26. Chapter XXVI I and the editor 26
CHAPTER XXVI
After living in her adoptive parents' house for more than half a month, and the Spring Festival was approaching, Liu Qingge knew that this was already the limit of the Liu family, and she understood that it was time to have to leave.
She called Liu's father and asked him to pick her up. Father Liu's tone was a little cold, although he didn't say it, Liu Qingge clearly felt his dissatisfaction with her.
Although Luo Haixin and Liu's father both like to tell Liu Qingge to be kind, and they also know how to be grateful, and to be filial to their adoptive parents, Liu Qingge knows that her biological parents are always very beautiful, but they are characters who only say but don't do things, and like to talk big.
In their hearts, they wished that Liu Qingge's feelings for her adoptive parents were getting weaker and weaker.
Most of the time, Liu Qingge is glad that he was not raised by such a couple.
Although Liu's father was angry, Liu Qingge would only pretend that he didn't hear it, and then hung up the phone.
People's feelings are mutual, who is good to her will be good to whom, and true feelings are naturally good, but hypocrisy is better than doing nothing.
For Father Liu and Luo Haixin, the inconsistencies in their actions and words made Liu Qingge's only good impression of them gone.
Liu Qingge couldn't sleep that night.
She is a very homely person, and after staying in one place for a long time, she will feel dependent, and she will be reluctant to leave. It's like when she is at school and she doesn't like to go home, and when she gets home, she doesn't want to move back to school, it has nothing to do with anything else, it's just a habit.
Now that she was going to leave here and return to her parents' house, she refused in her heart, and there was a faint uneasiness in her heart, although there was nothing to be afraid of.
After finishing the code, Liu Qingge felt that his mouth was particularly dry, so he went to the living room to pour water to drink, and when he passed by the main room with a teacup, Liu Qingge stopped. Although I know that eavesdropping is not good, when I hear my name, I believe that many people can't hold back their curiosity.
Although there was a faint feeling that he was setting up a flag to find death, Liu Qingge still didn't control his behavior, and the whole person was pasted on the door that was not very thick, and listened to the conversation that seemed particularly clear in the night through the door panel.
"Isn't she messing around? finally had the opportunity to study, she doesn't want to be a teacher now, you say she is not a teacher, what else can she do? This is Mu Shaolan's voice.
Mu Shaolan, or most people, think that Liu Qingge's writing is just fun, and never thought that Liu Qingge could write guò to support himself, and even although Liu Qingge himself had the idea of working full-time, he was still scared away.
**There are almost no full-time authors, unless it is a super god, the kind of god who will have a stable income every month and a lot of savings, otherwise full-time is really an undesirable experience.
If you can't think about it, you will give up your hard-won job and salary, and rely on the unstable income of thousands of yuan to live a miserable life?
Liu Qingge is even more unbearable, if she is now in V-Wen, a relatively stable situation, her monthly income will be worth more than a thousand, this is still under the kind of income that has been added to the previous V-Wen and some fragmented income, and it is also because Youwen is continuing to update the state.
But no matter what Liu Qingge will do if he has no income during the window period, even if he is in the best state, what can he do with that meager income? Full-time? No kidding, you can't even pay the rent.
Mu Shaolan's words fell, and then Lu Zihua's voice came into her ears, "She has a smart brain, but she doesn't know how to deal with people, so she is not suitable for the workplace, but fortunately, there is Sheng'er here, otherwise she will not have a good time in the future." ”
"Yes, and it's easier to teach, and there aren't so many troubles. But the problem is that her mind can't turn around at all, let her have a good relationship with Sheng'er, so that Sheng'er can take care of her more in the future, but she won't listen! ”
"Well, it's good that I'm still here, if I'm not here"
"Don't say anything unlucky."
"I used to love to drink, I know what my body is doing, I don't know what kind of condition I have, I will leave in two years, and when the time comes, I will leave you alone, and Sheng'er will definitely not take good care of you."
"I only have a little song"
"So let's agree to Sheng'er's condition, it's good for you and Xiaoge."
"But Xiaosong her"
"Sheng'er said that the child is the secretary's son, that is, he is a little older than Xiaoge, but it is not in the way, and the older the man is more affectionate about his wife."
"How's that kid?"
Sheng'er said that it was very good, except that she didn't look good, whether it was family or other aspects. The secretary's family is rich, Xiaoge will not suffer a loss when she marries, and Sheng'er's career can also be helped, he and Xiaoge can take care of each other, and you can also have someone to take care of, so I can go with peace of mind."
"Xiaoge will agree?"
"We told her she wouldn't say yes."
"Let's also sleep for her, Liu Xu will come to pick up Xiaoge tomorrow and wait, let's talk about this matter after Xiaoge graduates, before that, do you say that you can let them have a little contact first?"
