His own family members are all in the same league as Xue Muqing, and Su Yu feels that he is too a failure to be a man, and he doesn't even plan to go back.

As for the Xue family, she couldn't stay even longer.

Someone called Mama She over, but Mama She hadn't come yet, but Xue Muqing couldn't hold it back: "What are you looking for Mama She?" ”

Su Yu ignored him.

"Ah," Xue Muqing softened his tone: "No matter what you want to do, why not talk to me?" ”

After a pause, Xue Muqing said again: "I said that you will promise you anything, is it possible that you can't trust me?" ”

Su Yu simply turned her face away and didn't look at him - she really didn't believe him.

"Let me guess," Xue Muqing's finger tapped on the case: "Are you going to let them pack up their things and plan to go out of the city?" ”

Su Yu finally looked back at him.

Xue Muqing sighed: "Ah Yu, you are not in good health now, so it is not good to travel like this." ”

After hesitating for a while, he said again: "When you are better, we have to go back to the door, there are always a lot of inconveniences outside-"

"Who wants to go back, I won't go back anyway," Su Yu's temperament came up: "Xue Muqing, I only ask you, do you want to say that you don't agree?" ”

"I can go wherever I want, I don't need you to agree to this thing," Su Yu sneered: "I just can't get used to your appearance, and if you can't do it, you have to pretend to be infatuated, what is up to me, in fact, you have already preset countless bottom lines, but whenever I take a step, you will definitely refute it, why bother." ”

"You are angry now, I don't argue with you," Xue Muqing sighed: "It's just that you and I have just been married for a few days, if you have to go outside at this moment...... It's not good after all, and others will inevitably gossip. ”

"What does it matter to me whether other people gossip or not?" Su Yu's face was indignant: "You don't find all kinds of reasons for me to prevaricate!" ”

After thinking about it, Su Yu was a little disgusted: "I just need to think about this mansion, you and you...... Something that has happened makes me feel sick! Can't stay for a moment! ”

"Ah," Xue Muqing frowned, "Although I roughly know the previous life...... What happened to you, but there's one thing I still don't understand—"

"You remember a lot of things, but you and I don't seem to have any impression of the things in the first half of the year," Su Yu was about to retort, but Xue Muqing said again: "You forgot that we had a happy time, just like you forgot...... My old yard wasn't the same. ”

"I know...... It's impossible for you not to mind that matter, and you know that you have no excuse," Xue Muqing's tone was a little sad:

"But I'm trying my best to make amends...... Try your best to change and stop those bad things from happening, A, you should be a little fair to me...... You can't put me on death row because of the things I did in my previous life, and I won't even have the slightest chance to atone for my sins—"

"But I didn't ask you to 'make amends', I didn't let you 'atone'!" Su Yu was angry: "What I ask for is just to stay away from you, all I ask is for you not to bother me and don't come to pester me, I know that I can't fight you if I say it, I just beg you and me not to violate the river water, but you refuse to let me go, and in the end, you blame me for being harsh on you?" ”

"Well, what if I'm careful?" After a pause, Su Yu was a little disdainful: "Do you think that if you change a courtyard, you will be a hundred, but this entire mansion is dirty, and it is not the same where you change it?" ”

"If you have to say that, the whole capital is unclean, so you have to go outside the city, but under the whole world, can you really stop mind when you get outside the city?" Xue Muqing seemed to be unconvinced: "Even if I want to pull out that thorn for you—even if I have helped you pull out that thorn, as long as you don't believe it, that thorn will always be in your heart, even if you move out of the capital, even if you go to Chengzhou...... Even if you go to the edge of the sky, that 'thorn' will always be there, what will you do then? ”

Xue Muqing paused and refused to say any more, but Su Yu answered with a sneer: "What can I do?" If I can't let go of the heavens, for me, I guess I can only be liberated by death. ”

Xue Muqing wanted to say something, but Su Yu didn't plan to give him a chance: "But now for me, as long as I get to the outside of the city, I can feel at ease, but you don't even want to do this, if I really feel suffocated wherever I go, I am probably forced by you." ”

Xue Muqing was silent, Xu didn't know how to answer Su Yu's words, but fortunately, at this time, Mama She's voice sounded outside the door: "Miss, what are you looking for me?" ”

Su Yu hadn't answered, but Xue Muqing had already spoken: "Mama She-"

Su Yu was afraid that Xue Muqing would be troublesome, so he hurriedly shouted: "Xue Muqing! ”

Xue Muqing sighed lightly, he didn't say anything after all, and when Mama She came in, he nodded to Mama She and went out.

