"Now the family affairs are in charge of Mrs. Xue, and I have nothing to do, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and I plan to live in Zhuangzi for a while in a few days," Su Yu was afraid that he would see something, so his expression softened slightly: "Old Madam Xue, you go and say it for me." She really didn't want to deal with Old Madam Xue, she was too tired, not to mention ...... She remembered what she heard at the beginning, her child was gone, and she couldn't get rid of Mrs. Xue, so she didn't dare to take risks.

Su Yu sighed in her heart - she is fine now, and the child is fine, she doesn't have to think about what to do, she will definitely protect her child this time, and will definitely not let Mrs. Xue do it again.

Xue Muqing nodded in response, and sighed softly: "Why do you want to be so separated from your mother?" ”

Su Yu was noncommittal, Xue Muqing thought for a while, and said: "Why don't you wait for me for a while, and when I come back from kneeling in the temple, I will accompany you - you live outside alone, I really can't rest assured." ”

"No need," even if you don't want to quarrel with him for a while, it doesn't mean that Su Yu is happy to see him, so she provokes him with words: "Rexiao, I didn't travel properly, if you go with me again, others will still be what you want to do, you should always avoid suspicion." ”

Xue Muqing's face turned red for a moment, and then quickly calmed down: "Then when are you leaving?" ”

Su Yu looked at him warily: "What do you want to do?" ”

"Don't think about it," Xue Muqing said softly: "I will leave the city the day after tomorrow, if you go out that day, I will give you a ride." ”

Su Yu didn't want to go out with him: "There are a lot of things to pack, and I can't finish them in a few days, you can go, don't pay attention to me." ”

Su Yu remembered later: "You want to go to kneel the scriptures?" ”

"That's right," Xue Muqing didn't know why: "What's wrong?" ”

What's wrong? Su Yu's face changed drastically - she remembered that when she first told her mother, she said that she had happened when Xue Muqing was not there.

You have to go as far as you can, so as not to have too many dreams at night.

Traveling is never easy, especially Su Yu plans to go out to live for a long time, originally Su Yu was calculating to sort out everything and explain things clearly, at least seven days, but now it is imminent, she dare not delay, after thinking about it, she will go out the next day after Xue Muqing leaves, Xue Muqing asked again, Su Yu said: "I also sorted out my things the day after tomorrow after you left, how long have you been out at that time?" You don't have to run back. The key is that she doesn't want to deal with him, and now she is already uncomfortable for fear of his suspicion, and when she is going to leave, she will have to make a false deal with him, Su Yu is afraid that she will not be able to help it.

Before Xue Muqing left, she came over and told her again, and Su Yu was simply annoyed: "Okay, okay, where is 'one person'?" Aren't there Siqin and them following, could it be that they are not human? ”

Finally sent Xue Muqing away, Su Yu looked at the things that had been sorted out, he had a headache, and he had tried his best to reduce it, but there were still too many things to bring.

Although Su Yu's stomach will not be obvious for a while, Si Qin is also afraid that it will drag on for a long time in case something goes wrong: "Miss, it's better for you to leave first tomorrow, and the slave maid will stay and clean up for two more days. ”

Su Yu nodded: "That's all." ”

Si Qin sighed lightly: "I can only grieve Miss for two days." ”

On the second day, Su Yu woke up, after Si Qin served Su Yu to wash, Su Yu took Zuiyun and Boiled Snow to leave, Si Qin will arrive in two days, Xiang Mother and Su Hong are staying to see the yard - after all, Su Yu can't move all his things, and most of those who stay.

All the things that could be brought were already packed last night, and Su Yu saw that he could "escape", but he was blocked by someone.

Several powerful servants reminded Su Yu of the ones she was looking for at the beginning, but it was very comfortable to deal with others, but when

Those people are blocking themselves, and it is not so beautiful.

The servant woman's face was solemn: "Madam, the old lady said that before you go out, you should also say goodbye to her." ”

Su Yu didn't answer, because at a glance, he knew that Old Madam Xue was not good at coming - the two of them looked at each other for a long time, since Old Madam Xue seized the right to be a housekeeper, Su Yu hadn't seen her, everything was to let Xue Muqing spread the word in the middle, and they were so happy with each other, and now Old Madam Xue wanted to see her?

Su Yu didn't plan to pay attention to them, and was about to leave, and the servants looked at each other: "Madam, offended." ”

Su Yu was grabbed by the arms of the two, Zui Yun and Boiling Xue were also caught and couldn't move, Su Yu was very angry and scolded them, but they were still dragged to Old Madam Xue's yard.

As soon as Old Madam Xue saw her, she stared at her stomach, and Su Yu's heart was flustered—but she didn't dare to show it.

