72 Chapter 72

Linnaeus opened his eyes and found that his face was covered with tears.

Cen Ruxi sat across from her, watching her calmly.

Dr. Tang didn't know when he was gone, and it seemed that he wanted to give the two of them a space to face.

"You know all this, don't you?" Linnaeus asked, her voice trembling, her fingers trembling as if she couldn't control it.

"You've always known about me, haven't you?"

Cen Ruxi frowned slightly.

Then Linnaeus heard her say unusually calmly, "Yes. ”

"Hah! Ha ha! Linnaeus couldn't control it anymore and she burst out laughing.

She said, "I have depression, you know that?" ”

Cen Ruxi said: "Yes." ”

With just one word, Linnaeus felt as if she couldn't breathe.

After knowing the news that Cen Ruxi was going to get married, she fell into endless pain, her family didn't understand her, and no one in the company understood her, she desperately sent a private message to Cen Ruxi, but she never got a reply from Cen Ruxi.

Cen Ruxi looked at Linnaeus with tears streaming down in front of him and said, "I know you like me." ”

Linnaeus looked at her with red eyes.

"You like me in Japan," Cen Ruxi said calmly, "I know." ”

Linnaeus was stunned, but couldn't say a word.

Cen Ruxi continued: "But at that time, Linnaeus, I can't be with you, I ...... You are sick, and I am sick. ”

"I didn't think about the possibility of me being with anyone, I was in a car accident, I lost my fertility, I used to be in the same trough as you, but now, I can come out, I can even tell you frankly, I am a frigid, I am the same as that Meng Yueze, I was at that time and he is now both extreme," Cen Ruxi said calmly, "I thought I would not start a family with anyone, because I never thought about the future with anyone - I even thought I had no future." ”

"So, when I realized that you liked me, my first reaction was to push you away - marriage is naturally fake, I just want to push you away, that's an excuse."

"But I didn't expect that this would cause you irreparable damage, Linnaeus, I'm sorry."

Linnaeus closed her eyes, opened her mouth, and exhaled forcefully to calm her heaving breasts.

She didn't know what to say at this moment.

In the end, she still said: "Why, after I chose to lose my memory and forget the past, you still appeared in front of me, at that time, you looked at my eyes, and there was no enthusiasm, Cen Ruxi, until that time, you didn't like me, did you?" ”

Cen Ruxi said: "Yes." ”

Linnaeus laughed.

She finally understood why Cen Ruxi appeared next to her after amnesia.

She never loved her, she was atoning for her sins.

She was good to herself, all because she was depressed because of her rejection.

She used to suffer from depression, and during that time she took a lot of paroxetine, the side effect of this drug is to make people confused, unable to distinguish between reality and illusion, but Linnaeus felt that she might as well go back to that time.

She didn't ask the current Cen Ruxi if it was possible to like herself a little.

She was afraid of the answer.

She loves Cen Ruxi so much, but she never wants to be with Cen Ruxi who came to her side just because of her atonement.

She wiped her face indiscriminately, and looked up to see Cen Ruxi's slightly worried gaze.

Linnaeus smiled: "Don't worry, I'm fine now, I'm not the fragile Linnaeus I used to be - just like you said, you once came out, and now I'm out too." ”

Cen Ruxi's lips moved, but he didn't say a word.

Linnaeus got up and walked out the door, and Cen Ruxi got up to take her hand.

"Linnaeus, maybe you're only halfway there," said Cen Ruxi, "but it's not exactly what you think. ”

Linnaeus smiled and withdrew his hand.

"Cen Ruxi, I know you can't lie, but I don't want to believe it."

She walked out the door.

Dr. Tang had been waiting at the door for a long time, and when he saw her come out, he smiled at her.

"You don't look great."

"No, I'm fine," Linnaeus laughed, "thank you." ”

"Do you regret it?"

Linnaeus took a deep breath, she turned around, Cen Ruxi was still sitting on the sofa, she was turning her face to look at herself.

Still with such light eyes and an indifferent expression.

Linnaeus thought: she is so cold, and yet so powerful.

This kind of her made her feel inexplicably afraid.

Linnaeus smiled and said, "You might regret it if you knew that this was the answer, but it's not fair to you." ”

She was talking about Cen Ruxi.

She said: "Cen Ruxi, you don't need to atone, from beginning to end, you are not wrong, the person who falls in love first is always the loser." ”

She said again: "Cen Ruxi, I think, let's not, don't be together again." ”

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After that, she didn't want to stay in the United States for a moment, and she didn't want to think about anything about Cen Ruxi for a moment.

She never even saw Cen Ruxi again.

Linnaeus leaned on the seat, there was still a short time before takeoff, Pei Jiahe sat next to her and played with her mobile phone, seeing that she had been silent, Pei Jiahe asked: "What's wrong with you, you've been sullen, what are you doing in a hurry to go back to China, why didn't Director Cen join you?" ”

She said teasingly: "People came to the United States alone for you, why did you leave others and go back to China first." ”

Lin Nai Muran said: "Don't mention her again in the future." ”

Pei Jiahe was taken aback: "What's the matter, you broke up?" ”

She didn't get Linnaeus's answer, but she saw Linnaeus close his eyes and seem very tired.

Pei Jiahe secretly said that it was not good, and hated himself for being too talkative, so he wanted to change the topic.

