Shen Shi looked at the lock that was smashed to the ground, and quickly guessed what happened, and a cold feeling suddenly made him numb from head to toe.

He coldly turned his gaze to the lonely light in the distance, and his whole heart went cold.

"Wen Yan, why are you forcing me like this, why do you never believe me? You want to help people who hurt people, but you hate me? ”

He lowered his eyes slowly, and there was no expression on Qingjun's face.

The autumn scenery reveals a bit of maturity and vicissitudes. Fade away from the noise and enthusiasm of summer, and everything is flat and restrained.

Wen Yan looked at the message that suddenly popped up, was stunned for a moment, and then put the phone in his pocket.

Ever since she took Wen away from the Wen family's old house, she knew that Shen Jing would definitely come to her.

It's just that I didn't expect him to move so slowly, and it's been two months since it happened.

But in the end, he still didn't plan to let her go.

Wen Yan came to the agreed place alone.

This is a deep-water port on the outskirts of L City, with several small freighters parked on the shore, and there are constantly roaring passing ships leaving the port. Wen Yan followed the silent text message instructions and went straight to a white freighter parked on the far left.

Shen Silent has been waiting for a long time.

Hearing the light and slow footsteps of the comer, he slowly turned around step by step. Until I saw the face that was too familiar but still exciting.

The space inside was narrow and dimly lit, and he was facing her against the light, and Wen Yan couldn't see his face clearly.

"I've been thinking all this time, just don't cling to it anymore, let's end it like this." Shen Silent swallowed the sourness in his eyes, and pretended to be relaxed, "But I can't do it, so after these two months of endless pain and conflict, I still want to see you." ”

"By the way, I heard that Gu Heng woke up?" Shen Silence's good-looking lips showed a complicated smile, "You're happy, aren't you?" ”

"You called me here to say this?" Wen Yan frowned slightly. She clearly anticipated what might happen next, and she might not be able to get out of here unharmed, but here she came anyway. In her heart, Shen Jing is not only a childhood playmate, he is even someone who can be called family.

At the same time, her heart was torn apart, she had trusted Shen Jing very much, but the death of her mother and Bai Xiao had planted a thorn in her heart, and no matter when, this thorn would make her ache faintly from time to time, and there was nowhere to retreat.

"I didn't call you here to say this, I have more important things. But before that, I want to hear your heart. ”

"My heart?" Wen Yan raised her eyebrows calmly.

"Gu Heng treated you like that, why can you still forgive him?"

Although he smiled, his heart tightened, staring at her eyes and refusing to relax. longing for what the other party said, it would not be cruel enough to easily destroy the little dignity and tenacity he maintained to the last bit.

Wen Yan thought about this question for a long time, and then she smiled very calmly.

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly understood that all the injustices that happened to me and I felt that all the injustices that happened to me were cocooned and self-bound." Wen Yan's voice sounded erratic but extremely clear, "After going through so much, suddenly, I want to be a little more tolerant of myself." ”

Shen Silent frowned.

This was not the answer he wanted, he wanted to see a look of pity or sadness on Wen Yanyun's breezy face, he wanted to see her weak, he wanted to see her regret her choice and calmly open her arms to him.

There was only calm and coldness in her eyes.

In the silence, he could hear his teeth clattering, and he felt his heart shrink from the chill to the point of excruciating pain. A smile of pain and hopelessness appeared on his good-looking lips: "Wen Yan, between me and you, I have never won, it's not that I'm stupid, it's not that I'm unlucky, but I have too much unbearability for you." ”

He furrowed his eyebrows in annoyance, and in an instant the anticipation on his face turned into an indifferent smile, clenching his fists tightly until it hurt a little, and in an instant, Shen Silent felt his weakness and embarrassment, and he suddenly realized that it was impossible, everything was impossible.

"In that case, in that case......" He stared at Wen Yan with a pair of eyes tightly, as if he was struggling to make a huge determination.

He suddenly pulled out his gun.

At that moment, Wen Yan's calm gaze still flashed with a little panic and surprise unexpectedly. It seems that she was too optimistic about the possible consequences before she came.

