109. Passover
"You say...... What the? As tears burst out of her eyes, there was her trembling and broken question.
Such a reaction, if it weren't for her acting skills, to the point of perfection, then she would not have known - I sighed in my heart, I really don't want to imagine: if she really admits that she instructed this, how to deal with herself.
However, the current situation is not much better, at least I can't think of a solution after racking my brains.
In my existing impression, there is her cold and indifferent and ruthless appearance, her gentle and shallow smile and affectionate appearance, but she has never bitten her lip and cried silently, and I don't even dare to imagine her tears.
What I never expected was that she would cry because of my words.
A dignified woman, and she still sits on the world's ninety-five honor...... I couldn't help laughing at myself bitterly: It's over, I actually saw the emperor crying, will I be killed by her who woke up afterwards?
Well, perhaps the most important thing I need to think about now is how to make her stop crying and restore her usual calm and wise emperor.
"You heard me right, it was the county lord of Guang'an who told me sù sù ......" Seeing that she was not fake, I swallowed my original question, and turned to a hypocritical temptation, "Do you know why he did this?" ”
"He used poison on you? He, he's ...... to you, Poison was used! "I finally realized that something was wrong with her—as if her eyes had drifted from hearing the news, and her mouth was muttering something to and from her back and forth, as if it were disbelief, as if she had been outraged, and tears were rolling down unconsciously, and her lips were bloodless, as if she had been poisoned.
"It seems that you don't know," I was taken aback by her appearance, and it was also because of an inexplicable pain in my heart, I couldn't bear to see her lost soul, I hesitated for a moment, but still stepped forward and held her cold hand, so as to attract her attention and regain her senses, "Then do you know what I have to do with him?" Why did he do it to me? ”
In fact, I wanted to ask her about her opinion and handling of this matter, and wanted to know her position and whose side she would be on, but I changed my mind in an instant and hid my question-what if she was biased towards Wei Shu? I thought I couldn't accept it.
"It's my fault, it's none of you...... What do you have to do with him? She blinked suddenly, and there was a teardrop on her thin and slender eyelashes, because the blinking action dripped out of thin air, splashing on the cold and hard gold and jade floor tiles, "snapping", like a heavy drum, hammered into the bottom of their hearts, "It's all ...... My bad. ”
I frowned as the man who had always been cold and self-contained finally stopped crying silently, but his face became paler, his expression became more and more sad, and the self-blame and pain in his eyes were so heavy that he could not breathe.
"Is it your fault? Did you really tell him to do it? Seeing her shaking her head in a hurry, I sighed in my heart and said in a soft tone, "Since it wasn't you who instructed it, it was his own decision, so how could it be your fault?" ”
Why take it upon yourself? Is it to shield him? But it was clear that he didn't want me to misunderstand.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" She didn't explain again, just looked at me vigorously and apologized, holding my hand tighter and tighter, as if it was about to crush my palm, but the fragility and pain on her face taught me to soften my heart, not to blame, even the slightest thought of resentment.
I don't understand, but I just can't do anything about this face and this person.
This is probably the bond of blood...... I think.
And when I was making excuses for my soft-heartedness and unbearability, I heard her say in a dumb voice: "Wei Shu grew up with me since he was a child, just like my own brother, no matter what he did, I had no way to order him to be killed." ”
In fact, these words are full of mistakes and omissions, and they can't stand scrutiny, but the sincerity in her eyes and the self-blame in her tone can't be fake: "I didn't expect him to attack you, it's because I didn't protect you...... It was my fault. ”
- What Wei Shu did to me was his choice, it was his grudge with me, I don't like you to blame yourself, and I don't like you to defend him like this and protect him...... It made me feel a little jealous.
Of course, these thoughts are buried deep in my heart and will never be told to her.
"Don't cry, you are my sister and my relative, how can I blame you?" Shaking my head with a wry smile, I wiped the tears from her cheeks with my fingertips, and coaxed softly, "If you don't have an heir, you don't have an heir, Xuan'er is very cute, I will treat her as my own." ”
Besides, I can't actually accept having children with someone who has no emotional foundation or even an impression, as for whether I will fall in love with him in the future...... Who can say for sure what will come?
Now, I only know that I don't want to see Kwong Xihui so sad.
