71 071 The Dead Return
The marriage of the prince of Jin, the Xue family still has to celebrate, Su Yu was unwilling to play with Xue Muqing in front of Master Xue and Mrs. Xue, so he didn't go with them - I was not afraid of others asking questions, anyway, it was the Xu family who married the daughter, and there was nothing wrong with Su Yu's move.
Even if, in fact, she and the sisters of the Xu family are not close - the eldest cousin who married into the Tang family followed her husband and did not come back, and she did not interact with the other sisters on weekdays.
Su Yu stayed for a while, and then regretted it a little - on such an occasion, it was impossible for the Xu family not to attend, she and her family had been so stiff before, and she had not returned to the Su family once until today, but now it is inevitable that she will meet it.
She still can't forgive her family, so naturally she won't come over, seeing Xu Shi wanting to come over and talk to her from a distance, Su Yu's eyes lowered slightly, avoiding Xu's sight, taking advantage of the fact that she was questioned for a while, Su Yu paused and left the place.
Anyway, the people and the ceremony have arrived, and Su Yu didn't want to stay any longer, so after finding a chance to say goodbye to the people of the Xu family, Su Yu left the Xu family with the maid.
Fortunately, Mama She didn't follow her today, otherwise it would be estimated that she would have to face Xu's anyway, but Su Yu was stubborn and refused to compromise easily, and Mama She couldn't convince her since she had been married for so long.
Mama She couldn't really do anything to force her back to Su's house.
Although the maid who followed her was also subdued by Mama She and Xue Muqing, fortunately, she didn't dare to disobey her.
When passing near Tang's house, Su Yu asked people to stop, got out of the carriage, there were many people outside, and Yunping and the others were busy putting a hat on her and following her uneasily.
The Tang family left the capital, and what was left in the capital was just a slave guarding the mansion, although the people who stayed behind would still take care of it, Su Yu still felt full of gloom.
However, after more than a year of work, there is a sense that things are wrong.
Su Yu didn't go in, and now in what capacity did she go in? She almost married Tang Yun and married into the Tang family, but she still had nothing to do with Tang Yun and the Tang family.
She stood outside the gate of Tang's house for a long time, and finally let out a long sigh and let Yunping help her back to the car.
The Tang family was not far from the Su family, but after walking for a while, they arrived near the Su family, Yun Ping cautiously asked if he wanted to go back and have a look, Su Yu shook his head and let the carriage continue to move forward.
It seemed that they were waiting for Su Yu to change his mind, the carriage was going very slowly, Su Yu knew their thoughts, but he didn't bother to break it, and he felt powerless in his heart.
Su Yu sighed slightly, didn't want to pay attention to the careful thoughts of the people around him, and just closed his eyes.
The carriage finally stopped, and Su Yu opened her eyes, her eyes fixed on Yunping, wanting to see what she meant and wanting to hear what she could say.
Yun Ping's body shrank a little, Su Yu's eyes were still looking at her well, Yun Ping just wanted to speak, but Su Yu made a silent gesture.
Outside the carriage, there was a person's voice, and Su Yu heard him say, "I don't know, I just ...... I want to come here. ”
Su Yu's body trembled, and he was about to get out of the carriage, Yunping hurriedly grabbed the hem of Su Yu's clothes: "Madam! The slave is wrong! ”
Su Yu ignored her, shook her off and got out of the carriage.
The hat was dropped on the carriage by her, Su Yu didn't intend to wear that thing, there were often people outside the Su family, and it was the same at this moment, but Su Yu couldn't care so much, she just relied on her own feelings, and walked in the direction where Fang Cai's voice came from-
A man dressed in cloth stood in the crowd, he looked at the gate and high wall of the Su family opposite, and his voice was blank: "I just think...... There...... Who's ...... As far as I'm concerned...... Very...... Very important. ”
There were idlers behind him sneering: "Of course it's important, if I can go in and see Su Xiang and get his appreciation, maybe I will have a future, but who can get in." ”
Su Yu stood in front of him, and before he could speak, tears were already wet on his face: "Erlang." ”
There was coaxing, questioning and laughing around, but Su Yu didn't seem to hear anything, all she saw was the person in front of her - he had lost a lot of weight and his face was much darker, but Su Yu would not mistake his appearance, even if he was no longer as handsome as jade in her memory.
"Erlang—" She had a lot of things she wanted to ask him, but so many words seemed to be blocked in her throat and couldn't be spoken, and a thousand words seemed to be condensed in the name of him.
He finally looked down at her, as if glancing at her hairstyle, and looked at her with a little confusion: "Madame? Are you talking to me? ”
Madame, he called her Madame, and he pretended not to know her...... Su Yu covered her mouth, and her tears still couldn't stop - he must be blaming her, blaming her for not finding him and not waiting for him, blaming her for turning her head and marrying someone else, Su Yu wanted to reply that this was not her intention, she wanted to say that she was forced to be deceived-
However, what is the point of saying such things now, no matter how much explanation she makes, no matter how she explains, it will not change the fact that she married someone else and betrayed him.
