Su Yu didn't think that because Xue Muqing "couldn't give birth", Mrs. Xue would no longer embarrass her, after all, when Su Yu said that she couldn't give birth, Mrs. Xue did hesitate, whether it was to let her reconcile with Xue Muqing or to give Xue Muqing a concubine, Mrs. Xue did have such thoughts.

It is true that as a mother, it is understandable to have such selfishness for her son, but as a "daughter-in-law", Su Yu cannot let go easily.

Su Yu didn't like this lie, not only because Xue Muqing told this lie and caused her to fail to achieve the goal of reconciliation through Old Madam Xue, but also because of the unpleasant meaning that was faintly revealed in it-

Among husband and wife, if the reason for the infertility is on the wife, it seems to be a matter of course for the husband's family to take concubines, divorce or even divorce his wife, if someone is greedy, Su Yu believes that someone has done something to murder his wife and then take his dowry - although she knows that the Xue family is not so depraved, but as long as she thinks about it, Su Yu feels that this world is too unfair to women and women.

In the past, she always felt that if she could raise Miao Miao and find a good family for her to marry, it might be the best destination for Miao Miao, and she might be worthy of Si Qin's friendship with her in her previous life - but now, Su Yu has great doubts about such an idea.

And if the reason for not being able to have children is attributed to her husband, it is often a different situation, Mrs. Xue has stopped coming to Su Yu to chat since that day, and I don't know if it is because of her weak heart or something else, but she sends things to her courtyard twice in three days.

In fact, whether it is the husband or the wife's body, most people will blame the wife for this kind of thing, but if it is really because of the husband...... The husband's family is unwilling to let the two reconcile, maybe there will still be concubines, and if they are reconciled...... If you can't have a son with anyone, it will be in vain to marry more people, not to mention that the people who marry again may not be worthy of the yuan.

Su Yu felt that he was probably in such an embarrassing position by Xue Muqing now, and the mother would not want her son's "hidden disease" to be known to everyone, so marriage often became a method that could be concealed, at least it could last for a few years, and after a few years, others began to hesitate if there was something wrong with his wife's body, and it was easy not to question that it was actually his husband...... The so-called husband and wife are one, and in this kind of thing, the wife often suffers for the husband.

Now that Xue Muqing is so sure about things, if the Xue family determines that it is Xue Muqing's "illness", Su Yu doesn't have to think about it, and it is impossible for the two elders of the Xue family to make peace with Xue Muqing for themselves, and her idea of taking this road can only be broken.

In fact, Su Shen didn't have much hope for whether he could see anything wrong, after all, Master Xue's death was indeed a little too sudden, and he didn't always indulge in the sickbed - and it seemed to have something to do with Su Shen's falling out with Xue Muqing at that time.

Among the three members of the Xue family, Xue Muqing has another purpose, Old Madam Xue has selfish intentions, and Old Master Xue seems to be the only normal person.

The doctor who asked for it at first couldn't see anything, Su Yu later remembered that Dr. Meng had prescribed medicine to him, and asked him to come over to check the pulse with the mood of giving it a try, but he didn't expect to really see that Master Xue actually had a heart disease, but fortunately, it was found early, and if the needle and medicine were properly coordinated, it could alleviate some of the condition, but it was not appropriate to let his mood fluctuate too much.

After Mrs. Xue avoided Su Yu for a long time, after that, she came to talk to Su Yu again.

"Ah, I'm a villain in vain, I thought you were looking for a doctor to enter the house two times in three days because ...... The previous thing was a bit of a problem, so ......" Old Madam Xue was a little embarrassed: "But it turns out that I misunderstood you, you really want to be good for this family...... I really don't know how to thank you, if you hadn't noticed it and asked the doctor to come over......"

Su Yu originally wanted to say that if she wanted to thank her, it would be better to make peace with Xue Muqing and let her leave, but she knew that it was impossible, so she had to keep her mouth shut - she suddenly felt that she seemed to have done something wrong in finding a doctor for Master Xue.

"It is often said that young couples are always companions," Mrs. Xue ignored Su Yu's mind and sighed to herself: "I don't dare to imagine how I will live in the future if the master goes first." ”

Su Yu always felt that the phrase "young couples and old companions" meant something, and she was a little reluctant to answer, but in fact, she wanted to refute that even if Master Xue passed away, Old Madam Xue didn't seem to be very sad at the beginning - at that time, maybe all her grief was transferred to her dissatisfaction with Su Yu.

