56. No, no, no, no, no, not my lover......
"If I fall into the river at the same time as Yuan Yingxing, which one do you save?"
That's a good question.
- I don't know how to water myself, I fought hard to save you last time, and I actually want to save people again. It's a fluke, just one luck, and I still count on luck every time? Can you drown me?
- It's still a matter of choosing one or the other. Pick and choose, pick a fart. You two go to the river and love each other, no one will save the old lady! The old lady wants to be able to go around in a chic way to change to a new man, find a new love experience, let go of herself, and live in a thousand flowers, and not a single leaf will stick to her body!
- Let's save the original Yingxing. After all, this is the head of my family, and he can't die if anyone dies. When I finish saving him, I still have breath, can I save you again? Okay? Okay?
- No, Yueya'er, you have to be calm, you have to believe in yourself. Usually when a man asks this kind of question, he doesn't really want to know the answer, he just tests your sincerity. Do you think he's really going to fall into the river for you to save a landlubber? No, it won't. He just wants to hear you say save him, and tell you that it is a truth to love him. At such a time, you should take a deep breath, do not hesitate, hold his face, do not blink your eyes, whether it is true or not, and sincerely tell him, "Of course it will save you".
There are thousands of thoughts in the brain, all kinds of ideas pass by one by one, and finally the highest voice wins.
The girl took a deep breath, did not hesitate, held the young man's face, did not blink her eyes, did not ask whether it was true or not, and told him affectionately, "Brother Qing, save you." Of course I'm saving you! ”
Generally, when Mochizuki shouts "Brother Qing", it is a lie that prevails, and there is a sense of teasing in the coaxing.
Yang Qing smiled slightly, pulled her hand down, and said softly, "Good sister, brother knows." If you and Yao Fu fall into the river at the same time, your brother must also save you. Save you first. ”
...... "Yang Qing, what does this mean?"
Is it to mock her? Or is it a joke about her? Or is it simply a promise to her?
At the mention of Yao Fu, Mochizuki was depressed. Yang Qing obviously knew that her aggrieved face and dared not speak out really made him feel funny.
He put his arms around her loosely, his fingers rubbing her sideburns, and complimented her, "That's a good answer." Good girl, that's smart. ”
Mochizuki smiled back depressedly, "Thank you for complimenting me on being nice and smart." ”
The smile in Yang Qing's eyes became even stronger, looking at her, he felt that this was really his own baby bump, and he didn't want to let go for a moment. He said, "Why be so polite between you and me?" ”
Mochizuki was amused by him, and he didn't bother with saving people or not, Yao Fu or not Yao Fu. She has always been free and easy, she didn't think much about it, but put her arms around Yang Qing's neck, leaned on his shoulder and turned half around, to look through the window and see the sparks spreading out on the river. The light is dotted, dazzling.
There is a Milky Way in the sky, and the Milky Way is full of stars.
The word "moon" floating in the river is slightly loose with the flow of the river and the scattering of boats, but the words can still be seen. The murmuring of the water, the sound of oars and the shadows of lights, are connected in the dark night. The song blows the fishing fire, the green mountains rise and fall, and the moon sets on the earth.
On this night, Mochizuki leaned on Yang Qing's shoulder, looking at the lights and stars at night.
And Yang Qing said that he neither likes to look at the lights nor the stars. I don't know if he doesn't like to watch alone, or if he doesn't like to watch with others.
……
Time is gradually moving forward, and the day of the appointment with Senior Brother Yang is on these two days.
There was a light like a bean in the room, and Yao Fu, who was sitting on the couch and meditating, breathed a sigh of relief, only feeling that if she returned this group of teachers and nephews to Senior Brother Yang intact, she would probably be able to retire.
To be honest, she was a little stunned. In the original novel, the author writes in a realistic manner. The author never writes about Yang Qing's psychology, but Yao Fu has done a lot of homework for the same humanities, and she can still vaguely see that she, the senior brother, is a meticulous character. People who are as careful as a hair always see the world in their eyes many times more than others. Yao Fu is worried that the research he has done will be seen by him.
For example, she never told that senior brother about the delicate relationship between herself and Yuan Yingxing. But the last time Yang Qing refuted her, he directly singled out and said, "Do you know Yuan Yingxing very well", which made Yao Fu speechless.