He wanted to kill her? Or will they all die together?

Shen Silent kept holding the gun, but he didn't make any substantive movements. The two were at a stalemate for a long time.

Suddenly the roar of the whistle sounded in my ears, and another cargo ship left the port.

Immediately after, there was the sound of light footsteps.

Shen Silent saw the man's face, slowly approaching, under the dim light in the cargo hold, her eyebrows and eyes were like Wen Yan who was under the cold muzzle at the moment.

Wen Yan frowned when he saw Wen Yu, and his heart tightened unconsciously. Shen Silent had a contemptuous smile in his eyes, but his words were very heavy, "Haven't you already fled?" Why did you come back, and why did you still appear in front of me? ”

Shu smiled as before: "The story has come to this point, how can it be without me." ”

Shen Silent burst out laughing.

"You're someone outside of the story, and you shouldn't be between us at all."

Wen looked at Shen Shi's eyes with a little sympathy: "You say, who made me appear, who made me suffer so much between you?" Shen Silence, who is it? ”

Shen Silence's hand holding the gun trembled involuntarily.

Wen Shi stared straight at the muzzle of the black hole, trying to make his voice sound calm.

"Silence, I have a child." She said, taking a cautious step forward.

Shen Si was stunned for a moment, his eyes subconsciously glanced at his flat lower abdomen, and then lowered his eyes and pondered for a long time.

"If you remember what happened when I was locked up, you should know that I wasn't lying." She said and took another step forward.

Shen Silent suddenly pointed his gun at Wen Gu and shouted, "You stand there." ”

Then, he looked at Wen Yan with difficulty.

"What are you like that? Sisterhood? You forget that she hired someone to kidnap you, plant a bomb at a fast food restaurant, and almost kill you. You've forgotten all the lives she's lost because of you? ”

"I haven't forgotten." Wen Yan looked at Shen Shi steadily, there was almost no emotion on her face, let alone a trace of fear, "I remember all this, and I am not confused by sisterhood, but I am here today, under your gun, it has nothing to do with this." ”

Wen Gu's eyes were unusually clear, the light flashing in them was cold and sad, she bit her bloodless lips tightly, her eyes were calm and silent, her voice was a little trembling, but it was empty and lonely that made people palpitate: "You said that I have a life on my hands, and you also have a life on your hands, it is my son's life." She said as she suddenly took a few steps forward, held down his hand holding the gun, and then aimed it at her left shoulder and pulled the trigger.

- With a bang, the bullet burst out and quickly passed through Wen Gu's body, and she fell down in an instant.

Shen Jing felt that the gunshot seemed to burst his eardrums in an instant, and the world became quiet.

Wen Yan hurriedly bent down to support Wen Gu, and looked at her shoulder in disbelief, so he took off his coat and pressed her wound hard.

Wen Gu raised his head and glanced at Wen Yan, his voice was tired and weak: "Don't look at me with that kind of eyes, I have to pay a price for killing so many people." ”

Wen Yan didn't speak, just helped Wen Gu to stand up slowly, and then, she shifted her gaze to Shen Silence.

His pale face was covered with fine beads of sweat, his wheezing was subtle and cramped, and there seemed to be remorse in his eyes, but he just stood there stubbornly, indifferent.

He never put down his gun. Although the hand holding the gun was cold but dry and firm, the muzzle of the black hole pointed directly at Wen Yan's eyebrows, and the other party still looked at him with a complicated and calm expression, without the slightest dodge.

Then, she spoke calmly: "I want to tell you a story." ”

Shen Silent looked at her slowly and sluggishly.

"Many years ago, there were a pair of half-sisters who didn't live together and didn't know each other existed. Finally one day, my father took my sister to see my sister, that day, my sister was practicing calligraphy in the room under the supervision of my mother, and my sister ran out to play alone, and then saw the neighbor's brother accidentally fell into the cistern, she cried and ran back, and kept saying to save my brother, save my brother......"

The silent face turned pale.

