Chapter 17
It was just a slight touch of his lips, and Song Eun's eyes were already slightly moist. Chu Pan didn't expect it, and when he reacted, his face began to heat up, and the tips of his ears were a little red.
Song Eun's lips were soft and cool to the touch, and when he was close, a faint mint fragrance seeped into the tip of his nose, making him feel something wonderful.
The process of clinging was only a few tens of seconds, and Chu Pan did not respond, standing in a daze. Until Song Eun's toes fell back to the ground and her lips retreated.
Even Song Eun himself couldn't believe what he had just done, his heart was still beating extremely fast. Originally, I just wanted to sue SΓΉ Chu Pan. He will not change to him as he did before. But seeing the sad appearance of his face, he was a little uncontrollable, so he wanted to use such an action to express his heart directly, so that Chu Pan could understand.
He didn't raise his head, and his voice was soft: "Chu Pan...... Can you understand what I look like? β
Chu Pan has been very friendly with Song En since he was a child, and because of Song En's special physical condition, he always wants to give him the care and consideration he can. His feelings for Song Eun are also always a little delicate.
Thinking that he would never be provoked, he could be by Song Eun's side as a guardian until Song Eun finished middle school and college and entered society. But now, the subtle connection between him and his previous one suddenly opened up.
He smiled slightly, lowered his hand and touched the top of Song En's hair, his movements were gentle and gentle: "I understand." β
Song En also raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were still a little wet, and he met Chu Pan's eyes. The two of them couldn't help but laugh.
They sat side by side on the benches and leaned together. Song Eun opened his mouth: "I haven't had time to say sorry to you." At that time, because of me, you had to stay in a place like a juvenile detention center. And I didn't even go to see you once. β
"Chu Pan, I'm really sorry."
Chu Pan smiled: "Don't be sorry with me...... Nothing, haven't I come out now? β
"It's just Xiao En, I've always been worried about you." He hugged Song En's shoulder: "What happened to you in the half a year that I was away?" Right now...... You live in the Fu family, and you are with Fu Bihong, is there anything hidden? β
Song En secretly took a deep breath and silently recited the words he had originally thought of in his heart before saying, "No." β
"After you left, something terrible happened to our family. My parents were sued, and it was Fu Bihong who helped my family. Later, he also said that because his parents were not there, he could live in his house temporarily, and he would not be alone. He paused, then continued: "Slowly, I was with him. β
Chu Pan's hand resting on his shoulder stiffened, and then slowly drooped down: "Xiao En, can I believe your words?" β
Song En's tears couldn't help but welled up again, and he quickly lowered his eyes: "What I said is all true." β
"Maybe you didn't even notice it, you look unhappy every day." Chu Pan held his hand: "Xiao En has been a little introverted since he was a child, and the impression has always been unclear. But I used to have a smile on my face all the time. Now, it's never been. β
"You said you were with Fu Bihong now. As a friend, I don't have much to say. He frowned slightly: "If that's what you like." β
"It's just...... It's just that you have to be happy. If you have any sadness, you can talk to me. He thought of the current situation of the Song family again: "If it will be uncomfortable to stay in the Fu family, you can also move to our house." β
"No need." Song En replied in a low voice: "The Fu family is very good. β
"That'...... If you have a place where you need money, be sure to tell me. Chu Pan continued: "We have been good friends since we were children, right? β
Song Eun's eyes were sour, and tears fell down. He lowered his head: "Thank you, Chu Pan." β
Chu Pan was also a little flustered, and gently wiped the little wetness on his face with his fingers: "What are you crying about?" These are the things I should do. β
"I've been very indifferent to you all this time, I hope you don't mind......"
"I won't."
Originally, he wanted to lie to make Chu Pan feel at ease, but his mood was even more sad than before.
Chu Pan, who was within reach in the past, is now and will be difficult to touch in the future. This fact was unacceptable to Song Eun.
But what can he do? Now he is like a seven-inch snake caught by Fu Bihong, and it is difficult to breathe.
He couldn't tell Chu Pan these truths, because even if he said them, it would be useless. Not being able to get help will also drag him down.
He and Chu Pan sat in the park for a while before he returned to Fu's house very slowly.
Fu Bihong was sitting in the living room waiting for him, and when he saw him open the door and walk in, he immediately angrily picked him up and pushed him into the room. "What are you doing in school, grinding to this point?"
"I was almost ready to call and send someone out to find you."
Song Eun pulled his arm out of his arms with difficulty and looked at the watch on his wrist: "No...... Isn't it only eight o'clock? β
Fu Bihong grabbed his waist and glared at him fiercely: "I told you a long time ago, you dare to give me more than an hour to come back!" You forgot all about me?! β
Song En wrinkled his eyebrows in pain: "No...... I just asked the teacher a question a little late. I didn't mean to. β
Fu Bihong unbuttoned his school uniform shirt and put his hand on his chest to prepare for Shi. Cruel. At this time, I suddenly caught a glimpse of Song Eun's eyes were red, and something was abnormal. So he reached out and lifted his chin, and Song Eun opened his eyes a little nervously.