Yao Fu is thinking about the way out in the future.
Her research in this world, the only current reference object, is Yuan Yingxing. In order to study the work smoothly, she should hold on to Yuan Yingxing. But I don't know why, Yao Fu is always a little panicked. She felt that her work was about to fail, and she was a little afraid to go backwards, but she had to go backwards again.
It's not that Yuan Yingxing's favorability towards her has decreased, or he has turned against her.
It's that he's the same as ever.
But the more the same, the more terrible it is.
In the fanfiction, killing Mochizuki will allow Yao Fu to fly with Yuan Yingxing. In fact, after killing Mochizuki, Mochizuki was reborn; and Yuan Yingxing stayed and flew together, but after killing the saint, Yao Fu left alone, and was 108,000 miles away.
After Mochizuki's death, Yao Fu left the Demon Sect directly and did not go back to find Yuan Yingxing because she was afraid of his questioning.
She hid from him for a long time, knowing that she had asked him for help for the Cloud Gate disciple some time ago, so she met him.
He really made her yearn and fear.
The heart is uncertain, and the true qi is a little messy in the body.
Yao Fu restrained her mind, didn't think about it, and guided the true qi to go.
Suddenly, she leaned forward and spat out a mouthful of black blood, feeling dull with every breath in her chest.
What's going on?!
Even if the mind is restless, it should not be like this.
This is...... Poisoned!
With an awe-inspiring heart, he grabbed the sword that was placed on the side of the collapse, and wanted to get up and run out of the door. However, as soon as she got up, she felt the weakness of her limbs, which made her sit down on the couch again. Fine sweat began to ooze from his forehead, and Yao Fu's face was waveless, and he was thinking of countermeasures in his heart. At this moment, there was an unhurried knock at the door.
Sincere.
Sincere.
Sincere.
It's really the kind of rhythm that is not in a hurry.
At this time, who will come?
Yao Fu asked vigilantly, "Who?" ”
"Ah Yao, it's me." The male voice laughed outside.
It's the original star.
Yao Fu breathed a sigh of relief, even if he was injured, he was fine. "Come in," she said, "I'm poisoned, my limbs are weak, my chest is tight, I'm afraid someone will ......," and there was a sudden pause.
She watched as the door opened, and the black-clad young man entered.
Wearing a half-silver mask, the flowing gold lines on the black clothes, from the placket all the way to the sleeves, and then to the waist. The jade pendant on the waist collided, and the lines under it burned like a fire, and in the black color, it became a phoenix spreading its wings. In the light, half of the face covered the face, and the exposed part had a hint of a smile on the corner of the lips.
Handsome and feminine.
The demonic cult leader's evil and wild romance that is usually arranged in the folk script is probably like this.
"Sect Master......" Yao Fu muttered.
This is the costume that the Demon Cult Leader only wears on formal occasions. Because it is too cumbersome and too "you can know that you are a bad guy at a glance", Yuan Yingxing rarely wears it like this. According to him, whoever goes out to kill someone will also have to report that "I am the terrible demon sect leader in your mouth". Yuan Yingxing prefers to shoot without identifying himself, and enjoys the fun of no one knowing.
Yao Fu hadn't seen him dressed so formally for a long time.
The last time I saw it was when I was in the blood sacrifice in the sect a few years ago. The holy woman prayed as he reached out to take blood from those condemned to death in the church. At that time, he was also covered with silver, and on the high platform, his covered eyes were deep and cold, tall and ruthless like a god.
So what does it mean that Yuan Yingxing suddenly dressed in the style that a demon sect leader should have?
When Yao Fu was uneasy, the young man in black slowly entered the house and closed the door, as if closing all hope behind him. He smiled at Yao Fu, "Ah Yao, have you been poisoned?" ”
Yao Fu looked at him coldly, "You poisoned me?" ”
He smiled, "Not bad." ”
"When did you get off?"
"From the first moment I met you this time, it began." Yuan Yingxing smiled, "Growing poison is really a fun thing. I've never used it on such a large scale before, but now that I've tried it, it's really addictive. No wonder Lingyin doesn't practice martial arts, but specializes in poison. Sometimes this kind of side-door is used in a left-hand way, and the effect is really good. ”
Yao Fu captured the meaning of his words. The uneasiness in my heart is amplified.