"Are you surprised? I'm surprised that I wasn't the one who saved you, and I'm surprised that I'm only telling you the truth of the matter now, right? ”

"I'm not a saint and can't tolerate all harm. Shen Silence, I have no hatred for you, but I don't want to be merciful to her. That's why I haven't told you all along. ”

"I said this today because I hope you won't be obsessed with it anymore. You never loved me, you said that you were with Wen Gu, because she has my shadow in her, maybe to this day, you don't understand, who is whose shadow. ”

Between the words, Wen Yan felt that Wen Yu, who was holding him, suddenly trembled violently. Then, there was a slight muffled grunt caused by the huge pain in her shoulder.

The silent breathing stopped. He subconsciously looked at the reminiscence, and the same expression appeared on her pale face.

Shocked, stunned, and bleak.

For so many years, he felt that everything was unreal, and everything could be lost and destroyed, but his attachment to Wen Yan had never changed. Why, now even this only truth no longer exists!

Who is he loved? Who is whose shadow?

Wen Yan suddenly grabbed Wen Gu's arm and helped her out.

Shen Silent reacted suddenly: "Don't go." ”

He aimed his gun at them and shouted, "No one is allowed to leave until the story is finished." ”

Wen Yan replied calmly: "The story has been told. After a pause, he added, "If she delays any longer, she'll die." ”

Wen Gu opened his heavy eyelids, looked at Wen Yan's cold face with difficulty, and was unable to speak weakly.

The corners of Shen Silence's mouth twitched slightly, and he tightened his grip on the barrel.

It seems that this is the feeling, heavy, cold, with a murderous aura, but it gives people an infinite sense of security. As long as you gently press the trigger with your finger, the life and death of the person on the other side are all in your thoughts. How wonderful, to be given the right of God in an instant. You can shut up at any time and never say anything hurtful.

However, even more cruel words rang in my ears.

"That's all between us. From now on, my footsteps will not stop unless you kill me. ”

Take a gamble!

Wen Yan repeatedly sounded this voice in his heart, and gambled. Although she no longer has any chips. The cold muzzle of the gun behind him was still pointed at her, and that person was thinking in his heart, either to get her heart, or, to get her life.

She wasn't sure.

Shen Silent looked at the back that was fading away, and his hands began to tremble slightly.

"Wen Yan, do you hate me?"

He asked suddenly. The low voice revealed a bit of helplessness and weakness, Wen Yan paused, glanced at him in the afterglow, and shook his head coldly, his dark pupils were bottomless.

"No love, no hate, then I don't have nothing left in your life?"

Seeming to be a little unwilling, Shen Silent suddenly smiled, and his voice was already sad: "Will we meet in the future?" ”

Wen Yan didn't look back, his voice was calm and waveless: "I don't think so." ”

He watched them walk away, never pressing the trigger. When the blurred back disappeared, he slowly put down the gun, and shouted in a trembling voice with almost all his strength: "Wen Yan, you have no heart, you have no heart!" ”

There is only a slight echo in the confined space.

There was silence, and only he was left.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the barrel of the black hole, which emitted a dark glow. Suddenly laughed.

Wen Yan, how can you believe that I will kill your mother.

You don't ask, you make up your mind in your heart, in the face of your stubbornness and determination, as well as your coldness of rejecting people thousands of miles away, how can I defend myself?

In your heart, am I a joke, or a fool? Or is it just a murderer?

Suddenly remembered Wen's words, "The truth is no longer important, the important thing is that she doesn't believe you." ”

yes, the facts don't matter anymore; It doesn't matter if the person who saved her was gentle or reminiscent.

Everything will be scattered with the wind, and no one will be the same teenager as before!

I suddenly remembered that summer, on that noisy afternoon of summer cicadas, the delicate little girl walked up to him, her black hair was stained with white catkins, she looked embarrassed, but her smile was dazzling.

He laughed secretly, and there was a hint of relief in the slight bitterness.

Then, slowly, slowly, raise the gun and aim it at your temple.

After Wen Yan helped Wen Gu to go ashore, he quickly took out his mobile phone and dialed 120. Before the phone could be answered, only the sound of gunfire was heard behind him, followed by the departure of another freighter, which was buried in the roaring whistle.

Wen Yan and Wen turned back at the same time in fear.

