Chapter 69

Chen Weiyan died in a disaster in a blizzard, and he recorded a VCR before he died to say goodbye to everyone.

Rong Yi has always kept that video, he took it out countless times, played it countless times, rerecorded several discs, and gave it to all the people mentioned in the video.

But there was only one plate, and he didn't give it away.

At that time, when Yinan was pregnant with Chen Ziyu, Chen Weiyan in the video said that as long as he could go back, he would marry Yinan, and if he couldn't go back, he would persuade her to find someone to marry.

At this time, it was probably the third year of Shen Youyi's death, and Chen Weiyan mentioned a girl for the first time, so affectionate and gentle.

Rong also remembers that after receiving the notice of Chen Weiyan's death, on the way back from Everest, he met Yinan. At that time, she ignored the family's obstruction, and followed her all the way to the hard seat for more than 30 hours.

She wore a long white dress with a black waisted coat. Qingchuan was very cold that day, her long messy hair fluttering in the wind, and her eyes and the tip of her nose were red.

"How is he?" The first thing she said was such a question, and Rong Yi guessed that she didn't know that Chen Weiyan had been killed at that time, because there was still a flickering light called hope in her eyes at that time.

However, the light was extinguished at the sight of the corpse covered in a white cloth as they stretched out.

Three months later, when Rong Yi finished saying this sentence in the hospital, he saw that the Chen family's parents were a little relieved. But what about the girl?

Rong Yi doesn't know when she appeared in Chen Weiyan's life, and he doesn't know how they met and fell in love.

He only knew that in the final VCR, the tenderness on Chen Weiyan's face did only emerge when he mentioned this girl. There is no despair of the current situation, no fear of death, just the warmth that the name brings.

"Do you want the child?" Rong Yi closed the door of the ward and asked the pale-faced girl on the hospital bed.

At the moment when he saw the corpse, Rong Yi seemed to be prepared to catch Inan who had fainted, and then quickly got on the plane and went back to City A for treatment.

Outside the door are the parents of the two families, Rong Yi seems to have some impressions of Inan's parents, the second elder is often seen in the cultural circle, two highly learned scholars.

But it's just a little rigid, and after learning that the father of the child in Inan's belly has died, his face is a little heavy. Fortunately, the Chen family had dealt with Yinan's parents before, and the two families did not tear their faces, but the atmosphere was awkward.

"Kid?" Inan was a little stunned, her face still had tears that had not been wiped away, and her voice was as small as a mosquito.

"yes, it's been three months, you probably already know it." Rong Yi stood beside her bedside, looking at her pale face, a little unbearable.

In fact, everyone standing here, except for Inan's parents, probably everyone hopes to keep Chen Weiyan's child, including himself.

In my selfish mind, I guess it's all like this.

But they also had to think about the girl in front of them. Unmarried, pregnant, posthumous. Combined, these two are simply a dead end. Especially the Yi family, who pays special attention to their reputation.

"Yes, why not." Inan stretched out his hand and gently stroked his lower abdomen, the corners of his mouth were smiling, but his eyes were a little lonely.

"I was going to tell him when he came back, but I didn't expect him to come back in this way." Inan's voice was a little hoarse, her face was a little pale, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and her slender fingers wiped the tears that remained: "He said he was going to surprise me...... I thought it was a marriage proposal, but ......"

Rong Yi hung his head and watched her close her eyes tightly, and the long hair behind her was curling on the white sheets, looking extremely plain.

There was also a whispered conversation between the two parents outside the door, and Rong Yi finished the routine examination for Inan and handed it over to the gynecologist, and then went to Chen Weiyan's morgue.

It was so cold when he died, and he still has to be preserved in the cold environment. Rong Yi reached out and shook Chen Weiyan's palm, which was blue from cold, and sighed for a while.

He still remembers that when he just went to M University to follow his mentor to do various surgeries every day, Chen Weiyan went to the school to find him, asked the girl from M University all the way, and found himself who was still in the laboratory surrounded by girls.

At that time, he was still dissecting the corpse, and the girl next to him screamed and walked away, leaving him leaning against the door with a disgusted look at himself with a scalpel.

"Don't you feel empty and lonely in front of corpses all day long?" He raised his eyebrows in disgust: "Can you cover that guy's face or something?" ”

Holding the scalpel, he was a little happy in his heart, it was the first time Chen Weiyan came to M University to find him, and before that, he didn't like this country very much. I said it was no fun, and I didn't want to come to anything like that.