At this time, the system in her mind has begun to enter the red alert stage:
[Warning.] The host's life is threatened, please return as much as possible. If you can't return, you'll die. The one-hour countdown begins ......]
It's an hour!
This poison can still last her for an hour!
Yao Fu settled down and asked Yuan Yingxing, "What is 'large-scale'?" ”
He seemed to be in a good mood, and replied to her kindly, "Since everyone was poisoned by me." Your teachers and nephews were also poisoned by me. Their martial arts are not as good as yours, and their resistance is not as good as yours. You can still sit here and talk to me, I'm afraid they won't even be able to get out of the inn door, and they are anxiously waiting for you, the uncle, to save them. ”
"It's a pity. Your uncle can't protect himself. ”
"Why are you dealing with them?!" Yao Fu was still calm before, but when she was worried that it would be confirmed, her anger couldn't be controlled, "You and my grievances, why do you want to implicate your nephews and nephews?" Along the way, they are respectful and courteous to you. Even though they knew that you were the leader of the Demon Cult, they never objected. You said you were going to change your ways, and they believed it. You said that you helped them detoxify, and they were still upset and felt very tired of you. You just deal with me alone, why do you even want to attack them?! ”
"You're wrong." Yuan Yingxing was not angry at all and still kept a smile.
When he was in the Demon Sect, except for the Holy Maiden Mochizuki, even Yao Fu, they didn't dare to speak to him in this tone. He has an uncertain mind, hot and cold, and is extremely sensitive, and he needs to be followed. Follow him, his mood is good, and you will naturally get his reward from him. If you are unhappy to change him, your head will be pinched in his hands at any time.
Yao Fu is his lover. Yao Fu knew his temper. Yao Fu is attacking him. But a person's nature is really hard to change.
Yao Fu is thinking about work, so naturally how convenient it is. Of course, she never provoked Yuan Yingxing to anger. She is indifferent to outsiders, but with him, she is enough to be called submissive.
But now, when she shouted at him, he wasn't as angry as she thought.
He also replied to her with a slight smile, "You are wrong. ”
Yuan Yingxing said, "I didn't poison your teachers and nephews, I poisoned everyone." ”
He removed his mask.
Yao Fu was stunned when she saw his face.
His face was slightly pale, and his eyes were bloodshot. Martial arts are as high as him, unless there is that kind of domineering toxicity, few can make his face change.
Yao Fu looked at him in a daze, and was stabbed in the heart. She muttered, "You...... You madman......"
You've poisoned yourself too.
"Why?" She asked, "What the hell are you doing?" ”
The system countdown in my head, minute by minute. The sound of that second made her have a splitting headache, and looking at the young man in front of her, her head hurt even more. There are some thoughts in my heart, some thoughts that have been suppressed, at this time, I can't control it. She stumbled to her feet, gritted her teeth, and walked towards him with her body propped up.
He stood there waiting for her, looking at her with a gentle, usual gaze.
Yao Fu stepped forward and grabbed his hand. By his hand, catch your breath. During the inhalation, the lungs ached suddenly, and then a mouthful of blood spat out. The woman raised her face, held the young man's pale face with both hands, her eyes trembled, and her voice trembled, "Why do you want to do this? Are you blaming me? ”
"Yuan Yingxing, are you blaming me? Blame me for killing Mochizuki? So you're going to punish me? You're going to kill me? Then you're going to kill me, why make one thing so troublesome? Wouldn't it be nice if you killed me in the first place? ”
"How can I be willing to kill you," Yuan Yingxing replied gently, "Ah Yao, kill you...... How heartache I am. If you kill you, I will be the one who will bear the consequences, and I will be the one who will be sad alone. Why should I go to such a thankless time as to give you the ending you want most? ”
He grabbed her shoulders sharply, his face close in and almost against her face. The yin owl in his eyes was reflected in Yao Fu's eyes.
Hearing his lover, in his ear, as if an intimate whisper, he said to her, "Ah Yao, I said, I like you." If you don't betray me, I will always like you. We are always together. But you've betrayed. But how can the feelings that have been released be taken back? ”
"I can't bear to kill you. If I don't kill you, I still can't bear it. Left and right are either you or I are bitter. So what does that mean? ”
He grabbed Yao Fu's neck, and with a few hard strokes, he pinched her face pale and made it difficult to breathe.
