I remember very well that you were wearing a white kaftan with no buttons at the front, the kind with a pullover, a structured material, a waist that was tucked in just right, a very chic half-collar, and a sweetheart collar with some small beads on the edges. It's summer, but you can feel refreshed and comfortable, like the cool that the wind blows through the lake.

That day, when I was talking, you turned your head sideways and smiled at me, which made people like it very much, as if you were listening to me so carefully that you felt pleasure in your heart.

But then I found out that you weren't listening much at all.

Then you asked me that question, and I stupidly said, "You can read my proposal."

You laughed, laughed out loud, laughed so much that you had stars in your eyes.

My face was hot, my heart was beating wildly, and my body was almost uncontrollable, as if the person sitting there was a shell, and I was looking at you in that shell, and you were looking at that shell.

Actually, I'm not a clumsy person, and I'm not like that in front of others.

When I get along with other people, no matter who they are, I can control the scene and the topic.

But with you, my limbs, my seven meridians and eight veins, and every cell of my brain are controlled by you.

I became clumsy and overwhelmed.

It wasn't a very successful day, and when I got back, I was driving with you so much that I almost crashed the car on the railing next to it.

I wondered over and over what you would think of me, and I tentatively texted you, anxiously waiting all night for your reply.

But you didn't reply to me at all.

I gave you all sorts of reasons for wishful thinking, maybe you just didn't see it, maybe you were just too busy to have time, and after a day and a night, I gave up completely.

Maybe no matter how many ways you appear, you will never see me in your heart.

Until that happened.

I think you've forgotten everything, and you won't forget how you came to be, right?

In fact, I was really angry in my heart at that time, a wave of evil fire was suffocating in my chest, I was so angry that I simply wanted to teach you a lesson, I simply wanted to strangle you.

Who knows if you were drunk and stupid, and you weren't afraid, but you still tilted your head to look at me and muttered to me.

I really don't know whether to be angry or annoyed, if I die early one day, I must be angry with you!

But at that time, your body was soft and fragrant, with a little smell of wine, and you collapsed in my arms so dependently.

My blood was all at once, and I hugged you back.

I put my arms around you with all my strength and started kissing you like crazy.

The hotel is right next to it, I can't help it, I want to teach you a lesson, I want you to never forget that moment.

Of course, that's all the reason, I just want you.

I don't know how much you remember when you were drunk.

I couldn't wait, for the first time in my life, I knew that this thing could make me so longing.

I trembled with longing.

When I entered your body, I felt like I had you. I have the thirteen-year-old you huddled there trembling, the lonely and busy walking in school, the one crying under the maple trees in the Western Hemisphere, and the more contradictory and struggling you now.

I heard you cry out in pain, and you told me to stop, but I couldn't.

Then you start shaking, and you start to go crazy after shaking.

You grabbed my shoulders and whispered something vaguely, I couldn't hear clearly.

I didn't sleep all night, so I hugged you all night.

In the morning, I watched the sunlight outside shine through the half-open curtains into the big bed, and you in my arms slept peacefully and peacefully.

At that moment, it's as if you have a pair of wings behind your back.

I raised my hand and gently touched your face, and I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss your forehead.

You're still asleep, probably from a hangover, and your brow furrows slightly.

I've also been drunk and know it's going to be hard the next day.

I'd like to go buy you some breakfast and headache medicine.

But when I hurried out and came back, you were gone.

I'm so upset, how can you look irresponsible, how can you throw me away when you're done with it?

But this time I won't give up as lightly as before, and I have the best reason to chase you now.

I decided to give it a shot.

It's a pity that there will always be some accidents in life.

My plan had not yet been implemented, and at this time my company was suffering from the biggest difficulties since its founding.

The stock market was booming that year, and almost everyone was addicted to it, and even developed to the point where the street grocery shopping aunt had to talk about the stock market. However, the economic crisis swept the world in this seemingly prosperous scenario, like a hurricane, plunging the global economy into deep trouble. The global economic crisis has of course also severely affected Chinese companies. Sales plummeted, the economy declined, companies laid off workers and cut costs, people woke up from the false prosperity and fell to the cold ground, only to find that the shape of the time was so severe, almost everyone fell into the panic of the economic crisis.

