"That's it." Li Xiaoxue, who didn't hear anything earth-shattering and crying ghosts and gods in Director Lin's love story, thought so in her heart, more or less, and comforted Director Lin a few times, and then said goodbye, "You rest, I'll go back first." ”

Director Lin nodded, and still said to Li Xiaoxue, "Thank you for your relief." When it comes to such reassuring words, I know better than anyone else. However, I was still too affectionate, and I was hurt very badly, and since then, I don't believe in love very much, so until now, I am still alone. In my works, you can see some sadness even more. is so sad, some people say that I am pretending, some people say that I am disease-free, in fact, if I really hurt my feelings, I will understand my feelings better, and some people say that my films have depth and connotation. ”

Li Xiaoxue said sincerely: "I also think Director Lin is an experienced person. ”

Director Lin laughed twice from his nose as if he laughed at himself, and said, "Why do I want to have these experiences again?" I wish my life was the same as many people's, simple. Have a family of your own, have a woman of your own, and even have your own children. In that way, when I return to my 200-square-meter house, it will not be as deserted as it is now. No matter how big the house is, no matter how luxurious it is, as long as it is deserted, it will never feel like home. Therefore, at the end of the year, I will go back and watch it twice, and the crew will make me feel at home, although it will never become a home in the real sense. The concept of home is really getting clearer and thicker as we get older. Many people think that I am a workaholic, but in fact, it is not that I gave up my family because of my work, but because of the lack of family, I can focus more on my work. Only uninterrupted work will help me get rid of the regret of not having a home. If I could live all over again, I wouldn't have walked out of this life again. ”

"You can really live again, not to mention that we as individuals, the whole world, maybe it will be different. More people are actually living a life of regret. Li Xiaoxue secretly sighed again.

"After filming this one, I really don't plan to shoot any more." Director Lin continued, "To be honest, it is not easy for me to persist in filming for so many years. I also got most of what I could get in this circle, and what I shouldn't get in this circle, such as a body disease, I also got it. The more I felt like I had a stone pressing down on me. The stone was like a snowball, and it got bigger and bigger, so that I couldn't fall asleep even after a good night's sleep. After I retired, I also wanted to go around, be chic, and have fun for a few years. ”

"Director Lin has worked hard for so many years, and it is indeed time to relax." Li Xiaoxue echoed.

"Hey, why are you talking about that? The more I talked, the more I found out, and the easier it was to fall short. Director Lin sighed again and said seriously, "I don't know if I scared you just now, if so, I apologize to you here." Don't blame me for shouting with you. You should be able to see some of my temperament, too. I'm the kindest person ever. It's just that some people, with poor quality, really can't help but let you shout. Shouting and shouting, sometimes, just come out of the mouth and say a couple of sentences. In the final analysis, there is a little bit of a hurry, and one more day of filming will cost one more day. You are not only a very attentive actor, but also an actor with more ideas, I watched such a play, and you were indeed very embarrassed. It's really not good, I'd better withdraw this scene. The last film, let's make it look like something. ”

Li Xiaoxue heard Director Lin say this, and her heart was more like a mixed taste, and after a long time, she said a little uncomfortable: "If there is nothing to do, I will go back first." ”

"You're not in a hurry, are you? Can you tell me about it? Director Lin asked again.

"No, there's no rush." Li Xiaoxue hurriedly said.

"Don't look at me as a half-grown old man, I still like to talk to young people like you. With young people like you, I seem to have regained a lot of youthful vitality, which is really equivalent to taking advantage of some of your young people. Director Lin said, and laughed a few times with some embarrassment.

Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said, "Director Lin, in fact, you are in the prime of life, and many places are also places where I am ashamed of myself and need to learn." ”

Lin Daozhen was rejuvenated with youthful vitality, and the old-fashioned one just now, judging the two of them: "Talking to you makes people feel relaxed and happy......

"Director Lin," Li Xiaoxue frightened Director Lin by such a heat, stepped back a little, and said to Director Lin, "You better rest for a while, I still want to deal with some things over there, and when I have time, let's talk again." ”

"I think you're in a hurry. Shall I drive you? Director Lin said, already standing up from the rattan chair.

"Nope! No! Li Xiaoxue said anxiously, showing a little cramped.

Seeing Li Xiaoxue like this, Director Lin had no choice but to say, "If you need help, just say it." Acquaintance is a kind of fate. ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded gratefully, promised "I will", said goodbye, and hurriedly turned to leave.

……

Li Xiaoxue walked out of the crew with heavy steps, and was about to stop the taxi, when a familiar black sedan came slowly and stopped steadily.

When the car door opened, Li Junhao's face appeared.

Li Junhao smiled slightly, and then, like he hadn't seen Li Xiaoxue for a long time, he tilted his body and looked at Li Xiaoxue for a while before he said, "Get in the car." ”

Li Xiaoxue actually didn't want to get into Li Junhao's car, on the side of the street, and was afraid that Li Junhao would insist too much and cause embarrassment, as if instinctively, she looked around, and quietly entered the car door.