Su Yu stared at his back until he couldn't see it, then he calmed down and turned to Mama She: "Mama She, you tell you to go down and prepare the carriage and luggage-"

Mama She interrupted Su Yu's words: "Madam, where are you going?" ”

Su Yu was a little stunned by her sudden change of name to herself, and then remembered that it was probably Xue Muqing who signaled something to Mama She when she went out before, and couldn't help frowning - she was a little skeptical that Mama She was credible at the moment, but no matter what, it should

It is still necessary to say: "Let's go to the Zhuangzi outside the city." ”

Mama She's body didn't move, Su Yu waited for a while before looking at her suspiciously: "Mama She? ”

Mama She lowered her head and frowned: "Now Mrs. is only two days old, and she is going out of the city, which seems to be a little inappropriate, not to mention that Mrs. is not in good health now." ”

Listening to Mama She's words and Xue Muqing's meaning, Su Yu frowned: "Mama She, don't you have something to say, just say something - don't you agree to this matter?" ”

Mama She nodded: "It's not just me, it's impossible for us to hurt our reputation by Madame's willful actions." ”

Su Yu felt more and more afraid that Xue Muqing had said something to Mama She: "Are you my person or Xue Muqing's person?" And he did not listen to me? What benefits did Xue Muqing give you? So, I can't stop you? ”

"Madame, I'm afraid I've forgotten something," Mama She's face was not stunned at all: "As Madame said before, the old body has not signed a deed, and he is not a slave of anyone's family." ”

Su Yu was speechless - Mama She and Mama Yao are people who came out of the palace, according to the laws of this dynasty, no matter what status the palace maid was before entering the palace, after she is out of the palace at the end of the year, she can no longer be a slave, the palace maid is still like this, how can the people who have been female officials and nobles in the palace serve before entering and dare to be slaves, Mama She and Mama Yao who come out of the palace, even if they go to the family of Xungui to be a nurturing grandmother, it is impossible to sign a deed - similar to Xixi or a guest, and the relationship between the master and the master's family is not a servant and the master.

After all, few people dare to put themselves in a position equal to His Majesty, even if it is like the Su family, she and Mama She are actually in a master-servant relationship, and now Mama She said it so clearly, Su Yu could not be tough, but she was a little unwilling: "If Mama She is unwilling, then I naturally don't dare to work Mama She, Mama She, please take care of yourself." ”

Su Yu felt that bringing Mama She and Mama Yao was probably the worst decision she had made in her life - these two people's identities were too special, even if they could frighten others, but in fact they also restrained herself, and her actions now were not even as convenient as in her previous life when she only brought Xiang to her mother.

Since Mama She was unavailable, Su Yu felt that she could only go to her mother.

Mama She seemed to guess what Su Yu was thinking, and paused and said: "Before Madame got married, Xiangye specially instructed that the people around Madame and my sister of the Yao family are all in charge, and Madame only needs to live a good life." ”

This tone that wanted to put her in the air, how could Su Yu endure it: "Mama She! ”

"I can't afford a big man like Mama She," Su Yu calmed down and sneered: "Mama She, let's change an owner as soon as possible and find another high-ranking position, I'm here, Mama She doesn't have to condescend to meddle in these things." ”

"We don't want to take care of it," Mama She nodded: "It's just that the two of us are also old, so we can't afford to lose time on you, Madame herself doesn't care about reputation, but we still care." ”

"Good, good! Feelings: I've also made an ancestor for myself, right? A nameless fire in Su Yu's heart had nowhere to vent: "I can't afford to serve you!" ”

"Madame really doesn't want to use us, it's not impossible, Madame will go to talk to Xiangye, or Madame herself will enter the palace to complain to the Queen Mother and the Queen," Mama She disagreed: "It's not so difficult to have an elder or nobleman speak." ”

Su Yu was choked - Mama She was clearly prevaricating, she went back to find Su Hui, since Su Hui said such a thing, it was impossible to take it back, and it was even more impossible for her to enter the palace to find the Queen Mother or the Queen for such a thing - Mama She was the old man next to the Queen Mother, and Mama Yao came out of the Queen's side, because of such a thing, she ran to complain that it was to slap the Queen Mother and the Queen in the face, which was equivalent to saying in front of them that the people who came out of their side were not good.