Maybe it was my relief that had an effect, her love was a little better, her sadness faded, her whole person calmed down, her moist eyes stared at me, brewing an indescribable feeling.
I think it was my comfort that played a role, so I suppressed the uneasiness, raised my hand to put my hand around her shoulder, hugged her in a void, and persuaded softly: "Whether there are children or not is a matter of fate, no need to mind." Seeing that you are sad, I just feel sad in my heart......"
I said it without paying attention, and although it was a little strange and a little strange, it was what I really thought in my heart.
I didn't know that I didn't have time to say anything else to dilute this strangeness, but I saw a sudden light in her eyes, as if a large area of flowers had bloomed, and the whole person was filled with a wave of joy.
I was about to smile back at her, but she grabbed the palm of her hand with her backhand, and her other hand gently touched my cheek, and before I realized that something was wrong and wanted to retreat, my lips softened - I actually taught her to kiss her!
Suddenly, her eyes widened, and as far as she could see, her eyelashes like butterfly wings trembled slightly, revealing her unsettled heart at the moment; The temperature on my lips was so hot, but I felt like someone had been thrown into the ice and snow for nine cold days, cold to the bone.
How could she? How can it!
Aren't we sisters? Where did she leave me?
My heart was shocked to the extreme, my brain went blank, as if I had been knocked on the head by someone, and I couldn't recover for a long time. Countless interrogations swirled in my head, but in the end, only a deafening voice swirled: Kwong Xixi, my sister, kissed me.
Kwong Xihui - kissed me.
Almost the next moment when this voice resounded in my mind, my body reacted before my consciousness, and I only heard the extremely crisp and loud sound of "pop-", and the tingling sensation in my palm made me realize that I really threw that slap.
Her complexion was as white as jade, and she was defenseless against me, and even her entire face was knocked away from me with all my might, and one side of her cheek immediately swollen, and a very clear palm print appeared.
I was stunned by this change, and I only felt that the panic in my heart was even greater than when I was suddenly kissed by her, and I felt a little more distressed than I was before—the palm print on my cheek was covered with a thin layer of powder, and my palm was still trembling because of the residual force of the shock, which showed the great strength of the moment, and I could also think of her pain.
I had the heart to touch her cheek and ask about her, and the slight movement of my fingertips was forced down by me - clenched into a fist and withdrawn behind my back, and the sharp pain of my fingernails in the palm of my hand taught me to wake up instantly: First of all, I was lightened by a woman, and it was my sister. Secondly, I slapped the emperor in the face.
The situation was so complicated that it was beyond my reach, and I didn't know for a moment whether to pursue her treachery or worry about my own crimes.
Suffocating silence.
After a long while, Kwong Xihui raised his hand and gently wiped the corners of his mouth, and slowly turned his head to look at me, there was no anger or grievance in his eyes that I expected, nor the shame and guilt that rushed to explain, but only deep and heavy pain, mixed with the unwillingness to ask for nothing and the complexity of wanting to stop talking-the love in his eyes was surging, and I couldn't help but look away before I had time to see it.
I'm afraid of looking at her, I'm afraid that I'll be stuck in those eyes after looking at her for a long time, and I'm afraid that if I see deeply, I'll involuntarily throw away the distance and shackles I hold on...... I had a vague feeling that the consequences were something I didn't want to see and couldn't bear.
"Get out...... You go out," rubbing my face, resisting the urge to cry, I cooled my voice and didn't look at her, "I want to be quiet." ”
"Jian Xin, listen to me......" She grabbed my hand again, eager to say something, the palm print on her face was glaring, always reminding me that I had impulsively dealt her a heavy hand, and even more reminding me that the kiss of unknown meaning was real.
"Get out, don't push me." Seeing that she still didn't give up, I didn't know where I got the courage, so I grabbed her wrist with one hand, dragged her to the door, pushed her out, and then slammed the door shut.
When she was finally isolated outside the door, and I was the only one left in the whole room, those feelings and memories suddenly filled my mind, as if the stormy waves were falling on my head, and I was caught off guard and my mind was in turmoil.
I leaned against the door, holding my aching head in both hands, and slowly slipped to the ground.
The moment before consciousness disappeared, the man's ears were sobbing with self-reproach over and over again.