Xue Muqing never understood, even if he did it all over again, even if Old Madam Xue was suppressed by him, but no matter what, Su Yu herself was always difficult to let go, even if Old Madam Xue didn't do anything in her life, even if Old Madam Xue didn't have the opportunity to expose her true nature in this life-but Su Su remembered that even if she knew that Old Madam Xue was innocent at the moment, she couldn't be calm.

At the beginning, she didn't also have such expectations, thinking that as long as it didn't happen, many things could be changed, so she knew that Si Qi climbed out of bed later, and Su Yu didn't take more precautions, at that time, she still had good thoughts about human nature, she thought that the other party would get lost and return if she left a line, but it turned out to be a repeat of the past.

Xu was aware of Su Xin's depression, and Old Madam Xue touched the back of Su Zhen's hand worriedly: "What's wrong?" ”

Su Yu withdrew his hand without a trace: "It's nothing." ”

Just when she was embarrassed, the maid next to Mrs. Xue was saluting outside, and only came in after getting permission, and came in with a post, saying that the other party was in a hurry to wait for a reply.

Su Yu glanced at it, and knew that it was a post from the Jin Wangfu, and asked casually: "King Jin, have they returned to Beijing?" ”

Then he remembered something: "That's right, the prince of Jin will get married in a few months, and they should come back." ”

Mrs. Xue replied to the post and asked the maid to send her away, as if she remembered something, and then fell silent.

"I'm sorry," Old Madam Xue finally came back to her senses after a long time: "I remembered...... I didn't have some things before I got married, and I was a little distracted. A, you're tired too, we won't talk much today, I'll go back first, you have a good rest. ”

Before Mrs. Xue got married, there was something about Mrs. Xue's mother's family, Su Yu knew that Mrs. Xue had broken away from her mother's family back then, and her heart was moved at this moment, and she wanted to ask Mrs. Xue what it was like to be separated from her family.

"Why do you ask this?" Old Madam Xue let out a long sigh, and Su Yu realized that she had really asked such a rude question, and she didn't know what to do, but Old Madam Xue was not angry, but sat back, looking a little worried: "Ah Yu...... Could it be that you ......"

Old Madam Xue sighed and said, "I don't know why you have such thoughts, it's just that your family is still very good to you, why are you bothering?" ”

Her family treats her well? Su Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, her family followed the outsiders to unite to deceive her, asking her to marry someone she didn't want to marry, is this also "good" for her? Su Yu only felt that he was ridiculous and pathetic, and he was just a pawn played by his family.

"These words may not have any position for me," Old Madam Xue sighed: "Your family background is there, if I persuade you, it is not very appropriate, if I advise you not to make too much trouble with your family, it will always look like I am worried that if you leave the Su family, we will not be able to take advantage...... Although, in fact, I don't care about these, what I care about is whether or not to fall in love. ”

If someone else said that the other party was not greedy for the Su family's family background, Su Yu would not believe it, and Old Madam Xue said this, Su Yu didn't doubt it very much - after all, this was one of the reasons why she didn't like Old Madam Xue.

"What's more, I have a quarrel with my family like that, and I always feel a little strange if I come to persuade you again," Old Madam Xue pondered for a while and sighed: "However, because I fell out with my mother's family, I know that this kind of life is not easy, so I don't want you to go the same way as me." ”

She looked a little stunned: "In this world, there is no one behind the woman and the woman...... Life is not easy. ”

Su Yu frowned: "So, old lady, do you regret breaking with your family at the beginning?" ”

Old Madam Xue shook her head: "I have never regretted this matter from beginning to end, but after so many years, I still can't let go of it." ”

"As a child, you shouldn't say bad things about your elders, but you and I are a family, so there's no need to hide it from you," Mrs. Xue sighed with some emotion: "Ah Yu, I don't know why you have such a stiff quarrel with your mother's family, it's been a few months, and you neither go back to see them nor see the people they sent...... If it changes, my family will be your family...... It doesn't have to be like yours, if my family were ordinary, I wouldn't have chosen such a path. ”

"I know that in your marriage to Qing'er, you have some disagreements with your family," Mrs. Xue shook her head: "Maybe you did feel a little wronged about marrying Qing'er, but ...... At least your family is doing things for your own good, not trying to use you to climb rich - although the Su family didn't have to exchange their children's family affairs for anything. ”

Su Yu was puzzled: "Do you know why they married me to Xue Muqing?" "If she were Mrs. Xue, she would never agree to Xue Muqing marrying her, after all, she was against such rumors at that time.

Old Madam Xue shook her head: "Probably moved by Qing'er's infatuation." ”

Su Yu knew that Old Madam Xue didn't know the truth, and wanted to say it, but Su Yu didn't know the inside story, and he didn't know where to start.