In this environment, my company is not optimistic, at that time it took a lot of money to invest in the logistics system, but the financial crisis, the money we got before was almost invested, at this juncture, no one dared to invest in us.

During that time, my partner and I were almost exhausted and tried our best, but we still couldn't raise money. At that time, it was not easy for everyone, and all the friends I knew were also very difficult. You should also remember that there was a saying at that time, that it was said that cash is king, and all people, all businesses, were short of money.

The hardest time was when we had money on our books for another three or four days, and if we couldn't get the money, the company would have to go out of business.

Ye Ning, I am not saying this here, not to explain anything, nor to win your sympathy.

In fact, I have come through all these years in the wind and rain. Outside interviews, talking about the history of entrepreneurship, and saying something famous and inspiring, no one wants to mention all kinds of difficulties in the past. I don't need to rely on this past to get any eyeballs.

It's just that I have to let you know why, after that time, I haven't had time to go to you, so much so that I missed one of the best opportunities that belonged to me.

It was the most haggard period for me, and it was also when I was most stressed. The partners around me have all come with me in the past few years, and some of them have even been recruited by me from large companies with excellent prospects and benefits. They believed in me and gave me the future, so they stayed in the company and kept working.

I'm not afraid of my own nothing, but I'm afraid that my future will be ruined like this, and I'm afraid that their years of hard work will come to naught.

I can only endure these pains and fears by myself, and in just ten days, I have gray hair on my head, and at this time, I can understand what it means to be white overnight.

But during this time, something happened to you. I know your character, you will definitely not be involved in this financial bribery case, but there is no way, you participated in that project, it is difficult to choose. You were being held for interrogation, but you were found to be pregnant.

I had no choice but to hire a lawyer to help you defend myself, and then try to lure you abroad. If I'm completely defeated from now on, then I'll never appear in front of you.

Finally, in a moment of desperation, I got a $2,300 investment to keep the company afloat.

But by that time, I didn't know how to appear in front of you.

You gave birth to Nan Nan, you are very happy, Sister Chen said that you are smiling every day when you hold the child, and your gentle gaze when looking at the child is something I have never seen before. You say it's a gift from heaven, a child of yours.

I found myself in a predicament, the way you look now is exactly what I like the most, quiet and peaceful, soft and moving, you look at Nan Nan's eyes, almost all the love is poured out.

I don't know what would happen to you if I rashly showed up to sue you?

I would love to put the best in the world in front of you, but that doesn't include me.

I know, you hate me, even though you don't know my name at all.

So I kept silent, looked at you from afar, personally decorated a house that suited you best, guided you to open a café, and guarded you in my own way.

Ye Ning, I never wanted to control your life, I just didn't want you to be wronged in the slightest, although my way seemed a little weird to you.

Actually, I also saw people pursuing you, and I thought to myself, if you can accept it, then accept it, but you still can't accept it, and you are indifferent at all. Huo Chen's matter, the scars carved in your heart are too heavy.

You said that you are not capable of loving others, you say that you are not suitable for marriage, and you are not suitable to accompany a man, you say that the person you love the most is Nan Nan.

Sometimes looking at the overflowing gentle smile when you hold Nan Nan, I think maybe this is the best for you, you will live like this in this life, one day watching Nan Nan grow up, get married and have children, and you walk with gray hair on crutches in the sunset.

At that time, I can still look at you from afar.

Sometimes I feel that in fact, you are my wife, and I will secretly think of myself as the husband you don't know how to save zài, the invisible husband.

In fact, you should know that I have a malignant brain tumor, and I won't live long at all. I thought about looking at Nan Nan again, but I felt that since I was going to die soon, why should I let him remember this sick father, just give him a thought, tell him, his father is in the far western hemisphere.

Now 60% of the shares of Yuening Group are in my name, and I have made a will, all of which will be left to you. In addition, I know that Nan Nan is going to school, I don't know what kind of place Nan Nan will like, so I have prepared three houses, each of which has a good school district, and it is also decorated, so you can dispose of it yourself.

As for Sister Chen and Xiao Ruo, since you don't like it, let them go.

I just left, but I still couldn't feel at ease with you, so I wrote another letter and asked a friend to take care of you. He was one of my best friends, and after my death, I would have entrusted a lawyer to give him that letter. His name is Shen Congrui.

Ye Ning, don't refuse my last bit of kindness, so that I can be blind under the Nine Springs.