"What's wrong with your face?" When Li Xiaoxue looked around, Li Junhao saw the puffiness of Li Xiaoxue's face, and when Li Xiaoxue sat down, he asked with concern.

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help touching her face, which no longer felt pain, smiled, and said, "In the past two days, my teeth have hurt a little. ”

Li Junhao looked at it carefully, and he didn't look like it, so he asked seriously: "Is it really a toothache?" ”

Li Xiaoxue smiled slightly, but did not answer, but asked Li Junhao again: "Why are you here?" Isn't the company busy? ”

Li Junhao shook his head, and his face sank a little more: "I heard, you are filming here?" ”

"Not bad." Li Xiaoxue replied briskly.

Li Junhao nodded again, as if he believed such a news, forced a smile, and asked, "I heard, is it still the second female number?" ”

Li Xiaoxue guessed that Li Junhao should have heard it from Hu Li, and also smiled and said, "Yes." ”

Li Junhao's smile was obviously a little unnatural: "How is it, how do you feel?" ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded again: "It's okay." ”

"That's good." Li Junhao said with no lack of relief, "Actually, you should have taken this path a long time ago." I dare to say that as long as you grasp it well, you will definitely become a good actor. ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't care much about Li Junhao's "compliment", and only replied "thank you".

"Where?" Li Junhao raised some interest and asked.

"Go home." Li Xiaoxue said simply.

Li Junhao felt even more uncomfortable in his heart for Li Xiaoxue's answer. Of course he didn't want to send Li Xiaoxue home like this, let alone Li Xiaoxue really had a home.

- Li Xiaoxue's home is of course referring to Zhong Youcheng's rental house, not because her face is swollen, she is ready to go back to Li's mother to take a look.

"How about finding a place to sit?" Li Junhao proposed again.

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but glance at Li Junhao and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I want to go back and rest." ”

"It won't take much time for you." Li Junhao insisted.

"Let's do that another day." Li Xiaoxue said reluctantly.

"Today, today actually, it's my birthday." Li Junhao said tremblingly.

Li Xiaoxue can hear that Li Junhao's words are fake, it is not easy to debunk, and it is not good to refuse too much, a face is the color of embarrassment.

Li Junhao sighed and said, "For many years, I have only celebrated my birthday alone. It's a taste, hey, it's really uncomfortable. ”

Seeing Li Junhao like this, Li Xiaoxue's voice was much softer: "Why don't you go home?" Especially on days like these, don't you really miss your parents? ”

"Why don't you want to?" Li Junhao said even more uncomfortably, "But, I can't make a name now, I haven't achieved anything, and I haven't done what I promised at the beginning, how can I go back to see them?" ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head again: "Actually, what our parents want us to do is far less than we thought. Compared with the achievements we have made, they hope that those of us as children can have a better life and be by their side more. ”

A bitter smile came out of Li Junhao's mouth: "What you are talking about is a common phenomenon, but my parents are far from being as simple as you think." They value my fame more than they do, just as they value their own fame in particular. I won't let them look good when I go back like this. They will only tell me big things and will only make me give up what I love. In that case, we will only quarrel, we will only have unpleasant quarrels, and in the end, we will break up unhappily. ”

Li Xiaoxue still persuaded: "This, maybe it's your unilateral idea." You didn't go back, so how do you know what they're going to do to you? A lot of things will change over time, so ......"

Li Junhao didn't let Li Xiaoxue finish her words: "What you said is indeed good, but I always know my parents better than you." Because I didn't follow the path they set out for me, they were always obsessed. ”

"Maybe. However, your parents will always be your dearest people. Is that all you want to do is go on like this? If you haven't been able to achieve your career, haven't you seen your parents? Li Xiaoxue asked solemnly.

Li Junhao asked Li Xiaoxue such a question, as if he was provoked by something, and looked at Li Xiaoxue's eyes like fire: "You also said that I can't achieve my dreams, right?" ”

Li Xiaoxue realized that she had said something wrong: "I'm sorry, I'm just making an analogy." ”

Li Junhao's heart was like grinding a stone, and he felt the pain he had never felt before,—— when he questioned his parents, in fact, he didn't feel such a pain: "No, it's nothing." It's not impossible for you to say this. Who says dreams come true? If it is so easy to achieve, it will not have its unique charm. ”

"You're still misunderstanding me." Li Xiaoxue said guiltily again.

Li Junhao started the car, like a child, and said angrily: "I'll send you home." ”

"Where are you going?" Li Xiaoxue asked anxiously again.

Li Junhao was stunned: "What are you doing?" ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head slowly, and said helplessly: "Didn't you say that you were going to celebrate your birthday?" ”