My name is Qingran, and my mother gave me the name. She wants me to live my life in peace and quiet, and I don't have to be as disturbed as she is.

Probably because she didn't want me to live in hatred and vain obsession, she never told me the slightest thing about my father. I asked her once, and the answer was that my father died very young.

At the time, I didn't believe it, I thought it was just my father who had failed her, so she didn't want to mention it.

It wasn't until years later that she became a god that I found the thick stack of portraits in her dressing box. Mingshan told me that it was the fifth prince many years ago. Died in a court strife, my father.

Maybe it was for revenge, or maybe it was to find something else, so I left Qingqiu and went to the place where my mother had broken me. I had a dream there in which a man named Mu Yue became my obstacle.

After all, I still disappointed my mother/mother, she wanted me to be quiet and safe, and I was still involved with the royal family.

It was Mingshan who saved me when the thunder fell, and it seemed that whether it was good or bad, bitter or painful, he was always by my side.

Later, he took me to the Qianjin Building, gave up all his cultivation, and made two of the most ordinary little foxes with me. He thought I didn't remember anything, but I always remembered, remembered very clearly. But since he thinks I'm happier to forget about it, I'd rather not know anything.

Mingshan is fine, but when he is in front of me, he seems to be a little scared all the time.

I discovered this when I met Mu Yue again that winter, and he urged me to leave quickly, probably because he was afraid that I would like Mu Yue again.

After returning to the fox hole, he put down the plum blossom in his mouth and asked me softly, "Qingran, do you see that person?" ”

"Who?" I asked him.

He seemed relieved, and asked again, "Is it the man with the bow and arrow, do you think he looks good?" ”

"I'm a fox, how can I think people are good-looking."

His eyes instantly became more radiant, and I found that he seemed to have become a little more naïve with him in the past few years.

I said that to him, and he seemed to be relieved.

A few days later, my mother actually came. I haven't seen my mother in many years, and sure enough, it's a good thing to become a god, and she seems to be doing well.

Knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu. Mingshan said that I forgot about jì, but my mother/relatives could see at a glance that I was pretending.

Avoiding Mingshan, she asked me alone, "When are you going to lie to Mingshan?" ”

I silently raised my head to look at the water and mountains not far away, this green hill has been like a day for ten years, it is a paradise to escape from the world, and it is so beautiful that people are intoxicated. "I want to lie to him for the rest of my life."

"Don't let him be sad, Qingran, it's a sin to hurt a man who is good to himself."

I really thought we had a lifetime.

But the next day, Qingqiu knelt in a circle, Mu Yue was very sick, and he wanted to see me again.

In fact, I think this request is very ridiculous, I can no longer transform into a shape, in front of him is just an ordinary fox, what can he do when he sees me?

I said I didn't want to go, but Mingshan wanted me to go. "Qingran, you go, I don't want you to regret it in the future."

Looking into his eyes, I realized that it wasn't just me who had been acting.

I made a decision in my mind. I'm going to the palace to see Mu Yue, and then when I go back to Qingqiu, I'm going to tell Mingshan that I don't love Mu Yue anymore.

I left Qingqiu and went to the palace, and then I met Mu Yue. Time is so merciful and yet so cruel, and when we meet again, it seems that nothing has changed, but everything has changed. I didn't even have a human body, so I had to meet him as a fox.

Mu Yue lay on the hospital bed and stretched out her hand to me. Just like the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River when I first met, the man who was as gentle as water stretched out his hand to me.

He said, "Qingran, you understand, don't you?" ”

I didn't go over, I just stood there and looked at him, "You're not actually sick, are you?" ”

He smiled: "I can't hide anything from you." I really miss the first time I met you. ”

Then? At that time, I believed everything he said, and I couldn't have been fooled. When I saw Mu Yue at that time, there was no one else in my eyes. But now that I look at him, I'm thinking about Mingshan.

He's a fox now, and without me playing with him, wouldn't he be lonely in the fox hole? Without me snuggling up to him, he would probably feel cold.

"Mu Yue......" I called him so, "I have forgotten all the things in the past, and you shouldn't remember them." After speaking, I turned around: "Mingshan is waiting for me, I'm going back." ”

"Qingran!" His anxious voice came from behind, "Qingran, don't go!" ”

Don't leave? Why? I stayed in the palace because I loved Mu Yue. Now I'm leaving because I've fallen in love with Mingshan. So, no one was able to keep me.

I hurried back to Qingqiu.

