Chapter 18
During those appointments with Chu Pan, Song En didn't think about the consequences. But even though he expected to be physically tortured by Fu Bihong, he still longed to touch Chu Pan.
Chu Pan is like a warm light that can illuminate his gloomy life, wanting to hug him and stay by his side. Instead of being shrouded in darkness forever.
Fu Bihong began to tighten his monitoring and control of him all the time, and he had no other way but to pretend to be well-behaved and obedient in exchange for Fu Bihong's trust in him.
Because Fu Bihong seems to like his well-behaved and non-resisting appearance, every time he does this, his expression will be much softer. I can also suffer less sin.
After pretending to be like this for more than a month, Fu Bihong's surveillance of him gradually relaxed. He was a little smarter this time and began to look for loopholes. Every week, Fu Bihong will have a time when he needs to go out to run errands with Fu's father, and if there is a sufficient excuse, he can go out at that time.
At that time, when he saw Chu Pan waiting for him in the park, his heart suddenly became happy, as if he was about to fly.
He couldn't figure out whether the reason for looking forward to meeting Chu Pan was because of the simple and cautious liking at the beginning, or whether he wanted to let himself have the feeling of going back to the old days. Having a simple conversation with Chu Pan holding each other's hands, his tears couldn't help but flow down.
He wanted to stop time in this moment.
Chu Pan carefully wiped his tears with his thumb: "What's the matter?" Why does Xiao En always cry without reason or warning when she meets me? β
Song Eun only felt that every minute and second with him was extremely precious. He turned his face and gently explained, "Nothing...... Nothing. β
Song Eun has always been like this, as if he was trying to hide something, and he was often sad. No matter how Chu Pan asked, he would only blindly say, "I don't have anything." β
With this kind of search for loopholes and opportunities to meet with Chu Pan, Fu Bihong didn't know where to see the clue, and caught him secretly going out to meet Chu Pan again.
Song Eun couldn't bear his humiliating words, and he didn't even deliberately show weakness: "I always have the right to meet my friends, right?" Why do I have to stay here every day? I don't want to! β
Fu Bihong smiled coldly for a while: "Okay, it seems that your parents are living too well in prison, aren't they?" Am I going to hire a few people to go in and keep them company? β
Song En's face immediately became sad, and his body trembled: "Don't ...... No. β
Fu Bihong forced him to the corner of the bed in the room: "Untie your clothes and take them off." β
Song Eun's tears kept falling: "Don't do that to me again, it hurts too much." I won't see him again, I promise, is that okay? β
"It must not be like this in front of Chu Pan, right?" Fu Bihong was so jealous at the thought of the photos taken by the person he sent to follow him: "Shaking hands, hugging, and even kissing him intimately." Well? Why don't you pretend to be as innocent as you are in front of him? β
"It's not because I don't let go. Swing a little and he won't touch you at all? Fu Bihong pushed his blouse above his chest with one hand: "Why are you so cheap!" Not use this lewd painting for a day. Will a swinging body die if it seduces a man? β
Song Eun shook his head and kept shrinking back, the pain in his chest making his upper body tremble all the time. I can't say anything.
"Have you forgotten what you are in?" Fu Bihong rubbed the organs of his lower body through the fabric of his pants: "Huh? Are you really selfish, in order to have a private meeting with a man, you can even ignore the safety of your parents? β
Song Eun whispered, "Please...... Don't go any further. Please. β
Fu Bihong slapped his rejected hand away: "Why didn't I say it?" I've said that before, right? If you dare to see me secretly, Chu Pan will torture you to death......"
He is mad with jealousy, and he just wants to hurt the people in front of him who are powerless to resist him in the craziest way.
Extremely slowly, he began to peel Song Eun's clothes, biting his lip and grinding it hard, and the blood gradually began to spread between the tight lips and teeth.
"Your first man was me. Remember to me, I can only touch the whole body alone! I can only come alone. Insert! β
"If you dare to seduce Chu Pan again, I will interject. Bad for you! His eyes were red and he looked completely out of his mind.
Song Eun couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his ears: "Don't say it anymore......"
Fu Bihong didn't hear it, pushed Song En hard onto the bed, and pressed his knees between his legs.
