106 different roads
I always thought that my dad died before I was born.
That's what my mom always said to me.
All of a sudden, he came back to life, and I was shocked beyond any way you can imagine!
My mom said that those people weren't sent directly by my dad, but the whole thing had to do with him!
If it weren't for his greed for wealth and love for luxury, she wouldn't have become a single mother, and I wouldn't be a fatherless child!
If it weren't for the fact that he married the daughter of the Zhao family, that person named Zhao Liangmao would not hate and fear my existence so much! Not to mention that we will not lose their conscience and kill our mother and son!
In short, my mother and I had such a miserable encounter because of that negative man! His name is Pei Tianming!
That day, I remembered the name, he was my real father, but he was also my enemy! Enemy number one!
Secondly, it is the person named Zhao Liangmao!
I said with red eyes, "Why don't we go to him?" When the police came to ask about the arson, why didn't you tell the truth? We should put Pei Tianming and Zhao Liangmao in prison! I'm going to kill them! ”
My mother shook her head, and she said, "Youlun, you are too young, and you don't understand many things." That Zhao Liangmao dared to kill people, he had the ability to settle these things. They are very powerful, and our mother and son have no evidence to sue them. ”
"So let's just leave it at that? Have you suffered these sins in vain? "I was unwilling, although I was still very young at that time, but hatred made my heart burn, if Pei Tianming was standing in front of me at that time, I would really take a knife and stab him in the chest.
My mother said, "You have to remember that it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge." From now on, you have to fight hard, study hard, and become a capable person in the future. Don't learn from them, murder is the lowest level, it's a crime. One day, we will make Zhao Liangmao and Pei Tianming worse than dead! ”
I haven't been back to D City since.
I went to secondary school in Macau and went to England when I was in high school.
Until half a year ago, my mom thought the time was right and I should go back.
I returned to the city where I was born fifteen years after a fifteen-year absence from D.
On the first day, as soon as I got off the plane, I heard the news of Pei Jiaoqian's marriage......
Nanxi also once guessed that this may be a story of chaos and abandonment, love and hatred.
But she didn't expect this story to be so tragic.
She remembered the woman she had seen on Meiji Street.
She is indeed Xin Ping, she has been missing for more than 20 years, gave birth to a son, endured unimaginable hardships for ordinary people, and raised her son alone.
This must be a stubborn woman, Pei Tianming wanted to marry the daughter of a rich family, and broke up with her, she didn't entangle at all, accepted his money, and left decisively.
Then she silently gave birth to her son, hid in a corner of the city, and quietly raised her son.
Maybe at that time she had a resentful heart, and she wanted to raise her son to be an excellent person. When her son grows up, one day, she will lead her son to Pei Tianming and proudly tell him: "Look! This is my son! ”
She must know Zhao Liangmao's background, so she is so low-key and does not go out easily.
But she still didn't escape Zhao Liangmao's pursuit.
She probably couldn't have imagined that the price paid for giving birth to Pei Tianming's son would be so heavy.
If you can turn back time and let her go back to when she was young, I don't know if she will choose to give birth to a long way away.
It's a pity that she didn't have such a choice, she gave birth to Pei Tianming's son, she raised him in pain, and he spent his youth in hatred.
Now, he was sitting in front of Nanxi, hunched over, holding his head.
Although those memories have been deeply etched in his mind, it is like cutting through an old scar with a sharp blade.
Nanxi's heart was like a ball of cotton, which was densely blocked.
What happened to Xin Ping's mother and son shocked her.
The room fell silent, Lu Zaiyuan was sad and didn't want to speak, and Nanxi didn't know what to say.
After a long time, Nanxi asked, "So, the woman I saw on Meiji Street...... Is it your mother? ”
Lu Zaiyuan didn't speak, and nodded.
"Why did she fall from the building?" Nanxi asked the doubts in his heart.
Because Xin Ping has a broken leg, it shouldn't be convenient for her to move, and it's still a little difficult for her to fall from the window.
Lu Zaiyuan sighed heavily, straightened up, and stared at Nanxi with very painful eyes, and after a long time, he spoke: "Because I called you......"
"Can't you call me? Why? Nanxi thought this reason was so strange, just because he called her, and his mother jumped from the stairs?
"From the moment Zhao Xinyao had an accident, my mother urged me to hurry back to Macau, because she was afraid that it would be dangerous for me to stay there. But I don't worry about you, you were still in the Pei family at that time, and I couldn't contact you. She was in a hurry, so I simply didn't answer her call...... Afterward...... The next day, she continued to push me, and she messaged me that if I didn't go back to Macau, she would disappear forever and I would never see her again in my life. I know my own mother, who was originally stubborn, and since the fire, her stubbornness has gradually developed into a kind of extremism. She said that if she wanted to go missing, she could really do it. I had no choice but to take the nearest flight back to Macau as she requested......"