Mama She calculated that she couldn't do anything about such a thing, so she had no fear, Su Yu knew that she would never be able to move her, and she was even more lazy to look at her: "You go out." ”

Mama She nodded: "In this way, the old body will retire for the time being, Madame still takes care of her body, and don't think about superfluous things." ”

Su Yu was angry, but there was nothing he could do with her, as long as he swallowed his breath.

"Ah Yu," Xue Muqing came back again, lowered his body and looked at Su Yu at eye level: "If you really feel depressed and bored in the mansion, I will accompany you out to live for a few days, and the right to take it as a relaxation." ”

"Get out! Who wants you to accompany you! Su Yu was angry when he saw him: "And now you are satisfied?" ”

"The people around me listen to you and all of you are working against me, do you feel proud to come and demonstrate with me?" The people who have followed her for so many years, once they say that they will change, they used to be Mingxin, and Mingxin is fine, after all, she has no good impression of Mingxin and has not much contact, but Mama She has been with her for no less than ten years, and in the end, she is like this, Su Yu almost wonders if she is really so unpopular, or why she has to fall into this kind of betrayal every time.

"I know what they mean, but do I have to ask your permission to do whatever I want to do now?" Su Yu simply felt that there was nothing to love: "What's the meaning of this day!" It's better to live than to die! ”

"Ah," Xue Muqing stretched out his hand and put it on the back of Su Yu's hand: "You promised me-"

"What did I promise you!" Su Yu withdrew his hand and turned his face away from him: "Are you stealing and cheating without trust, but in turn you want me to keep my promise?" ”

Xue Muqing was silent for a while, then changed the topic and said: "Si Qin has been begging to see you for the past few days, you are not in good health, I am afraid that you will be stopped by your work, you-"

"Xue Muqing, why are you making your own claims?" Su Yu finally turned his head and glared at him: "Why are you nosy even if I want to see anyone or not?" Or are you going to keep me locked up and won't let me go out or see anyone? ”

Xue Muqing's brows furrowed: "That being the case, you have a good rest today, and you will see Siqin tomorrow." ”

Su Yu didn't answer, Xue Muqing paused and said, "Ah Yu, I know you care about your master-servant friendship with Si Qin for many years, and I also know that you mind being ...... by us this time Deception...... In particular, we have designed the siqin into the game, but I am afraid that it will be more difficult for you to accept...... I also expected that once you knew the truth, what would happen to me, whether you called me despicable, anything, but I would not regret doing such a thing...... Because there's no other way for me to do that. ”

"Giving Si Qin a nationality is what you have always wanted to do, I remember this thing," Xue Muqing sighed lightly: "Si Qin's temperament is like you, it is difficult to turn back after one thing, she is bent on following you, so even if she has mutual affection with Ye Xin, she has no intention of getting rid of slavery and marrying, so you never knew about this matter - from this point of view, even if the means are not very glorious, at least, this is the result you want, isn't it?" ”

"Why don't we find someone else to find the two of them, that is, after you and I get married, the Su family will have another marriage, so that others will not contact Ye Xin with you," Xue Muqing paused and continued: "I asked Mama She to explain to Si Qin—or rather, I asked Mama She to intimidate Si Qin, if she tells you something or she doesn't want to marry, it will hurt you-"

"What are you telling me about?" Su Yu sneered: "Tell me how despicable and shameless you are?" ”

"It's just that I don't want to see you so decadent, it doesn't matter if you can't see that others can't see me, at least Si Qin hasn't changed much, has he?" Xue Muqing said softly: "You hope that Si Qin will get out of nationality and hope that Si Qin will marry a good person, aren't these exactly what you want to see?" Besides, we promised Ye Xin that we will not regret it, and Si Qin's life will always be better in the future-"

"It's just that Si Qin was born as a slave after all, Ye Xin has not made any achievements now, and it is nothing that the two of them live peacefully, but if Ye Xin gets ahead in the future, Si Qin's background will definitely be criticized."