"Can the lives of my father and mother be taken into account? You've really opened my eyes. He suddenly began to laugh softly again: "Then what is it that makes you obedient?" β
"Oh...... By the way, I forgot, and those photos. He smiled cruelly: "Aren't you most afraid of your body being discovered?" Well? β
"Remember for me, let me find out again that you will secretly go to see Chu Pan again. I'll publish all those photos. β
"One for everyone. I show them what kind of person you are. β
"Intersex people, try your best to seduce men's!"
Song Eun lay weakly on the bed, his eyes still open, but he was as undisturbed as a pool of stagnant water. He didn't even have the strength to shed tears, only discouragement.
After today, he may never see Chu Pan again. Maybe one day, he will be tortured to death in this room?
What's the point of living like this? Every day is trembling, and every word has to be considered for a long time. This kind of life will go on for a long time...... As long as Fu Bihong still has something to make him soft.
He was so overwhelmed by grief that he could barely breathe.
"Then you go and spread the picture! You think I'm going to be scared of you?! He suddenly opened his mouth coldly, smiled coldly, as if he had suddenly changed completely: "Don't threaten me with anything again, I won't be afraid of anything anymore!" β
He didn't even move, he was still lying there, his body facing up.
As soon as these words came out, not only Song En himself did not expect it, but even Fu Bihong was frightened. He never imagined that one day, Song Eun, who had a weak personality, would dare to talk to him like this.
He didn't move for a short time, just stared at Song Eun's face. Song Eun was still expressionless.
Within a few seconds, he suddenly changed to another strange face, and suddenly a strange laugh overflowed from his mouth, at first it was only low, and then it became louder and louder.
He got up from his bed, arranged his clothes very quickly, and then prepared to stride out the door.
"Hahahaha...... That's what you said, remember what you said. β
Song Eun's face was so ashen that even he couldn't believe what he had just said. By the time he came to his senses, it was already too late.
He was so frightened that he almost fell from the bed to the bottom of the bed, and then crawled over and crawled at Fu Bihong's feet, hugging his calves tightly: "I didn't mean to say it...... Please don't mind! Please! β
"Don't worry, I'll post all those photos as you said, so that the whole school can see them."
Song En shook his head violently and tugged on Fu Bihong's trouser legs: "Please!" No...... I said the wrong thing, I don't dare anymore! Don't dare anymore! β
"Get out of here!" Fu Bihong kicked his upper body away, and Song Eun immediately got up again to hug his calves and continue to plead. Fu Bihong looked impatient, and kicked Song En to the ground again.
Seeing Song Eun's hand wrapped around again, he immediately kicked it on him again, and he didn't know what part it was. Until Song Eun's mouth and nose were bleeding, he no longer had the strength to entangle him.
He stood in front of Song Eun and didn't look back. The voice was cold, but it seemed to be laughing: "That's what you said, pay the price for what you said." β
After saying that, he opened the door and left. Only Song Eun was left lying on the ground. His body was still shaking, and his face was covered in blood.
He silently shed tears: "Please...... No. No! β
However, there was a dead silence in the room, and no one answered him. Quiet and empty.
On the morning of school on Monday, he was reluctant to go to school, and Fu Bihong brought him over who was still rubbing in the room: "You give me a quick move!" β
Song Eun shook his head with a pale face: "I don't want ...... I'm not going to school today! β
Fu Bihong sneered and dragged him out of the room, forcibly dragged him all the way to the car at the gate of the Fu family's courtyard, pulled the door and pushed him in.
"Afraid of what?" After getting in the car, he began to speak: "That's what you asked me to do." Shouldn't you be happy? β
Song Eun shuddered and shrunk into a ball: "You devil! Devil! β
Fu Bihong was in a happy mood, scooped Song En over, and kissed him on the side of his ear: "Only do this...... in order for you to learn to be obedient. People like you are born to be cruel to you. You know? β
Song Eun kept crying quietly, and his voice was suppressed: "You are not human...... I just said it unintentionally! Why would you do that! Why?! β
"To make you remember!" He gritted his teeth and drank. Song Eun was so frightened that his shoulders couldn't stop shaking, and he pinned his face to the side and continued to sob.
When he arrived at the school gate, Song En held the car door tightly and didn't want to get out of the car: "Spare me...... Spare me! β
Fu Bihong dragged him out hard, and Song En was terrified. But no matter how hard she earned, she still couldn't break free from her clamping arm.