"After seeing her, she was very angry, confiscated my mobile phone, and forbade me to have any contact with the outside world, especially your ......"
"You're not a child, can she confiscate your phone? You have hands and feet, and she forbids you to communicate with the outside world, and you really lock yourself in this room? Nanxi still can't understand.
Lu Zaiyuan smiled bitterly: "My relationship with my mother ...... You won't understand...... I have always obeyed what she said, not to mention that she just locked me in the house, even if she asked me to die, I would not hesitate to climb to the top of the building and jump down! ”
Nanxi was surprised.
Such a mother-son relationship is indeed very strange. But after listening to that story, Nanxi seems to be able to understand Lu Zaiyuan's unconditional obedience to his mother.
"But...... I can't rest assured of you, I know that if I leave suddenly, you will be suspicious, and the matter has already been solved, and I am not there, and those people will inevitably shift their attention to you. I thought I should give you an account, so that night, I sneaked downstairs and made that phone call to you...... I didn't expect ...... Before I finished speaking, my mother saw it. She climbed onto the windowsill and called out to me. I was terrified, turned around and ran back. As soon as she ran downstairs, she fell from the upper floor......"
"Did you accidentally fall down?" Nanxi expressed skepticism.
Lu Zaiyuan moved his lips: "I didn't ask her, and I don't want to ask her, I'd rather believe that she accidentally fell." ”
Nanxi looked at him speechlessly.
He embarrassedly raised his uninjured arm, touched his hair, and sighed, "I knew that my story was too complicated for ordinary people to understand......
"Why does she dislike me? She hasn't seen me, so how can she conclude that I'm not good? Nanxi remembered Xin Ping's disdainful tone, and was unwilling.
Lu Zaiyuan frowned and said, "It's not that you're bad...... It's that you showed up so suddenly, and she's not ready to share her son. I was her life in exchange, and I was her life from childhood to adulthood. Over the years, we have been concentrating on revenge, although she said that when revenge is taken, I will find a good woman to marry and live a happy life. But when the day really came, she found that her son was no longer hers, and that another woman had robbed him of half of his attention and love, and she ...... It's hard to accept. ”
Is this a lover complex?
Nanxi felt very awkward in her heart, but she didn't say it.
The experiences of this mother and son in distress have created a strong relationship of dependence on each other, and their emotions are destined to be different from ordinary mothers and sons.
She looked at the road in front of her, and felt that he was so strange.
Although she has always vaguely guessed, his background is not so simple. But she couldn't have imagined that his story would be so complicated.
In front of him, he is a vengeful angel, and he harbors a deep hatred.
He also has a mom who also harbors a deep hatred.
is still so deep with facial features, slightly curly short hair, when he sits on the sofa, he is still used to stretching out his slender legs, he is far away.
But he was no longer the one she knew.
Lu Zaiyuan saw that she just stared at his face, and didn't speak, and was worried: "Xiaoxi...... I lied to you, it's me who is wrong. But to be honest, I don't regret marrying you at all. I...... I don't dare ask for your forgiveness, but ...... If you'll give me a chance...... Will you give me another chance? ”
Lu Zaiyuan was talking, and when he saw Nanxi's eyes flickering, he was cold, and he immediately stopped what he was about to say.
Nanxi straightened his somewhat stiff waist and said to Lu Zaiyuan: "Speaking of which, I completely understand." Our hasty marriage, my recent chaotic life, my sister's illness, everything is due to you, right? ”
"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry!" Lu Zaiyuan got up and threw himself on the sofa opposite and sat down beside Nanxi.
Nanxi didn't dodge this time, she turned her head and looked at Lu Zaiyuan coldly: "The road is far away, the matter between us can't be solved with a word of sorry." You should be able to understand that if you just hurt me, you say I'm sorry, maybe I won't bother with you. But your actions hurt Xiaohe, my sister, and she is also my life. If it weren't for your presence, we two sisters would be living a peaceful life now. But now...... Xiaohe is swept up in your revenge, she is so vulnerable, how innocent is she...... You...... Can a word of sorry cure her illness? ”
This incident is not only a thorn in Nanxi's heart, but every time Lu Zaiyuan thinks about it, he will feel guilty.
For Nanxi, he can still say "I'm sorry", but for Nanhe, he can't even say sorry.
What's more, even if he said it, the little girl didn't understand it.
Nam Ha would not be like her sister, looking at him with cold eyes and accusing him of deception. She will only use her self-contained silence to silently condemn him.
This wordless reproach is much more ferocious than stabbing him in the heart with a knife!
He had long expected that if one day, the truth of the matter was spread out in front of Nanxi, the matter of Nanhe would inevitably become an insurmountable gap between the two of them.
