At that time, her aunt would always taunt Ye Ning in person, and said to her uncle, what's the use of you raising her, look at her own mother dead, she is like a nobody, she can't look sad all day long, her face is like a piece of wood with no expression, and she knows how to read and read every day! This is a conscienceless one!

My uncle also felt incomprehensible at the time, he felt that as a thirteen-year-old girl, her mother died, and she always had to cry a few times. But Ye Ning didn't seem to have cried much.

Ye Ning has not explained these suspicions, and he doesn't know how to explain them.

In fact, the impact of that incident was far greater than Ye Ning thought she had, which made her unable to accept a marriage or relationship at all.

The love affair with Huo Chen can be said to be the greatest courage she mustered in her life, but it ended like that. At that time, she really exhausted all her mental strength. Exhausted, she insisted on ending her studies in the United States and hurriedly returned to China.

After returning to China, Ye Ning was not the same as before. She was studying abroad as a graduate student in economics at the time, and came back to work in one of the top financial institutions in City B, with a very high income, a good future, and a beautiful look, belonging to the gold collar of the financial street.

She is no longer the shabby girl who wore her aunt's shabby coat and wore patched shoes from street stalls, but she was beautifully dressed and walked down the financial street with a 90% return rate.

At that time, she also wanted to get married, so she went on a blind date, and the conditions of the blind date were good, but Ye Ning was picky about getting married, and it was a weird pickiness. As long as she has met a man, she asks for a single certificate and a health certificate. Whether it's paranoid and naïve, or mental illness, people always have a little persistence and habit, this is Ye Ning's obsessive-compulsive disorder.

At that time, she met with countless people on blind dates, sometimes meeting one for lunch at noon, and continuing to meet for afternoon tea after lunch.

As she thought about it, a dot lit up in her mind.

She's seen all sorts of things. The blind date object, vaguely, once had a pair of eyes like Xiao Yue.

It was an afternoon, and after she had made up for her last appointment, she hurried to the teahouse that had been pre-arranged. This year, let's drink tea and come to a café, this one is about a teahouse, a Chinese-style teahouse.

What the other party looked like, Ye Ning was not impressed, but remembered that in the antique teahouse, that person seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and when he saw her coming, a pair of dark and difficult eyes looked at him so fixedly.

It was an air of oppression and longing, exuding great ambition and a strong air of aggression, as if he were looking at you that way, and could see you in vain.

Not to mention that Ye Ning likes men who wear eyes, because this feeling of being looked at without concealment is terrible.

At that time, as soon as Ye Ning saw this person, he felt a fire in his heart, and he really wanted to turn around and leave.

However, she had learned to suppress her feelings from a very young age, so she smiled, and smiled lightly, completely ignoring the person's face.

Later, they went into the teahouse, drank tea together, and exchanged views on each other's current situation.

Ye Ning said first, introduced his general situation, and then there was that person, the other party seemed to say some things about himself, starting a business or something, it sounded like a second-rate college graduate, did not work after graduation, and began to open a company in City B, and finally it was quite successful. That person didn't say much, and he only briefly introduced the business about it. This person's words are actually very clumsy, and the kind of summary in three words and two words is like a strict and dry introduction in Baidu Encyclopedia. Even Ye Ning didn't think that he memorized it, right?

Ye Ning didn't hear anything in her heart, she quickly dug out a few words from those simple words: ambitious, speculative, gambler's luck.

In those days, it was always easier for speculators to succeed than others.

While thinking about this, Ye Ning began to ponder, when is her next date? She will have to be filtered among the blind dates in the future, and she can't wear her eyes, and her eyes can't be too big......

But at this moment, when she raised her eyes, she felt that the person was silently watching her, calm and helpless.

He seemed to know that he was completely distracted.

He has a very sharp mind and can easily see into his own heart.

At that moment, Ye Ning was vigilant, but thinking of the clumsiness of this person's words just now, she finally couldn't help asking: I'm very curious, how did you persuade investors to get venture capital?

The person on the other side looked straight at him, and was silent for a long time, and the lips that looked a little sharp because of the pursed up slowly spit out a sentence: You can look at my proposal.

At that time, Ye Ning couldn't help laughing, she hadn't laughed like that for a long time.

She laughed so hard that tears came out, and her vision was shattered by tears, but it was also so clear because of that little bit of moisture that she saw each other again.

