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A late-blooming boy rides his bicycle to her lodgings and peeks downstairs through the railing, where she is standing in front of a luxury car, and a rich man is chasing her. She looked up at him secretly, then got into a luxury car and went around and came back, telling him that the bike was still comfortable. At that time, they were innocent, and even love was childish and simple.

Who dares to say that falling in love with someone will talk about it for 13 years, and I believe that it is rare to be in the disrupted entertainment industry. Therefore, even after entering marriage, they still love each other, but this love has gone from naïve to innocent to dazed.

It's a pity that their beautiful love doesn't have a solid foundation, except that the difference in family backgrounds is too great, the experiences of the two are too different, and Yi Nengjing's insecurity is too heavy, so that she is very good in love.

Lost to her adoptive mother by her biological mother at the age of three, she was tied to a rope every day in her childhood, in Xiangjiang, her brother-in-law bullied her, in Japan, her classmates bullied her, and in Baodao, she was lonely. A 17-year-old girl has no background and no relatives, and she is in the entertainment industry alone. At 17 years old, she is still in high school, and she has already experienced so much. She divides into two selves, one kind and believes that there is light in the world, and the other dark and feels that she is abandoned. She's not bad, she's just insecure, she's just stupid to love herself alone, humbly in love with someone.

She also had a boyfriend before she fell in love with Haring. For the sake of this boyfriend, she gave up the film and went to him with a suitcase, but he disappeared and released her pigeons, which she mentioned again and again later, because this incident made her even more insecure. Later, she met Haring.

Yi Nengjing is a person who goes crazy when she falls in love, as she herself writes in the book, she is a sick person in love, she wants to die or live, she once got drunk and bought drugs to harm herself after a breakup in Harlem. Moreover, she is a person who fights chaos with chaos and fights poison with poison, and when she feels pain and despair in love, she goes out to eat and date with other boys, thinking that she can stimulate Harlem or divert her heat. What's special is that she finds these tricks useless, and when she comes back from the date, she restores the original and tells Harlem, telling him that she can't love anyone else, she can only love him. How does Harlem feel? Her childish behavior made him feel distressed and unhappy, her madness was a burden and a kind of emotion to him, and he was also a little guilty because he really couldn't respond to her madness with the same heat. In the midst of this dilemma, some people used so-called kindness and snooping tones to remind Haring: We saw Yi Nengjing playing with whomever and whoever. What can Harlem's reaction be? To explain that Yi Nengjing and I are having a conflict? To show that she is actually just fighting poison with poison, but she actually loves me? Or his most instinctive reaction - a furious rage!

In that life, in 06, the two began to have conflicts, and Yi Nengjing moved away, which was a kind of demonstration at the time, thinking that Haring would make a regression, but it seems that Harlem did not. The Baodao media said that Haring let go of his wife to work hard in the mainland because he trusted her. However, in Yi Nengjing's view, maybe it is a kind of indifference, whether you move out, how you toss, anyway, I will not change. Yi Nengjing became more and more unable to hold on, and then her behavior returned to the chaotic and naïve nature she had back then, using chaos to control chaos, and when she and Haring did not straighten out the relationship between the two people, she took other people's hands. But this time, it's no longer the state it was when it was in the underground. The huge wave of public opinion, Huang's obscene retreat, woke her up all of a sudden. She wrote, "Those who love me don't leave me because I'm naïve. She realized her mistake and hoped that Harlem would forgive her as he had done before.

It is said that Harlem opened two paths for her, divorce or retirement, regardless of whether it is true or not, these two roads are actually only one way for Yi Nengjing, and that is divorce. Yi Nengjing has a large family to support the economy, and Harlem has always been relatively indifferent to Yi Nengjing's family. Yi Nengjing and Haring's finances have been separated even after many years of marriage, if Yi Nengjing no longer goes out to work to earn money, it may be no problem to take pocket money from Haring, but it is almost impossible to take care of his mother and sister. Yi Nengjing had no choice but to divorce. This is understandable, she was in a state of almost collapse after the divorce. She may have had the illusion of getting back together for a while after the divorce, but it seems that Haring rejected her, and the "Remnant Thoughts" she posted on her blog in March 2011 illustrated her complete disillusionment that the two of them would be together again. After that, as she said in Lu Yu's appointment, it was not good, it was very bad, and she had been working various psychological treatments and wanted to get out.

This is also the reason why Lu Chong repeatedly said that Yi Nengjing was very pitiful but did not sympathize with her very much, because most of her future misfortunes were caused by herself.

Lu Chong understands where the problem between Yi Nengjing and Haring is, but the problem is that there is no solution, the nature of the country is easy to change, and it is difficult for any of them to change, not to mention that there are problems on both sides, so his attitude is very resolute, and he will not persuade him to leave, after all, if he is persuaded to make peace, he will not be grateful to him with Haring's character, if he is persuaded to leave, at least he Lu Chong can get Yi Nengjing's petite and delicate body.

So, he said to Yi Nengjing: "Harlem was born in a famous family, a generation of families, the family education is very strict, and he is the only son in the family, he is very filial, for those who follow the rules, he puts all the youth rebellion on music, in music he screams that he rocks and rolls, he can do whatever he wants, when he doesn't sing, he will become a good baby in the eyes of his mother, and in later days, he is also like this two-faced, so that Harlem on and off the stage is almost like two people." On stage, we saw him sunny, cute, and brilliant, and we felt that we could talk and laugh more in life, but in fact, in life, he was introverted, he was shy, and even afraid of life! He gave all his enthusiasm to us in front of the TV, and left the silence to the rigorous side of you. Although this is also a kind of love, what woman does not crave a little more laughter, a little more chatting, a little more caring, or, can acknowledge you a little more. Ten years of love, ten years of love, how many photos are there in your group, you want to be seen, you want to be recognized, you want to share, you want to say it out loud, but he said, that's his principle, so you don't mention it, year after year, and in the end, you don't ......want to mention it anymore."

These words, all of which spoke to Yi Nengjing's heart, she lay in Lu Chong's arms and cried bitterly.

Lu Chong said again: "I believe that he loves you, but his growth is cared for, he has not suffered real setbacks and pains, and he will not really understand you." He's like a kid living in a castle who doesn't understand the comfort you want. He will not understand your suffering, because he has not experienced it. He loves you, in his way, simple, simple, single-minded, or a little bit condescending. He is used to this way of love, this habit is the habit that you have cultivated for more than ten years, he said that underground love is underground love, and in the future he says that he will get married, everything is based on what he says, and you have a grudge while fulfilling him.

You used to live a lonely life, sleeping alone, getting up alone, being in a daze alone, getting used to it alone for so many years. But after you marry him, you have to deal with people who have never put you in your eyes often, married life brings you, maybe it's just depression, this depression has the shadow left by the underground feelings of the past so many years, there is the impact and pain brought about by the death of your father that has not been digested, there is the combing of your mother and sisters, there are a lot of slim futures, what he can give her, maybe just a hug, you can have it when you get up, but there is no intimate temperature in that arms.

You love him, of course you love him, so many years, no love, what is there to insist on, but no matter how long it is, his thick branches have been ignoring your heartache, one day, you will begin to seek an outlet to confide, looking for the ear that can understand, but unfortunately the encounter is not human......"

Lu Chong completely said what Yi Nengjing was thinking, and she cried even more.