He really didn't know what kind of language he could use to express his infinite guilt, so he got up, knelt down on one knee in front of Nanxi, and lowered his head: "Xiaohe's incident is an unexpected consequence for me. But I don't want to defend myself, I take full responsibility for her affairs, and when I return to City D this time, I will send her to England for the best rest and treatment, and if her illness is not good, I will bear her for a day! ”
"Not necessarily." Nanxi didn't call him up, just looked at him, "It's not that I can't afford Xiaohe's life and treatment, I will never give her to others, let alone send her to distant England." Xiaohe is my responsibility, and it is I, who is a sister, who is not clear-sighted, that harms her. ”
"Don't say that...... Nanxi blamed himself, making Lu Zaiyuan even more worried.
But Nanxi didn't give him a chance to speak.
She stood up: "I'm so relieved to see you. You've said so much, my mind is a little messed up right now. I want to go back and be quiet so you can recuperate...... Our business probably cannot be solved in a sentence or two here today. ”
After saying that, she pulled her legs and was about to go out.
Lu Zaiyuan jumped up, wrapped one arm around her waist, took her in his arms at once, and hugged her tightly from behind: "Xiaoxi!" Don't rush to leave yet, stay a little longer! ”
Nanxi didn't struggle, she felt so uncomfortable.
This man messed up her life because of his own purposes. But from beginning to end, she couldn't completely hate this man. She couldn't harden her heart and scold him, but she couldn't act like nothing had happened.
She really needs to be calm, and she needs to think about whether she has a future with this man.
"I could stay for a while, but so what? The problem between us is real, and I can't ignore it. You let go of me, and we all think quietly about it. We were in a hurry when we got married, and I don't want to be in such a hurry when we get divorced. It's so good to get together and disperse, I can't afford to hurt anymore! ”
Lu Zaiyuan heard her mention divorce, and he refused to let go of her. He lowered his head, buried his face in her ear, and said to her in a pleading voice, "Don't get a divorce!" I'm not going to divorce you! You give me another chance, I love you! I will love you for the rest of my life! You trust me! ”
His breath was in her ears, hot, tickling.
But she wasn't deceived.
She tilted her head slightly and asked lightly, "What about your mother?" You love me with the rest of your life, what will she do? ”
"Love for you, affection for my mother! Completely different! I love my mother, but there will be another woman in my life after all, facing me day and night, raising eyebrows, and growing old together! So the woman is you! I am extremely convinced that it is you! ”
Lu Zaiyuan was very excited, and as he spoke, he was about to kiss Nanxi's cheek.
Nan Xi tilted his head, avoiding the touch of his lips. She turned her face sideways and looked at him: "But your mother told me personally, you won't be with me, the two of us must divorce!" ”
Lu Zaiyuan became nervous, and quickly explained: "She just found it difficult to accept that I had a lover for a while, and she felt that being with you would affect my determination to take revenge." You give me a little time, and when I solve Pei Tianming and Zhao Liangmao, I will definitely have a way to convince my mother to accept you. ”
Nanxi listened to his words and sneered: "The road is far away!" What qualifications do you have to ask me for time? Why should I wait for recognition and acceptance from you and your mother? Where does your high self-confidence come from? ”
"I ......" Lu Zaiyuan was choked and speechless.
Nanxi took the opportunity to pull his hand away.
This time, she was more careful not to touch his injured arm.
Breaking free from his embrace, she walked out the door without looking back.
"Xiaoxi ......" called her again in the distance, and her voice was very helpless and sad.
She didn't look back, didn't stop, reached out and pushed the door, and left decisively.
Outside the door, the nurse who was in charge of taking care of and monitoring Lu Zaiyuan was retreating in a panic, probably pushing the crack in the door to eavesdrop, not guarding against Nanxi suddenly opening the door.
The policeman who brought Nanxi was afraid that something would happen, so he never left. Seeing Nanxi come out, he breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, you came out, and after chatting for so long, I want to break in." ”
"Thank you, thanks to you today, for causing you trouble." Nanxi thanked the police.
The policeman shook his head: "Thank you, it's okay." I'll send you here, and I'll pick you up properly, and I'll be relieved. ”
As he spoke, the policeman and Nan Xi walked downstairs one after the other.
When he arrived at the staircase, Nanxi couldn't help but look back.
I saw Lu Zai holding his crushed broken arm in the distance, leaning against the door frame, looking at her sadly.
He didn't catch up again, and probably he also understood that entanglement would not solve the problem between them.
Nanxi's throat choked, and his eyes were hot.
But she didn't hesitate at all, she didn't stop, stepped on the stairs, went downstairs, and went back to the hotel. 166 Reading Network