The courtyard door was closed behind Su Xuan, Zuiyun and Boiling Xue were not brought in, Old Madam Xue didn't even leave the maids, only the servants left, at this moment she looked at Su Xuan's appearance of being caught, and the anger on her face was obvious: "Su Shi, if you want to go out, why don't you talk to me?" You are so unsightly, but you forgot, I am your mother-in-law, an elder, you are in the Su family, and the Su family taught you to treat your elders like this? ”

Su Yu really didn't bother to pay attention to her: "Seeing people talking about people, talking nonsense when you see ghosts, what are you going to do with me, just say it, I'm not in the mood to go around in circles with you, and between you and me, I don't need these politeness." ”

Su Yu looked around, waiting for an opportunity to escape, but Old Madam Xue never said anything to let her go.

Old Madam Xue stared at her for a long time: "I heard that you are pregnant?" ”

Su Yu's heart was flustered, but he smiled forcefully on his face: "Who did you listen to?" I just passed a few days ago, how can I be pregnant? ”

Old Madam Xue was still staring at her, as if she wanted to see something on her face, Su Yu thought that she couldn't show her timidity, so she stared at her in turn,

Old Madam Xue was furious by her, so she turned her face away uncomfortably, and ordered someone to bring the decoction and medicine.

Su Yu was alert: "What is this?" ”

"The medicine that tonifies the body," Old Madam Xue didn't have the confidence to do bad things, and didn't dare to look at Su Yu: "You drink it." ”

"I'm not sick, I don't need it," Su Yu dared to drink: "Since it is a medicine to replenish the body, I think Mrs. Xue needs you more than me, you can drink it yourself." ”

Old Madam Xue was annoyed: "I don't have a body-" She said that she missed her mouth, but quickly came back to her senses and stopped talking.

Su Yu was also angry: "What kind of medicine is this?" ”

"In that case, then I'll just say it, this is the soup," Old Madam Xue stared at her stomach: "You drink it." ”

"I'm not sick and I'm not pregnant, why should I drink?" Su Yu tried to break free from the confinement of the two servants: "You called me here for some reason, just for this?" Don't you think you're funny? ”

"Since you're not pregnant, why drink?" Old Madam Xue avoided her gaze: "If you are not pregnant, then what are you afraid of?" ”

"You said it lightly, it's a medicine that is three parts poisonous, why should I find myself guilty?" Su Yu asked rhetorically, "Why don't you drink it yourself?" ”

"I can drink with you," Old Madam Xue softened her tone: "Su Shi, if you are really not pregnant, then you can drink the medicine and let me feel at ease-husband and wife are one, is it possible that you really want to ruin Qing'er?" ”

Old Madam Xue said, and asked someone to bring another bowl of medicine and put it together: "Mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, Qing'er values you, and I don't want to get too stiff with you, since you claim that you are not pregnant, what are you afraid of?" ”

She picked up the medicine bowl and brought it to her mouth: "I can't bear you to suffer alone, this medicine is the same, if it is really like what you said, there are three points of poison, then I will accompany you, you can rest assured, if you are not pregnant, this medicine will not hurt your body." ”

Su Yu looked at her: "You change the bowl." ”

Old Madam Xue glanced at her, obediently changed the bowl she had sent before, and drank it in front of Su Yu: "Look, I didn't lie to you, right?" ”

"You just listen to me this time," Old Madam Xue whispered: "I know that you hate me and hate me for taking a concubine for Qing'er, but no matter what, I just want to be able to hold my grandson as soon as possible-"

"You want to hug your grandson as soon as possible," Su Yu sneered: "But what are you doing now?" Are you trying to kill your own grandson? ”

"You finally admit it," Old Madam Xue sighed, "Why do you bother? You know that this child cannot be born, why do you?

Won't drink the medicine? Don't you really want to ruin Qing'er's future? Ruining Qing'er's future, what good will it do you? ”

Su Yu refused to answer, and Old Madam Xue sighed: "As long as you drink this medicine this time, then no matter what you do in the future, I will not interfere again, you hate me, blame me, I will bear it all, I only beg you to let Qing'er go this time, after today, even if you let me make you a small volt low - as long as you drink this medicine." ”

Old Madam Xue asked Su Yu to bring the medicine to him, but Su Yu was willing to drink it, pursed her lips, and refused to compromise.

"Since I've said all the good things, you won't let go," Old Madam Xue instructed someone to pry Su Yu's mouth open: "Then, if you want to hate, hate me." ”

The two people grabbed Su Yu and didn't let Su Yu move, and the other people came forward and wanted to break Su Yu's mouth, and the people who grabbed Su Yu also secretly exerted their strength, Su Yu couldn't help but let go of his mouth in pain, and the people who had been waiting poured the decoction into Su Yu's mouth, the decoction was newly taken, and it was still hot after waiting for so long, Su Yu felt that his mouth was burned and numb, and the bowl of medicine was finally finished.