"I know, because of Miao Miao's affairs, there may be other reasons, you have always been ashamed of Si Qin and want to make up for her, and what we are doing now is actually far from enough," Xue Muqing persuaded: "Si Qin is a slave and a maid, she is an orphan girl, she has no power and no background, and it is impossible for others to be merciful to her, we can help Ye Xin, but we can't manage the affairs of other people's backyards, and you are the only one who can give Si Qin a head when the time comes." ”

"Even if it's to let Si Qin have something to rely on, you can't be so depressed," Xue Muqing said softly: "Death, of course, is easy, you don't care about everything, but people are alive, and they can do more than dead people,"

Su Yu was a little moved, but he didn't want to show it, but he just turned his face away: "You go out." ”

When I saw Si Qin again, although it had only been a few days, I felt like I had been separated by three autumns.

Counting it, both of them are newly married, but their faces are not very good, Su Xun just wanted to ask Si Qin why he was so haggard, but Si Qin had already knelt down towards Su Yu: "Miss, it's a slave who can't live with Miss." ”

"Get up," Su Yu sighed lightly: "You are no longer a maid by my side now, don't kneel down at every turn." ”

Si Qin still knelt and refused to get up, so Su Yu had no choice but to sigh again: "I'm not angry with you." She was angry with Xue Muqing and her family, and Si Qin was just helpless in the end.

She can't do anything about them, let alone Siqin's little maid?

"You are no longer a maid now, Ye-your husband's identity will slowly come up in the future, Si Qin, if you can't change your mind, it's very dangerous," Su Yu's expression was serious: "Si Qin, I wish you well, but if you make a mess of your life because of me, I won't be happy to see such a thing." ”

Sending Si Qin away, Xue Muqing seemed to have finished discussing with Ye Xin in front of him, and when he came back, he saw Su Xin sitting in front of the window in a daze, so he said softly: "Ah Qin, don't worry, Si Qin will always figure it out." ”

Su Yu didn't look at him, but felt desolate: "You know what we said so quickly?" ”

Now her every move, I am afraid that there is nothing to hide in his eyes, and the people around her are all obeying him, and they will tell him anything that happens.

These days, I don't feel comfortable at all.

"Xue Muqing, you weren't such a person before," Su Yu closed his eyes: "Xue Muqing, you are too hateful and terrible like this." ”

Xue Muqing was silent for a long time before he spoke: "Ah Yu, do you remember the jade book?" ”

This person, how could Su Yu not remember, but Su Yu didn't answer, she was too tired.

"Yushu and Yanshu have been with me since I was a child, and when I entered Beijing, I only brought these two people with me," Xue Muqing seemed to be thinking about something: "Back then...... I was seriously ill and stranded in Chengzhou, and I did not get well for several months, and Yushu persuaded us to get on the boat under the pretext of letting me swim in the river, but he pushed me into the river while I was resting. ”

"You also know what happened later," Xue Muqing sighed softly: "After you saved me, Yushu was terrified, and he happened to meet Xia Chuqing, after I woke up, he told me that Xia Chuqing saved me, and told me that Yanshu died because he accidentally pushed into the river and feared sin...... I didn't doubt him before, although I didn't understand why Yanshu wanted to harm me, but I also believed Yushu's words. ”

"But as a result, he is that kind of person," Xue Muqing sighed: "In this world, there are too many people who are not credible—"

"So," Su Yu asked him, "you use so many people to look at me, do you not believe me?" ”

"If you don't believe it, then why should you—"

"No," Xue Muqing said, "I believe you." ”

"It's just that there are too many uncertainties in this world, and I can't afford another accident from you," Xue Muqing sat down opposite her: "Ah Yu, from beginning to end, you just don't believe me." ”