I was forced to enter the school, and although I tried my best to keep my head down, I could see the strange eyes of the students who walked past me on me. The fear was so great that he almost couldn't stand...... I really know everything, just go to what the demon said, those pictures have really been spread all over the school.
Finally walked over the boulevard, there was a circle of people around the notice board on the campus, and a sharp-eyed person saw Song Eun walking over, and immediately pointed at him and said loudly: "Look...... Isn't that him? Song Eun of Class 37, that gay ......"
"That's right, isn't he with that famous Fu Bihong in the whole school...... Why are you with other boys in the photo? Excessive. Delivered? β
"Oh my God...... You see, there are pictures like this here! Is this a deformity? It's weird. β
"Look, isn't there a picture of him taking after sleeping with someone else?"
Fu Bihong looked at the crowd gathered around the bulletin board not far away, and lowered his head and smiled next to Song En's ear: "Raise your head and take a look." You're the hero of those photos. All kinds of angles, very exciting. β
Song Eun's head was down, desperately struggling to let go of his hand, and then immediately ran forward. He couldn't tell which direction it was, he just wanted to escape, and he did his best to escape from these voices that terrified him so much.
However, the photos were posted all over the school, and there were stickers in almost every corner. Wherever he went, there were talking eyes and words around him. Eventually, he couldn't hold it anymore, had a nervous breakdown, and suddenly lost consciousness and passed out.
It was also very special for Chu Pan to be able to meet with Song Eun every night in the park, and a simple meeting and conversation with Song Eun outside the school would also make him feel better.
Later, Song Eun asked to change the time of the meeting to a weekend, on the grounds that Fu Bihong would be angry and jealous or something, and he didn't say anything. Song Eun was as cringing and unable to let go as usual, and he was used to it. He can only accompany him as a good friend.
Song Eun was obviously unhappy, and his face was always cloudy. Including always shedding tears for no reason, he can clearly see this. It's just that because Song Eun didn't say it, he didn't want to ask more in the end.
On the weekend, I met with Song Eun in a familiar park, and when I came back to school on Monday, something unusual happened as soon as I entered the school. Walking on the road, there are many students looking at themselves. Strange gaze.
It didn't take long for him to find out whyβthe bulletin board was full of photos on campus. Many of the scenes taken are of himself and Xiao En meeting in the park at night, and the angles are deliberately selected to be close, which can make people have other imaginations.
And then there are the photos of Xiao En himself...... The photo is Song Eun's naked. The body photos are all unsightly postures, and even Song Eun's deformed physical condition was clearly taken.
Chu Pan's head "boomed", and he fell into shock and couldn't come back to his senses, and there were more and more people around him. Pointing at him and talking about it.
His first instinct was to go to Song Eun first, but before he could do so, he was called to the office by the school teacher and asked him what was going on with the photos. Because the story of the photo has spread all over the school, and even alarmed the school.
The principal finally called Chu Pan's parents as well. Father Chu understood the matter, calmed down first, and said to the principal: "My son and that boy are just good friends, and there is absolutely no other relationship. β
The principal looked at Chu Pan on the side: "I want to listen to what Chu Pan has to say." β
Chu Pan raised his head and only had one sentence: "Where is Song En?" I want to see him. β
Father Chu was furious: "Where is he and what does it matter to you." What did I tell you, didn't I tell you to stay away from him?! Don't meddle in anything about him anymore. β
Chu Pan couldn't listen to his words: "I want to see Song En, I want to see him." If something like this happens, he will definitely not be able to stand it. I'm going to find him. β
After finishing speaking, he was about to go out the door, but Father Chu stepped forward and stopped him: "Didn't you listen to what Dad said?" β
Several teachers in the office also came up to stop him and dragged him back to his place.
The principal smiled helplessly: "It's all like this...... How do you make me believe that he has nothing else to do with Song Eun-san? β
"I'm sorry Mr. Chu, classmate Chu Pan has already been recorded once because he fought with someone before. This time this kind of photo incident with a very bad impact is so big, I think Chu Pan may need to go home for a while. β
Father Chu glanced at Chu Pan, who was still silent, thought about it for a while, and said after a long time: "No need, I'll go through the withdrawal procedures for Chu Pan directly." β