Grabbing Su Yu's hand and finally letting go, Su Yu knelt on the ground, his fingers reached into his throat, trying to vomit the medicine, but after trying hard for a long time, it was completely useless.

Old Madam Xue's face was depressed, and she asked Su Yu to help her up: "Don't blame me-"

"I don't blame you?" Su Yu's eyes were red: "Are you embarrassed to say such a thing?" ”

Old Madam Xue's courtyard door was knocked on from outside, but Su Yu and Old Madam Xue didn't move, the two were in a stalemate for a long time, and after all, Old Madam Xue was defeated: "You go back first." ”

Su Xin's face was pale, she didn't let anyone help her, she got up and walked outside, only walked a few steps, and felt that her steps were vain, but she refused to let people help, she opened the courtyard door by herself, Si Qin's hand was red outside the door, and when she saw Su Zhen come out, she hurriedly supported Su Yu: "Miss-"

"Take me...... Go to the doctor," Su Yu felt that his abdomen was like a twist, and the whole person leaned on Si Qin: "Go find the doctor." "Maybe it's still too late-

"No one is allowed to go out today," Old Madam Xue opened her mouth behind her: "You are going to the doctor at this moment, do you want to make everyone know?" ”

Si Qin was furious: "Old lady, are you trying to kill my young lady?" My young lady is in the womb, but your own grandson, you can actually do it! ”

As she spoke, she helped Su Yu to go out, where was Mrs. Xue willing to let Su Yu go out like this, and ordered someone to come and stop them, Si Qin couldn't move an inch with Su Yu at all.

"Siqin!" Su Yu felt something flowing out from under him, and hurriedly grabbed Si Qin's arm, and his fingernails almost pinched into Si Qin's flesh: "Si Qin-"

"What's wrong?" Xue Muqing's voice sounded in the distance, those people didn't dare to stop Xue Muqing, Xue Muqing walked to Su Yu and Si Qin in a few steps: "What's wrong?" ”

"Uncle!" Si Qin seemed to have seen a savior, and his voice was several degrees higher than usual: "Uncle, save my young lady!" ”

"Child-" Su Yu also knew that she and her maids alone could not leave here, so she reached out and grabbed Xue Muqing's arm: "Save my child-"

"What child?" Xue Muqing was stunned for a moment, but he didn't hesitate for too long, picked up Su Yu and walked out.

Old Madam Xue called Xue Muqing at the back, and when she got to the back, it turned into scolding, Su Yu only felt that those voices were getting farther and farther away, and she couldn't hear anything.

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When he woke up, it was already dark, and the lights in the house were soft, and it was obviously summer, but Su Yu felt like falling into an ice cave.

It was even colder than the moment she died in the river.

There seemed to be someone crying outside, it seemed to be Xiang Mother's voice, Su Yu wanted to hear what she was crying about, but the voice was too small to hear it really.

Her hand was held, and Su Yu tried hard to withdraw her hand, but she didn't seem to be able to lift up this little strength.

"Are you awake?" Xue Muqing's voice sounded beside him, and his voice was hoarse: "You...... What do you think? What's so uncomfortable? ”

Su Yu didn't look at him, just stared at the tassel on the bed tent in a daze: "What about the child?" ”

"Child......" Xue Muqing clenched her hand: "Child...... Didn't keep it. ”

Su Yu finally turned his head to look at him and smiled, laughing very influentially: "Did you fail to keep it, or did you not think about keeping this child at all?" ”

"Su Yu, don't be like this," Xue Muqing leaned his head on the hand holding Su Yu's palm: "That's also my child." ”

"Why didn't you sue me in the first place?" Xue Muqing's voice was low: "If I had known at the beginning—"

"What if you know?" Su Yu sneered: "You know, you will be like Old Madam Xue, you will want to ruin him, after all, this child may ruin your future." ”

"I'm in your eyes...... Is that the kind of person he is? Xue Muqing's voice was low: "If I knew at first...... Even if you don't want to fight for the future, you will want to keep this child. ”

"When I asked you before, you didn't say that," Su Yu withdrew his hand: "Now that the child is gone, of course you can casually say that you don't care about the future, because the child who can ruin your future is gone, of course you can promise it casually, if he is really still there, do you dare to say that?" I had just given birth to the idea of wanting to be a mother, and the child was gone, and he was killed by his own grandmother, and maybe even his biological father had a share, and he didn't even have a chance to come into this world. ”

"I don't know—if I knew, I wouldn't have wanted this child," Xue Muqing's voice was sad: "Su Yu, don't be like this, we are still young, we will always have other children-"

"There won't be," Su Yu shook his head: "You know what? Old Madam Xue guessed correctly, I want to give birth to this child, and I really want to ruin your future. ”

Su Yu closed his eyes: "After ruining your future, I can reconcile with you in a grand manner - I didn't plan to let him call you father at the beginning, I only planned to let him be my child at the beginning, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

