Chapter 41: Sad as an Affair

Gao Min sippers the red wine in the glass in a textbook-level elegant posture.

As the saying goes, wine is character, and Shu Neem waited to see Gao Min's drunken gaffe, so as to judge whether he was an invisible wonder. Her former leader, Boss Yan, was in arrears of character, and he stabbed her when he was about to do so, and she had to learn a lesson from the past, and she couldn't drink a few glasses of wine and think that she had really become friends, and the appropriate distance still had to be handled.

After opening two bottles of wine, Gao Min drank a lot, and the concentration of ethanol in his blood was enough to weaken his self-control, and it was said that it was time to liberate his nature and show his true self, but his face was as usual, his eyes were clear, and he did not show any drunkenness.

Enough alcohol to drink the sea......

Gao Min's behavior before and after drinking was the same, and for a while, Shu Neem couldn't figure out what kind of person he was.

Shu Neem is thinking about it, Gao Min is also using wine to cover up his embarrassment, the past he talked about ruined the brisk chatting atmosphere, life is not as good as it should โ–กโ–ก, who is not a little sad about the past, why bother to say it to add burden to people? During the chat, he made the mistake of being overly emotional, which would undoubtedly make Shu Neem feel awkward. In order to keep the exchange going, Gao Min decided to clean up the situation and bring the topic to safety.

"Did what I just said make you uncomfortable?"

The question was abrupt, Shu Neem's wandering thoughts instantly returned to place, she glanced at Gao Min and reacted, and hurriedly haha, "How come, chatting, it's fun to have contacts!" Besides, it's not herself who is cuckolded, so what's so uncomfortable about her.

"Sorry, I gave me a bad talking point"

Oops, you say this, how do I pick up the lines! Look at my sincere eyes, and if I don't think about your mood, I'll say three words: it's fun! The girlfriend who has been talking for seven years is married to a good friend, and it is a big drama of love and hatred without brain supplement!

Shu Neem went through the inner drama, held the truth, mobilized empathy, and said with a smile: "Since Mr. Gao told that past story, he must have long since been light-hearted and no longer minded."

Gao Min praised Shu Neem's clever step, "That's right, looking back now, maybe there is a different understanding, for example, my friend is more suitable for her, and the right people will be together, right?" โ€

Is the surname Gao serious? The heart is also too big, and the green hat on his head can go down in history as a joke.

Shu Neem took a deep breath and said exaggeratedly: "Mr. Gao really impresses me, you are a capital saint father!" โ€

Of course, the duplicitous ridicule Gao Min could hear it, he only tasted the wine carefully, and then said slowly: "Why punish yourself with other people's mistakes, besides, emotional things are unreasonable, just like the binary of computer technology, either/or, a word of dislike can erase the previous relationship"

Shu Neem has a relative, "don't move your feelings when you move anything"

Gao Min teased with a smile, "I didn't expect you to feel quite touched by inadvertent sexual encounters"

Shu Neem bragged, "That feeling is quite deep!" โ€

"By the way, isn't there still a sad affair that I haven't talked about?"

"I'll just say that, are you serious?"

"I'm listening"

"Okay", Shu Melia moved the wine glass to the side, clasped his hands and looked sideways at the night sky outside the window, "I'll start with a fan!" โ€

Gao Min almost choked on wine, gasped for breath and asked, "Dare to ask you what kind of preparation action is this?" โ€

"Haven't you heard of the sorrow of a bright 45-degree angle? We post-80s generations know it! โ€

"I found you have a talent for funny"

Shu Neem switched back to normal mode from off-line mode, "It's just a hot field!" I just graduated and want to find a job in the media circle in the capital, and I am on the way to the interview every day."

"You've been in Beijing?"

"Yes," Shu explained, not understanding why Gao Min was surprised, "Is there a more appropriate place to work for us who study journalism than Beijing, which is the economic and cultural center of politics?" โ€

Gao Min nodded, even if DMC is looking for media projects, the first step is usually aimed at Beijing, and in terms of cultural prosperity, there is no more active place in the country than Beijing.

Shu went on to say: "The house I rented is outside the Fifth Ring Road in Haidian District, and I have to get up at 6 o'clock every day to take the bus to the TV station for an internship."

"So early?" As far as he knows, the administrative staff is an 8-hour work system, the front-line editors and broadcasters work 24-hour shifts, and the reporters and directors have no score, and I don't know which position Shu Neem was interning in at that time.

"The department I stayed in was a normal point to work, but the place where I lived was a little off, an hour's drive, counting the time of traffic jams on the road, two hours of full fighting, I went back and forth this day, four hours on the road, and the dream was reflected in reality to know the distance. The bus passed through Xueyuan Road, Tsinghua University and Peking University are on that road, these two universities can be regarded as the highest universities in China, at that time I was a little shaken, thinking about whether to take a graduate exam, Peking University and Tsinghua University, or go to the south to find a beautiful small city to settle down, save the day to crowd the bus! โ€

Gao Min sighed for no reason, "When you were in college, I was already abroad"

"You entered the university, I was still in elementary school, my IQ couldn't keep up, I can't accept it, I have your IQ, and it's contemptible to sit here today and laugh at the situation!"