He said gently, "Ah Yao, I won't care what you do." I didn't have a deep feeling for Yue Ya'er, and I was just a little sad at the time...... But then I knew that I was supposed to be very sad. ”
Yao Fu asked with difficulty, "When did you know that you should be very sad?" ”
"After he woke up once."
“…… When was that? ”
Yuan Yingxing replied casually, "It's when I heard the news of the death of the saint." 'He' woke up briefly. I realized that I was not a little unwilling to betray Bai Dao, but very unwilling; Yueya'er died, I'm not a little sad, I'm very sad. ”
"However, I don't know why, the feelings that 'he' has, I feel very faint. And the feelings I have, 'he' feels very lightly. But we are the same person, and we cannot disobey each other's wishes. Just as I can't bear to kill you, he can't kill you; And he wants me to kill you, just like I want to kill you. ”
There was a moment in his indifferent eyes that crossed the meaning of ridicule and self-deprecation.
Yuan Yingxing said, "You didn't understand, did you? A monster like me, I don't know why two of them appeared. About a monster like me, I shouldn't have saved zài in the first place. ”
No.
Yao Fu understood.
She caused it.
It's the system.
He felt like a monster, and he accepted it. He lives with two wills, and his heart must be so tormented. And this qiē, this qiē...... Yao Fu's heart was like a knife, and he felt that he was so bad that he became like this.
She looked up at him, the toxicity radiating, her chest so dull that she could barely speak. The eyelashes fluttered slightly, and a pool of mist was in the eyes, I didn't know whether to fall or not.
It's still someone she loves, and she knows it.
There are no alerts.
That is to say, Yuan Yingxing, who was bent on looking at the moon, did not wake up in place of his lover.
But even if he didn't have the original star who was dedicated to Mochizuki, it turned out that in his heart, Mochizuki was also very important.
The system changed his feelings and split his personality. The side full of feelings for Mochizuki was suppressed by the system. Only when this side is suppressed can Yao Fu be able to attack him and occupy a place in his heart.
This personality is like its own.
However, however, after the end of the outline story, in addition to the awakening of another personality as an exception, it turns out that this personality is also changing.
Yao Fu finally understood a little, and another Yuan Yingxing said to herself, "I'm not Yuan Yingxing, and he is not Yuan Yingxing." But we're all part of the original star. "What do you mean?
One loves Yao Fu, and the other misses Mochizuki. But these two are not unified, suppressing each other and torturing each other. It's just a part of the original star, sooner or later, sooner or later...... It's going to drive him crazy.
The tears in Yao Fu's eyes fell.
The corners of her lips trembled, "I'm sorry......"
Yuan Yingxing thought that she was talking about killing Mochizuki, but she didn't take it to heart.
He let go of his choke on her neck, but dragged her to the window, pushed it open, and looked down so that Yao Fu could see the empty land outside the window. However, at this time, Yao Fu smelled puffs of smoke, and the hot air of the fire swept up from below. Holding his breath, I vaguely heard the frightened voice downstairs -
"It's out of the water! Quick, hurry up and put out the fire! ”
"Why is the door of the inn locked from the outside! The windows were nailed too! Shopkeeper, Xiao Er, what's going on?! ”
"Help! Ahem, I don't want to die! Help me! ”
Yao Fu was stunned with tears in her eyes, forced by Yuan Yingxing, to listen to the voice below. Hear him laugh absentmindedly:
"Ah Yao, I am reluctant to kill you. I'll be with you. I will die with you. But how boring it is for us alone. I want the whole inn to give us a funeral. ”
"Ah Yao, you killed Yue Ya'er, I really hate you. But that didn't matter. I'll let you experience it once and for all. Next door, next door, and next door, all of them are your teachers and nephews, and now the doors and windows are killed, the fire starts from the inn, and the poison starts from the body. In a short period of time, you can't survive, you can't die. But they will die. Alive, tortured to death by poison. In the torture, he was burned alive by fire. That's the perfect way to die. in order to atone for the sins of Mochizuki. ”
"The poison I gave you is relatively mild. I'm going to make you listen, to hear their cries for mercy, to hear them right next door to you. You want to save it, but you can't. You watch them die. You are always ruthless on the surface, but you are the softest on the inside. You are so soft in your heart, listening to your teachers and nephews, you died tragically because of your mistakes. Do you have any regrets? ”
"Don't!" Yao Fu shouted.