In the dimly lit teahouse, the eyes that were originally dark and deep to understand also looked at themselves with a little burning smile.

This is really a contradictory person, clumsy, but sharp-minded, lacking in words, but as if deep and difficult to understand.

Later, when I got home in the evening, I vaguely remembered that the person had also sent a text message to himself, which said: Can I have further relationships?

Ye Ning imagined him clumsily typing out this sentence word by word, raised his hand, and gently deleted the text message.

She doesn't like men who don't wear glasses, as she said earlier.

Seven years later, Ye Ning looked fixedly at his son playing with building blocks.

Remembering the date in his eyes, that person's eyes are a bit similar to Xiao Yue, what does it look like, does it look like? Ye Ning really couldn't think of it.

But she remembered that since then, she hasn't really been on a blind date much, and it's quite boring.

Ye Ning is a very picky person, picky to the point of having obsessive-compulsive disorder, so much so that the blind date scolded Ye Ning for being the best after being embarrassed and angry.

In fact, her blind date requirements are not low, maybe the outstanding men and women in the city, through guò this way of contact, the first glance is critical hostility and scrutiny.

So Ye Ning was tired and stopped going on a blind date.

She no longer goes on a blind date, she goes to work in a regular manner during the day, elegant and intellectual, beautiful and generous, works diligently, becomes the pillar of the project team, and even often works overtime, and works overtime until ten or even eleven o'clock in the evening.

But after working overtime, she didn't want to go home.

The apartment she rented was cold and dark, and she often sat alone with the quilt until dawn.

She needed something more colorful.

So she took off her shirt and trousers during the day, changed into a completely different style of dress from the day, and ran to the bar to drink.

She drank a lot of alcohol every day, but her mind was getting clearer.

Ye Ning has always felt that her heart is dark and distorted, she has been wrapping herself behind the ice, she actually needs to come out and take a breath.

Maybe maybe Huo Chen hurt her more than she imagined. Emotionally, she is not a brave person, and she finally took a step, but was hit the head.

For almost half a year, Ye Ning went to buy drunk, went home drunk, and then got up the next day with the alarm clock, continued to go to work, and worked hard.

That's a secret, no one knows.

Until that happened.

That day, Ye Ning was drunk and planned to go home, but a person with a small flat head came over, and Ye Ning didn't know what the other party looked like, only that he was looking at him with squinting eyes.

Ye Ning actually encountered some harassment occasionally, but those people would retreat from the difficulties, and she was very lucky that she didn't encounter any trouble.

This time, she tilted her head to stare at the person, wondering if that person should disappear.

The problem is that he didn't disappear.

Surrounded by crazy heavy music and shouts, between the flickering lights and shadows, Ye Ning didn't know why his brain twitched, and suddenly wanted to indulge.

She doesn't want to get married anymore, but she wants to have a child.

So she took the man's hand: "Are you married, do you have a girlfriend?" ”

The other party quickly shook his head: "No." ”

Ye Ning suppressed the nausea that came out of his throat, and calmly continued to ask him, "Are you in good health?" ”

The other party's eyes lit up at this time: "Healthy, healthy, I have regular physical examinations......"

So the two hit it off, and Ye Ning followed the person out of the bar, got into the taxi directly, and went to the hotel.

The taxi stopped next to a hotel, Ye Ning shook all the way, uncomfortable, after getting out of the car, lying on the side of the road retching, and the person actually hugged her waist from behind, and the hands began to grope on her.

Although she was very drunk at that time, she still felt it, and pushed that person desperately, stammering while pushing: Do you have a single certificate, do you have a health certificate......

But where did that person pay attention to her childish words, just hugged her and didn't let go, and wanted to kiss her on the mouth.

Ye Ning smelled the heavy smell of smoke on the other party's mouth, and suddenly regained a little sense, and desperately pushed the person.

But she was clearly angry.

Ye Ning back then was too innocent and naïve, and she didn't understand what it meant for a woman like her to appear in that kind of place, and she had always been too lucky, thinking that the Yiqiē around her was always so safe and harmless.

At that time, the other party was annoyed, and directly pressed her against the wall, and the action was about to start roughly.

Ye Ning was also annoyed, raised his hand and slapped the other party hard, picked up the mobile phone and struggled to call the police.

However, this caused the other party to fight back more strongly, and pressed her against the wall fiercely.