Xue Lingyi slept.

She always sleeps like this, with her mouth half-open, and a little finger can poke her front teeth directly.

In fact, I didn't remember the first encounter she said. Everyone can meet □□ people around you every day, they either pass by you, or look at you a few times, or talk to you, although I remember a boy who wanted to treat me to ice cream, but I forgot that there was a girl behind me, all the way to the dormitory.

But I think that if I really don't remember it, she will rely on me every day and give me a detailed description of the scene of that day to remind me, so that even if I can't remember it, I will be forced to think of it through her countless portrayals.

How did you remember her later?

I will always feel familiar with this girl in a corner of the library, I will always feel familiar with this girl in a certain aisle in the cafeteria, I will always look back on the campus road and feel this girl so familiar, and I will always feel that this girl is familiar in the afterglow of a store on the street.

Every time I see this girl, I am full of energy, until one day I talk to her, she says that her name is Xue Lingyi, and she is very close to me, and she has one in her name.

When she said this, it was a half-summer spring, and the crumbling leaves fell from the trees and floated to her shoulder to be patted casually by her, and she smiled happily, revealing a small tiger tooth on her left.

After two more chance encounters, I realized that Xue Lingyi was trying to get close to me.

I didn't think much about it, thinking that maybe she just wanted to be friends with me, and I had given her this opportunity by magic.

During that time, the people around me were curious, they didn't understand why I would appear such a person out of thin air, she and I were not at all alike, she was so cute.

Maybe it was because she acquiesced to her being by my side, Xue Lingyi became more and more presumptuous, sticking to me whenever he had free time, looking for me with all kinds of excuses that could be broken at the first poke, and thinking that I didn't know.

She said, "Roy Roy, I really like your psychology class, I'll go with you and listen to it." ”

So I was sleepy all the time, and in the end I couldn't stand it and fell asleep on my stomach?

She said: "Roy Roy, the senior gave two tickets to the piano concert, you should understand very well, shall we go and listen?"

So Xue Lingyi, are you asleep again? I was struggling for several days.

She said, "Roy Roy, do you want to eat this cake?" I brought it to you along the way. ”

After several kilometers of road, Xue Lingyi, do you think I'm stupid?

She said, "Roy Roy, I've heard that you like this character, and this is the merch I found for you." ”

I never mentioned it to anyone, but I guess she looked through my records from years ago, and the perimeter she collected was almost complete.

She is like that, I don't even know where her daily energy comes from, just shouting "Roy Roy" and "Roy Roy" just when she sees me.

I should be annoyed, I rarely come into contact with so many people who talk so much and don't have the point, and what she says to you doesn't need a result, you just have to listen.

But why should I listen, but I just listened, and I didn't drop a word, and I wasn't distracted.

She Xue Lingyi is not so ignorant, if someone asks me, who knows you best in this world, the first thing I think of will be her, she even knows me better than me.

She knows that my slight frown is impatient, she knows what kind of stretch of my hand is thirsty, what kind of stretch out is refusal, she can accurately judge the variety of drink, she knows the meaning of each of my smiles, she knows when I can talk and when I can't, she knows what tone I say corresponds to what mood.

But there was only one thing, she didn't understand me.

It was an afternoon with the sound of cicadas, I was in the classroom to review the next exam, she was sleeping next to her, maybe something disturbed her dream, she twisted her eyebrows and said a few slurred dream words, and suddenly woke up.

I was attracted by her movements, stopped the pen in my hand and turned my head to look at her, she looked at me for half a second and suddenly hooked my hand, and asked eagerly: "Roy!" You know I'm chasing you. ”

I paused, suddenly feeling a little dry on my lips, and gave her a gracious sigh, preparing for what might happen next.

But she only grinned when she heard this, and then let me go, lay down on the table again, looked at me lazily, and said while closing her eyes: "That's good, that's good, I thought you didn't know, I dreamed that you didn't know, I wanted you to know, since you knew." ”

After saying that, she fell asleep again, and I looked at her slightly open mouth, sighed in my heart, and took out a knife to sharpen the pencil again.

