One night, the moon was as hazy and ambiguous as tonight, Shen Chen dug out the wine he brewed from under the laurel tree, and the two drank while talking about poetry, although they did not have the demeanor of Wei and Jin, but they were quite arrogant and indulgent.

Drinking and drinking, He Qi also asked Shen Chen the same question, he said, such a good wine can have a name, Shen Chen shook his head, He Qi said, why don't I give it a name, it's called "I don't know what to do, go deep." ”

Shen Chen only felt that his heartbeat was suddenly a little faster, and he said, how could anyone give wine such a long name. He Qi suddenly leaned over, he should be drunk, his face was as red as a peach blossom in the spring breeze in March, but he was clearly awake, because his eyes were rippling with sparkling starlight, he exhaled softly, and said scorching love words, he said, can't you hear that the drunkard doesn't mean to drink?

Shen Chen turned his head, He Qi's face was close at hand, there was a smile on his lips, but there was a sad bravery and determination in his eyes, Shen Chen was moved, he also slowly approached, when the lips met, the two of them were like each other's last piece of driftwood, lingering to death. At this moment, he is not a noble monarch, and He Qi is not a person in this deep palace, the two of them just want to find a little love and a little warmth in this world. Even if you know that you will be ashamed, even if you know that you will be spurned and punished, you must enjoy this moment of love.

However, the time of love is always so fast and short, and soon after, He Qi was □□ by several palace maids, and was sentenced to death by the empress for adultery, he knew that this qiē was a conspiracy, but He Qi was not by his side when he suffered this qiē.

With that, Shen Chen's hand trembled slightly, and he tried to take a sip of wine, but all the wine disappeared into the night. He still remembered that He Qi still didn't complain before he died, but just asked himself to take care of his child.

The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go. Shen Chen has already endured five of these eight kinds of suffering, and he doesn't understand why he should be punished for falling in love, why he is so hot in love, and he can't be white-headed in the end.

These Shen Chen didn't say anything to Cangwu Jingyuan, he saw that her eyes were stained with a little sadness, so he stopped, and snatched her wine glass by the way: "Although the wine is delicious, don't be greedy." ”

"I'm afraid I'll never be able to love someone like you in my life." Cangwu Jingkite looked at her empty hands, and suddenly felt a sense of loneliness in her heart.

"That's mine, it's not mine." Shen Chen sat up slightly straight: "But you are young, why do you keep saying such frustrating words, is it contradictory to your Bai Qian?" ”

Cangwu Jingkite raised her head in shock: "You ......"

Shen Chen hooked his lips and smiled, raised his head and poured a glass of wine and said, "Your appearance is so obvious that even a blind person can see it." ”

Cangwu Jingyuan smiled bitterly: "In your eyes, what is the relationship between the two of us?" ”

Shen Chen didn't speak, and Cangwu Jingyuan continued: "At first, I just regarded Bai Qian as a good friend, but gradually, I found that I would miss her when I couldn't see her, and when I was with her, I couldn't help but want to make her happy, and I would be heartbroken when I saw her hurt, and I couldn't wait to bear the hurt for her. Sometimes, even I don't know if I like her a little more or get used to it a little more. ”

"You" Shen Chen stretched out his hand and knocked on Cangwu Jingyi's forehead, and sighed: "I only ask you, do you subconsciously want to get close to Bai Qian, you have a lot of things to say to her when you don't meet, and you can't say a word when you meet." ”

Cangwu Jingkite nodded.

Shen Chen's heart was relieved, and then he said: "Do you feel very uncomfortable when you see her intimate with others, and you can't wait to snatch her over, hide her, and only smile at you alone from now on, and be gentle with you alone?" ”

Cangwu Jingkite coughed awkwardly, but still nodded.

Shen Chen hooked his lips and smiled, looking at Cangwu Jing Kite, his tone was very determined: "Jing Kite, Tong Guò you kind of expression, don't you understand that you already like Bai Qian?" ”

"Is that what you like?" Cangwu Jingyuan lowered her eyes slightly, and her slender fingers rubbed the white jade wine jug in front of her, as if she was not quite sure of this answer.

Looking at her like this, Shen Chen shook his head and said: "If you really like someone, you must take the initiative to fight for it, time flies, don't wait until you lose it to know that you regret it, in front of real feelings, secular ethics are actually nothing at all." ”

Seeing that Cangwu Jingyuan still had hesitation on her face, Shen Chen had an unteachable expression, raised his hand and knocked her head fiercely: "A firm relationship requires two people to pay together, blindly avoiding the problem will only make the misunderstanding deeper and deeper, and make the other party get farther and farther away from you, I will say it all, how to choose, you decide." ”

Listening to Guijun's words, Cangwu Jingyu's heart fell into chaos and struggle again, this feeling was different from the past, she felt as if there was a seed, which was taking root and sprouting inch by inch in her heart, unable to control, unable to choose, sweet and bitter.

Cangwu Jingkite didn't speak again, she took the wine jug from Shen Chen's hand and drank it one by one, this time Shen Chen didn't stop her.

Borrowing wine to dispel her sorrows, Cangwu Jingkite soon got drunk, she shook the empty wine jug, raised her head and poured the wine in the jug into her mouth.

Shen Chen finally couldn't stand it anymore, and snatched the wine jug from his hand, "You have drunk the wine today, listened to the story, and told your thoughts, it's time to go back to sleep." Shen Chen said that he was going to help her go back to rest, but she gently pushed her away.

"Your Majesty." Cangwu Jingyu's cheeks were red, with a hint of silliness, but the words she said were very solemn, she said, "Guijun, do you know? I want to be an empress, I really want to"

Shen Chen raised his eyes to look at her, and there was no surprise on his face.

Without waiting for Shen Chen's response, Cangwu Jingyuan grinned and continued: "But I don't want to be an empress for the so-called power, I want to have enough strength to protect the people around me, sometimes, I don't know whether it is fortunate or unfortunate to be born in the royal family, although I am in a high position and enjoy the glory and wealth that is difficult for the world to achieve, but I have to face the fate of sisters killing each other and mother and daughter turning against each other." ”

As he spoke, the corner of Cangwu Jingyi's lips pulled out a bitter smile and said, "I'm tired of this kind of life, and I'm afraid!" Your lord, do you know? I'm afraid that one day the person who has the power of life and death will kill the person I care about if he is not happy, and I can't do anything about it. So I'd rather fight on my back, and I'm going to give it a try, even though the road is dangerous. ”

Shen Chen didn't expect that Cangwu Jingkite seemed to be young, but he could say such a thing, and he didn't know how to take it for a while.

"Your lord, I know that your mind is not in this palace, you are different from us, we are already in deep prison, and your heart is at least clear. I know that you yearn for a chic and happy life, and I promise you that if I become the empress one day, I will definitely let you out of the palace. ”

Shen Chen's heart trembled, he looked at Cangwu Jingyu, who was already drunk but looked very serious, and couldn't help but reach out and stroke her hair, and said solemnly in a hoarse voice: "I will help you, even if it is only He Qi, I will help you get what you want." ”

After speaking, he couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips again, just because Cangwu Jingyuan had already fallen asleep on the table.

Shen Chen couldn't help but laugh and dragged her up and was about to send her to the other palace, but when he raised his eyes, he saw Bai Qianzheng standing not far from the pavilion without saying a word