She could barely make a sound, and her throat was tingling and aching. Blood flowed down the corners of his mouth as he roared. She raised her arms and struggled, but the young man clamped her tightly, so that she could not move like this, and was held in his arms. In the afterglow, she saw the flames, and the dust and smoke that rolled up forced tears to flow in her eyes.
"I was wrong...... It was my fault...... You don't want that...... Yuan Yingxing, you can let them go......"
"Then why don't you let me go?" Yuan Yingxing forcibly turned her pale face and asked suspiciously.
The corners of his mouth also oozed blood.
Yes, he poisoned himself too.
This, this...... Lunatic!
He also comforted her gently, "Ah Yao, don't be afraid, I will die with you." I can't bear you. ”
Yao Fu's whole body trembled, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked at him pleadingly.
See his cold face. I saw him turn his gaze away and look into the depths of the night.
He didn't know what he was looking at.
The fire is getting bigger and bigger.
The cry of pleading, the cry of sorrow, in the fire, gradually faded. The fire also burned in the room where they stood, and the curtains and threads were burning, upward, and surrounded by heat. And Yuan Yingxing forcibly hugged Yao Fu, just standing by the window, looking into the night.
The more time passes, the more rapid the alarm sound of the system.
Yao Fu hesitated, hesitated. She trembled, trembled.
She should have left, leaving this madman to play alone, and leaving him alone to die.
But he said, Ah Yao, don't be afraid, I will die with you. Her heart softened again.
She was the one who failed him, and she was the one who made him what he is...... Everyone should pay for what they do, even for work.
Yao Fu raised her head and looked at Yuan Yingxing's side face again. At this moment, she felt sad in her heart and swayed from side to side. She reluctantly asked, "What are you looking at?" ”
"Let's see if I can see Yang Qing," Yuan Yingxing said, "Doesn't Yue Ya'er like him very much?" But I've never seen him, I don't know what kind of character can make Yue Ya'er look like that. I'm really curious, what your Senior Brother Yang looks like. ”
As soon as he said this, Yao Fu remembered. Yes, I made an appointment with Yang Qing and them before, and Yang Qing will arrive in these two days.
So, Yuan Yingxing was deliberately chosen tonight, right?
He counted the time really well.
However, thinking of Yang Qing, Yao Fu thought that Mochizuki was also alive.
But she turned her head and looked at the young man next to her, and she didn't want to sue him again.
Let him feel that Mochizuki is completely dead.
Yuan Yingxing said, "If he comes tonight, he can see with his own eyes that his teachers and nephews are dead, and you are also dead." If he comes tomorrow night, he can collect everyone's bodies. I just don't know if he knows I'm here. Is he as curious about me as I am about him, about me? ”
laughed, "But Yue Ya'er said that Yang Qingguang is in Jiyue, and he probably didn't want to be curious about me at all." ”
Yao Fu was silent, feeling ridiculous in her heart. But sin, it's a thing that can't be said. Cause and effect are justified. She was physically and mentally exhausted, and she felt more and more tired.
She didn't know if she should immediately return to another world she belonged to, as the system said.
He was forced to stand in front of the window, watching the flames fly, watching the beams fall, watching the fire getting closer and closer to his feet, and watching the whole inn collapse in the fire...... Suddenly, she saw that in the dark night, there was a white shadow like a crane like a streamer, rushing towards the direction of the inn.
Yao Fu looked at it intently, and felt that the white streamer was really fast, it should be a martial arts master.
Then she felt Yuan Yingxing's fingers on her shoulder, trembling.
At the same time, the system's emergency alarm sound is replaced by a daily work reminder sound:
[Yuan Yingxing's favorability towards the host: 0.] 】
[Yuan Yingxing's favorability to the host: 1000.] 】
[Yuan Yingxing's favorability towards the host: 0.] 】
The two voices alternated.
Yao Fu was suddenly startled: another original star is about to wake up......
Why do you suddenly wake up?
Isn't this current personality always firmly pressing another personality? Why can't you hold it down all of a sudden?
What happened?
