I couldn't even tell when I stopped loving Dixin, it seemed like I just woke up one morning, the sun poured in through the mouth of the fox's hole, and I suddenly had an epiphany in the warmth.

Then the Nine Heavens Thunder slashed down, and I was slashed with nowhere to hide. In the purple thunder and lightning, I was dizzy, and the past came to mind.

Human life is so fragile and short, I left Chaoge with Di Xin's corpse and arrived in Qingqiu. Relying on the power of Nuwa Stone, I created a world for him, and then took out his soul and let him be reincarnated in this world and continue to be his emperor.

Dead and alive, coming and going.

I watched him fight for power again and again, and intrigue again and again for getting to that position. I really want to sue him, Di Xin, this world belongs to you, and naturally that position has always belonged to you.

Don't fight, it's always in your hands.

So many reincarnations, tens of millions of years. I never walked in front of Di Xin, but he watched him silently from behind. Actually I'm easily satisfied, really. As long as he's safe in my eyes, that's fine.

It's just that I didn't think that the budget would go wrong, I just went back to Qingqiu to look at Mingshan, and Di Xin was reincarnated again. And because I was not with him, he was not born into the body he had originally intended, but became the brother of that body.

A frail and sick prince who does nothing.

I didn't know that at first. It turns out that there are fights everywhere, and even Qingqiu is no exception. The law of the jungle has always been the nature of this world.

Mingshan's father died in that infighting, and before he died, he passed the position of emperor to Mingshan. He was over two thousand years old and had been his father's treasure until then. His father only had time to teach him to love the people like a son, but he did not teach him to suppress them with iron and blood.

Before he died, his father grabbed my hand and begged me, "Sunny and rainy...... Please...... Take care of him...... Teach him ......"

I remember when I first came to Qingqiu, he stood on the top of the hill and smiled at me with Mingshan in his arms. Death was so terrible that before you could prepare, you took it all.

I nodded, and he closed his eyes in reassurance.

At that moment, he turned back into a silver-white fox, and Mingshan hugged him, his eyes full of tears. "Aunt Qing."

That's what he called me.

Then I heard his choked voice: "Actually, I know everything, but my father used this reason to keep you." Probably because he thinks that you go to that world again and again, and every time you come back, you are not happy. He doesn't want to see you unhappy, so he wants you to stay in Qingqiu for a while. After a pause, he said again: "Father is gone, Aunt Qing, you don't have to feel embarrassed to stay in Qingqiu. ”

I stretched out my hand to touch/touch/touch his face, but found that he was already so old, so I could only silently withdraw it and say dryly: "Good boy......"

Mingshan has always been very well-behaved. His mother went early, afraid that his father would be sad, and never said that he wanted his mother. After I came to Qingqiu, he was very clingy to me, in fact, because he saw his father's thoughts.

He is so well-behaved, so well-behaved that I am a little reluctant to let him alone in Qingqiu.

I stayed in Qingqiu to take care of Mingshan for 20 years. Twenty years later, I went down the mountain and entered the WTO, which happened to be the day when the rumored congenitally deficient Sixth Prince married his wife. I went to find the Fifth Prince first, but found out that he was not my Emperor Xin.

searched and searched, and found that Di Xin was actually born in the body of the sixth prince. What's wrong with this?

It was a candle in his cave that day, but he did not sleep in it. I heard his newlywed wife crying in the room: "How can my father do this to me, even if he doesn't like me anymore, he can't marry me to a sick man who is weak and sick." Why can my sister marry the fifth prince, and I can only marry this sick ghost? ”

The red lantern brightened the dark night as bright as day, and I could clearly see the face of Di Xin at the door, so pale and gloomy.

And just like that, hatred.

I'm furious. This world is created to accompany Di Xin, and the people in it are just Di Xin's foils. Why did they make him sad?

The next day it was a rainy day, and I came to his room in the form of a little fox and knocked on his door.

He came out and opened the door, a little surprised, but he picked me up and carefully wiped the rain off my body. While wiping it back, he said, "The weather is really strange today, and it is raining at the same time as the sun rises." ”

That's when I found out that it was the same weather again. The sun rises in the east and rains in the west.

Di Xin lowered his head and looked at me for a while, and said softly: "The sun rises in the east and rains in the west, so let's call it Qingyu." How's that, like the name? ”

At this moment, I had the urge to cry, the years were too hurried, and when I first saw it again, it was still so beautiful and gentle.

I stayed by Di Xin's side and became his pet, and his body slowly improved under my careless conditioning. I picked a good moonlit night and transfigured in front of him.