"Did you know that Windsor Films has sent us an invitation to audition for Alice in Wonderland, which is an international fantasy blockbuster, if you ......?"

Before she could finish speaking, Linnaeus interrupted her: "No, this movie is not accepted." ”

Pei Jiahe didn't know how this role came about, she was a little strange: "Why, this is a good opportunity." ”

"That's not for me......" Linnaeus opened her eyes, she just said, "I want to go back." ”

Pei Jiahe didn't know what was wrong with Linnaeus at all, and now Linnaeus seemed to have been drained of his strength all of a sudden, and he had completely lost his motivation.

But Pei Jiahe didn't know what to say, feelings have always been a matter of two people, and a bystander like her doesn't understand the details and can't comfort her.

Linnaeus fled and seemed to have returned home.

It's just that she didn't expect that there had been a huge turmoil in the domestic entertainment industry.

A little-known starlet committed suicide, and a large amount of evidence was exposed before his death, all kinds of evidence pointed to some unspoken rules in the entertainment industry, including Meng Yueze's scandal - he played with various actresses, and also held sex parties, gathered people to take drugs at the party, and was taken a lot of photos.

When Linnaeus returned to China, Meng Yueze had already been arrested and imprisoned, and when the police caught him, he was even drunk and dreamed of death in a high-end club, and the Meng family's stock plummeted, and he had to try to get people out of prison.

But this kind of major event that the whole country is concerned about, it is impossible for Meng Yueze to come out without squatting for a few years.

No one was harassing him anymore, and Linnaeus suddenly felt lighter.

She just wants to film well now, as for her and Cen Ruxi, she doesn't know what to do, she can only stop thinking about it for the time being.

"Ace Agent" was released in China and the United States at the same time, there is still a period of time before the release, the post-effects have not yet come out, and Linnaeus is not in a hurry to see the effect, and at this time, Qin Chuan finally came to the door.

"You were in the United States some time ago, and it was difficult to get in touch with you." Qin Chuan complained, "The martial arts movie I told you about a long time ago has never had the right funds, and now there are finally people who are willing to invest, and the funds are in place all of a sudden, as long as you nod, you can start it immediately." ”

In terms of movies, Qin Chuan is indeed very talented, but this person's low emotional intelligence is really low, and he didn't find that Linnaeus was completely careless.

Pei Jiahedao: "Director Qin, Linnaeus may not be in the state when he just returned to China, why don't we talk about it carefully tomorrow?" ”

"What's going on?" Qin Chuan was stunned, "It can't be that you are out of love, and I haven't seen any scandals from you." ”

Linnaeus irritably reached out and pulled the script in Qin Chuan's hand. said boredly: "I'll read the script first, and I'll contact you later, and you can discuss other things with Jiahe." ”

When Qin Chuan saw that she took the script, he knew that Bacheng had done it.

Linnaeus has worked with him for so long, and he still knows a thing or two about the other party's temper.

"Then let's get in touch again, you have to get back to me within two days."

Linnaeus sent him away.

She didn't read the script directly, just put it aside, and seemed a little irritable.

After a while, she said, "Jiahe, I'll stay with you for the past two days." ”

Pei Jiahe knew that she used to live with Cen Ruxi, but now the two seemed to be in a fight, and nodded: "Okay." ”

Linnaeus spent a day in a daze, stayed at Pei Jiahe's house at night, took a bath, and lay on the bed, only then did he sober up.

Even though she told herself that she couldn't think about the mess anymore, she couldn't help but think of that person's cold eyes.

"I'm so cheap." She muttered to herself.

Tonight is probably destined to be a sleepless night, but fortunately she turned on the lamp and prepared to read Qin Chuan's script.

The script was written by Qin Chuan himself, and the name is "Sword Trace".

This will definitely not be a simple martial arts story, since it is written by Qin Chuan himself, there must be a strong Qin Chuan style.

Sure enough, this is not a simple martial arts story, this is a simple and bloody love martial arts story.

The heroine's martial arts alliance master's pearl Xu Mingyue changed her family when she was young, and was slaughtered by the sword sect master who went mad, but Xu Mingyue, who was hidden in the wine cellar, survived, and when she grew up, Xu Mingyue was picked up by a man named Ziyuan and accepted as an apprentice, and she also made a private agreement with Ziyuan's son for life, she practiced hard and wanted to avenge the whole family, but she didn't expect the truth that Ziyuan was the sword sect master who went mad, he was not a big evil person, he did that kind of thing just because he went crazy, he has always known who Xu Mingyue is for so many years, Everything he did was just to atone for his sins, Xu Mingyue wanted to kill Ziyuan in grief, but killed Ziyuan's son by mistake.

In the end, Ziyuan committed suicide and told Xu Mingyue to live well, Xu Mingyue returned to the mountains and forests alone, and there was no such person in the world.

Linnaeus: "......"

It's a bloody story.

However, Qin Chuan's films focus on shooting techniques, and he can make the story of dog blood into a literary film that everyone can't understand and think is very profound, which is where his talent lies.

Linnaeus looked at the time, it was already six o'clock in the morning, and she sent a text message to Qin Chuan.

"I'll take this play."

Unexpectedly, he didn't know that Qin Chuan had a sleepless night like her, or got up early, so he immediately made a phone call.