42 Chapter 42

Needless to say, Linnaeus was an excellent actor.

Through the 3,000 votes of netizens, the youngest Golden Palm Actress in China elected by 30 voters must have something extraordinary.

What she thinks she is best at is memorizing lines.

But in fact, many directors who have worked with her believe that her biggest advantage is that she enters the role quickly.

After figuring out the role, sometimes she can quickly get into the groove in less than a day.

When filming films, she often enters the play, this state is the norm for actors, and the director requires actors to do this.

But after Linnaeus entered the play, he often had a trance illusion.

By the time she realizes that she is "Linnaeus" and not a fictional character in it, the scene is often finished.

She didn't mention it to anyone.

Linnaeus was not a good actor.

An excellent actor requires fast entry into the play and fast play.

Be able to adjust your condition quickly.

But Linnaeus found that she was gradually unable to do so.

This discovery was made during the filming of Qin Chuan's "Flower Crossing".

The heroine is fiery and pure to love someone who will not bear fruit, and that love is desperate and heavy.

This seemed to cause some kind of resonance in Linnaeus's heart.

That state of trance was more frequent, and by the end of the movie, Linnaeus had not recovered.

There was even a time when Linnaeus himself was caught up in this endless sorrow.

Linnaeus was not a pessimistic person.

But before that, the big world deep within her was too chaotic, and all kinds of ugly words haunted her.

She has nothing to do with the rich and young at all, and some of them don't even know their names.

In the news media, she turned out to be their female companion.

and Yang Ning, Linnaeus can still recall her appearance.

She is a more qualified Mesozoic actor in the circle, and she has also won the actress crown, but she doesn't know Yang Ning at all, she has only seen it on TV news, and she doesn't know the other party's boyfriend.

But Weibo is full of crazy accusations that she has become a third party.

They insulted her in the dirtiest and vicious language in the world, as if they could express the righteousness in their hearts through these vicious words, as if it was a very good thing to attack others with those words.

For a while, the whole world thought that she had done it.

It's just because the other party's boyfriend said "pure type" when asked "what kind of girl you like" on a talk show.

At that time, the host asked: "Is it like the current Four Little Flowers?" Who do you admire? ”

He replied like this: "I think the actresses who have just graduated now are very pure, but what is the name of the youth campus movie that has been very popular recently?" I prefer the heroine's kind of girl, probably because first love is that feeling. ”

The host asked, "Is it the one starring Linnaeus?" ”

"yes."

These words were taken out of context and almost ruined Linnaeus's showbiz career.

Especially after Yang Ning's suicide, Linnaeus's life almost fell to the bottom.

No one sympathized with her, no one helped her.

Shen Yi has already started to bring in newcomers, and the company has no plans to thoroughly investigate the ins and outs for her.

- As a money-making tool, she is obviously not qualified enough to make money anymore.

During that time, she lost her hair like crazy, and sometimes when she washed her hair, she felt extremely frightened when she saw a lump of long black hair in her palm, she wanted to rest early, but she couldn't sleep when she lay in bed.

Sometimes she began to cry, she didn't understand that when her malice pounced on others, people, would they really feel guilty?

She didn't want to read the comments of people on the Internet, who didn't know anything and could hurt and blame others, as if it was a game of following the trend.

When Wang Youshi announced his engagement to Qin Sisi, those infamy immediately fell completely over there.

No one apologized to Linnaeus, and the righteous warriors felt no guilt for what they had done.

They almost destroyed the world of a young actor, but they were unaware and even complacent about their power.

After that, Linnaeus rarely tweeted, and even when he did, it was something that was formulaic and exactly like it was set up by a machine.

Because no matter what you say, you can discredit it if you want to.

Since the Yang Ning incident, her Weibo has gained a lot of fans, and she feels disgusting and sad.

Even she didn't expect that she would win the Golden Brown Queen.

And she is the youngest actress in the history of the Golden Palm Awards.

This aura was so dazzling that she herself didn't expect it.

It seems that standing in the spotlight at this moment, all the injuries I have suffered can be healed.

Linnaeus cried as he held the trophy on the podium.

