Chapter 70

The rain outside the window came quickly, and the dim sea water in the distance was stirred up a little terrifyingly, and the black pressure seemed to be the abyss infested by giant beasts. This kind of rain makes people panic, Lin Yan snuggled in Rong Yi's arms, and looked at the rain outside the window very calmly.

The undulating waves in her heart now seemed to be more intense than the curtain of rain outside. The soft light of the living room hit her cheeks with light makeup, which looked particularly moving.

"But there is no such character as Inan in the system?" Lin Yan pretended to ask casually, her fingers tightly twisted the blanket on her body, and her eyes were a little timid.

"Weiyan imported his image from three years ago, which happened to be connected with Shen Youyi, who had not yet passed away." Rong Yi paused and continued: "There are only some people in the system. ”

"Do all the imported characters have a sense of independence?"

"No, except for you and Ji Boyan, the others are running according to the procedures that have been set up a long time ago." Rong Yi lowered his head and glanced at her complicated gaze, and said lightly.

"Then ...... said" Lin Yan got up from his arms, glanced at the raging weather outside the window, and her body stiffened a little: "Then the love between me and Rong Yi was also set at the beginning?" ”

Lin Yan's voice was a little hoarse, a large amount of information entered her mind, making her tired, her voice seemed to have an unhealed weakness, her words were like sharp blades, seemingly weak but extremely accurate to cut the hearts of two people.

"So I'm talking to a person who is set up, has no consciousness of his own, and is like a puppet, and says that the world is old?" Lin Yan muttered, slowly closing her eyes.

"I thought I had never cared if he was a character in the system before, and I never cared if we could be together in the future. I always thought that even if we were together, even if we had a good memory, it would be enough. Lin Yan was a little teary-eyed, and the sentences of her words began to be repeated over and over again, and there was no order.

"But I found that I really couldn't do it, obviously we were in love, obviously we were so real together. You're right in front of me, and you know everything that's going on in the system. ”

Lin Yan turned to look at Rong Yi with a complicated gaze behind him, his hand clenched tightly, as if he was holding back something.

"What was that time in the system to you, you regretted that you didn't say goodbye to Chen Weiyan when you left the system, you know what stage Chen Weiyan lived in the system, and you even know that Ji Boyan killed Shen Youyi in the last period of time."

"You're doing intimate actions to me, both in reality and in the system, so naturally and without disobedience. Dr. Rong, it is you who have made so many loopholes around me, and it is also you, you have no independent consciousness in the system.

Don't tell me that all the things that happened happened were told to you by Ji Boyan, and don't tell me that all your eyes and feelings for me are natural. ”

Lin Yan lifted the blanket on her body, walked down the ground barefoot, turned around and took two steps upstairs: "I know it's you, Rong Yi." ”

Her voice was cold, but it seemed so unconfident in the empty living room.

I know that you always know a lot about the things around me in the system, and I know that you have a lot of loopholes in reality.

I don't know if you did it unintentionally or intentionally. But I've never asked you, not because I don't have evidence, but because I don't dare.

Don't dare to see the truth, too greedy for the tenderness you give.

Getting used to being alone for a long time is like a bone-eating poison that erodes your world little by little. Fear of losing this person, feeling like the whole world would collapse without him.

It's too uncomfortable.

There is no anger, no sadness, because in this journey of love, I have always put myself too humble.

Lin Yan walked upstairs, and there was a sound of Wang Ma teasing the child in the baby room in the corner, she looked up and saw that as far as her eyes could see, there was an open study, and there was a clear photo hanging on the wall of the study.

Above is his young self and the uncle who took him out of the orphanage, and the one in front is his son.

What's it called? It seems to be a surname, a very special surname.

Lin Yan's eyes were hazy with tears, and she came back to her senses from this photo in a trance, and looked at Rong Yi downstairs in disbelief.

Rong Yi tugged at the corners of his mouth and whispered three words, but Lin Yan was too far away to hear clearly.

It's not that I love you, it's more like I'm sorry.

Sorry for what, unfulfilled promises, or always crude lies, or something else. Lin Yan's mind was in a mess right now.

Juvenile, adult, systematic, realistic. He didn't deny it, it was an affirmation in disguise. Sometimes it hurts more to figure things out than to have an ambiguous attitude.

Outside the window was the roaring thunder, Lin Yan snapped the door shut, locked and lay on the bed. Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, at first as calm tears, then as bitter tears.

She didn't know exactly what she was sad about, but she knew that it seemed that everything had changed from her last words.

She doesn't know how to ask you if you love me? Or did you ever love me? But no matter which one of them spoke, no matter how they spoke, they all had no thoughts.