"But, at the moment when I was about to lose him, I suddenly changed my mind, and I prayed to God to say, as long as I can save this child-" Su Yu laughed softly at himself, "Then I will forgive you for all your mistakes, as long as this child can be saved, I am willing to blame you for him-"

Xue Muqing held her hand: "Su Yu-"

"But," Su Yu opened his eyes and stared at Xue Muqing: "Look, even God thinks that I shouldn't forgive you, and even God thinks that I shouldn't give you a chance." ”

"Providence is like this, Xue Muqing, do you still want to go against Heaven's will and force me to be a couple with you?" Su Yu stared at him and sneered: "Aren't you afraid of keeping someone who hates you by your side?" ”

Xue Muqing didn't answer, just clenched his hands, Su Yu felt his strength in the hand he was holding, and wanted to withdraw his hand but couldn't do anything, so he let him hold it.

"Old lady!" Siqin's slightly choked voice sounded outside: "What are you doing here?" ”

The next moment, Old Madam Xue had already entered the inner room.

Seeing Su Yu, Old Madam Xue looked uncomfortable: "I boiled medicine for you, you ...... Drink it while it's hot. ”

Facing Su Yu's gaze, Old Madam Xue turned her face: "Don't worry, this time, it is really a medicine to nourish the body." ”

"Take it away," Su Yu looked at her, and her voice was cold: "I don't dare to drink the medicine you sent...... Someone who can even do it with his own grandchildren...... If you kill your daughter-in-law again, it's not a big deal, right? ”

"Child, if you don't have it, you can find someone else to have a baby," Su Yu sneered: "It's just a daughter-in-law, and you can marry another one if you die-"

"Su Yu!" Xue Muqing interrupted her: "Don't curse yourself casually—"

Old Madam Xue sighed: "Su Clan, I know that you have a grudge in your heart, but now like this, isn't it just right-"

"Mother!" Xue Muqing stopped: "You go back first." ”

Old Madam Xue glanced at them, closed her mouth and was about to go out.

"Wait," Su Yu called out to her, "bring the medicine." ”

Old Madam Xue's expression softened a little, and she didn't ask anyone to help, so she personally brought it to Su Yu.

Motioning for Xue Muqing to let go and help him sit up, Su Yu reached out and touched the outer wall of the soup bowl, and muttered, "It's still hot...... You just got it ready and you sent it over, huh? What a heart. ”

She turned her head to Xue Muqing and said, "You drank it." ”

Xue Muqing looked at her and didn't move, but Old Madam Xue said, "Su! ”

Su Yu raised his eyebrows: "What?" Is this medicine really poisonous? ”

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Old Madam Xue was extremely angry: "That's the medicine for you, prescribe the right medicine, how can the medicine be drunk indiscriminately!" ”

Su Yu smiled: "Yes, how can the medicine be drunk indiscriminately." ”

She meant something, and Old Madam Xue was short of breath again, Xue Muqing stroked her brows, picked up the medicine bowl and brought it to her mouth.

Old Madam Xue was annoyed: "Qing'er! ”

Su Yu said: "Don't blow it, it's not good to be cold, drink it directly, yes, don't stop, drink it all in one go." ”

After drinking the medicine, Xue Muqing was so hot that he couldn't speak, Su Yu reached out and stroked Xue Muqing's face with satisfaction: "Is it hot?" Does it hurt? ”

"Does it hurt me?" Her eyes were looking at Old Madam Xue: "But in this way, you are distressed?" When you killed my child, did you ever wonder if I would hurt? ”

"You-" Old Madam Xue pointed at Su Yu, but she couldn't say anything, glanced at Xue Muqing again, and left angrily.

Su Yu put away the expression on his face, lay back and turned his back to Xue Muqing: "You can get out too." ”

"Su Yu, I know that you are angry now, and you are not happy to see me, so I will not upset you in front of you," Xue Muqing was burned with a big tongue, but he tried hard to keep his words clear: "If you don't want to drink the medicine sent by your mother, then go back to Siqin and the others to boil the medicine, you remember to drink, I live in the study, if you have something, let someone call me, even if you want to find me angry-"

Su Yu refused to turn around, but shouted, "I told you to get out!" ”

Xue Muqing didn't speak again, and stood for a while before going out.

Su Yu pulled the thin quilt to cover his head, and listened to Xue Muqing's voice of softly instructing Si Qin outside, and finally all the sounds disappeared, tears wet the quilt, Su Yu bit his hand, so as not to let himself cry.

Before today, she always felt that she would definitely be able to change the so-called "fate", but fate played a joke on her, knowing the so-called "future", but she still couldn't even save her own children.

Why, then, let her come back? Is it just for her to experience the pain of losing a child?

If yes, that's too cruel.