At that time, she didn't realize what was wrong with her mental state.

Until she filmed "Ash".

She didn't like the script, it was so dark, it was suffocating, and she couldn't breathe.

But at that time, Shen Yi persuaded her: "The salary is high, and he is a famous director, and he also cooperates with actor Yu Jinghe, maybe he can hype up the scandal with Yu Jinghe in the future." ”

Linnaeus agreed.

That's not how the game works in this world, is it?

Just like the line in "Forrest Gump": Life is like chocolate, you never know what the next one will taste like.

Linnaeus still failed to hype up the scandal with Yu Jinghe.

Because Yu Jinghe died.

Killed.

When Yu Jinghe was alive, Linnaeus once asked him for something.

"I want to forget, but there is one person, I'm afraid that if I forget, I can't remember, if one day I regret it, maybe I want to find the answer, please let me remember."

Yu Jinghe agreed to her.

Together with Linnaeus, he went to a very famous psychiatrist who was proficient in hypnotherapy.

The doctor hid Linnaeus's secret in Yu Jinghe's eyes.

If Linnaeus had seen the silent eyes on her again, she would have remembered.

It's as if by magic.

Yu Jinghe's eyes are secret words.

Although Yu Jinghe has died, he still fulfilled Linnaeus's request.

He fulfilled Linnaeus's request by using a video in the film.

"Thank you......" Linnaeus stared at the screen.

During the filming of "Ash", the crew was not very happy, because director Yan Zi was a very selfish person, he never participated when others were playing together, and the theme was depressed, the atmosphere of the whole crew seemed strange, Linnaeus stayed for a long time, and he also felt lifeless and had a sense of despair.

But Yu Jinghe always takes care of himself, just like a real brother and sister.

He is really like an older brother, he will discuss acting skills with her, and he will invite her to eat cakes, and when he senses that something is wrong with her, only Yu Jinghe suggests that she see a psychiatrist.

Linnaeus turned off the screen.

Her head was buzzing like it was about to explode.

This kind of memory is not pleasant, and it is even full of negative emotions.

However, now Linnaeus has been able to cope completely.

She was no longer the escaping Linnaeus.

She remembered, in fact, in the chaos, there was a little sweet memory.

It belonged to a woman, and Linnaeus didn't know who she was, but he always felt that when he saw that back, it seemed to have infinite power.

That's someone he likes, Linnaeus thought, and at the same time, a name came to mind clearly.

β€œReich。”

In fact, Linnaeus saw the name "Reich" from a newspaper, and she went crazy to find the figure in the depths of her memory, but fortunately there were still records in the hospital, but she only learned that the other party's name was not "Rachel" but "Reich".

This is a financial newspaper, written in English, and I saw it on a roadside newspaper vendor when I was filming in the United States.

The English on it says that the incident is related to finance and economics, and Linnaeus doesn't understand many professional terms, but she still pieced it together and finally learned what happened.

The person named "ReichCen" is the financial director of the Windsor Group, but due to the wrong decision, he may be exiled to the Asian market.

Soon after, the mini-financial crisis in the United States broke out, and the Windsor Group was in a storm circle, and according to Reich's recommendations, the scope of the damage was reduced by a few times.

It's just that she never offered to return to the American headquarters again.

Linnaeus opened a foreign search engine and searched for "ReichCen".

She thought everything would go home empty-handed like last time.

But now, apparently, Linnaeus got what she wanted.

The first page of the search results page is the encyclopedia.

ReichCen graduated from the famous University of Finance and Economics in the United States, she is of German-Chinese descent, can speak six Chinese, works for the Windsor Group, is a senior executive, and the conclusions she makes are undoubtedly successful, so she is also known as the philosopher's stone in the industry.

In fact, these are not important, what is important, just the pictures on the encyclopedia,

It was a work photo, and the ReichCen hairstyle in the photo was the same that Linnaeus had seen the other day.

It's the kind of hairstyle that is coiled, and it is the hairstyle of ordinary working women.

Those cold eyes and slightly pursed lips are so familiar.

That was Cen Ruxi's face.