Outside the door, Rong also clutched a lone key in his hand, and he stood outside the door leaning against the cold wall, his face like a lead cloud outside the window.

The mother in the baby room seemed to realize something, came out and leaned in to take a look, then shook her head and walked into the baby room and closed the door.

She didn't know what kind of contradiction there was between Mr. Rong and the young lady, but she could feel the coldness of the two people who clearly loved each other but were very estranged.

In fact, many things, when it is said, will save a lot of trouble. She sighed and gently rocked the baby in the stroller.

The child's mother looked indifferent when she left, but she was actually very reluctant, and she can still recall that there are always too many unsatisfactory things in life.

Everyone is troubled by different environments and feelings, they can't get out, and others can't get in.

A rain lasted until dusk, and the night came quickly, Lin Yan was tired, and her swollen eyes were curled up at the head of the bed. Her bedroom looked out over the coast, and the lights on the plank embankment of the shore were lit one after another, shrouded in a drizzly mist.

There was a knock on the door, and she was startled, staring at the door with her heart beating faster, and pursing her lips tightly.

"It's me." Rong Yi's voice was a little vague, Lin Yan bit her lip, lowered her head and was silent.

Hearing that there was no response from inside, the people outside the door seemed to give up, and there was silence outside. Lin Yan chuckled, pulled open the quilt and lay in.

"That's it."

There was a click at the door, and before Lin Yan could react, she saw that Rong Ye had already come in. He pulled out the key and reflexively locked the door.

Lin Yan's body stiffened, and she turned her back to be silent. She almost forgot that this was Rong Yi's home, she locked the door or not, he had the key.

"I'm sorry." He said.

Lin Yan tugged at the corners of her mouth, and wanted to ask him loudly, what are you sorry for, why is it just a sentence of sorry.

She closed her eyes tightly, still choosing to be silent.

The bed behind her was sunken, and she couldn't help but be carried over, and when she turned around, she was confined in a warm embrace. Rong Yi's one hand hugged her waist tightly, and the other hand was placed behind her head. Lin Yan was hugged tightly, and the sound of his heart fluttering was in his ears.

"I was looking for a suitable opportunity to tell you." There was a vibration in his chest, and it was intimately transmitted to Lin Yan's body.

"No matter what the reason, or what I did wrong, makes you so sad."

"Why?" Lin Yan asked rhetorically, Ji Boyan still told her vaguely before leaving. But she didn't care, maybe she felt that Ji Boyan's words were more like a joke, or maybe she didn't want to think about it at the time.

But she somewhat guessed that if Rong Yi could really have his own consciousness in the system, he would definitely escape the control of the military. It may also be possible that some conditions were exchanged with the military.

Rong is also a very forgiving character, and Lin Yan also discovered it when she was with him later. In fact, he revealed some things a lot of the time, but some of them were too natural and didn't attract attention.

She hadn't said it before, and she hadn't thought about it this way, because she felt that she was too lewd, but it seemed like she was making an excuse for Rong Yi.

She was actually a little angry at Rong Yi's behavior of not saying anything, but she couldn't blame it.

She couldn't blame Rong Yi for the forbearance he made for her, but this feeling was really uncomfortable.

Lin Yan tugged at the corners of her mouth: "Doctor Rong, then you tell me the reason." ”

Rong Yi's fingers were a little stiff, he looked at Lin Yan with clear eyes, and seemed to understand something: "Did Ji Boyan reveal something to you?" ”

"What do you think?" She replied.

"I did agree to some conditions from the military, but now it seems that it is indeed a bit stupid." Rong Yi smiled self-deprecatingly, his eyes were a little complicated.

"On the premise of secrecy?" Lin Yan asked rhetorically, feeling a little uncomfortable.

She is forcing Rong Yi to explain, and Rong Yi is also making the biggest concessions. She knew that Rong Yi should have agreed to some of Ji Boyan's father's conditions, but now that she was forced to say it, she couldn't bear it.

"Hmm." Rong Yi nodded, looking at her with some hesitation.

Lin Yan's eyes were a little wandering, and she didn't know what to say. She suddenly hated the way and the place where they met, why it was in the military system.

She should have thought about it from the beginning, this system is not a simple medical system.

From the moment she knew that it was a military system, she should have understood that this system involved too much, and it was not a beautiful love system.

She and Rong Yi are not facing such a simple situation.

"Isn't there room for relaxation?" Lin Yan asked in a low voice.

I only heard a sentence coming from the top of my head: "After submitting the report, the military will release the control of me." ”

"Really?"

A ord love letter：

The time spent together in this world is so short, don't waste all your time on pointless quarrels, do you?