22.21.4
"I won't like that man at all," Bai Yirong's voice was particularly clear in the summer cicadas, "Your assumption is not valid. ”
Su Siying opened her mouth and asked, "Why are you so sure?" ”
For some reason, Bai Yirong's ears quietly turned red again. Her fair face reflected her pink little ears, like a little peach blossom dyed with a light red.
"Maybe you'll know later," she replied, "maybe I don't know now." ”
Su Siying was confused when she heard this, and for the first time she felt that she was a person who had lived five years longer than a high school student, and she couldn't understand a high school student.
After that, with the chirping of cicadas, they stood in the shade and were silent for a long time, and the red of Bai Yirong's ears never retreated.
From that day on, the secrets of the previous life that had been buried in more than a little bit emerged from the soil.
When Su Siying returned home, the house was exceptionally quiet. She walked through every room, and when she found that there was no one at home, she hugged the pillow on the sofa, silently turned on the TV, and played it very loudly.
Obviously this is home, but she thinks it's lonely and terrible.
There's a show on TV that's been on the air for many, many years, and even five years later, it's still doing well. She remembers that when she was a child, her mother didn't let her watch TV, saying that TV was harmless. However, when her parents are not at home, she always secretly turns on the TV, listening to the footsteps outside, while touching the base of the TV, and feeling the temperature at all times.
At that time, she spent her Saturday morning doing homework and secretly watching TV in the afternoon. One of the most impressive is the program of this Mango Channel.
The host group in this show has been consistent for more than ten years, accompanying generations of young people and girls. Because the invited guests always poke the hearts of girls and boys, Su Siying from junior high school also likes this. It's just that later, I don't know if it was because the temperature of the TV was too high in the summer, or if she herself was no longer used to watching that show, and she never watched it again.
Life is full of differences, as big as life and death, as small as forgetting a piece of paper used a second ago, even if the people in the TV don't know her, but she chooses to be alienated, which can be regarded as a kind of difference.
Separation is a common thing, and who has ever stipulated that there is no separation between parents and children?
Parents are never passers-by in life, but in the end, they are just a living in life.
The only thing that's a little different is probably that they are the most important deposits.
Su Siying hugged the pillow, nested in the sofa for a whole afternoon, found something to eat in the refrigerator, washed up, and went to sleep when she entered the house.
Dad Su came back from work and asked her to get up for dinner, she coquettishly said that she was sleepy, Dad Su had no choice but to let her continue to sleep.
This time she went to sleep, she looked at all the things she had experienced in her previous life again, and when she woke up, it was already six o'clock in the morning.
She was stunned at first, vaguely feeling that she seemed to have missed something in her dream, and then reacted that she was too late to go to school, so she jumped out of bed and cleaned up.
When she casually looked out the window, she was slightly stunned.
No matter what happened yesterday, the sun rises today and it is a new day.
Su Siying fed herself a mouthful of chicken soup for the soul alive, then ate and dressed, didn't look at her mother, and hurried to school.
It's one thing to accept the difference, it's another thing to forgive.
For several days, it was like this.
Su Siying's heart was a little chaotic this week, and she was no longer distracted by her studies, and her efficiency was much lower. Zhu Huijun also saw that something was wrong with her, and even the dull He Dong asked when she was teaching her physics: "What's wrong with you lately?" ”
"Maybe my aunt is coming." Su Siying replied with a serious face, and then Zhu Huijun smashed a book of physics Longmen topic, "Don't teach an innocent young man like He Dong!" ”
"......" She just said that she came to her aunt, and she didn't say anything about the little yellow joke, how could she teach it badly!
However, looking at Zhu Huijun who was protecting He Dong, Su Siying couldn't help but think a little more, and then showed a smile, hiding his merit and fame.
