Looking at the shadows cast by the cold moonlight on the ground, the smile maintained by the corner of Cangwu Jingyu's lips finally turned into a bitter smile.

She should be happy, shouldn't she? Cangwu Lingyu and Bai Qian are both talented and beautiful women, Cangwu Lingyu is free and easy, Bai Qian's talent is full of amazing talent, such two people stand together, anyone who sees it will can't help but praise the 'golden boy and jade girl'.

What's more, her second brother is free and easy by nature, and he will not have too many secrets and shackles that cannot be told to others like himself. He won't let Bai Qian worry, won't let her think, and won't make her wait, he is fully capable of protecting her for a lifetime, taking her away from this place and enjoying a lifetime of happiness.

And what about yourself? It will only make her sad, making her hurt again and again in order to protect herself, and even suffer from heart-gouging and die in front of herself. She just wants her to wait for herself and trust herself without hope.

"Why, why are you?" Cangwu Jing Kite muttered to herself, and her heart was sad.

Sure enough, the second brother is more compatible with her, if Bai Qian really changes his mind in the future, he may really let go in a chic way.

But why, when I think that Bai Qian will be with someone else in the future, when I think that she will look at other people affectionately with her eyes, and mutter each other's names over and over again, my heart hurts so much? Even if he finally won the throne and took revenge, if Bai Qian was not by his side at that time, then what was the point of this qiē?

Cangwu Jingyuan smiled bitterly and suddenly felt very tired, not only physically, but also emotionally.

Since her rebirth, she has been thinking about how to deal with the intrigues around her and how to carry out her plans without being discovered.

She wanted to be good to Bai Qian, because she remembered how Bai Qian was affectionate and forbearant by her side in her previous life, how she still cared about herself after being deposed, and how she blocked the sword for herself in blood, but now Bai Qian does not have these memories.

Bai Qian doesn't have those unbearable memories, nor does she have the sorrow of crying and cursing for a long night, she should have been like this, a proud young man, admired by thousands of people, with a bright future, in the best years to give advice to the country, and then find a handsome young man, live a warm and beautiful life.

Maybe she's the superfluous accident!

Cangwu Jingyu returned to Chaoyang Palace with chaotic thoughts all the way, and as soon as she stepped into the palace gate, she was stopped in front of Cangwu Jingrui, her heart was depressed, she didn't bother to speak, she walked straight past him in the direction of her bedroom, but her sleeve was pulled by Cangwu Jingrui.

Cangwu Jingrui looked at Cangwu Jingyu's somewhat pale face, and asked with some surprise: "Fourth sister, what's wrong with you, your face is so ugly?" ”

"I'm fine, what are you looking for me?" Cangwu Jingrui restrained a little bit of affection, looked at Cangwu Jingrui and said lightly.

Cangwu Jingrui hesitated slightly: "Isn't Cangwu Lingyu at Sister Bai's?" I definitely can't fight him alone, this is not thinking of finding you to drive the disciple back to his palace. ”

The corners of Cangwu Jingyi's lips hooked up a wry smile, shook her head and said, "Don't go, let's stop bothering her, let her go." ”

When she returned to her bedroom, Cangwu Jing Yuanjue only felt very tired, but when she closed her eyes, what came to her mind was a beautiful picture of Bai Qian and Cangwu Lingyu getting along.

Cangwu Jingkite closed his eyes hard, and simply got up to practice his sword.

However, she is not the only one who is lonely and frustrated, when Cangwu Jingkite passed by the pavilion, she saw Shen Chen sitting alone in the pavilion drinking, white clothes and black hair, barefoot, like a fairy.

"No wonder the Empress keeps keeping you in the palace." Cangwu Jingyuan put away her sword and sat next to Shen Chen very consciously, she reached out and picked up a jade wine glass, picked up the wine jug and poured herself a glass of wine.

Cangwu Jingkite raised his head and poured down the wine in the wine glass, and suddenly felt comfortable all over, this wine was clear with a hint of bitterness, and after swallowing it, his lips and teeth were fragrant, "Your lord, this wine is really good."

"Can I brew it badly?" Shen Chen also took a sip, and a few strands of loose ink hair hung down on his chest, which was even more charming than a woman.

"Does this wine have a name?" Cangwu Jingkite poured another cup.

Shen Chen lazily played with the wine glass, and couldn't tell whether it was joking or serious: "The name of this wine is 'I don't know what to do, I go deeper.'" ’”

"You're lying to me again, how can anyone give such a long name to a jar of wine?" Cangwu Jingkite shook his head, indicating that he didn't believe him.

"What am I lying to you for?" Shen Chen sat up slightly straight, and said with a little nostalgia in his eyes: "This name is still married by your father." ”

"Father......" Thinking of him, Cangwu Jingyuan couldn't help but feel a little sad, in order to cover up, she raised her head and looked at Shen Chen: "Guijun, tell me the story of you and my father." ”

I thought that Shen Chen would refuse, but he seemed to be in a good mood tonight, and he chuckled and did not refuse.

Raising his head and drinking the remaining wine in the cup, Shen Chen said slowly: "Your father and I met in this palace, I never thought that in this cage-like deep palace, there are still people who can comfort my heart and relieve my lovesickness." If making a deal with the Empress is the first thing I have never regretted in my life, then meeting and getting to know your father is the second. ”

When did you fall in love with He Qi? Love at first sight or love over time?

I still remember when he first entered the palace, he still remembered the chic pleasure outside the palace wall, and he couldn't sleep and eat almost every day, until one day he walked to a separate hall, the hall was dilapidated and deserted, but a peach blossom tree in the courtyard was very blooming, he couldn't bear it for a while, and danced his sword in the falling flowers.

After the dance, he turned around and saw a man in a fancy costume standing behind him, seemingly fascinated.

"Your sword, dance so well!" The man was half envious and half praised, this was the first person in the palace to show favor to himself without disgusting himself, maybe it was destined to be destined, Shen Chen, who was going to leave, actually stayed to talk to him, and that day he knew the name of this person - He Qi.

The next interaction was very smooth, they had secretly traveled to the lake in private, visited the temple fair, and also traveled by candle at night, and slept on their feet.

He Qi is a very gentle person, perhaps because of his humble status and not being favored by the empress, he always has a very humble smile on his face, which makes people can't help but want to protect him, but after in-depth contact, he finds that he is a person who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, seemingly weak, but actually very tough inside.

The two of them started out as just a sword dancer, one playing the piano, and gradually it became a joint bed night talk, and then I don't know when it started, Shen Chen gradually fell in love, and every time he faced He Qi, he had to try to restrain himself so as not to be discovered by him.