"Haoran, maybe this is the last time we two will talk, you have ruined your life because of this, and I have also ruined my revolutionary career because of you, these are two irreversible paths of no return, and no one can save them! When it's time to go to work, I'll explain this to the higher authorities, the public security officers will take you away, and I'll submit my resignation, and no one will see us in this compound in the future!" The old secretary said desolately, and his voice was full of infinite sadness!

Haoran glanced at the old secretary, he wanted to help the old secretary untie the rope, he felt very guilty and blamed himself when he saw the old secretary like this! Yes, the person I am most sorry for is the old secretary, his impulsiveness not only ruined his future, but also smeared the old secretary who was about to leave office who was innocent all his life, this crime is greater than the crime he committed, how can he be at ease?

"Old secretary, loosen the ties, I committed the crime, I will stop all the guilt, it has nothing to do with you." Haoran said.

"The country has its own laws, the family has its own rules, in addition to the national law, there is also a moral court, the world can not hold me accountable, but my conscience can't let me go, he will always judge me in his heart! The rope on my body can be untied, but who can help me untie the moral rope in my heart? ”

When Qiao'er Niang came out of the bean sprouts house, she suddenly heard someone shouting from the west side of the north house: "Auntie, come and save me, I'm dying!" When Qiao'er Niang heard the voice of the dog, she said in her heart, what will happen to this real egg? But she clearly heard the cry of pain from the dog's voice, this was definitely not a prank by the dog, this guy must be in trouble. She didn't hesitate any longer, and hurried to the dog's house.

Qiao'er Niang ran to the house, and saw the dog curled up on the kang and moaning in pain, and her forehead was full of sweat, so she hurriedly asked, "Yu, what's wrong with you, child?" ”

"Auntie, hurry up Auntie, hurry up and send me to the infirmary, I'm dying, it hurts me to death!" Gou Yu said bitterly.

"Okay, come, hurry, auntie carries you to the infirmary." Qiao Erniang said eagerly.

"Auntie, no, auntie, you can't carry it."

Qiao'er Niang wanted to say, hey I said you are a bastard, I can't carry you away, so what do you let me do?

"Or I'll carry you to the tricycle and pull you away."

"Auntie, that's not going to work, I'm afraid of it."

"Hey, I said you're a bunny, don't you look like you're pretending? This doesn't work, that's not good, so what do you say you should do? ”

"Hug me, carry me to the infirmary, quick, hurry!"

"Hahaha, I said dog leftovers, you're really good at mischievous! You're all like this, and you're still having fun? I remember when I was a child, when I saw other people's children getting sick, the adults looked at their children very anxiously, and the sense of happiness was particularly enviable. At that time, I thought, if I also get sick, if the adults do the same to me, how happy would I be? I can be spoiled at will, I can make mistakes at will, and I can eat delicious food, oops, it's beautiful! Auntie understands, it's good, for your sake, my mother doesn't care about you, just hug it! ”

"Auntie, I didn't lie to you, I can only hug it."

"Okay, okay, I'll hold you, my little ancestor!"

After Qiao Erniang finished speaking, she picked up the dog and ran to the team headquarters.

When Qiao'er Niang took the dog to the infirmary of the brigade headquarters and found that the infirmary was still locked, she realized that it was still early, and it was not yet time to go to work, and no one in the brigade headquarters could see it.

"Auntie, put me on the ground, you hurry up and call the doctor." The dog said in Qiao'erniang's arms.

"Will this work?"

"Hurry up, stop talking nonsense, I'm not sitting on the ground once or twice."

"Okay, you rabbit cub just lie on the ground, I'll call someone." Qiao Er Niang said that she left the dog on the ground, and ran out.

The conference room was separated from the infirmary by a room, and the security director and the two staff members who were locked in the conference room heard the voices of Qiao'er Niang and Gou Yu, so they hurriedly walked to the window, put their faces on the glass and looked out. They saw Qiao'er Niang holding the dog in her arms, and after a while, they saw Qiao Er Niang put the dog on the ground and ran out. The old secretary gave the death order, and they didn't dare to go out, and they didn't dare to make a sound, if they asked them the reason and didn't dare to come out, this is not a bad name for not being saved, they could only watch the dog curled up on the ground and moaned, and no one dared to speak.

After a lot of effort, Qiao'er Niang hurriedly came with the doctor, and the doctor looked at the painful dog and asked, "What's wrong with this child?" ”

"Hurry up and open the door, is this the place to see the sick?" Gou Yu said.

The doctor hurriedly opened the door without saying a word, and Qiao'er Niang picked up the dog and put him on the hospital bed.

"What's uncomfortable, can you say it this time?" The doctor asked again.

"Auntie, it's okay, you can get busy." Gou Yu said to Qiao'er Niang.

"Hey, I said you're a bastard, ah, when you use me, your mouth is like honey, oh, don't you treat the old lady as a human being if it's okay? Are you still beaten out? "Qiao'er Niang is so angry, this bastard boy is too unorthodox!

"Auntie, my good aunt, you have a lot of old people, and you have a long life! You hurry back to see the bean sprouts, and tell her that when the doctor finishes reading it for me, I'll go to see her sick, and you should spend more time on it! "Gou Yu didn't think about anything else now, he was thinking about how to get Qiao'er Niang away as soon as possible, she was too in the way here, and besides, such a secret would never let her know!

The dog's leftover words are the key to Qiao'er Niang, the bean sprouts are like her lifeline, she doesn't care who has to take care of the bean sprouts, the dog leftovers the bean sprouts, Qiao'er Niang screamed "ah", the heart said that it is not, the bean sprouts must be not light, otherwise she would not be like that!