His complexion went from □□ shock to joy, and then his first reaction was to pick up the quilt to cover my naked/exposed body.

"Rain or shine?" He asked.

I poked my head out of the covers and nodded at him.

"Why did you suddenly ......?" he didn't know what words to put to describe it.

"I was injured some time ago, but fortunately you took me in."

He looked at me, "So my body ......"

I nodded again: "It's a reward." ”

You see, it should be good to be clear at first.

And then?

I don't remember exactly what happened next.

Vaguely I became his woman, and he was extremely fond of me for a while. We even talked about children, and I said to him, "If I have a child in the future, I must call him clear." It can be used by both boys and girls. ”

It's just that in the end, I didn't welcome the child named Qingran, but he gave it to his fifth emperor brother. The five princes were already vaguely considered to be the secretly determined emperors, so Di Xin began to panic.

His love for power has been the same for ten years, so obsessed.

Disappointment always follows the sweetness again and again, hiding a sharp blade, and the light yì makes people dripping with blood.

"Qingyu, you are a demon. If I give you to the Five Emperor Brothers, you will definitely be able to get out of the way, right? Qingyu, please, help me. ”

I didn't speak, just looked at him. Di Xin seemed to be sure that I would say yes every time, which is why he said such harsh words.

It's ridiculous that I'm happy every time.

In the end, I was secretly sent to the Five Princes' Mansion by him, and no news was revealed.

The fifth prince is really good, he is probably the best man I have met in the past thousands of years.

He has the cleanest smile and the warmest palms.

Even when he told me that he liked it, he was so honest.

"Qingyu, I know that you were sent here by the sixth brother on purpose. But I don't care. ”

It turned out that I could also be held in the palm of my hand and placed carefully, and I felt comfortable for the first time when I was held in the arms of the five princes.

It's not when I'm with Di Xin, the bitterness in the sweetness, and the constant worry. It's a kind of calm and mild years.

I even had the feeling that it would be nice to live with him for the rest of my life.

After I found out I was pregnant, the feeling intensified. Maybe I can really give up my obsession with Di Xin and find someone to live a good life with.

I told him about the five princes' children, and then I asked him, "Will you give up and come with me?" There is no right to fight, no intrigues. ”

He looked at me deeply: "Qingyu, are you too tired to live here?" ”

It turned out that he had always understood, and it turned out that he had actually known, that I had been unhappy.

When he saw me nodding, he suddenly smiled. Reaching out and taking me into his arms: "Qingyu, I'm so happy, you are willing to ask me this question." Now I answer you, I am willing to go with you. ”

His mother died very early, and the current emperor is also seriously ill and about to leave. He is willing to take me away, but only after the emperor leaves.

It's just that we didn't think that we wouldn't be able to wait for this day.

I've always subconsciously avoided and even lied to myself, Dixin is a good person.

But he wasn't. Because he was not, he staged a coup d'état when the emperor was on the verge of endangerment and had not yet issued an edict on the throne. It was not only the emperor who died in that coup, but also the five princes who were the best to me in the whole world.

Desin imprisoned me. He would not marry me, but he would not let me go. Man turned out to be such a contradictory creature. On the day of his accession, he killed the original six imperial concubines, and then married the daughter of the minister.

He took in a lot of concubines and told me to get rid of the children more than once.

I refused, so he gave me the cold palace. The cold palace is so cold that it seems that even my heart is frozen into ice. As the baby in my womb grew older day by day, I asked again and again, as if I was muttering to myself and asking her, "Why don't I go?" ”

How can a palace trap me? The reason why I didn't leave was because Di Xin was here, or did the five princes die here?

When the child was eight months old, the queen came to me, and I was in a trance when I saw her high belly. It turns out that she is also pregnant/pregnant, and this belly looks like it is about seven months?

"Your child is the emperor's?" She asked, but I didn't answer.

She turned to the palace maid and said, "Kill her." ”

"Why?" I finally asked.

She looked at the armor on her hand, and the old god was saying, "The emperor's child can only be born in this palace." A cold palace slut like you, is it worthy? ”

The palace maid grabbed me, she walked over slowly, and whispered in her ear: "What's more, if the biological son is alive, how should the child of others in the womb of this palace deal with himself?" ”

She probably thought I was going to die, so she had the audacity to say it.

I raised my hand and slammed it on her heart......

When I left, the night was like water, the lights in the palace were already on, and the night was like a lotus blooming brightly.

After many years, I finally sat down and became a god, and in the midst of the Dao Dao Xuan Thunder, I finally realized that I no longer loved Di Xin.

It turns out that love is constantly worn out and slowly disappears.