves people.

Presumably, this is the role of hypnotherapy used by psychologists.

Jeff Green's business card is no longer available now, and Yu Jinghe has died, so if he wants to find this psychologist again, Linnaeus can only rely on the route he has memorized.

Fortunately, among the memories she regained included the technology of driving, Linnaeus left her car in a repair shop, she flipped out her mobile phone, and her eighteen-year-old self downloaded many dress-up games such as "Miracle Cold" and "Cold Around the Universe" on her phone, but fortunately she did not delete some information and phone numbers.

Linnaeus called the repair shop and explained what he was doing.

The other party was obviously very surprised by Linnaeus's sudden call, but then, after confirming that it was indeed the actress Linnaeus, it was obvious that he could hold back his excitement in his tone.

"Miss Linnaeus?"

"Yes."

"We have called you many times according to the contact information left behind, but it has been unanswered, your car has been repaired, and you can come and pick it up at any time if you have time."

"Okay, I'll do it."

The phone numbers left before were all Shen Yi's, and now that Shen Yi is in prison, people will definitely not be able to contact him.

Linnaeus was there by taxi.

Cen Ruxi was not in the villa.

In fact, now Linnaeus doesn't know what kind of mood he should use to face the other party now.

She really liked her, yes, to the point of madness.

However, she is no longer the eighteen-year-old girl who can casually say kisses and hugs.

The more we grow, the more we grow, the more cowardly we become.

She has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, and she has always learned something.

The people in the repair shop couldn't help but get emotional when they saw that Linnaeus really came, and that he was alone.

But Linnaeus was a little cold and detached, and only smiled faintly when he saw them.

A little girl came up and asked, "Are you a little fish?" ”

Little Fish is a character that Linnaeus played, and it was a comedy, not very successful, and it was many years ago.

Linnaeus pulled the sunglasses off her face a little and looked at the little girl carefully.

She has a pair of curious big eyes, a fleshy little face, and looks very cute.

Linnaeus smiled slightly: "No, I'm Linnaeus, Xiaoyu is just a role I play." ”

The little girl didn't seem to understand, and Linnaeus wanted to touch the top of her hair, only to find that she had a sky-high mustache tied on the top of her head, so she had to do it.

×××

I remember that Dr. Jeff was very fond of flowers, especially roses and cosmos, and he had a small flower garden with many rose trellises, and from the outside of the fence, the branches and foliage were very luxuriant, but unfortunately it was not the season and had not yet bloomed.

Linnaeus actually found his home by memory.

It is not much different from what I remember, the only thing that is more is that there is a white swing in the flower garden, which may have been placed recently, and it is a children's swing, which may be for the children of the family.

Linnaeus took a closer look at the large rose stand, and then rang the doorbell.

The door was opened by two small children.

They were twin boys, dressed in identical clothes, and when they saw Linnaeus, they smiled and said, "Who are you looking for?" ”

They look like foreign children, but they speak authentic Mandarin.

Linnaeus found it amusing, and his heart calmed down a little.

"I'm looking for Dr. JeffGreen."

The two little boys cried out, "Daddy, Daddy—there's a sick person—"

"How many times have you said it, don't call people patients."

Immediately, a man's voice came.

It's also very standard Mandarin, and Linnaeus also found it very interesting.

Then he saw a man with red hair come out.

He is of medium build, wears a pair of glasses, and has a large nose that looks like an ordinary foreigner.

Linnaeus was prone to confusing foreigners, but Linnaeus recognized him at a glance.

Seeing who the visitor was, the doctor didn't seem to be shocked at all, but nodded: "It's you, Miss Lin." ”

Linnaeus was not surprised that he could recognize himself at a glance.

She nodded, "Yes, Dr. Green." ”

"Come in and sit down, I know you're coming for me." The doctor drove the children upstairs and invited Linnaeus into the house.

In order to facilitate the treatment and recording of the condition, the first floor of the doctor's house is quite spacious, and the environment gives people a very comfortable feeling, which is indeed very relaxing and has the desire to confide.

The doctor made her a cup of tea.

Linnaeus took it with both hands and sat down on the couch.

"Miss Lin," the doctor began, "I know you're coming for me. ”

"Yes." Linnaeus put down a glass of water he hadn't drunk and nodded.

"Judging by the way you look now, you should have regained your memory." The doctor said.

It turned out that he knew......

Linnaeus asked rhetorically, "Doctor, where did you know?" ”

The doctor smiled softly: "I know what you look like at the age of eighteen, and naturally I know what you are like at the age of twenty-five." ”

Linnaeus's hands trembled slightly.

"So, my treatment was indeed performed by you?"

"Yes, there's no doubt about that."

"Why?" Linnaeus wondered, "Why do I always feel that my memories are not fully recovered now, there are always some fragments that I can't remember, and there are things that always feel very important, and I also forget." ”

From the very beginning of Linnaeus's question, the doctor looked at Linnaeus with a smile from the moment he had been silent.

Linnaeus seemed a little embarrassed.

"What you can recover when you see this mental hint is not a complete memory."

"When you came to me, I hoped that I could use hypnosis to help you forget some painful memories, and at that time your mental state was very bad, so I agreed, but it is impossible to erase all painful memories, and the price is that some daily memories will also be deleted."

"So at that time, you proposed, to erase all memories after your eighteenth birthday, and you want to go back to eighteen."

"And at that time, my good friend, Yu Jinghe was worried that you would regret it, because it would have a great impact on your career, so we agreed to set a key point for you, if you need to, trigger this node, you will recover part of your memory, what is this part of the memory, to what extent, we can't do anything, we can only depend on your own heart's inclined choice."

Linnaeus seems to have some impressions of this.

Eventually, she talked to the doctor a lot and got some useful results, but most of the strange, sormine-like questions, the doctor didn't answer.

When she left, the doctor's two children sent her out.

One of them suddenly pointed to the picture on the wall and asked, "Do you look good?" ”

Linnaeus looked up and saw that it was a wedding photo.

It seems to have been taken by a doctor when he got married.

The bride and groom under the camera are kissing, and only the side faces are exposed.

And Linnaeus, having seen this picture.