"Doctor, you hurry up to show him, and when you're done, go to the dog's house quickly, I'll wait for you!" Qiao Erniang said to the doctor.

"Okay, you go first, I'll be there soon."

"Well, that's going to be okay, right?" Qiao'er Niang left, and the doctor asked the dog left.

"Good. Doctor, before I talk about my illness, you have to promise me one thing. Gou Yu said.

"What do you mean? You said. The doctor wondered, the dog's face was sallow, and his head was covered with beads of sweat, and she could see at a glance that this was an emergency, and it was not light, and it must be treated immediately. What is strange to the doctor is that the dog's remaining illnesses are like this, and he still has the heart to tell stories to himself!

"Confidential!"

"Saving people is like fighting a fire, the illness cannot be delayed, you hurry up and say the condition, otherwise I won't be able to prescribe the right medicine for you!"

"If you promise me first, I'll say it, otherwise, I won't tell you if I die from you!"

"You're so tough! Hurry up, I promise you. ”

"Here, pull the hook!"

"Hey, you're a kid. Come on, retractor. ”

After the two of them pulled the hook, the dog unbuttoned his pants and exposed all his lower body, exposing his lower body to the doctor.

The doctor was stunned, her eyes widened and she looked at the little knack in her crotch. That little thing was as thick as a small rolling pin, so red and purple that even the bladder and its surroundings were red and swollen!

"Dog leftover, tell Auntie, tell Auntie what the hell is going on?"

"Oh my aunt, I'm in unbearable pain now, hurry up and see the disease, you want my life!"

When the doctor heard the words of the dog, he came to his senses from the surprise, and the dog was right, it was important to use the medicine first, so he hurried to get the medicine!

The doctor infused the liquid into the dog and said to the dog: "You can't eat today, and you can't drink water, do you hear?" ”

"Why?"

"What's the why, I should ask you this, why are you?"

The dog blinked a few times and said, "Don't worry about it, you just need to take care of your mouth." Remember what I just said, only you know about this, I won't tell anyone else, once others know about it, I don't have to think about it, it must be you! At that time, you will have to be careful with the glass of your house, and I will make it impossible for your whole family to live in peace every day, and I will do it! ”

"You stupid boy, I'm a doctor, your illness itself needs to be kept secret, and I won't violate professional ethics. But boy, do you know what you're doing? In your case, there is no other possibility than self-harm, but what makes me wonder is, why are you doing this? ”

Gou Yu looked at the doctor with a serious face and stopped talking, what the doctor said was reasonable, and what he said was right, he was speechless.

"Child, do you know what the consequences are? The light will affect your married life, and the heavy will make it impossible for you to get married again, which is a big thing for a person today! The doctor said to Gou Yu very seriously, her expression was telling Gou Yu that her words were definitely not alarmist!

The doctor's words once again reminded Gou Yu of the scene where his father was in the bean sprouts house, and as soon as he thought of that scene, his heart would surge with irrepressible anger and injustice! When he saw that scene, he felt that this thing in his crotch was sinful, the source of evil that could never be recovered, and he was going to break this thing, and he hated this thing so much! From that moment on, he no longer thought of this guy as a wonderful thing, he no longer thought that such a thing was a wonderful thing!

When he ran out into the wilderness, he had only one thought in his mind, to completely let it disappear from his crotch, never to see it again, he hated it to death! But he couldn't, the only thing he could do was to get angry with it, kill it, kill it, kill it, and even think of the slingshot in his pocket!

What the doctor said just now, he doesn't regret it at all, he thinks that is his biggest wish at this moment, he begins to hate his family, he doesn't want to see a woman in his life, he never wants to be when he sees a woman, this thing in the crotch of his pants will be involuntarily restless, he wants to let this consciousness disappear from his life forever, never!

"It doesn't matter! It's all fucking bullshit! Doctor, I beg you one thing, you cut this guy for me, and I will thank you for the rest of my life! Gou Yu looked at his crotch and said.

"You're crazy, you're crazy! That's the lifeblood of people, you are such a smart child, you can also say such stupid things? ”

"Tell you the doctor, it's because I understand that I said this kind of thing, you hurry up, you cut it off for me, I drink and eat it, I am willing, I don't blame you!"

"You kid, the more you talk, the more you don't talk like you! You can't do sinful things, you can't say sinful words, everything God gives you is a blessing for mankind, and even God won't agree to it if you practice yourself, let alone ourselves! ”

"Did God let you sin? If you have sinned, why can't I speak sinful words? ”

"What are you talking about, you, what are you? Oh, I see, there must be a reason why you're doing this, but I just can't figure out why you're doing it. ”

"No one will understand, it's better not to understand, if you think about it, others will say that you are crazy, if you don't understand it, you are committing a crime, this is the principle of heaven!"

"Haha, you're a big ghost, it sounds reasonable."

"Tell you, in front of reason, no one is a villain, the villain knows that he is wrong and can take the right path, and the adult knows that he is wrong, but he wants to commit a crime, who do you say educated whom?"

"Well, that's a good point. Okay boy, you're a good boy, take care of your illness, these things are not something you have to think about. Okay, there's still time for the infusion, I'll go see the sprouts. A few days ago, I said that I was going to review her, and I didn't care about it, just now I heard you and Qiao'er Niang mean that she still has a problem, this child is bitter, and I am also distressed and has been worried, I will go to her to see it again. ”

When the dog heard this name, he closed his eyes fiercely and stopped talking, he was trying his best to restrain himself, he never wanted to hear this name again!

This book was first published in Reading Books