When Ye Ning thought of this, her face was no longer bloodless, and she was as pale as paper.

Her straight eyes stared at the computer screen, and the angular and profound face on the screen turned into an illusion in front of her eyes, splitting into countless shadows, which flickered and changed in countless corners of her past life like a marquee, and finally coincided with the person on the computer screen.

Countless pairs of eyes, indifferent and disdainful, sympathetic and helpless, fiery and warm, dark and sad, hungry and passionate, so many pairs of eyes, gradually converged to form a beam of light, illuminating the face in front of him, making the face that had always been blurry clear in front of him.

At this moment, she finally remembered.

While she was curled up on the ground with her bare shoulders and struggling like a reptile, not far away, a thirteen-year-old boy stood there stiffly with his hands clenched, his indifferent eyes full of struggle.

As she shivered in her shabby coat and lined up in the cold wind to buy food, the tall, thin teenager beside her looked at her from afar, silent and quiet.

As she stood expressionlessly in front of the camera, the teenager clenched his coat tightly, his eyes warm and sad.

And later, when the forsythia flowers bloomed under the antique teaching building, the red maple in the distant western hemisphere was in full swing, and the man who appeared there appropriately comforted himself with a lonely and warm tone was him.

She was on the verge of going to jail, and the best lawyer in City B said, "Your friend asked me to come and defend you......

She was pregnant and wandering, and the foreign confinement center said, "We have a full range of services here......

She was worried about the baby's hukou, and the civil affairs officer said that this hukou can be done, and there are always special circumstances......

She wanted to buy a house to settle down and give the baby a home, and the agent said, we are here to sell urgently......

She wanted to invest in a façade, and the sales center said that this façade was discounted......

She needs a nanny, Sister Chen said, I don't want to be a confinement nanny anymore, I want to stay here to take care of Nannan......

She needs to look after the shop alone, and Xiao Ruo said, I want to run a café......

The baby is going to kindergarten, and the principal of the kindergarten said that we have just a vacant place......

Ye Ning had a splitting headache and trembled all over, and the memories that had been blurred because of alcohol were magically clear at this time.

It's a secret she's hidden for so long, and she's always thought no one knew.

She suddenly remembered something, suddenly screamed, jumped up, pushed the door and ran to her son Ye Nan's room.

The room in the second bedroom is very warmly decorated, and the walls are painted with environmentally friendly paint, which are cute and childlike.

Ye Ning gave birth unexpectedly and was in a hurry to buy a house after coming back, and it happened that this house was sold urgently for some reason, and she was very satisfied in all aspects, so she bought this set.

At this time, the handsome little guy Nan Nan knelt on the floor of the second bedroom, and the floor was covered with a recreational mat, which was still a crawling mat when he was a child. Now he has a bunch of little LEGO plug-ins next to him, fiddling with them intently.

Most of the time he is sensible, is a very quiet kid and gets hooked on things like Lego bricks and immerses himself in them.

Now he had put together the foundation of a building, where he was figuring out how to continue building.

Ye Ning suppressed his heartbeat, trying to observe his son with a peaceful mind.

The son is six years old, and he looks good-looking, with a broad forehead, shaped eyebrows, and clear and bright eyes.

At this time, Ye Ning's eyes, which had been blind for more than ten years, suddenly became unusually sharp.

She sensitively captured the detail on Nan Nan's body, but the more she looked at it, the more she understood that Nan Nan was a copy of Xiao Yue at all!

Nan Nan, is it Xiao Yue's son?

Ye Ning almost bit his lip and bled blood.

She clenched her fists desperately to keep her body from trembling.

She thought that this qiē was her own secret, and she thought that Nan Nan was the most beautiful existence given to her by God, and that she was an angel who belonged to her, but now, it turned out that there was always a pair of eyes behind her who were looking at this qiē, like a god, looking down at her every move!

Even Nan Nan's existence is deliberate.

How many years has he been secretly observing himself, and how he is controlling his life.

At this time, Nan Nan raised her head and looked at her mother in wonder: "Mom, why are you looking at me like this?" ”

Ye Ning restrained her trembling legs, and suddenly collapsed on the mat, she tried her best to hold her son's hand:

"Nan Nan, it's nothing, mom just missed you suddenly."

Nan Nan was even more puzzled, tilting her head and thinking: "But Mom, why are your hands so cold?" ”

He held his mother's hand and gently rubbed it to help her keep warm: "And the way you looked at me just now, it's so strange, don't you know me?" ”

Ye Ning's nose was sore, and she suddenly wanted to cry, but she hadn't cried for a long time.

She hugged her son at once and hugged her tightly: "Nan Nan, you are your mother's son, right?" ”

Nan Nan was hugged by his mother a little painfully, he was even more sure that his mother was a little strange today, but he still nodded obediently: "Yes, Nan Nan is my mother's baby son, and my mother is Nan Nan's baby mother!" ”

Ye Ning hugged his son and didn't let go, a child of a few years old, with a soft body, holding it in his arms had a feeling of being relied on by him wholeheartedly. She loves her son, and the only thing she loves is her son with so many people in the world.

"Nan Nan, my mother suddenly had a dream just now, and I dreamed that Nan Nan left my mother."

Nan Nan's eyebrows moved, and she became even more curious, thinking to herself if her mother was asleep just now, how could she dream? Dreaming awakely?

However, he felt his mother's cold hand, so he didn't ask again, but stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around his mother's neck: "Mom, why should I leave you, you are my mother, if I leave you, I won't have a mother." ”

Ye Ning thought about it, pinched her sour nose, she still held her son, and after hugging her for a long time, she finally let go.

Looking at the small Lego parts on the ground, she asked her son: "Nan Nan said that she wanted to buy that Star Wars Millennium Falcon in the previous paragraph?" ”

Nan Nan nodded vigorously: "Mom, yes, yes!" ”

In fact, there are a lot of them at home, from the Depot series that I played when I was a child, to the small particles now, several sorting boxes are full, so when Nan Nan proposed to buy a set of Star Wars, Ye Ning didn't agree. That set is also more than 2,000 yuan, and it occupies an area at home, so it is troublesome to clean up. If you really want to play, there are many early education centers and amusement centers outside that are places to play, and it is just a matter of getting a few cards.

Ye Ning was still there and didn't speak, Nan Nan had already raised her head and secretly looked at her mother, her sparkling eyes were sinister. His good-looking little lips couldn't help but smile, and cautiously tested his mother: "Mom, do you want to buy it for me?" ”

His voice was soft and cute, and he coquettishly wrapped his hand around Ye Ning's neck.

Such a child, where did Ye Ning refuse, and nodded suddenly: "Okay, wait for your birthday next month, just be your birthday gift." ”

Nan Nan almost jumped up at this moment, and scurried happily like a little tiger in Ye Ning's arms: "Mom, mom is so good, I love you!" ”

As he spoke, he kissed Ye Ning fiercely on the left and right sides of his face.

****

He talked with Nan Nan for a while, and then lay down to sleep with his little body in his arms.

Since Nan Nan was four years old, she has slept alone in the second bedroom.

Now that she can finally be held in her arms by her mother, Nan Nan was a little excited, buried her head in her mother's shoulder socket and muttered for a long time, and finally fell asleep happily.

Ye Ning lay there in a daze, looking at the ceiling in the dark, trying to recall that night, that night of madness and indulgence, the man she almost didn't dare to think about.

She struggled to piece together the memories of that night from the messy and broken memories.