He shook his head, reached out to cover the rest of the specimen, and finished the operation on his hand in a deep voice. Chen Weiyan leaned against the door with his chest crossed and didn't come in, and waited until he finished the operation before he jokingly asked:

"You've seen so many corpses, will you be so indifferent to me after I die?"

"No, it won't." Rong Yi put away the scalpel and put the specimen back in the same room, intending to pat Chen Weiyan on the shoulder, but Chen Weiyan dodged it.

"Go wash your hands, wash your hands." He stood far away, staring at his hand in disgust.

"At least I won't dissect you." Rong Yi smiled, turned around and walked into the bathroom, and reached out to hear Chen Weiyan's shout: "You want to be beautiful." ”

Everything seems to be yesterday, and the sun is so bright that day, he wore a cotton T-shirt that day, just like those students walking on the college campus, bright and energetic.

And not now, losing all vitality and vitality.

"That kid is whispering?" Lin Yan touched the corners of her reddened eyes with some emotion and asked in a low voice.

Rong Yi handed over the child in his hand to Wang's mother and reached out to hold her in his arms. Lin Yan couldn't react a little, and wanted to struggle twice, but he was imprisoned and couldn't move.

She raised her head, and Rong Yi's eyes looked at the sea outside the floor-to-ceiling window, sad and desolate, but lingering and longing.

It's extremely complicated, and it hurts people's hearts.

Lin Yan's heart ached, she gave up the struggle, she nestled in Rong Yi's arms, watched Wang Ma carry the sleeping baby upstairs to a room, and gently closed the door.

"And what about the one named Inan?" She asked softly.

"Probably to prepare for the wedding, Yi's parents introduced her to an overseas Chinese." Rong Yi's tone was light, and his tone was very calm.

"Preparing for a wedding? That Chen Weiyan...... ...... with children" Lin Yan suddenly didn't know how to speak when she said this, she didn't know if she should say it next, so what should they do, but reason told her that there were some things that could not be said further.

"There is no rule that says that if you love someone, you have to keep someone for the rest of your life. Feelings will change, and life will be long. I am already grateful to her for showing up in the last period of Weiyan's life. Rong Yi rubbed the back of Lin Yan's head with his palm, looked out the window and continued:

"Shen Youyi is indeed not a very good woman, but whether it is a good person or a bad person, no matter how noble a person or how despicable a person, there are people who love them. Shen Youyi accompanied Chen Weiyan through the most beautiful time in her life from childhood to adulthood. Love does not distinguish between right and wrong, only whether it is worth it or not. ”

"Wei Yan has been trapped in a low abyss since Shen Youyi's death, until the appearance of Inan. Although I don't know when and how this woman appeared by his side, it is true that in the last period of Weiyan, he often mentioned such a girl, saying that he wanted to show me, I could feel her joy and the warmth she wanted to share with you. ”

Rong Yi paused when he said this, he looked at the suddenly gloomy sky outside the window, and pursed his lips: "The weather near the sea is always so unpredictable. ”

"yes." Lin Yan leaned in her arms, looking at the dark clouds that quickly gathered outside the window, and felt a little emotional.

It was the first time she heard Rong Yi say so many things, about love, about Chen Weiyan. She never understood why Chen Weiyan fell in love with Shen Youyi in the system.

Now she suddenly understands that it's like when you fall in love with a rebellious boy when you're young, he smokes, drinks and fights, and everyone thinks he's a good-for-nothing gangster.

But on the contrary, you love him to the point of obsession, love him to the point of madness, and you can't listen to the so-called advice of those around you.

Now that I think about it, for Chen Weiyan, Shen Youyi was also a beautiful dream day and night in his youth.

I knew that everyone was not optimistic, but I still went to love fearlessly. Probably what we see, and what they see, is from a different side.

She felt suddenly stunned, and Rong also noticed a slight tremor in her, and covered her with the blanket beside her.

"Is she really willing to leave?" Lin Yan was surrounded by warmth, and her eyes were a little hesitant.

"Probably reluctant, I actually admired her very much, and gave birth to Ziyu when everyone objected." Rong Yi took Lin Yan's hand, her eyes were a little complicated: "But what's the use of being reluctant, giving birth to this child is already the last compromise her parents have made to her." If Wei Yan is here, he doesn't want Inan to keep it for the rest of his life. At the end of the day, such a result is already good. If it were me, I would ...... too."

Lin Yan pricked up her ears to listen to what he was saying, but was frightened by a thunderclap outside the window. Rong also hugged her into his arms.

"It's raining."

A ord love letter：

If it were me, I hope you don't keep it all the time. But if you go first, I will spend my whole life waiting, and if I can't wait, I will have to wait.