"Let Sheng'er take the two of them to sing and have fun, the two have met, and it will be better to talk about this matter when the time comes."
"Well, maybe Xiaoge will like that child too, Xiaoge said that she likes boys who are older than her, and she knows how to take care of people better."
The voices of the two gradually disappeared, but Liu Qingge outside the door felt cold hands and feet.
The adoptive parents are almost the most beloved and trusted people in Liu Qingge's heart, but they are ready to kidnap her with love.
Although it is mixed with selfish interests, it still uses love as an excuse, because it loves you and treats you better, so I do it, and you should not refuse.
If the two hadn't said those sworn words, maybe Liu Qingge wouldn't be so shocked and uncomfortable in his heart now.
The two of them had talked to Liu Qingge about their concept before, freedom of love, as long as it was what Liu Qingge liked, they felt that there was no problem with their character after checking, and after looking at it, they felt that it was okay, the two could get married, and nothing else was a problem.
And they will not interfere with Liu Qingge's marriage choice, nor will they force Liu Qingge to get married, although it is good for Liu Qingge to get married and have children earlier, but this is Liu Qingge's own business, his own freedom, and they will not interfere forcefully.
When some people say things too beautifully, and after gaining the trust of others, they do something that violates their own words, which makes people even more unbearable.
Liu Qingge felt that this was a betrayal.
And the things they did behind her back, and the things they planned to do, made Liu Qingge feel a lot of uneasiness and fear.
Is she really going to go according to their arrangement and pace?
She didn't want to......
No matter how good the man they prepared for her is, no matter how good it is, and maybe even really in tune with herself, she will not follow this trajectory and be with each other.
As for what his adoptive father was worried about, Liu Qingge was not ignorant, in the past few years, his adoptive father's physical condition has begun to deteriorate sharply, and Liu Qingge has seen it in his eyes and worried in his heart. And she never thought about the meaning of throwing her adoptive mother to Lu Shengguan, not her biological mother, and Lu Sheng's attitude towards her adoptive mother over the years made Liu Qingge have no hope on Lu Sheng's body at all.
No matter how difficult it is, Liu Qingge will take good care of her mother and keep her by her side, it doesn't matter if she has a hard life herself, but she will never let her mother be hungry and clothed. If the man can't accept her mother in the future, she will never get married, and if the mother feels bored alone, she can also be sent to a nursing home with good conditions, although the price is outrageously high, but as long as you work hard to make money, you can do it.
Liu Qingge thought a lot, but she never thought that she would leave her mother alone.
But Mu Shaolan and Lu Zihua never believed in Liu Qingge in their bones, or because of the unchangeable fact - Liu Qingge was not their bloodline.
And Liu Qingge's age is too young, and the two of them will not take her assurances too seriously, and they are just children's words, and they are not trustworthy.
This distrust made Liu Qingge sad and frustrated.
I walked back to my room in a daze, and I was in no mood to drink the water that I had poured on purpose, and the whole person was in a state of chaos, and my brain was very chaotic.
In the end, Liu Qingge shrank into the quilt because of the cold, and fell asleep crying and crying.
Simply Liu Qingge's eyes have always been a little swollen because of staying up late, so Liu Qingge looked listless, and the puffy appearance of his eyes did not make Mu Shaolan and the two of them feel strange.
The two talked to Liu Qingge casually, and Liu Qingge took a lot of effort to not show anything unusual.
When Liu's father came to pick up Liu Qingge, Mu Shaolan and Lu Zihua told her a lot of things, and the center was nothing more than to take good care of herself, study hard, don't pretend too many things in her head, and just study with peace of mind. ”
Liu Qingge doesn't like to talk to her parents at home, she always holds things in her heart, and Liu Qingge doesn't talk about those bad things, but they are afraid that Liu Qingge will press it in their hearts.
But what they didn't know was that the pressure in Liu Qingge's heart came from them, and no matter how the two parents asked to comfort them, it was just lip service, and it was useless.
Liu Qingge left this home with a complicated heart, but in just one night, her thinking changed dramatically again.
The third day after Liu Qingge went back was the Spring Festival, this was the second Spring Festival she spent in Liu's house, I still remember the first Spring Festival she spent in Liu's house last year, Mu Shaolan persuaded Liu Qingge several times, and tried her best to keep Liu Qingge, after Liu Qingge refused, Mu Shaolan made a cold face to Liu Qingge for the first time.
In fact, Liu Qingge knew very well that these were just Mu Shaolan's anger and shirk of responsibility, after all, the promise of saving money for Liu Qingge's school was forgotten in the gambling between the two, and then she was unable to defend her and lost her to the Liu family, all of them did it, and Liu Qingge was just the boat that was pushed by two torrents.
But as a human girl, no matter how many grievances your parents give, if you can cry and swallow it, you shouldn't spit it out and hurt their hearts.