Fu Bihong snorted: "Look at me!" β
Song Eun's body was shocked, and he had to raise his eyes to look at him after being frightened.
"What's wrong? The eyes were red and a little swollen. Ever cried? β
Song En nodded nervously: "Hmm...... It's because of the learning aspect. I couldn't learn math well, and I couldn't do a lot of problems, so I was a little discouraged. β
When Fu Bihong heard his words, his expression softened a lot. He lowered his head and kissed him on the lips, and then the kiss fell on the bridge of his nose and red eyes.
"Why bother with these things? You are already a member of the Fu family, and it is not a problem to study at any university after the college entrance examination. β
Song Eun's face was a little itchy when he kissed him, and his face was slightly hidden to the side: "I ......"
"Don't hide!" He said.
Song Eun had no choice but to give up hiding and resisting. Fu Bihong gently took his two lips, and the kiss gradually made him emotional, and his hand habitually slipped into Song Eun's trousers.
Song En reached out to hug his neck and leaned against his chest: "Can you not ...... today?" β
Fu Bihong watched him obediently stick to his chest, and his mood was much better. took out the hand that was originally resting in his trousers and put it on the back of his neck to prop it up: "Okay, then I'll let you rest for a while today." β
Song Eun still didn't dare to relax after listening to his words, and lay down in his arms for a while in fear, and then went to the bathroom to wash.
When it was time to go to bed, Fu Bihong really didn't touch him. Song En looked at his back and secretly breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't expect that Fu Bihong would believe his lies, and there would really be no punishment.
But sleeping next to Fu Bihong still made him walk on thin ice, and he carefully adjusted his breathing. And you can't sleep no matter what. I can only think about the good days of the past, and finally I don't fall asleep until late.
After making it clear to Chu Pan that night, Song En and he returned to the friendly relationship they had at the beginning, and they could simply discuss study issues in class. When we meet each other on campus, we will greet each other. Song En would still deliberately reduce his contact and conversation with Chu Pan when Fu Bihong was by his side. But Chu Pan was used to it, and he didn't ask anything more.
The night when he was able to meet Chu Pan in the park was the only time for Song Eun to feel anticipation and beauty. Even that would require him to tell more lies to Fu Bihong when he returned to Fu's house late.
can touch Chu Pan more to make him feel luxurious and yearning. But as soon as he returned to Fu's house, the time spent by Fu Bihong's side made him depressed and worried.
On weekend evenings, he once again used the excuse of staying at school to study, in exchange for time to meet with Chu Pan again. He ran all the way to the park. Seeing Chu Pan, a smile immediately spread on his face.
The schoolbag hanging behind his back was very heavy, and Chu Pan thoughtfully took it down for him and asked him to sit down.
The content of Song En's conversation with Chu Pan is not novel or special, it is nothing more than some things that happened in the school. But such a simple conversation also made Song Eun very happy and cherished.
In the end, he said goodbye reluctantly, and returned to Fu's house slowly.
He hadn't eaten dinner yet, and wanted to go to the kitchen to get some food to fill his stomach first. Fu Bihong was still sitting in the living room, and as soon as Song En's fierce gaze fell on him, he immediately straightened his body, lowered his head and whispered, "I'm back." β
"Where have you been?" His voice sounded angry. Song Eun's spirit immediately tensed: "I...... It's still the same as before, studying in school. β
"Dare you lie to me!" Because he was afraid that Fu's father and mother in the study upstairs would hear it, he rudely dragged Song En up and pushed him into the bedroom.
Song Eun was so frightened that his body trembled all the time, and he whispered, "I...... I'm not lying, it's true. β
Fu Bihong forced him into a corner and grabbed his neck with his hand: "I really believed your words before...... What is the 'problem in school'? It turned out that it was all a lie to me! β
Song Eun was restrained by his neck, almost unable to breathe, begging for mercy with "hmm", and spit out a sentence with difficulty: "I...... I was wrong. Please spare me. β
"Dare to meet Chu Pan behind my back! Who gave you the guts! He was so angry that he really wanted to strangle him to death like this: "If I hadn't kept an eye on it, I would have sent someone to follow you after school." I'm afraid I'm still playing around with you! β
"You shameless bitch!" Seeing that Song Eun was starting to lose his breath and his face turned purple, he was still not angry at all. He took off Song Eun's tracksuit pants, turned his body over against the wall, and maliciously kneaded his fair buttocks with his hands, which soon had several crimson marks printed on them. Song En screamed in pain several times: "No...... No. β
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The whole process without any pity and sympathy lasted for more than an hour, and Song Eun's tears could no longer flow, and the voice of crying and resistance became extremely hoarse.
In the end, Fu Bihong hugged him to the bathroom to clean it, he couldn't resist the sleepiness and fatigue and fell asleep.
When you wake up the next day, you will naturally be threatened repeatedly. When he was dressing, because the fabric rubbed against the wound, Song Eun kept gasping.
Fu Bihong stared at him: "You deserve it!" If you dare to sneak over my back again, Chu Pan will try! See if I don't toss you to death! β
Song Eun shook his head and responded in a low voice. When he turned around, he silently shed tears again.