I searched all over the fox cave in Qingqiu, and searched all over the mountain, but I couldn't find Mingshan. I vaguely understood something, but I still couldn't believe it. I searched for three days and three nights in Qingqiu before I stopped.

My mother hasn't left yet, but in the past three days, I've been looking frantically, but she hasn't stopped me.

The fourth day was a good day, and I snuggled up on my mother's lap, curled up in a ball, and slept for most of the day.

Mother/Kiss stroked my fur and whispered, "Are you really ready to go on like this forever?" ”

"That's actually pretty good." I shook my tail, "It's not good, there's no way." ”

Mother/kiss smiled: "Lu Qianjin does have some ability, but she is a mortal after all." Qingran, if you want to become a / person again, my mother can help you. Your dad can too. ”

Father? I looked at my mother in surprise: "Dad? ”

Mother/Kiss nodded: "Your father has been waiting for me for many years, and when I became a god, he came to greet me." ”

It turns out that someone has been waiting for her mother, and this ending is really good.

"No need for mother/parent, I think it's good now." As I spoke, I jumped off my mother's knee. "Mother/dear, I'm leaving."

The mother/relatives seem to have understood what I am going to do, "You want to find Mingshan?" ”

"I haven't seen him for such a short time, and I already miss him so much. I was afraid that he would miss me too much, so I went to him first. ”

It's too painful to wait, what if Mingshan doesn't return to Qingqiu for the rest of his life?

The lifespan of an ordinary fox is very short, and the one I want to be by my side at the last moment is Mingshan.

"If you want to go, go there."

My mother/mother was very supportive of me this time, and probably she also knew that it was useless to stop it.

I went to a lot of places, first to the south. Relived the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, and then went to the north to see the magnificence of the sunset over the long river. But they didn't find Mingshan.

I even have a feeling that these places have been here first. It's just that I'm walking too slow to catch up with him?

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's winter again. This winter, I returned to Qingqiu, and the snow decorated Qingqiu with silver, beautiful and quiet.

Standing on a certain hill and looking over, there are a few red plum trees blooming in the snow. Then under a certain red plum tree, I saw the cedar trees.

He stood there with a plum blossom in his mouth, looking at me very quietly. At that moment, I wanted to cry, but I also wanted to laugh.

He didn't move, and I ran down the hill all the way to him. Luckily, he didn't leave when I arrived.

"Qingran...... "He put the plum blossom in front of me and called me softly." You're back. ”

I took a deep breath, "I've been to a lot of places, Mingshan, I'm looking for you." ”

"I know." Mingshan's eyes are still so gentle, as if I stand in front of him, he can't let go of anything else in his eyes. "I've always been there for you, but you've kept moving forward and never thought of looking back. Qingran, I've been waiting for you to turn back. ”

At this moment, I am so glad that I went back to Qingqiu. If I don't come back, will I really never see Mingshan for the rest of my life? I thought so in my heart, and I asked it this way.

Mingshan replied to me, "Of course not. Qingran, you don't look back, so I have to go in front of you. He seemed to sigh, "It's always been like this anyway, I'm used to it." ”

After all, I shed tears for pampering my Mingshan like this.

"Crying for what?" He stepped forward and licked/licked/my eyes. "I don't like to see you cry the last thing I do."

I sobbed and asked him, "Why did you leave when you couldn't see me crying?" ”

"Once in a while, I want to be willful, and I want to see if I have a little weight in your heart." He paused, "But now I know that this kind of thing is actually very meaningless." Qingran, in fact, I only need you by my side, and the rest is not important to me. ”

I cried even harder: "Mingshan...... I originally planned to tell you that sentence when I came back from the palace, but now, I don't plan to say it. ”

He continued to lick my eyes: "If you don't say it, you won't say it." ”

There are some things that are not necessary to be said, and it is enough for each other.

After that, Mingshan and I never left Qingqiu again for the rest of our lives. I heard that in the palace outside Qingqiu, the emperor named Mu Yue worked hard all his life, and when he finally died, he had no heirs and concubines, and I also heard that the emperors sitting in that position changed one after another. I also heard that the place called Qianjinlou, the woman named Lu Qianjin in it is still obsessed, constantly shuttling through the past to collect time, and delusionally wants to keep her love forever.

But those are already very far away, at least they have nothing to do with me and Mingshan.

After many years, Mingshan and I snuggled together, sitting on the top of the hill and watching the moon. The evening breeze blew, and Mingshan raised his big tail over me.

At that moment, I thought of a sentence, the past has hurt the past several times, and Yamagata is still cold.

But Mingshan, if you're by my side, it's probably years.