The so-called fate is probably like this.
That's it, there's no point in holding on any longer, Su Yu held back her tears and smiled, looked at him deeply, and wanted to go back.
He suddenly grabbed Su Yu's hand: "Madam...... Do you recognize me? ”
Su Yu was stunned, looked back at him, and saw that his expression did not seem to be fake, and frowned slightly.
He hurriedly withdrew his hand: "I'm sorry, I was abrupt." ”
"Jiro?" Su Yu tentatively spoke, seeing that his face was still full of doubts, she thought about it, and brought up the title that had already been put away by her again: "Brother Yun? ”
Hearing her name, his face was a little inexplicable, as if he was struggling to remember something, struggling for a long time, and finally spoke with difficulty: "Little ...... Little jujube? ”
Su Yu's tears broke the embankment again, and Yun Ping chased after him with his forehead: "Madam...... Let's go back. She looked at the people around her who seemed to be watching a good show, full of discomfort and uneasiness.
Immediately, her gaze fell on the person in front of Su Yu along Su Yu's gaze, and her face was suddenly full of disbelief: "Tang ...... Tang Dynasty...... Tang Er——"
She stammered and never could tell the other party's identity.
Su Yun ignored him, just watched Tang Yun cry, Tang Yun seemed to have finally determined something, and wanted to take something to help her wipe her tears, but he didn't have a handkerchief or anything like that, he stretched out his hand to help her wipe it, but his hand paused on Su Yun's face-
Su Yu saw that his hands were no longer as white and jade as before, his hands were like his face, as if they had been subjected to many winds and frosts, Su Yu raised his hands and pulled his hands over to her face, holding his wrists with both hands, crying silently.
His fingers were stiff, and there were rough calluses on his fingertips and palms, which made Su Yu's face hurt slightly, but Su Yu didn't care about this, she only knew that he was back.
Then I remembered that I was married to someone else, and I couldn't help but feel sad, and it was even more difficult for myself.
"Little jujube...... Xiao Zao'er......" He muttered her milk name, put the four fingers of his hands behind Su Yu's ears, and wiped her tears with his thumb: "You are Xiao Zao'er, I remember your appearance-"
"Big brother," a young man in his early tens beside Tang Yun tugged at the corner of Tang Yun's clothes: "Do you remember your own business?" ”
Su Yun heard his voice faintly familiar, it was the voice that asked Tang Yun why he was standing outside the door of the Su family before.
Hearing him say this at this moment, Su Yu couldn't help but be a little puzzled, and looked at the young man: "What do you mean?" What do you mean by 'remembering yourself'? Why do you call him big brother? ”
The young man was a little shrunken by Su Yu's question, Su Yu still wanted to ask further, Yun Ping gently pulled Su Yu: "Madam-"
Su Ping looked back at her, Yun Ping pointed around, Su Yu realized that they were being watched, Yun Ping was very uneasy: "Madam, let's go back." ”
Su Yu looked at the Su family in front of her, and then retreated to the Tang family in front of her—she shook her head and pulled Tang Yun to the carriage, and the young man followed Tang Yun uneasily, Yun Ping cautiously suggested: "Madam, let them sit in the carriage behind." ”
Su Yu ignored her and took them into his carriage, Yun Ping struggled for a while, but still followed, and sat between Tang Yun and Su Yun, as if he didn't intend to let them have any more contact.
Su Yu instructed the coachman to go to Dr. Meng's medical center, and only then did he come back to his senses and ask the young man beside Tang Yun what happened to Tang Yun - listening to the young man's meaning, Tang Yun didn't seem to remember many things.
The boy had no name and no surname, and he used to be a beggar—I say it was, because he doesn't look like a beggar anymore.
When Tang Yun fell into the water, it was the boy who saved him, but Tang Yun forgot what happened before - this can explain why Tang Yun didn't come back early in the morning.
With Tang Yun's temperament, even if he lost his memory, it was impossible for him to be reduced to a beggar, after falling into the water, all the valuable belongings on his body were lost, there was nothing that could prove his identity, and he didn't remember the past—he only remembered that he was going to the capital, but why did he forget it—the young man didn't worry about him, so he kept following him.
The two of them were penniless, and the ordinary trip of more than a month made them go for more than a year - Su Yu thought of the cocoon on Tang Yun's hand, and it was really hard to imagine how much he had suffered.
Fortunately, he is back.
Su Yu's hanging heart could finally be put down a little - at least, he was still alive, and she didn't kill Tang Yun as those rumors said.