Old Madam Xue changed the subject: "You watched the post of the Jin Wangfu before, and you had doubts in your heart, but it was not easy to ask, right?" ”

Su Yu didn't answer, and Old Madam Xue sighed and said: "Actually, I know what you are confused about, you know that I have cut off contact with my family, but I am curious why the Jin Wangfu wants to give me a post, after all, on weekdays, I don't interact with outsiders." ”

"My maiden name is Ji," Old Madam Xue stared into the distance: "In the capital, the Xu family has a queen mother and two queens, and the Lu family has a concubine...... However, probably no one remembers that there is a Ji Meiren in Miyagi. ”

"Before I got married, before I fell out with my family, she was already demoted to a beauty, and now more than 20 years later, she is still a beauty," Mrs. Xue shook her head: "This Ji beauty is my cousin, there was a palace maid by her side, and she was born as an official slave...... She was very harsh to the maid in the palace...... Later, the palace maid became the princess of Jin. ”

Su Yu had probably heard the story of Princess Jin, but in the rumors outside, after only saying that Princess Jin was a hero, there was no mention that she had such an experience.

"When my aunt married the Ning family, the Ji family slowly rose because of this in-law relationship," Su Yu was interested in listening to the story, Su Yu of the Ning family knew it, the princess of Jin was surnamed Ning, and her brother was the prince and young master, Su Yu couldn't have not known, but he didn't know which of the Ning family's foreign family was, but it turned out to be Mrs. Xue's maiden family, and Mrs. Xue seemed to fall into memory: "My aunt is a gentle person, when I was young, my cousin and I especially liked to be close to her, although my cousin was young, she was also very protective of us." ”

"The Ji family has always been a well-known family outside, and my cousin has been competitive since she was a child...... Therefore, we are often despised and despised, and our cousin has always been the one who came out for us," Mrs. Xue shook her head: "I have always been very close to my cousin, I thought that my cousin and I had the same thoughts, but I didn't know that in fact, she had always been jealous of her cousin - jealous that she was from a good background, jealous that she had a grandfather, father, and brother whom everyone admired, and jealous that she had a marriage contract with the prince since she was a child. ”

"Later, something happened to the Ning family, all the adult men were exiled, the women and children were all official slaves, the cousin entered the palace as a palace maid in order to get rid of the identity of the official slave, and the cousin later entered the palace, she just entered the palace, and the rank was not low, and she asked her cousin to her side, I thought she was thinking about family affection, but it turned out that she was just showing off," Mrs. Xue's face was slightly disdainful: "When the Ning family had an accident, the others were just fine, and the aunt and the three children were their relatives after all, The eldest uncle and father were able to stand by regardless of the kinship...... I still can't figure it out. ”

"Later, my uncle made a great contribution and rehabilitated the Ning family, and my cousin married the King of Jin according to the marriage contract since childhood, but the Ning family and the Ji family are completely strange," Mrs. Xue frowned: "My cousin is not favored in the palace, and the Ji family is unwilling, so I want to send another daughter to the palace...... But the Ji family has two rooms, and there are only two daughters, and my lord and I have already made a marriage - they actually want to regret the marriage, and if they can't regret the marriage, they design to frame the master-"

"I know very well what I am capable of, and it is not suitable for me to enter the palace, let alone in this way...... hurt his son-in-law and then repented of his marriage and sent his daughter to the palace...... This kind of broken idea is also a loss to them to think of and do it, but I am also cold to them because of this, afraid that they will not be able to make a plan and have no peace, so I simply said that even if I broke away from them, I would marry the master......" Mrs. Xue sighed with some emotion: "In the first few years when we got married, they still refused to stop, and they used my unfilial piety everywhere to squeeze on me, and outsiders often talked about these things, until we moved back to the ancestral home of the Xue family, far away from them, and the days settled down." ”

"I still don't regret breaking with my family, not because of the Ji family, and now I'm more and more defeated, but because I know that I didn't make a mistake," Mrs. Xue came back to her senses: "At the beginning, the old man ruined his appearance, ruined his right hand, and lost the possibility of entering the office, I broke with my family and was punished, and I was injured and almost became a lonely person...... We didn't dislike each other and supported each other, and now more than 20 years have passed, and our son is also older and has a family...... Our life is worth it. ”

"It's a pity that Qing'er's body is ......" Old Madam Xue looked a little regretful: "It's ...... after all"

"The ancestral home of the Xue family is in Chuzhou, and the fief of the King of Jin is also in Chuzhou," Su Yu didn't want to hear her talk about Xue Muqing, so he only asked what he wanted to ask: "What is the biggest reason why you moved to Chuzhou?" ”

