When Qin Hua woke up, he was in the hospital ward, opened his eyes, and saw the pure white and unfamiliar room, he was stunned for a moment, and then, he saw the strange man sitting on the side.

This man was in his forties, and he looked polite, Qin Hua thought about it carefully, and remembered that this man was the new owner of the house.

The new homeowner, thinking of this, Qin Hua's mood instantly fell. If it was in the past, with such a stranger by his side, Qin Hua would quickly sit up, thank the other party, apologize, ask about the situation, or something else, but at this moment, Qin Hua was lying on the bed and didn't want to move.

Something was wrong, Qin Hua knew.

"You're awake, I'll call a doctor." The man stood up and rang the bedside call bell.

"Thank you." Qin Hua smiled, sat up, and said, "My name is Qin Hua, what should I call you?" ”

"My name is Chu He." The man said: "At that time, you suddenly fainted, my wife recognized you as Mr. Qin, it just so happened that we have a friend who works in Huamao, we contacted your family, they should be coming soon, this is a very good private hospital, you don't have to worry." ”

This sounded very thoughtful, Qin Hua nodded and thanked again, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the trouble, thank you very much." ”

And then......

"Mr. Chu, I wonder if you can consider reselling that house to me?" Qin Hua said: "I know my request is a bit excessive, but I sincerely implore you to consider my request, the original owner of that house is my lover, because of the identity, I rarely go out with him, that house carries all our feelings, I am willing to buy back this house at a price higher than your purchase price, if you want to get other compensation, you can also mention it to me, I will do my best to make you satisfied." ”

Hearing this, Chu He was stunned for a moment. In fact, when he bought the house, he was a little puzzled, the house in this community can be said to be unique in terms of room type and location, and the owners are basically not short of money, and there has been no existing house for sale for two years. He had been looking for a house in this area for a long time, but he never expected to buy a house here.

Then suddenly one day, has been in contact with the intermediary mysteriously took him to see the house, the house is completely better than he imagined, all the furniture is very new, the best oak floor looks at a long-term care, the agent actually said that the owner is willing to give them all the furniture, the house price is lower than the market price, the only requirement of the homeowner is to transfer the payment first, and wait for the notice to hand over the house within three months, do not disturb the homeowner before the notice is delivered.

Compared with the price and the cost performance of the house, the owner's requirements are simply insignificant, and everything is so good that Chu He wonders if he is a scammer, and he specially entrusts a friend from the real estate bureau to help check the owner's information, but this is true.

"Is there a misunderstanding between you and your lover?" Although he was a little presumptuous, Chu He couldn't help but ask curiously.

"Yes." Qin Hua said.

Chu He thought for a moment and said, "I will seriously consider your construction, but I need to go back and discuss it with my wife." ”

Qin Hua's fainting this time was too sudden, but in the various examination results that came out later, Qin Hua's body did not have any problems except fatigue. However, the doctor still stayed in the hospital for observation for one night. Such a remark obviously could not appease Zhang Yun and Qin Chuanzhi, who had been anxious for two days and one night because of Zhao Yu's words before he came.

"How can you faint casually for no reason, are you sure that all the tests that should be done have been done?" Qin Chuanzhi asked.

Although the doctor can understand the patient's family's questioning, he is also a little helpless, asking: "Did the patient receive any mental stimulation before fainting?" ”

"Yes." Qin Hua said: "He's gone, gone, and may never appear again, Mom and Dad." ”

Although he tried to suppress it as much as possible, when he heard the news, Qin Chuanzhi's face still showed joy, while Zhang Yun, on the contrary, turned pale and sat down on the sofa.

This night, Zhang Yun did not go back, but asked Qin Chuanzhi to go home, she was in the hospital with the bed, she closed the window of the ward, dragged the bed of the escort to the window, and almost did not close her eyes for the whole night, until she fell asleep in a daze in the early morning, and then sat up from the bed in horror when the nurse came in to make rounds in the early morning.

Qin Hua had never seen such a look on his mother's face, like a wild goose hiding from a hunter in the wind and rain, he knew that he should walk over and say some comforting words, but he couldn't, he could only try his best to look normal, this was already his limit.

After the nurse checked the room, had breakfast, and the doctor's routine round, Qin Hua, who still had nothing abnormal, was discharged directly from the hospital and left.

The car drove out of the gate of the hospital, next to Qin Hua in the car, Zhang Yun, who was holding Qin Hua's hand, said: "Hua'er, you fainted too suddenly this time, and the hospital here can't find any results, my mother is a little worried, and I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for you, so you should do your mother a favor, go and see it, okay?" ”

"Okay." Qin Hua said: "I studied psychology, I don't taboo this, it doesn't matter." ”

More than an hour later, Zhang Yun led Qin Hua to meet Shu Zhao in a small townhouse on the outskirts of the city, a man who seemed to be easy to get close to, and was currently the most authoritative depression treatment expert in China.