Later she asked me when I liked her.

I didn't answer at the time, and I digressed from the subject.

It's not that I don't want to, but I don't know, I don't know from which day, this Xue Lingyi in front of me, I just want her to belong to me.

It's one thing to like, it's one thing to accept. Although the world is tolerant nowadays, the hearts of tolerance are strangers, and no one wants people who like the same sex to be around, let alone that person is themselves, I admit that I was a little worried at that time, and I bred the idea of Roy in my heart.

But after all, it can't withstand her enthusiasm, Xue Lingyi has magic power for me, a magic power that is like this.

So we were together as a matter of course, and I wouldn't be too sarcastic about her emotional intelligence, so be careful that she loses her temper.

After we got together, I asked her one day, Xue Lingyi, aren't you afraid?

She asked me what I was afraid of.

I said, we are two girls, and we will not be tolerated by most people, aren't you afraid?

She looked at me with a puzzled look on her face and said, why be afraid, I don't know who most people are. After finishing speaking, he suddenly hooked my arm tightly and said, Roy, you can't think nonsense, you have promised to be with me, unless you are unhappy, you can't abandon me, no, no, no, if you are unhappy, you have to sue me, anyway, you can't abandon me.

I laughed, she had something in her head.

Xue Lingyi, I didn't want to abandon you, in the end you abandoned me.

In fact, from the day I started, I never thought about the future, I didn't have the same ambitions as hers, I took a blank piece of paper and put it on the table, took a pen and waved it, and said that in the future we will do this, that, that, and that, and of course in the end the paper was a mess.

I just thought that it would be good to go by one day at a time, and at that time I thought that my love was not deep, so I never said it to her after that.

But she doesn't mind at all, she thinks it's good to be by my side, she likes to do a qiē for me, she prefers to do a qiē for me, she has no temper in front of me, and compared to her, it's me, transmitting negative energy.

For example, when I was angry when I was acting, I didn't like to talk when she saw me, and she only answered with a single word when she talked to me, but she knew how to silently sit aside, not knowing what to think, and when I picked it up again a few days later and wanted to apologize to her, she would tell me with confused eyes, and she didn't care.

I sometimes wonder, what does Xue Lingyi like about me? In her eyes, she spoiled me as a baby, for fear that I would be wronged a little.

The little reaction I had to her, she could be happy for days.

It's not that no one likes her, it's just that she doesn't know that all her thoughts are on me. I think it's okay like this, at least I don't have to worry about her changing her mind, and those who like her, forget it, are easy to deal with.

In the half a year after moving out, she took care of almost all the qiē in the house, although it was not very perfect, and I always liked to pick her thorns, but maybe what I liked was that she threw herself into my arms and begged for mercy after picking the thorns, and promised me that she would do well next time.

She could remember my words very well, even casual ones, and after a long time, she suddenly said, "Roy, my hair is a little long, can I try to divide it?" It's not good-looking, I'll change it back immediately! "It dawned on me that she had always remembered that I had said that her bangs were cute.

You say that a person who is reluctant to give up on me, why would he say that he left and left?

I kept thinking that maybe she was annoyed, maybe she didn't feel rewarded for me, maybe she felt that I didn't care about her.

Any reason that comes up at the slightest mention can be the reason why she left me, what else can I expect?

It is no longer possible for someone to come all the way quietly just to care about whether I have heat stroke, it is no longer possible for someone to rack their brains for my three meals a day, and it is no longer possible for someone to look hippie and smile on the surface, but in fact there is a qiē in their hearts that loves me deeply.

I lost this person.

Didn't give me a chance to regret it, didn't give me a chance to show Xiàn.

I've been waiting for her to ask, waiting for her to ask me, Roy Roy, why do you like me?

Xue Lingyi, you are fine, but you don't know.