CHAPTER XXVII

Spending a Spring Festival is nothing more than eating and drinking, everyone has a smile on their faces, and no one will find a bad time during the Spring Festival.

Liu Qingge always felt that he seemed to be fat after this Spring Festival, but when he went to his relatives, he found that he was lighter, even lighter than before he went home.

Maybe she's been thinking too much lately.

That thing was pressed in my heart, and I couldn't let it go.

After walking around the relatives, ten days have passed since the Spring Festival, and the things that have been suppressed during this time have begun to rebound wildly.

First, Father Liu came to Liu Qingge to preach, but this time his tone seemed to be too rushed, a little less cautious and polite.

Father Liu talked about the red envelope, "Your uncle originally planned to give you a thousand packets, but he said that not only did you not call him, but you also didn't go to see your grandparents once when you returned home, so he was not happy to wrap it up for you." ”

Liu Qingge's face was indifferent, but she could feel the ridicule, accusation, threat, and even a bit of condescending charity in her heart, and Liu's father's tone and reaction also reflected a lot of things, at least he also blamed Liu Qingge, and he also thought that Liu Qingge did something wrong from the bottom of his heart.

No matter what kind of overturning the river and sea Liu Qingge has in his heart, his face is extremely calm, "If he is not happy, forget it." ”

"He just thinks that you didn't go to see your grandparents, this is what you did wrong, grandparents are so good to you, you at least go home to see, and you don't listen to you a few times......"

"Are you blaming me?" Liu Qingge looked at Liu's father and said.

Father Liu also looked directly at Liu Qingge, with a big gesture of teaching, biting every word very hard, wanting Liu Qingge to listen to his words and keep them in his heart, and it is best to cause deep contemplation, "Xiaoge, you have grown up and have to take on the responsibilities of adults, many things cannot be seen whether you like it or not, but can only be divided into whether you should or should not do." ”

Although what he said seemed to be very reasonable, Liu Qingge only thought that he was trying to brainwash her with these words, and the original value of this sentence from his mouth was not reflected at all.

"I can do what I want, and I don't do it if I don't want to." Saying a sentence that was extremely willful, but it was something that he agreed with from the bottom of his heart, Ziliu Qingge ignored the sudden cold eyes of Liu's father and said, "I don't like grandparents, and I have no feelings for them, I can get along with them calmly, and I don't mention the things of the year, this is my only concession." ”

"It's been so long since what happened back then, why are you still holding grudges? They had to do it at the beginning, and the one they loved the most at that time was you. Father Liu looked at Liu Qingge's eyes as if he was looking at an unreasonable and disobedient child.

The only way Liu Qingge can hold back his tears without falling is to maintain peace on his face, Liu Qingge's eyes are also cold when he looks at Liu's father, as if he is looking at a stranger, "If you have been hurt, you have been hurt, there is no reason, you too, if you say so many unavoidable reasons, will you feel less guilty if you talk too much?" Are you also gradually convinced in your hearts that it was not your fault at all? Do you even think that I want to be considerate of you, to forgive you, to be filial to you, to be a tool at your disposal? I tell you that you are dreaming. ”

"You" Liu's father's hands were shaking, pointing at Liu Qingge and being speechless.

"Don't dream, it's useless to do. Just because I don't have a seizure doesn't mean you can be greedy for more, and since you want to get an inch, then I don't mind tearing this layer of skin. Liu Qingge sneered and ignored Liu's father, and walked past him upstairs.

Back then, Liu Qingge's grandparents sent Liu Qingge, who was the eldest daughter, away, Liu Qingge's parents were not at home at that time, and when the two returned home and learned that the child was sent away, it was too late.

Liu Qingge's parents have been under pressure since then, and they don't have to worry that family planning people will come to the door, and they can finally have a second child. At that time, Liu Qingge's parents did not go to Liu Qingge under the persuasion of Liu Qingge's grandparents, and gave birth to Liu Qingge's younger brother Liu Ye after an interval of one year. The only male in the family was born, and the family's originally strained relationship was stabilized.

Liu Qingge's parents are very busy, busy making money, busy taking care of Liu Ye, and busy taking care of Liu Shu, who was born again after six years. Perhaps in addition to being busy, it was also a forgetfulness of a lost baggage, so they chose to exclude that child from their lives.

As for Liu Qingge, it was only two years ago that he came to Liu Qingge's life.

Liu Qingge will not forget that Luo Haixin once said to Liu Qingge in a disdainful tone, "But it took 30,000 yuan to get you back, and they also raised you well, we know that we are grateful, otherwise we will bring you back as long as there is a lawsuit." ”

Father Liu said to Liu Qingge that Luo Haixin's cultural level is not very high, but it is at the level of junior high school, so she has no level of speaking, and she should not care too much about her words.

But can Liu Qingge really take that sentence to heart? That's impossible.

Liu Qingge didn't hate this family, she just hated anyone in this family very much, and they all smiled hypocritically at her, as if the previous injuries had been gone.

They have the meaning of using Liu Qingge, and Liu Qingge is not using them?

The use of a single gun and the use of a clear price Liu Qingge are acceptable, but there is no need to mix feelings, and what they give her is not worth her affection.

Liu Qingge originally thought that she and Father Liu should be in a cold war for a while, or Father Liu would come to give in to her, of course, it was just a kind of 'ability to bend and stretch' of adults. Those so-called adults always have an incredibly 'big mind'.