Yao Fu's martial arts were far weaker than Yuan Yingxing, she was only shocked in her heart, she didn't know what was wrong with his body in such a dangerous situation. And at this moment, in the deep night fog, Yao Fu finally saw that the white shadow in front of him was Yang Qing.
At the same time, she vaguely saw that in the rear, not far from Yang Qing, the girl was dressed in red.
I didn't see it clearly, but I could probably guess it-
It's Mochizuki.
At the moment she guessed, the system notification in her mind stabilized:
[Yuan Yingxing's favorability towards the host: 0.] 】
Yao Fu was casually ripped away by the young man behind him, and pushed into the sea of fire behind him, and the whole person flew down from the window, catching up with the cold white-clothed shadow.
The two of them fought in the dark.
Leaning against the wall, Yao Fu breathed a sigh of relief, ignored the system's life-threatening alarm, closed his eyes, and finally fainted with confidence.
Yang Qing is here...... She can rest assured, she doesn't have to be in a dilemma.
As the real male protagonist in the original book, as soon as Yang Qing came, the people in this inn could basically be saved. She didn't have to kill all the Yunmen disciples for her own reasons. Guilt doesn't have to crush people to death like a mountain, and she doesn't have to go back to her own world, she can choose to stay.
What to do when she stays, wait for her to wake up, and then think about it.
has been fighting against Yuan Yingxing for so long, holding on to that breath and refusing to fall, just because he is afraid that he will do more crazy things. Now, a truly capable person has appeared, and she can faint.
……
There was a fire in the inn at night, and Yang Qing saw it from afar and rushed over. Mochizuki's current martial arts are far weaker than Yang Qing's. His poison was solved again, and once the martial arts were really unleashed, it was really a speed of ten feet in one step. In Mochizuki's eyes, others are almost floating forward, borrowing the wind to walk, and the woods are not moving. The afterimage passed, silently, and the girl couldn't catch up.
was slightly unwilling in his heart: Yang Qing was really interested in his group of teachers and nephews. I don't know if he can be like this if he is in that inn.
Despite this thought, Mochizuki still had to chase after him.
However, after she passed, she found that against the background of the raging fire, Yang Qing did not go to save the fire, but fought with a man in black.
The two of them rose and fell, one black and one white, in the sea of fire, in front of the inn, flying among the shadows of the trees.
The true qi completely swung out, stabbing Mochizuki unconsciously retreating to prevent the true qi from being injured.
Mochizuki originally wanted to brush up on Yang Qing's good feelings, and since he fought with someone, she would go and save people. However, when her gaze swept casually into the dark shadow, her eyes could not be taken away—
Familiar figures, familiar moves.
Even if she didn't see the face, she would never be mistaken.
And he seemed to have an unsteady breath, and under Yang Qing's hands, he had the upper hand, and was forced by Yang Qing to retreat step by step.
As soon as Mochizuki gritted his teeth, he greeted him with the true qi that was scattered in both directions. As soon as the girl joins the battle, the fight between the two is redivided. Yang Qing was slightly startled, hesitated slightly, and saw that the girl had already protected the person behind her, and after slapping him in mid-air, she spat out a mouthful of blood, staggered back, and was caught by the black-clothed young man behind him flying up in the air and hugged him.
Plenilune!
fell to the ground, and the girl was white-faced, still in a posture, blocking in front of him.
The black-clothed young man behind him, bleeding from the corners of his lips, stared at the girl's back intently. There seems to be a fluctuation in the eyes. In front of him, Yang Gongzi, who was still strong in martial arts and wanted to put himself to death, was in danger of being poisoned by a strange poison, but looking at the girl in front of him, he was losing his mind.
It seems to have forgotten about the surrounding one qiē.
Yang Qing was also hurt by his true anger, and he was angry, "Yang Wangyue, what are you doing?" ”
He was angry, "Could it be that he is your lover again?!" The voice was slight, "Could it be that all the men in the world are your former lovers?!" Everyone in the Demon Cult is your lover?! ”
"No, no, no, no, no, no, it's not my lover," Mochizuki stammered, and under his anger, he really didn't dare to answer, and his courage plucked up again and again, and vented again and again. was almost scared to death, but the girl still spent all her courage in Yang Qing's cold gaze to finish speaking, "He, he, he, he, he is Yuan Yingxing......"
Yang Qing: "......"