Afterwards, Zhu Huijun came to ask her alone, but after she couldn't ask anything, she could only touch her head and tell her: "There's nothing to do, just say it if you want to, I'll ...... and Xiaorong have always been with you. ”
Su Siying smiled gratefully at her and nodded.
said that she was wrong, but in fact, Huijun herself was not right.
The last time I saw her and the boy in the park, it had been a long time, so long that Su Siying had almost forgotten about it. But seeing the two bruises on her arms today, Su Siying suddenly remembered that incident.
The two people who knew at the time didn't explain much to themselves, and she didn't ask much. But on this hot day today, Zhu Huijun has been wearing a long-sleeved school uniform jacket, if he hadn't just copied the Longmen topic and beat people, he wouldn't have seen the two bruises.
During the lunch break, Su Siying ate the delicious bento brought by Bai Yirong, and instead of running to the library, she found Zhu Huijun who was pulling He Dong back from lunch.
Seeing Su Siying with serious eyes at the door of the classroom, Zhu Huijun was stunned for a moment, walked over and asked, "What's the matter, Yingying?" ”
"Let's go, let's talk."
Su Siying knew in her heart that her relationship with Zhu Huijun was now enough for her to tell her secret. I am not a nosy person, I was always indifferent to other people's affairs in my previous life, and I don't know what is wrong with living again, seeing the bruises on Zhu Huijun's arms, it may be that she is thinking of the acquaintance in her previous life, and she can't help but want to help her.
Maybe she can't do it like Xiaobaihua and solve it directly by force, but if she lives a few more years, even if things can't help, she can enlighten her ideologically.
When Huijun heard her say this, her first reaction was to glance at Bai Yirong in the classroom, and then nodded and said, "Okay." ”
Walking all the way to the small garden behind the school supermarket, Su Siying sat on the long row of wooden chairs in the gazebo, and suddenly wanted to laugh.
I have only passed half of the hurdles in my heart, and now I have to comfort others.
She pulled Zhu Huijun to sit down, gently pulled her arm, and pulled the loose cuffs up, revealing bruises, "How did you get it?" So careless? ”
The other party looked panicked, but did not withdraw his arm. After a moment of silence, she said, "You also know that I have a brother, that is, you were ...... last time The one I saw. ”
Su Siying nodded, "Yes." ”
"He and I are half-brothers, my mother basically doesn't care about him now, his father thinks he is unproductive, and he doesn't want to take care of it, and day by day, he becomes a gangster." She sighed, "Little gangster, it's not the awesome young master of the black road in the novel, he doesn't have much money, and he always has to spend money to pretend to be a dog." His parents don't give him much money, and he spends money quickly, so he pretends to be pitiful to me. ”
"I saw him pitiful, and gave him three hundred dollars for the first time, and after that, he set his sights on me. At the end of the day, if I don't give him money, he'll beat me...... To be honest, I think it's quite embarrassing, and the ugliness of the family can't be publicized, so it's really embarrassing for you to see it that day. Zhu Huijun bowed his head, "But there are some words, I have been very tired to hold it alone, and it seems good to be able to find someone to talk to." ”
"Why didn't you tell your parents?" Su Siying frowned.
"He said that if I sued them, I would find someone to smash my house, which was not his house anyway. Once I said that he was beaten by his father, and the next day he came and smashed my door. ”
Su Siying thought of the appearance of being beaten by Bai Yirong last time, and couldn't help but say: "Actually, he is a paper tiger, isn't it easy for Bai Yirong to beat him?" ”
"It's not...... When Xiao Rong came out for me for the first time, he also said that he was looking for someone, but the next day the five people he brought were all beaten away by the iron rods that Xiao Rong picked up at the door of the school warehouse. After that, he was not afraid of others, but he was still a little afraid of Xiaorong. ”
Su Siying: "...... Oh. ”
Thinking of the thin Bai Yirong picking up an iron rod and beating six teenagers, she only felt that her heart was all in a groove.
This kind of picture of purity and harmlessness combined with bloody violence and violence...... Forgive her, I really can't imagine it!!