Dr. Meng's diagnosis to Tang Yun said that it might be amnesia caused by a blood clot in the skull, and his body was fine, but it was still in the skull, and Dr. Meng was helpless, so he could only wait for him to get better...... The short is three or five months, and the long is three or five years...... Or...... I can't remember it for the rest of my life.
Su Yu's heart still failed to completely sink back to its original place.
Sent Tang Yun back to the Tang family, although there is no master in the Tang family now, but there are still subordinates, and they are overjoyed to see Tang Yun returning, and want to hug Tang Yun in, but Tang Yun is very uneasy, but he just clenched Su Yun's hand and refused to let go.
The descendants of the Tang family will not know who Su Yun is, they are a little at a loss when they see this situation, they are not welcome to Su Yun, after all, Su Yun once had a marriage contract with Tang Yun, but it is rumored that because of Su Yun and Tang Yun's incident, not long after the Tang family withdrew from the marriage, Su Yu married someone again - the Tang family could not be careless about her.
Su Yu couldn't even see the eyes of others, and was stunned for a moment, thinking that since she had sent Tang Yun back, she could be regarded as a successful retirement and should leave—why stay to see other people's faces.
But Tang Yun only remembered Su Yu and only trusted Su Yu, as soon as Su Yu took a step back, he also followed Su Yu back, treating those subordinates who were happy with his return like a flood of beasts.
Su Yun was helpless, so he could only pull Tang Yun inside, the descendants of the Tang family wanted to serve Tang Yun to bathe and cleanse himself, Tang Yun still remembered that some men and women avoided it, and knew that Su Yun could not follow anymore, but he was still not at ease before letting go: "Xiao Zao'er, will you wait for me?" ”
Su Yu was a little soft-hearted and nodded: "I'll wait for you to come out." ”
Even if they have a grudge against her, the Tang family still hasn't forgotten the way of hospitality, but Su Yun doesn't have any thoughts, she wants to leave, she knows that she shouldn't stay, but she is worried that Tang Yun won't see what will happen to her after she comes out - she has already lost him, and now he forgets the past and only remembers her, if she leaves at this moment, she feels even more sorry for Tang Yun.
After waiting for a long time, Tang Yun, who had changed back into his previous clothes, came out to see her again, before returning to Tang's house, although he lost his memory, the smile on his face was relaxed, and at this moment, Su Yun could feel his solemnity.
Su Yu sighed, presumably after leaving him for such a short time, the descendants of the Tang family should have told him a lot of things.
Seeing that he was fine at the moment, Su Yu was also relieved and got up to say goodbye.
Tang Yun stretched out his hand to pull her, but finally paused.
He silently followed behind Su Yu and sent her out, and at the moment when Su Yu was about to get into the carriage, he still stretched out his hand and grabbed Su Yu: "Xiao Zao'er...... What do they say...... Is it true? ”
What they said to Tang Yun, Su Yun didn't know, and it wasn't a good thing to think about, and Su Yun didn't want to know what they said, just nodded.
"Xiao Zao'er, are you really married?" He looked at Su Yu's head, and now Su Yu combed her hair in a style that only married women can comb, and his voice was bleak: "Xiao Zao'er, you are really married." ”
The same words, word for word, the former sentence was to ask her, but the latter sentence was already an answer, he lowered his head: "Actually, when I first saw you, I guessed it...... I just don't want to think about it. ”
"How so?" Tang Yun didn't understand: "Although I don't remember many things, I remember that I want to come back...... I remember we were going to get married...... But why did you get married? ”
Su Yu shook his head, he didn't want to tell him what kind of rumors he was carrying because of his accident, he didn't want to tell him that he was a relative of the Tang family's first retreat, he didn't want to tell him that he had gone to look for him, he didn't want to tell him that he thought he was fierce and unlucky, he didn't want to tell him why he ended up marrying someone else - those are meaningless, she married someone else, this is a fact, no matter how much you say, it is useless, no matter how much you explain, it can't match the fait accompli, since they can't go back to before she was married, And why let him know that?
Su Yu withdrew her hand, she didn't plan to tell him that she and Xue Muqing still don't have a round house, she didn't dare to ask Tang Yun if she and Xue Muqing reconciled and divorced him if he was still willing to marry her - these are also meaningless, Xue Muqing and the Su family can't agree to them to reconcile, even if they do, the Tang family can't accept themselves again: Tang Yun has already had an accident, even if he comes back now, the Tang family is afraid that she will still be afraid of her so-called "fate", and would rather believe it or not, the Tang family will not let Tang Yun marry her.
She sees it through, and she hates her for seeing it through.
It is impossible for her and Tang Yun after all, it has been like this for two lifetimes, she shouldn't force it.
Why bother, it's better to break it off cleanly, anyway, as long as Tang Yun lives well, Su Yun will be at ease, and he will no longer have to live in the guilt of killing Tang Yun for the rest of his life, and it will be difficult to extricate himself.