But in fact, Liu Xu was busy divorcing Luo Haixin and had no energy to pay attention to her anymore.

Father Liu wants to be with Xiao San, but he himself clearly knows that Xiao San is naturally pampered, and it will be lovely if he is not contaminated with mundane affairs. Without the yellow-faced woman at home taking care of her family and busy with the affairs of the family, where do they have anything to be idle and chic?

On the one hand, he can't and is reluctant to let Xiao San deal with those housework, and on the other hand, he is reluctant to give up such a good nanny labor, so he simply consumes it all the time, deceiving himself so that he can live a lifetime.

There is a saying, "The red flag at home does not fall, and the colorful flags flutter outside" This sentence vividly embodies the idea of men's inferiority and selfishness.

But it's such a ridiculous thing, women still eat this set, a large number of brains into the water of women let these men grind themselves, but also continue to filial piety to his parents, make money to support his family, raise the child as his own child, and finally raise himself into a yellow-faced woman, adding weight to the man's inferiority.

And this qiē is just because I don't want to get a divorce.

They can't even imagine the days when there is no stable dìng marriage, even if it is just an imaginary stable dìng, which has long been cracked and rotten inside. Even if they earn twice as much money as their husbands, they can't make up for their inferiority complex and insecurity.

These women all feel in their hearts that divorce is the collapse of the world, just like the mentality of those feudal women in ancient times thousands of years ago, who imprisoned themselves.

This phenomenon is only caused by the fact that this society is still indoctrinating women with these ideas, and men and women are not fundamentally equal, and men still dominate women in the invisible and tangible.

Sexism is not uncommon, and this has become the lightest refraction point, and the real horror is the subtle influence on women's thinking that wants to enslave women.

Many women have experienced oppression, but they do not think of resisting, or even refuse to resist.

Luo Haixin is one such woman, she was suppressed by her mother-in-law, and was coldly and violently violently by her husband because of her figure, but she still persevered for twenty years, and now she has become bitter and mean because of these oppressions, and she has lost the kindness she had twenty years ago.

But she didn't think about a real divorce, and it wasn't until after encountering the Xiaosan incident and Liu's father's fierce reaction and favoritism that Luo Haixin began to come into contact with something beyond her understanding.

She began to think half scared and half tentative, maybe she could live a better life without her husband?

And such an idea was brewing for a long time, and finally exploded under repression.

It took twenty years to brew this outbreak, how many twenty years does a person's life have?

This outbreak was expected by Liu Qingge, but the time of the outbreak was unexpected by her.

There seems to be a hand behind the scenes that drives the development of this qiē.

There is no one at home to cook, Liu Qingge can go out to eat alone, or she can eat instant noodles, but Liu Shu and Liu Ye can't, so she has to cook by herself.

Tossing and turning, eating Liu Qingge's clumsy craftsmanship for several days, Liu Shu and Liu Ye finally couldn't help it.

Liu Ye went to school in advance, and Liu Shu began to eat instant noodles with Liu Qingge, and it wasn't until the irresponsible parents reacted that there were still children at home, so when both of them rushed home, Liu Qingge was also packing up his things and preparing to go back to school.

Luo Haixin loves Liu Shu the most, and when he saw her, he immediately said distressedly, "Lost weight, have you eaten well?" ”

Liu Shu said aggrievedly, "Eat instant noodles every day......"

Luo Haixin almost subconsciously began to question Liu Qingge, "Why are you so lazy, you have everything at home, don't you know how to cook?" It's a shame that you're such an adult! Your sister is so young, can she eat instant noodles every day? ”

Liu Qingge glanced at Liu Shu, and Liu Shu immediately turned around and buried her head in Luo Haixin's arms, not looking at Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge didn't explain, didn't pay attention to anyone, and when Luo Haixin was cooking, Liu Qingge stayed upstairs and didn't go down.

Luo Haixin asked Liu Shu to go up and ask Liu Qingge to eat, Liu Shu was reluctant at first, but Luo Hai was moved by Luo Hai's heart and reasoned with affection, and told her that Liu Qingge must be unhappy now, and if she didn't call her sister down for dinner, her sister would cry......

So Liu Shu had to reluctantly put down the dishes and chopsticks, and climbed upstairs to call Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge opened the door in response, still holding the luggage in his hand.

Seeing Liu Shu, she said lightly, "I'm going to school, goodbye." ”

Liu Shu said dryly, "Mom said to let you eat a good meal first, otherwise you will cry ......"

"What do I have to cry about?" Brushing over Liu Shu's thin cheeks, Liu Qingge passed her and went downstairs with her suitcase.

Liu Shu was starved by her, and she must still have a little resentment in her heart.

Although this kind of resentment is very light and light, it is still uncomfortable.

After Liu Qingge said hello to Luo Haixin and Liu's father lightly, he called a car and left. Her movements were too fast and decisive, and Father Liu and Luo Haixin didn't have time to ask anything.

Sitting in the car, Liu Qingge's stomach rumbled, which was very clear in this confined space. Liu Qingge smiled apologetically at the driver with some embarrassment.

Turning her head to look out the window, the scenery was receding step by step, like her old days.

Needless to say, she herself has already seen that she has never had a clear understanding that she is an adult, and she has to face not only an endless future, but also an endless stream of flood beasts around her left and right.