"It's a bit of both," Old Madam Xue nodded: "Fortunately, my cousin has taken care of me all these years, otherwise we are afraid that our life will still be difficult." ”

Su Yu just wanted to ask why Princess Jin refused to recognize the Ji family's people and was still willing to associate with Mrs. Xue, but Mrs. Xue changed the topic back: "So, Ah Yu, you have to understand that this road is not so easy to follow." ”

"The imperial court respects filial piety, even if the elders are not kind, but the children still have to live with the word 'filial piety'," Mrs. Xue sighed: "Your family is not too much of a fault when you say it, if you insist on cutting off contact with them, they are afraid and do not want you to suffer as I did at the beginning...... But what about others? What will others think of you? ”

"Before a woman gets married, what others look at is the family background behind her, after getting married, her mother's family is also the backing of the woman, and it is not easy to give up," Mrs. Xue did not agree with the look: "I have experienced it, I know that this road is not easy to walk, Ah Yu, the Su family is not like the Ji family, there is always your nostalgia, you are in the blessing and do not know the blessing." ”

Su Yu refused to answer, because she didn't feel that she was "in a blessing" - indeed, her family didn't think about using her marriage to get any benefits, even if she wanted to marry Tang Yun at the beginning, it was just because they were childhood sweethearts she wanted to marry.

However, Su Yu was still uneasy about the fact that they forced her to marry Xue Muqing - even if they were under the guise of doing good for her, Su Yu was still uneasy to accept.

Su Yu felt that he probably had a bad brain, why should he listen to Mrs. Xue's words to persuade him - when he came back to his senses at this moment, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed with himself, and when he saw what Mrs. Xue was going to say, Su Yu said a little angrily: "But I'm different from you, you still don't regret it, because you married the person you want to marry." ”

"I don't know what Xue Muqing told you," Su Yu said frankly: "But I never wanted to marry Xue Muqing, but what is there to be nostalgic for the family who forced me to marry like this." ”

Old Madam Xue seemed to want to refute, but she stopped, and was silent for a long time before she spoke: "I have also heard about you and Tang Family Erlang. ”

Su Yu provoked: "So, knowing that I want to belong, can you really do without mustard?" ”

"If you don't say it, you probably won't believe it," Old Madam Xue sighed: "I was hesitant about this marriage at first, but Qing'er is stubborn, and I can't convince him in major matters." ”

"Since you mind," Su Yu didn't understand, "Then why do you-" make a look of innocence all day long.

"Actually, my temperament is not very good, I experienced too much when I was young, so I didn't bother to pretend, love is love, and dislike is dislike," Old Madam Xue shook her head: "Your temperament is a little similar to me back then, looking at you, it seems to remember how I came here in the first place——"

"I'm not like you," Su Yu shook his head: "You can at least live according to your own heart, but I can't." Otherwise, she would not have been deceived by her family into marrying Xue Muqing.

"I admit that Qing'er is a little unkind to take advantage of your marriage," Old Madam Xue bowed her head: "But it's not that he will always have others, at least he treats you sincerely, isn't he?" ”

But as far as she is concerned, no one can be Xue Muqing...... Su Yu smiled bitterly, Xue Muqing probably persuaded everyone with his so-called "sincerity" - but his so-called "sincerity", for her, was all deception and persecution, and it was never within her expectations.

"If the Tang family Erlang is okay, I am also willing to fulfill you, after all, you have been in love for many years," Old Madam Xue got up: "But...... After all...... Isn't it? ”

Old Madam Xue's words were vague, but Su Yu understood: "Do you think that I should accept my fate?" ”

Su Yu ignored her farewell, and fell into a self-hurting mood and couldn't extricate herself, and in a daze, she heard someone asking: "Ah Yu, what are you thinking?" ”

Su Yu didn't come back to his senses, and replied in a daze: "I'm thinking, if I have a daughter, what should I do?" "This world is so unfair to women, think about what happened to you...... Even she felt powerless, and she didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Su Yu's body was embraced, and Xue Muqing's voice was soft, with a little temptation and distress: "We will give her the best we can, spoil her and protect her, and don't let her suffer the slightest grievance——"

Su Yu came back to his senses, pushed Xue Muqing away, and mocked: "It's that I'm thinking too much, I forgot that I won't have a daughter." ”

"At least, there won't be your daughter," Su Yu sneered: "Xue Muqing, you boast that you know me, and you can even predict what kind of actions I will have, but what I am thinking in my heart, what I want, in fact, you don't know at all, or rather, in fact, you don't care at all." ”

She was thinking about the matter of life and death, but he deliberately misinterpreted it.

If the words are not speculative, Su Yu is too lazy to look at him.