"You envy my life?"

"Everyone has their own fate, I envy your IQ"

"IQ is enough, and the key determinant of success is often not related to IQ"

It sounded like a heartfelt word, Shu Neem touched it, and had to admit that what he said made sense, didn't her own recent experience verify this sentence bitterly? When luck isn't on your side, it's all in vain.

Shu Neem poured half a glass of wine and drank a few sips, and said that wine relieves a thousand sorrows, why can't he pour the blocks in his chest, and he thinks of things that are not fun. What she thought in her heart, Gao Min guessed most of it, and deliberately changed the topic to remind her to continue to talk about that sad affair.

"Where did I say, oh, yes, the revolutionary fighting spirit that had just left the school gate was gone, crowded on the bus like sticking meatloaf, I began to think about life, is the internship opportunity of the TV station worth it for me to waste four precious hours of a day on the congested road, doing small work every day, serving tea and water to buy box lunches, serious work can not be fished, empty learning four years of knowledge, in the end there is no way to serve, I think about it or just roll up the cover and leave, Beijing is not short of talents, it just so happens that my mother called and said that our TV station is recruiting, I pondered, there is a shortage of talents in small places, and once I come from a journalism class, I must have room to display my ambitions when I go back."

"You're kind of thinking about it"

"That is, when you are frustrated, you have to encourage yourself, and always remember a golden and jade saying, I am a brick of the motherland, where you need to move! This year, no matter how it is distributed, the graduates are black, where they can mix with rice, they can go wherever they can, the local TV station stage is a little smaller, but it can be learned and put into practice, and there is nothing to pick and choose, although it is a little difficult to settle, or withdraw! โ€

Gao Min listened to it interestingly, this kind of communication similar to the classmate talk club was very rare in his prodigy career, he used to disdain to participate in such general empty talk, of course, he couldn't participate, whether it was his peers or the elderly, they had no common language with him, and their IQ was not on the same level, and there was no way to communicate.

Now that his mood has probably changed, and he has met a good chat partner again, Gao Min is also interested in chatting a few words, "Beijing is the place where the Chinese dream began, and you retreated at that time?" โ€

"Yes, I want to step back, there is a song that sings the voice of our Beipiao family, called Beijing Beijing, Wang Feng wrote, at that time he was not very famous, the lyrics are correspondingly more profound, I pray here, I am lost here, I am here to seek, and I am lost here, it can be the theme song when the dream is broken, this song is played on the bus on a loop, and the magic sound penetrates my brain I realize that Beijing is a foreign land for me and not a home, just when I am sad and sad, A black computer bag appeared in sight."

"Ran into you?"

"No", Shu Neem raised his index finger and shook it, "I raised my eyes, hey, isn't this Brother Jin Minzhong, like walking out of a lovely woman, with refreshing short hair, double eyelids and big eyes, wearing a decent suit, holding the ring and exposing his wrist, not to mention Duosu, I secretly looked at him, and I didn't care about the grief and anger, and I didn't want to be too crowded, and I praised God for the good welfare, I also deliberately wrote down the site where he got off, Zhongguancun, it is estimated that he is a white-collar worker who works nearby, yes, I also went back to my hometown, It's easy to find a job to make a living, but it's not easy to find a pleasing man, I immediately stopped leaving, gone, where am I going to meet this brother who looks like Jin Minzhong! โ€

"Who's Kim Min Jong? If the surname is Jin, Manchus? โ€

"A Korean actor, one of the male gods when I was a child", Shu Neem thoughtfully took out his mobile phone and Baidu to show Gao Min.

Gao Min glanced at it, it didn't look like a typical Korean face, and his eyes were ...... It's pretty big.

"In short, because of this Zhongguancun male god, I am full of blood and resurrected, and I squatted on the bus like chicken blood every day, trying to meet the male god again in the crowd, but it's a pity, I will always miss out in the vast sea of people after a glimpse, otherwise what is it called an erotic encounter!"

"Another missed story, the ending is quite sad", Gao Min nodded to the question.

"There is a novel about GoldMiss that writes such a sentence: non-stop missing, easy to live up, unconsciously strange, almost summed up the karma between people, some people are destined to be just passers-by and not returnees for us"

Gao Min admires Shu Neem's open-minded emotional outlook, does not drill into the horns, and knows how to explain himself, but his focus is more on the English phrase, "What is goldmiss?" โ€

"It means older unmarried young women, collectively referred to as leftover women in society"

"Whether to be single or not is a personal choice and freedom, a financially independent person certainly has the right to decide what kind of life to live, and the word leftover woman seems to be insulting to women"

"Takami!" , Shu Neem gave Gao Min a thumbs up, "The foreign ink is really not in vain!" Some men, no matter how high the education level is, the machismo in their bones is still deeply rooted, and in their eyes, a woman who has passed the legal age of marriage and is still single is left without anyone wanting."

Gao Min frowned, "That's objectified women"

"That's right, so I'm sad not that the affair is over, but that a new world has opened up that reshapes the three views"