However, Zhang Yun's introduction is: "Dr. Shu is a very good psychiatrist. ”

"Hello Doctor Shu, I'm Qin Hua."

"Hello, I'm Shu Zhao, you can call me by my name directly."

The two smiled and shook hands in a friendly manner, and then gave each other a hug after Zhang Yun closed the door from the outside.

"Hello senior brother!"

"As much as I wish I never saw you in my treatment room again, I'm glad to see you again."

Shu Zhao, Ph.D. in psychology from Y University, unfortunately, his graduate supervisor and Qin Hua's graduate supervisor are the same one. Although Qin Hua was still in high school when Shu Zhao was a graduate student, given that they were the only two Chinese students in the tutor, the enthusiastic tutor of the United States still insisted on introducing everyone to each other.

About half a year ago, Qin Hua was about to return to China, and it happened that Shu Zhao went to the United States for a meeting, and Qin Hua had met Shu Zhao.

"You know what? I was shocked when your mom contacted me and wanted me to see you because a friend of yours told her that you were depressed. Shu Zhao said, "What do you want to drink?" ”

"Coffee." Qin Hua said: "What, were you thinking at the time, 'Oh my God, I thought that the field of psychology in China was full of idiots, but I didn't expect that there was a normal level'? ”

"Coffee shouldn't be quite for you." Shu Zhao handed Qin Hua a cup of boiled water, then sat down in his chair and said, "So, who is this person?" ”

"Nobody, he's not a psychiatrist at all, he's just saying it casually." Qin Hua said.

"That's it! This answer makes me feel that the world is normal. Shu Zhao said: "For a character like you, I won't start the recording, so as not to be responsible if it is leaked." Tell me how you've been doing for the past six months? Actually, last month, I saw you on TV on that reality show, and I really thought it would never be seen again, at least on TV, and you're in good shape. ”

"How was it in the past six months? The two months before returning to China were all busy with graduation, and nearly four months after returning to China were all spent on one man. Qin Hua said.

Qin Hua spent half an hour roughly talking about him and Zhao Yulai for more than three months, he didn't say Zhao Yulai's name, but when he finished speaking, Shu Zhao said, "So, this man you met is Zhao Yulai?" ”

"You know him?" Qin Hua was a little surprised, but quickly figured out the joint, and he said, "Li Youchao's attending doctor is you?" ”

"Yes." Shu Zhao said: "For a year, I saw him once a week. ”

Qin Hua found that Shu Zhao's expression was a little complicated when he looked at him when he spoke.

"What's wrong?" Qin Hua asked.

"Not really." Shu Zhao said: "I'm thinking about whether to like you like a PTSD, PTSD patient, and when the other party's main symptoms are emotional rejection and numbness, don't cure the disease first, just pursue others with all your might, and finally force people away, and tell our mutual mentor Mr. Modes about your own depression, after all, if I really tell him, maybe he will ask the school to withdraw your master's degree in psychology." ”

The night before in the hospital, Qin Hua actually slept no longer than Zhang Yun by a few minutes, plus since Zhao Yulai was locked up, he had not slept more than three hours every day, plus all kinds of D-buffs that affected his thinking, so that his brain turned much slower than before. It took almost half a minute for him to fully understand Shu Zhao's long sentence, and then quickly stood up from his chair.

Qin Hua looked at Shu Zhao in disbelief and said, "You mean he has PTSD?" ”

"It's not that I said it, but it's just that his symptoms are very obvious, as long as you have a little more contact with him, any decent psychiatrist can see it, and I don't even need to know the cause of his illness at all!" Shu Zhao said: "So if the root cause of your illness this time is his departure, I recommend you as a master of psychology, although now it turns out that your clinical experience is too poor to look at directly, but you better not give up on yourself and worry about a patient." ”

More than half an hour ago, when Qin Hua was led to Shu Zhao by Zhang Yun, he was smiling, but his laughter was suppressed, and after Zhang Yun left, he couldn't maintain this suppressed laughter anymore, until he told about him and Zhao Yulai, his whole person was lifeless, lifeless, slow to react, and lack of interest was an important diagnostic criterion for depression, and Shu Zhao could already be diagnosed from the appearance alone.

It wasn't until Shu Zhao said that he knew Zhao Yulai that Qin Hua and Shu Zhao made eye contact for the first time.

And now his eyes instantly glow with a brilliance that may still be a little gloomy for ordinary people, but for a depressed patient, even an early patient is rare and valuable.

"I know the cause!! So, as long as I find him and heal him, he will fall in love with me?! ”

Shu Zhao wanted to say, "Yes, that's it, that's right", but he was afraid that if it wasn't at that time, Qin Hua would not be able to stand it, so he still said honestly: "It's not good to say this kind of thing, at least after curing him, he can fall in love with someone." ”

"If he can fall in love with someone, it must be me, or who else can it be?" Qin Hua looked at Shu Zhao like a fool. That expression was exactly the same as what Shu Zhao saw on Zhao Yulai's face two years ago, so that Shu Zhao was a little speechless for a while.