It didn't take long for them to realize what was happening.

Running back like crazy.

Immediately after that, there was a loud bang, and Wen Gu, who ran to the shore, was swallowed up by this huge force, Wen Yan rushed up and grabbed Wen Gu and threw him on the ground, and when he reacted and looked back, it was already a sea of fire......

After waking up, he has been silent and silent.

Wen Yan stood in front of the window, with his back to her, quietly looking into the distance.

"You said that day that you don't want to be kind to me, it's good, otherwise I'll be upset." After a long time, he slowly spoke.

Wen Yan turned to look at her.

"I've thought about the umpteenth time what the ending will be between us, and each time, I feel like I'm going to win you. I never thought that there was another possibility in the contest between people, that is, there was no winning or losing. In the quiet room, Wen Gu's voice was particularly cold, "You must think that why am I still obsessed with him treating me like this." ”

Wen Yan gently and quietly pulled out his hand, pulled up the quilt covering Wen Gu's body, and his eyes were calm: "I didn't." ”

Wen Gu looked at Wen Yan for a long time, and then spoke again, with a little weakness and lightness in his voice, but his tone was extremely firm: "Isn't it like this to love someone, right and wrong, everything must be tolerated and beared." He brought me not only pain, but also happiness, whether true or not, I have been with him for five years, I have been happy. ”

"On the cargo ship, I told him that I had a child, but I was actually lying to him, and I wanted to know how ruthless he was."

Wen Yan looked at her without speaking, and there was a trace of pity in her eyes.

Wen raised his eyes, facing Wen Yan's complex and indistinguishable expression.

Then, I heard her speak slowly.

"I've seen the doctor before, and he said, 'You've got a baby!'" Wen Yan paused and added, "It's been two months. ”

I was stunned for a long time.

Then, as if under some strong stimulus, she suddenly burst out laughing maniacally, and then kept beating her legs with both hands, shaking her head desperately, as if in remorse, as if venting. Wen Yan just looked at her like that, not consoling or stopping her. The two nurses on duty rushed in when they heard the laughter, and were surprised by Wen's sudden emotional outburst, but they could only stare there and watch her laugh.

At the end of the laugh, tears burst into tears, but they still didn't stop. Even in the eyes of others, she is like a madman.

When Wen Yan visited the hospital the next day, the nurse came in and said that the patient had been discharged, but did not know where he had gone.

Then she handed Wen Yan a letter, saying that it was left by Wen Yan.

Wen Yan sat down in the quiet daylight, opened the letter, read it carefully, and folded it gently. Amid the rustling of falling leaves, she looked up to the sky.

Tears, big and big slipped down.

After that day, she never saw her again.

A year later, it was another rainy season.

The afterglow of the setting sun shone on the silent cemetery, adding a bit of gloom, Wen Yan wore a light coffee-colored cotton and linen shirt and a ponytail, standing quietly in front of a new tombstone.

There was a dim but crystalline light in her slender eyes, and even if someone looked at her from a distance, they would be stung by the loneliness around her.

I don't know when it started to rain lightly, and it gently knocked on the tombstone.

She sat down in front of the tombstone, took out a letter slowly, spread it out, and let the rain wet little by little, blurring the handwriting on it.

She read the letter over and over again.

Wen told her in the letter that her mother's death was caused by her, and that it had nothing to do with Shen Silence, and that he was just a fool who was so desperate that he didn't want to explain after carrying the black cauldron. As for why she chose to tell her the truth after Shen Silence died, it was very simple, she had no hatred for Shen Silence, but she also didn't want to be merciful to her.

Wen Yan threw the letter in the wind.

"I'm sorry." Cold fingers gently brushed the overly familiar smiling face in the photo, and her voice was a little hoarse, "I should believe you." ”

At last he said it, but he couldn't hear it anymore.

The light rain was dripping, and she seemed to hear a young and immature voice, drifting from afar.

"My name is Shen Silence and I am seven years old."

"My name is Wen Yan and I'm five years old."

"Then I'll call you Yanyan in the future."

"Then I'll call you brother......" 166 Reading Network