But out of professional ethics, Shu Zhao still has something to say, he said: "You must know that you hurt him and was imprisoned for three days before, and he didn't get angry with you because he was sick, so he lacked emotion, and once he got better, he was likely to settle accounts with you." ”

Speaking of this, Qin Hua really smiled, smiling like a normal person, he said: "Then I'll play Lai, whatever he does." ”

After speaking, Qin Hua began to walk out quickly, and his vitality seemed to return to him, he said, "You are the best psychiatrist in the world, senior brother!" ”

When he heard Qin Hua talk about cheating, Shu Zhao was speechless for a while, but he grabbed Qin Hua when he was about to open the door and leave, and stuffed a bottle of medicine.

"I'll send you the dose later, you know your current situation can't afford not to take medicine." Shu Zhao said.

"Okay." Qin Hua put the medicine in his pocket, then opened the door and left, he said: "Thank you, senior brother, please eat candy when you go back, don't send it, go back and ask your mother, you just say it's okay." ”

Shu Zhao was ashamed of the optimistic attitude of a depressed person to life, even if it was likely to disappear in an instant, and returned to his desk, opened his notebook, and typed a line on the document -- on the possibility of letting a mentally ill person treat another mentally ill person and then be fed back.

After typing this line, Shu Zhao felt that the title seemed to be a bit lazy, so much so that he felt a little ridiculous when he saw it himself. So I typed it again, and the title changed to "On the possibility of letting one psychotic treat another psychopath, and then being fed back (tentative)"

Shu Zhao didn't know how he came up with such a strange treatment plan, if it was really successful, he felt that he might really be the best psychiatrist in the world.

When Qin Hua came out of Shu Zhao's treatment room, he followed up as if he was a different person, and his spirit was so radiant that even Zhang Yun could see that it was completely different. Even though he had barely slept all night and waited anxiously outside the clinic for a long time, Zhang Yun still trotted towards Qin Hua briskly with his high heels.

After the two sat in the car, Qin Hua took out his mobile phone and called Xia Fan, he said, "Can you tell me where Zhao Yu has been?" ”

This call was very short, so short that Zhang Yun couldn't guess what the person on the other side said. After the phone was hung up, she heard Qin Hua say, "Mom, I'll take me directly to the airport, I'm going to Langang." ”

He ...... Mr. Zhao in Langang? Zhang Yun asked cautiously.

"No, Shine won't tell me where he's gone." Qin Hua said: "Shine's brother-in-law Ji Qianzhou's fiancé is unexpectedly gone, and I have to go over to help them." ”

Zhang Yun spent half a minute digesting the seven words "brother-in-law's fiancé", no matter how it sounded, it was a long relationship, she asked, "You know Shine very well?" ”

"I'm not familiar with it." Qin Hua said: "But Zhao Yulai has a good relationship with him, he can't go now, how should I, as his lover, go and see." ”

Just like what Qin Hua thought when he heard that Zhao Yulai fooled his family with a smile depression, compared to the depression that was overly misunderstood and smelled different, Qin Hua's liking for men was simply a fluffy little problem similar to a cold in the eyes of his mother Zhang Yun

Zhang Yun, who was first drenched from head to toe by the "brother-in-law's fiancé", and then was hit by "I am his lover", did not change his face, and said: "Okay, you just go, just pay attention to your body, I will let your father watch over there, if he doesn't do a good job, you can sue me, and I will help you teach him, in fact, your father is not too stupid, just a little lazy." ”

Qin Hua suddenly found that among all the family members, it turned out that his mother, who had been raising flowers and drinking tea, was the most similar to him, so this is that the world has never lacked love, what is missing is only the heart to discover love?

"Mom, believe me, I'm really fine."

"Well, when you find him, you tell him that it's all your father's bad idea for you, and I'll ask your father to apologize to him when you go back!"

"Mom, you have a grudge against my dad, right?"

And at this time, in a typical American-style country house in a small town on the other side of the ocean, Liang Yi, who had just handed over a copy of Steve Lee's identity and the villa key to Zhao Yulai, hung up the phone with a complicated face, and said to Zhao Yu with a heavy face: "Brother Zhao, if I hang up because of the bombing of the intelligence situation in the United States, for the sake of our happy conversation in the past few days, can you help me collect the body?" ”

Zhao Yulai, who opened his new identity, was speechless for a moment, feeling that his retirement life was a little difficult at the beginning, and he reluctantly said: "Usually in this case, what department do you have to go to get the body?" Why don't you think about taking revenge on the society with a simpler department? ”

On the way here, Zhao Yulai saw a small church in the town, and Zhao Yulai decided to go there to pray later, asking God to bless him from the mentally ill in the future, and to be a peasant in the rice country quietly until he died.